If your life sucks, it's your fault and your problem. Nobody else's but your own. Stop blaming your problems on other people.
>"B-but muh childhood was traumatic!"
And? You think the world is gonna take pity on you because of this?
>"B-but society hates straight white men these days!"
And? I know this. But the only way to stop it is to keep pushing forward and fighting for what you believe in or kill yourself like a bitch.
>"B-but muh genetics! I'm an ugly beta male!"
So fucking focus your energy on improving yourself to make you love yourself and not rely on the approval of others. Stop wasting fucking time and do what you need to do. Do it TODAY. Stop telling yourself you'll do it tomorrow and never end up doing it. Go to community College, learn a trade, go to the gym, make friends with losers and work your way up the social latter. Fucking TRY. YOU. ARE. THE. MASTER. OF. YOUR. OWN. DESTINY. Your life sucks because of you. Everyone is dealt a different set of cards in their life and you may be on veteran or recruit difficultly, but no matter how hard your life sucks, there's always a way to claw yourself out of the hole. FUCKING TRY, ANON. QUIT WHINING AND MOTHER FUCKING TRYYYYYYYYYYY.

>>4080
How's 9th grade treating you?
Imagine watching a motivational video and imagining people in holes can just "will" themselves not to be there.
Realize this, if you were in any other persons shoes - you'd be exactly like them.

>>4080
Why try if the fruits of my labor are things I don't want and I know won't make me happy? I will continue to collect schizoBUX thank you very much.

These things I'll be until I die

>>4625
It's irrelevant if the thing that spurs you into action is lame - you gotta do something.

I'll grant you that anon's response was cringe but willpower is literally the only way you can better yourself. He wasn't suggesting that you pull it out of your ass either; you build it up by trying things. You can fuck off with that 9th grader shit you pussy.

>>4677
how did you obtain schizobucks?

>>4677
How much do you get each month?

>>4805
the max amount of money a single person can get from neetbux is like 800 a month

Just kill yourself

I have no problem "getting" women, I have fairly average looks and I'm overflowing with confidence. Problem is, I cant find a woman I actually like.
Not only are women not very interesting to be around in general, but they almost always come with horrible attitudes and bad habits. On top of that, they're demanding while not having very good looks themselves. 3s thinking they're 7s, shit like that.
Even casual sex with women seems like way too much effort when I can just sit at home and bust a nut with a 100% success rate.
What do?

>>4800
Go to a therapist and say you want to kill yourself, get hospitalized, then apply for bux. Works every time

It's over.

Tfw no gf

>be me, college student
>no friends, hate my work, hate my industry, hate the country, hate being an incel. Decide to drop out
>losing my mind so in a moment of desperation I try to make friends on r9k
>end up meeting girl and we hit it off
>she ends up asking me out
>first time I ever had a gf so I don't know how to handle it
>she e-cheats on me by looking for findom simps on soc
>I confront her and she gaslights me saying I did something wrong by noticing her posts
>we make up and make plans for future
>I want to meet up
>she ghosts me a week before Christmas
>look into her further and find out she is a semi-notorious e-girl
>many people I talk to claim to have known her and had similar experiences
>foolishly get back in contact with her
>she claims to be dating some guy irl now
>I behave pathetically and irrationally
>one day she ghosts me after we get in an argument over nonsense
>keep my composure and don't get back in contact
>keep tabs on her to see what she is up to
>she becomes full blown cyber whore and even has her nudes leak
>I remain comfy neet
Idk. I feel bad about everything that happened but I never had any control. I just wish I wasn't such a creep and could forget about her.

>>14111
Both of you were too unhealthy for a relationship. It’s good that it ended when it did. Sorry to hear your first relationship experience was so shit anon. Better to wait and find an irl girl somehow or one nearby at least. Internet relationships are breeding grounds for crazy

>>14113
I don't meet people irl anymore. I should go to church but I live in the woods and don't own a car.

>be me
>born in a shithole
>single raised by my mom
>poor as fuck
>random youtube video appeears
>ching chong language title + suneung
>me: wtf is this?
>click it
>poor and hardworking students grinding everyday makes me feel like shit
>decide to follow their path
>get a job cleaning big turds
>get into university
>stop jerking off
>kaya and audrey leave
>stop orbiting
>life is good again

its so easy bros, just get a job and study something. its not like you are being gatekeeped for trying.

>but im sad because no women love me :(

lmao retard just start with the greeks and read the bible, psychology, therapists, women (not my mom)and wanting normalfag atention are a fucking joke. Remember to not go full incel otherwise you may became a faggot or even worse, became a shooter.

>personal advice

delete discord, twitter and facebook. if you dont feel like sleeping read a book. "a book" means Plato or aristotle, dont read books that are not made for you like german idealism or french existencialism. if you end up reading them before reading the greeks you may go full tranny because MED BVLL shield is not protecting you.

God bless you anon, WAGMI.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=H4A1haySbx8 [Embed]

>>14117
>no gf, no money, no hope, but at least I can work for Mr. Shekelstein
Blue pilled slave mentality

>>14117
>get a job cleaning big turds

I'm desperate for a job and even I wouldn't accept that

>>4080
>If your life sucks, it's your fault and your problem. Nobody else's but your own. Stop blaming your problems on other people.
There are people out there who genuinly have been dealt a shit card and are permanently damaged. Either because they were born that way or because they've been "made" that way.

But if you're specifically talking about incels and the other lot that is frequenting this board and has been depressed for years? Yeah, you are correct.

>>14117
you don't really sound like someone who has been studying a lot. or maybe you just studied random shit without any actual interest and consideration.

>dropped out of high school because depressed with family problems, no friends, failure
>worked third shift at a walmart in bumfuck nowhere
>got addicted to weed because i was so bored and it was something to do all day and night
>nothing to live for
>orbiting threads start popping up like crazy on r9k
>find the girls qt, post for lulz out of boredom
>end up getting kind of attached to a couple of the girls even though i never spoke to them
>join sheep village, don't talk much but catch up on the girls posts every day like the morning paper
>start daydreaming about the girls all the time to entertain myself and feel less lonely
>they consume my thoughts, can't go an hour without thinking of them, i start to genuinely believe i might have a chance someday even though ive never once spoken to any of them and barely know who they are
>daydreams become more real to me than the girls themselves
>their posts and posts about them start fucking me up because they contradict with my daydream version of them, i get pissed off and start making hate threads, spamming nasty shit on halfchan, making up stories about the girls. some of these stories still circulate as truth even though i completely fabricated them (i stopped doing this a couple years ago)
>realize i'm doing something wrong, im hurting others and myself with this, i stop posting and lurking, then i get sucked back in soon after

I've been in therapy for a while and it's helping a lot. Becoming self aware of these patterns and why im like this is key I guess. I dont wanna be this way.

>>14165
There was no reason to wait an entire year to reply that.

>>24792
Not him, but that was posted within the span of a day.

>>24788
who are the girls you smeared?

>>24788
You're just a cuck. It's funny as FUCK pretending to be e-girls and spreading fake gossip. I'll NEVER stop. It's sooo easy and sooo much fun to ruin these stupid bitches and fuck with you dumbass moids.

Btw KILL YOURSELVES!

>>25834
>moids
kys tranny

>>25836
Proving my point that you're all tards. Go back to cooming.

>>25892
then why do you talk and behave like a tranny?
assuming that you are an XX woman and that there is no thread about you on this board, why are you here? why are you wasting your precious time with lonely autists beyond hope when you could be having a nice time with plenty of interesting and normal men?

thinking that you were a troon was statistically the safest option, because it's difficult to inagine that such a sad and pathetic female could exist.

I'm 25 and I have never kissed a girl.

>>26287
25yo KV here. You're not alone bro.

>>25910
Don't you dare reply to me, filth.

@26683
Lol that's what you rub your micropenis to?

is summer the worst season for people like us?
everywhere i go there are couples and people looking happy. i want to die

>>30007
Never pay for women's dates, only for your own meal.

>>29467
I like to tell myself that the men and women I see together could just be siblings and it makes me feel better for a second.

>>30017
I've literally given my entire tugboat to e-girls before. I'm sick of being treated like trash after giving everything to a girl

I went from MMO neet-wizard to having a girlfriend, moving cross country and getting a job one year after a brief lapse of sanity.

It was godawful and I shudder to think of the time I spent playing normie.

>>37693
I'm confused by your post. Have you ascended or not? And why are you still here?

>>37693
Go on, elaborate on why it was bad.

>>37694
>>37696

I successfully pretended to be normal for about 18 months. It was dreadful and far worse than any other thing I've had to deal with, even though I've had my own money and basement to live in for quite awhile. All the pussy in the world couldn't get me to do it again.

Women are awful. Modern western civilization is awful. Working for Mr.Shekelstein at $15/hr so he makes $1500/hr is existential-dread tier.

>>41592
And to reiterate, I didn't get fired - I packed up and fucking quit one day.

>>41592
I know what you mean, friend. Maybe not to the same extend as you, but still. I'm not sure if it's good or bad, but I've been living in "bare minimum" mode for a while now, and I can't complain, though I don't really care about excessive riches. I recommend looking into passive income, minimalism, and ways you can "minmax" your income\expenses.
And importantly, never fully close yourself off from others, including women. You can dislike their actions and behaviors, but mentally closing yourself off isn't worth it. Keep the door open.

>>41594
The biggest problem was I got along better with her mother and cat than her. She was jealous because her own mother and cat liked me better.

lol

I know you're right, though it ain't easy anyway.

>>3912
>divorced parents
>live with single mother in absolute squalor (she's a hoarder)
>mom openly admits she originally intended to abort me
>sexually molested in kindergarten
>bullied by my peers and teachers all my life due to weak, fragile and naive personality
>only ever had a few friends, but they all stopped talking to me
>always quiet in any social situation
>never had a gf in my life (girls used to be interested in me but I repelled them with autistic behavior)
>only ever had sex once with a prostitute, felt nothing
>barely made it through high school
>failed university
>never had a job (except 1 year of civil service)
>no money
>no useful skills and incapable of studying
>most of my life has been spent in front of a computer or fantasizing about imaginary scenarios
>constantly alternating between apathy and despair
>will soon be 28
>looks, my only quality are fading away due to hair loss
I'm so tired. My life ended before it could even start.
At this point it's clear that my only fate is to drown in the filth of this shit house and either go insane or kill myself once I fully run out of copium.
Picrel is my self portrait.

>>41837
These are adorable.

>>41837
>Food $200
>Data $150
>Rent $800
>Dolls $3,600
>Utility $150
someone who is good at the economy please help me budget this. my family is dying

>>41844
sell your dolls retard

>>41847
no

>>41844
dude your dolls are higher maintenance than a real woman lol

>>41843
Nowhere in your post do you mention art. You're a good artist. You should try to get a job involving creativity, like volunteering with kids in an afterschool program where you can draw and do crafts with them, or maybe apply to a bakery, something like that. Wageslaving isn't the meaning or purpose of life but it will give you a reason to go out and take care of yourself, and you will even make friends and learn things in the process. I wish you luck. It is never over.

>>41847
I dread the thought of selling them.
>>41860
they sit in a bookcase, I feel bad I have neglected them.

god i love beer

>>41946
Alcohol is medicine for modern civilization

>>3912
>be me
>browse r9k on and off for about 10 years
>Roz is the only egirl I like

>Fast forward to this year
>I swore to never go on 4chan ever again after finally realizing how stupid all of it is
>still come to this board every once in a while to check on the Roz thread
>I still like her and I wanna know what's she's up to nowadays

>Yesterday, I saw the recent posts of people saying she's dead
>can't find anything about it on google
>I swore by my life to never go on 4chan again so I can't check it myself
>my favorite egirl is dead
>don't know how what when or why
>she's dead and she will never be with us again

I'm legit sad

I'm seeing my female classmates from high school starting to have kids, and it's kinda hitting me how sex is a real thing that people have, and have been having for the past 10+ years now. Like holy shit they were naked together having sex and some dude really came inside these chicks. Meanwhile I'm a KHHHV.

>>42053
>Like holy shit they were naked together having sex and some dude really came inside these chicks. Meanwhile I'm a KHHHV.
Dude, it's useless to dwell on these things. Sex without passion is worse than sticking your dick into a sand bucket. You'll never be a girl's erotic dream. You're not that guy, I'm not that guy.

If you have enough money, you need to go find some young prostitute ASAP and tell her that you want a fucking deepthroat blowjob, and you want her to look you in the eye as she swallows your cum. It will help, trust me.

Just remember that people like us will never get this kind of service from a relationshit.

>>42057
>You're not that guy, I'm not that guy.
I've been that guy many times, it's not hard. The problem is that I always fumbled it.

I want a chubby gf so bad you guys have no idea

>placed in shit-hole country
>have a master degree in cs and some non-degrade hobbies
>have a half-time job that pays for rent and covers basic needs
>had been 29yo virgin, but finded gf that cute and make my life somehow better, but feelings are shredded and anhedonic mindstate doesn't leave me out even when she is attending me (long distance relationships)
>in this particular year my lovable cat passed away and my father diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, now he didn't speak and metastases started to grow after surgery
>stopped smoking weed after episode when ER come up for my father life threatening status and they did everything to leave us without actual help - weed is not the case, but now I don't want to dream myself away in any way

life is good man

caffeine seems to help more than other things. cheap instant coffee. problem is drinking too much and getting very anxious

>>42202
Sorry about your cat and your dad man. I hope your dad gets better.
>>42219
Consider lower doses of coffee, like microdosing.

>>42219
Drink tea nigga it has calming compounds that take the tweak off of caffeine

>>42227
To add to this, make sure the tea you're drinking doesn't contain caffeine lol

>>42158
>I've been that guy many times, it's not hard.
lol, yea, right, buddy. And that's why you're a 30 y/o virgin posting on this board. Bcs it's not that hard, lmao.

I dunno why did I even try to help your dumb ass. Keep huffing that copium, it's not like I give a fuck.

Blackpill is Eternal.

>>42236
No I meant that tea with caffeine aka the only actual tea has the good parts of caffeine with none of the bad parts. I’m not talking about chamomile or lavender i’m talking about tea leaf. You can still sleep after drinking tea, that’s how chill the stuff in it is even with caffeine still in the picture

It's okay fellow nigger stop crying

im a schizo fagboy

Im a disgusting subhuman neet. Everything about me is disgusting and im not exaggerating in the slightest like alot of attentionwhores do. My life is utter shit and i dont have anything to live for. I've thought about just trying to become rich and thinner but then i remember that i will never have a fembot girlfriend and then there would be no reason for me to improve in life.

yeah im a neet too,, im gross and aawful to be around but i do have a boyfriend somehow. however i jsut spend all day on here looking at girls. i want to be worshipped too. but alas.

Hi Glowniggers. I hope you have a good day trying to justify your salary.

i jerked off so aggressively, with cramped up arm, that my shoulder hurts so bad i think i injured it

I'm basically a "normalfag" who's been frequenting 4chan for about 5 years. I found the site because I liked horror stuff and I had a curiosity for gore as a 40-year-old woman. The funny thing is that from joke to joke I realized that most, if not all, people see things with rose-colored glasses and get edgy when they don't.
I started enjoying rekt and gore, but indirectly all my optimism was shattered, so now I only watch it occasionally. Without irony, the teenagers are right. Nothing matters, the world always was and will be the most unredeemable shit imaginable, but at least everyone will die, so I guess there is a light in all this. I didn't even know what an orbiter was yesterday, I'm only here because I got banned from 4chan and, no, I'm not rebooting my router or whatever.

>>65533
gore triggers me, but i have a mostly suppressed obsession with videos of (attractive) females being beheaded.

Women don't like fit men because of attraction. They like fit men because it means you're a good slave. You work so hard she might be able to just suck you off once during the ten minutes at home you aren't eating or shitting! Hell she could stand to suck you off in the middle of the fattest shit of your life if you slave that hard!

This revelation has lead me to hate muscles

>>65557
Insane cope post even for here. That's like saying men like skinny women because they're good slaves since they have to deny themselves food.

>>65557
cope, what are you talking about

>>65557
Do you mean that women are primarily attracted to status/monetary value over beauty, personality, etc.? That's true

My friend didn't show up for my birthday. He went drinking last night and was too hungover to come today. I'm still comfy though.

>>3912
can relate to an extent as well

i used to be like this but when i stopped putting women on a pedestal and started actually talking to them and viewing them as people i got a gf hope this helps

>>89492
It was literally when I got a girlfriend that I started putting them on a pedestal and I ended up here.

>>89492
viewing women as people is putting them on the pedestal

they are nothing more than eugenic machines

Gay nigger penis killing endchan users

>>11762

Jesus Christ what year is it Is this 2015 /r9k

>>91580
Those were the fucking days. Remember the /comfy/ threads? It was always a shithole but damn it was cool at times.

>>70011
Men like skinny women because their meekness makes them good slaves.

my girlfriend acts like I'm not with her anymore. she wants nothing to do with me. i'm going to kms when she least expects it

>>106416
Bianca

>>106416
why not kill her instead? (for legal reasons this is a joke)

tfw no flowers in the attic gf

I have zero motivation to do anything except be chronically online, is this depression or am I just retarded
I don't want to die or anything just can't bring myself to leave the house and interact with people in person

>>108619
I'm in almost the same situation, I can barely find anything I actually enjoy doing.
Maybe we've been pushed down by the world so much that now we just subconsciously "give up". Idk.

>>108619
I wish you had depression and commit suicide, but you're just a faggot.

>>108627
I wish you knew basic English grammar

Been sick all week, making my mood worse, hope you're all doing better than me anons

heres one for u
>meet egirl when im 16 in 2022
>shes on r9k all the time
>start using 4chan and agatha
>plan on dating
>split for strange reasons for abit
>she gets posted on r9k
>use that to contact her again and then continue talking all the way into 2024 summer
>around her birthday decide to meet
>she mentioned she might get sectioned for schizophrenia
>go to meet her
>she wasn't able to get out of her house that day
>suddenly complete radio silence on all of her socials and i mean everything steam spotify ig disc everythign
>find someone who knows her aswell says she has been missing online since the time i said aswell and he knows people who knows her who reported the same thing
>said she might have killed herself
>still not able to get confirmation if shes dead or alive 10 months later
>starts appearing in my dreams and sometimes kills herself in those dreams
>can't get over her so in perpetual mourning for 10 months
>still no idea if shes dead or alive

>>108981
i'll suck your toes to make you feel better

>>137646
>she gets posted on r9k
who is she? post her pics

Is it possible to ever become normal after a lifetime of crippling isolation and atomization? I remember last year there was a post made by Anon about how he stopped being a neet, landed a job, got himself a girlfriend and was even liked by her mother. he hated all of it and fell back to playing mmorpgs or whatever it was he liked.

>>137646
Are you the one dude who was thinking about visiting her family to see if shes alive or not

>be ugly incel robot who’s been grimaced ostracized by the female gender you name it
>as such post content on r9k around 2 months ago that I guess women find concerning
>girl drops her disc and tells me to add her
>qt swedish bitch
>I don’t think she’s attracted to me at all because I’m hideous
>but at the same time she shows her body to me to try to help me escape my misogynistic beliefs and help me get better
>literally lets me say anything to her albeit she gets a bit mad if im being sexist
>no clue what to do but accept that I may have won something being a truecel
>if this is the closest I get to female intimacy then damn this felt good imagine how truly being in a relationship must feel I guess I can understand the hype behind how normies think
banned from r9k for a week so thought it’d be cool to vent here

>be born ugly into a world filled with vanity
>be forced to be attracted to 3d women because biology has to fuck me over 1000x times
>form parasocial relationship with e-girls to stimulate my brain as a validation that I am not truly lonely
>get tired of it and start talking to an e-girl in dms
>sends me nudes and I leak them because I am mad she wont send more because of course she wants to change her mind without telling me why
>as a result she leaks my face and it gets plastered everywhere for everyone to see and make fun of
>in the end the girl walks away scott free looking pretty while the incel of course loses
>have to wallow in self pity because of something I never got to control
>all my actions and behavior and thought impulses are justified anyways because I was treated evil since I looked evil and social conditioning from normies made me like this
>normies still don’t get it but I am a victim of this worlds oppression
please tell me there are truecels here that get how I feel no foid you don’t count because you got bullied in 3rd grade

>>138542
>sends me nudes and I leak them because I am mad she wont send more
>I am a victim of this worlds oppression
kek

>>138542
Kys Ougi.

>>138542
Literally Almost no part of your thread is about Vamp, and none of the info or pictures in it came from her. It was from all the 12 year old girls you groomed.

>>138542
actually literally nothing in that thread is about vamp. you didnt even send her anything or tell her anything about yourself. she never even knew you or that you were grooming a 12 year old girl while you were talking to her. You sent her altered photos of your face that looked nothing like you, you lied about how old you were, you made up sob stories. none of whats going on in your life rn has anything to do with vamp, because why the hell would it. also you claim to be in love with the 12 year old while you are 21 so I dont even understand why you're still yapping about vamp

>>138540
>she shows her body to me
post the nudes

>>138543
If you read what I wrote you’d understand it wasn’t just that. I’m not going to bother arguing with people who throw logical fallacies. The nudes weren’t just nudes btw, they were a symbolism of hope for me to string onto, hope as an incel. It’s not something you’d understand so fuck off pseud
>>138575
Yeah right, that ugly Asian bitch was 18, 12 🤣🤣🤣, and I was in a bad position. Had I been in a better mental state I’d have known better. I’m just gonna ignore ur replies from now it’s just low tier bait to agitate me. News flash a person can change but it won’t happen overnight and especially not when someone keeps social conditioning them about their past mistakes.

>>138619
a person who takes zero accountability and lives in constant victimhood cannot meaningfully change. you're literally blaming me for your own actions even now somehow. If you wanted to get better you would stay off this board, you're just being an attention whore like the rest of the e girls but thats the least worst thing about you.

>>138644
Once again projecting onto me and comiting logical fallacies. Wrong, iI think you’ve done it all from cherry picking to straw man to ad hominem. I am getting better, whether you believe that or not I don’t care because I know I am getting better. Your reflection on me will never be how I actually am
Also I’m not attention whoring I don’t namefag I don’t even want my thread be up I just wanna be anonymous

>>138644
Once again projecting onto me and comiting logical fallacies. Wrong, iI think you’ve done it all from cherry picking to straw man to ad hominem. I am getting better, whether you believe that or not I don’t care because I know I am getting better. Your reflection on me will never be how I actually am
Also I’m not attention whoring I don’t namefag I don’t even want my thread be up I just wanna be anonymous

>>138650
OMG WTF MY FONNECTION SUCKS JAJHAHAHA

>>138651
>>138650
>>138649
Lmao your VPN didn't work for the first post. You just proved you actually are American like everyone already knew, retard.

>>138619
>The nudes weren’t just nudes btw, they were a symbolism of hope for me to string onto
>fuck off pseud
kek

>>138652
It did work the flags in this website are just weird but whatever believe what you want you’re the one thinking I’m 21 years old, once again showing le cherry picking fallacy, keep harassing and I’ll file a police report on u stop derailing this thread

>>138664
No I’m reporting the guy who’s been blackmailing me and leaking my nudes despite me telling I’m 16 like 10 times I have his information because he showed it once to this girl .
But enough derailing, I’ll have a vent soon

>>138670
You keep arguing with a bunch of people who you think are me, but they're just random people who don't like you. My biggest piece of advice to you moving forward is stop reminding everyone that you exist.

>>138680
STOP.
Just leave me alone please I’ll leave you keep stressing me over past actions I don’t talk to younger women anymore it was all a mistake and what happened with kat or vampi I’ve never pulled it off again please you stress me

Actually no I’m not leaving, this is my safe space and is a feels thread. It’s funny how you tell me to get help when all you’ve done is given me PTSD and anxiety and body dismorphia. I never cared about my penis size before but someone has to say 3 incher every fucking second. It’s 4.5 in inches so it’s beneath average, but every women i have dated has said it’s ok and it was cute. Women which means 18-25, because i know you’re gonna bring up le fucking 12 year old. I was in a bad position and I’ve never done it again. She didn’t say that was her original age btw maybe it was my fault for staying but i REGRET IT. Stop with your psychopathic and superficial beliefs like congrats on having a bigger dick size you put so much exercise into that obe

>>138670
Why are you acting like it was only one 12 year old and like it's unfair to bring her up when you "dated" her for I think half a year after finding out she was 12, and you were just threatening her for nudes LAST WEEK while you are 21. The girl tried to kill herself yesterday you disgusting piece of shit, it shouldve been you who tried.

>>138784
The other girl said she was older too, and I’m sorry she tried that. The only thing i can say is it wasn’t my fault, virzie is really mentally ill

>>138784
>tried to kill herself
>tried
attention whore

I just realized it’s already May, time isn’t slowing down for any of us… all the old e-girls must be in their late 20s or early 30s now if they’re not dead. I remember being infatuated with them, at some point wanting to crave their relationship so bad i inserted them in my imagination and hallucinated them to be real. Unfortunately Eliza is dead, I loved that girl with all my heart. I tried creating a vamp tulpa but not working out, on 4chan and here she might be an extraordinary boring girl but get to know her like i did last year and you wrap herself around her she’s really just a weak girl who needs constantaffirmation from males, and she’s willing to comfort you or listen to you or even do things for you. I guess most of the women here are like that but as much I hate foids that girl had that spirit.

>>138825
On the other hand, I met a girl on r9k around three months ago who was deeply concerned about the things i was saying about women. I don’t think she’s attracted to me at all, but it’s still nice she puts in effort to try to correct an incel, despite never having had the social conditioning that made my behavior this way to begin with because she’s cute. She showed me her tits in exchange for me actually leaving my room and getting up and doing something useful. Kind of cute. I’ve been trying my best because of her, i hope everyone gets a girlfriend regardless of physical or mental characters they were never able to control, including me.

I’m back here again 5 more days until I get unbanned from r9k :3
I had a dream about Vamp again. I know deep down she would have never been able to love me because of my physical attributes, what a shame. I almost had her because she thought I was some sociopathic disgusting guy, like her father. It sucks, I’ve been infatuated with her since she came I think around 2022. I remember years ago asking if she’d date a short ugly guy and she said yeah. Well, that’s what every girl says I guess. Standards are supposedly none existent until the guy develops feelings, then some bullshit excuse as to why they can’t date.Happened with Iris and the rapper. It’s hard to cope knowing the only thing that stopped you from getting a girl is something you were never able to control. I haven’t even heard of Vamp in a while, I hope she’s ok. It’s so late now I should sleep I hope I get to dream about vamp again. This one dream I had with her she knocked on the door of my house around two am and I opened and she cuddled me while I kept playing video games. It felt so fucking real I hope scientists can develop technology in the future to emulate these feelings. Goodnight frens

I’m back here again 5 more days until I get unbanned from r9k :3
I had a dream about Vamp again. I know deep down she would have never been able to love me because of my physical attributes, what a shame. I almost had her because she thought I was some sociopathic disgusting guy, like her father. It sucks, I’ve been infatuated with her since she came I think around 2022. I remember years ago asking if she’d date a short ugly guy and she said yeah. Well, that’s what every girl says I guess. Standards are supposedly none existent until the guy develops feelings, then some bullshit excuse as to why they can’t date.Happened with Iris and the rapper. It’s hard to cope knowing the only thing that stopped you from getting a girl is something you were never able to control. I haven’t even heard of Vamp in a while, I hope she’s ok. It’s so late now I should sleep I hope I get to dream about vamp again. This one dream I had with her she knocked on the door of my house around two am and I opened and she cuddled me while I kept playing video games. It felt so fucking real I hope scientists can develop technology in the future to emulate these feelings. Goodnight frens

Sometimes I wonder if the others from the french chan victims group come to this board. There were some pretty solid dudes in there.

It's a bit unfair that you only get a 30 ban while I keep getting permabanned.

>>139021
french chan's victims? wasn't she just some 14 year old girl that used face filter

>>139052
He doesn’t know, anon… e-girls are evil and have placed a ton of people to suffer either with their own hands or by an army of white knights. Puk sent a man to jail for like 30 years, Bianca put a guy in life, albeit losing her own life. Plenty more things go on.
ANYWAYS.. I’m here again, still late as hell but I’ll be sleeping right after this. Have a male who is 14 years older than me harassing me over something i did when i was 15. What’s worse is he acts like I’m still continuously doing it, I’m not .-. I’m just trying to live, I’ve been playing black souls which is a really great game and I’d recommend everyone to try it out :3 4 more days until I get unbanned from r9k, pretty epik. Idk if I’ll be able to sleep well, my stomach is having nervousness because of that person. I’m happy with life tho, trying to get accostomued to it again. Goodnight everyone :3

>>139165
Arntt you a 21 year old ageplayer who jerks his 3 inch cock to 12 year old girls? i want an answer from a real person not a dumb faggot.

Uhm anyways ignoring that, I was reading the top of the thread to get some feels just realize it was 4 years old omg. Tbh I have a question for the other anons, were you ever infatuated with a girl online and what happened? For me she just started disappearing more and more till I had the self respect to block her.

>>137963
i've looked for her photos around here all the time and not seen one maybe the tripname LordPussyFart would ring a bell

>>139411
heres the photo of her that got posted the most if any of u know anything about her that would be very useful thanks

>>139412
I remember this girl, she flirted with cewl and her titties were bussin

>>139471
i know man i was there do u have maybe any usefull info atall

Wow, this thread is actually too much. Can hardly even skim it it's so depressing. Thanks for reminding me that as much as my life sucks, it could be worse. I shall pray for you nerds who are somehow even more fucked up than me.

>>139412
Got any other pics of her, she looks familiar
Do you know where she is from

>>140744
england

>>139412
oh yeah this girl used to meet up with/date my friend. she's dead now

>>143356
how'd she die? can you prove anything?

>>143373
she had throat cancer from eating some bad pussy

>>143375
another confirmed kill by cewl, rest in peace

>>143356
do u know what happened could you please tell me

>>143356
listen man im really trying to figure out what happened could u tell me or ask ur friend please

I don't get the point of living anymore

>>143373
Been a year mate, how long until you let go?

>>153020
Hope you're doing okay though.

>>153020
its her birthday today its been a year since she dissapeared to the day im still not over it i still am holding onto a sliver of hope cause no ones proved anything yet

>>153230
I know exactly what happened to her, but unfortunately I can't tell you. I can tell you however, that you don't have to worry about her anymore.

>>153237
please man i've been losing sleep for over a year now

>>153240
Well I don't imagine telling you at this point would cause any trouble, and while I didn't really have the heart to tell you before I think it'd give you some closure. Message me on discord I don't remember your tag.

>>153242
Assisted suicide

i really enjoy coming to read this thread whenever i’m a bit down. a great pick me up but it doesn’t always do it for me. too much winging and soying, no direct action. hearing failed incels complain about their lives is great, but doesn’t even come close to watching them slowly die or cry in pain. peak kino. if anyone who isn’t a faggot pussy is willing to do some entertaining stuff on vc respond w your username for discord or tg. if you get off to it i really don’t care as long as i can see you suffer kek

>>158856
Who molested you?

>>158857
i’ve never been molested or raped, at least not yet. but i doubt it would have any effect on my sadism anyway, watching useless eaters suffer is regular, healthy behaviour. nobody is sad when some soyboy or incel livestreams their suicide, quite the opposite, they get turned into memes

>be me
>have big glasses lenses
I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH THIS PROBABLY MEANS I HAVE A CHANCE OF GOING BLIND!

>>158859
There are hearts out there that ache for all who suffer, people can just ignore your shit. You are impotent and weak.

>>3912
Might come back and copy-paste some effortposts of navel-gazing my own NEETdom and soup or side badwrongthoughts, but probably not.

>>160684
You're giving Coldsteel the Edgehog what he wants. If he had any balls he'd have LARPed the Postal Dude in his earliest teens, and nobody would have to put up with his dime-a-dozen Dunning-Kruger dimwittery and unwarranted sense of self-importance. Typical terminally-online sperger-kwayne behavior on his part.

>>160612
Get contacts. Nobody likes glasses except if you want to feel superior for not wearing glasses. Everyone looks like a harmless otaku in glasses.

>>160688
I really hope you're ironic shitposting because he looks like a total faggot and if you think he looks good I guess you're into femboys.

>>160689
It's not about what I or you think. It's about what women think. And they obviously wouldn't think that any of those fuckboys is a "total faggot".

>>160690
Actually, second one looks like a faggot. First is meh. Third is a qt.

>>160690
>>160980
First kinda mid, 2 is Chad, and only a small number of girls like those Asian twink types (usually either teen girls into k-pop or mentally stunted angels)

>>160981
**mentally stunted haĝs

>>160981
True dat, the thing that sucks is that their culture are highly misogynistic and they’re mostly sex pests. So it’s better to stay with the anime bishies rather than these 3DPD. Kpop fan-girls and others who have yellow fever reality’s shatters bc of this. In my opinion, second one has a complicated case of gayface, the asian dude may be a twink, but it’s better than an roidpig or whatever. So the last one wins, he’s the cutest.

i think she bullied me to the point of glaucoma

>>3912
I wish I could quit binge eating especially drowning my sorrows in hundreds of dollars of junk food ordered via doordash. I can barely walk anymore my back pain is so bad, my liver is about finished from how much dietary fat and cholesterol and tylenol and ibuprofen I've guzzled down over the decades, it's a miracle I'm only recently found to be diabetic from the gallons of soda and energy drinks I used to chug weekly, I'm such a monumental fatass "morbidly obese" falls short of how many hundreds of pounds of blubber is hanging off my meat and bone all because I'm so depressed and self-hating I can't stop eating to fill the hungry void within, most the time I don't even feel hungry I just eat to feel my stomach get stuffed and stretched satisfyingly, about the only thing that satisfies me and it's not even all that good anymore, how many times can you eat two whole pizzas or an entire cake and it not be boring anymore? I'm running out of copes for how bad I feel and how much I hate myself and how ugly I am and it drives me insane knowing everyone is almost as disgusted with me as I am for myself.

For those of you that are 25+ and never kissed a girl: the only way I can see this happening is if you're truly hideous and have a shit personality. Everybody thinks they're uglier than they are. I'm talking about kids cry when they see you ugly. I want to say that looking for a relationship anywhere on the internet is stupid. But I've met couples that say they met online. Twitter being the default answer. That's the part I usually don't believe. I believe it's on weirdo sites like this one. In these couples the guy is always much uglier than the girl and they're both nutcases. What I'm trying to say to you 25+ virgins is that there is hope. Get some type of job. Anything that at least covers work related expenses. The point is to go out in public. You need to start building some confidence. Any girl will cuck a docile femboy. Girls that say they don't like "possessive" guys are full of shit. However, they may have some traumas. It is not your duty to deal with this. Don't get infatuated with every girl you interact with. Irl if a girl is not talking about going out after a week, move on. Don't try to force your way, blackmail, don't waste your time. Just move on. If she had any interest in you you will hear from her later. Internet only interactions are a gray area for me. But to me it seems you all put too much effort into these interactions. Ethots are thots by nature.
To summarize, don't behave or do anything how ougi does. This reptile is the embodiment of everything a girl with a functioning brain despises. A narcissistic closet femboy.

>>161705
This is a place for manchildren nobody is here to enact meaningful change don't waste your time on these people.

but for anyone who wants to live a good life FOR THE LOVE OF GOD listen to this guy like this message is gospel this person is actually normal i can tell by the way he types

>>161705
>don't behave or do anything how ougi does
Pretty sure the only reason you posted that worthless advice was because of this.

>>161709
not that guy but what was wrong with the advice? I mean he's talking about a real relationship and not some dumb predatory e-shit that doesn't go anywhere like anthony and ki, or delle and cewl where they both had to larp about meeting.

>>161705
>broccoli hair zoom-zoom that was shitting in his diaper when I was practicing day game gives advice to OG incels
Yeah, piss off. Not a KHHV (technically, kissed two girls when I was like 11 and fucked prostitutes), but never had a gf, and never will. And I come from a rich family, that's how bad it is.

The imbalance is just too fucking massive - women need to be nerfed, or nobody's gonna play the game.

As they say: there are no individual solutions to systemic problems. It's gonna take a political force (and violence) to change the trend, and I'm okay with this.

>>161715
if you're rich then what the hell is wrong with you?

>>161716
I'm socially awkward, average in looks, don't drink alcohol (childhood trauma), and not ready to settle for a single mom? You tell me.

Not drinking alcohol automatically cuts off like 90% of your options lol, because as a man you literally need to fucking drug bitches to get some pussy.

>>161717
are you doom, bc he's far below average in looks. I just cant see what your saying as an honest assessment. Im all of these things and broke and im not a chad but girls arent hard.

>>161718
No, I'm not one of your discord buddies, I keep my distance.

>Im all of these things and broke and im not a chad but girls arent hard.
Are you dumpster diving or something? There was this girl I was making moves on, and when she found out my father owns the business she straight up told me she had a boyfriend. Aren't hard, my ass.

>>161718
>girls arent hard
yet you are here. sus

I come here to #1 fuck around and when possible give these hos a little hope. I know for the most part these wannabe ethots are too fucked in the head so I do deliver that advise in a seemingly fucked up way. For you guys 30- here doing nothing to not be an incel, I'm trying to be a bit more serious this round. My perspective is your stuck in this internet fuelled no self esteem loop. Hos love confidence. This is advice just to get da pussy. Something in the female brain goes off when you're confident. There's some complexities in this I don't know how to explain. Be a nice asshole, not a narcissist. Girls will sneak around and fuck anywhere. They'll spend their child support money to get a cheap motel room so you can use them until 10am the next day. You need to get out there with your chin up and let that confidence build. That thicc booty ho you meet on the bus could be picking you up in her dad's truck a week later for your first Burger King parkinglot date ;)

I almost forgot two important things: alcohol definitely helps if you're awkward, on the spectrum or whatever you want to call it. But be careful. Buildup some tolerance to it. A man that can't drink more than a woman = pegged. Second, never resort to prostitutes. This is key in a woman's logic. It's difficult to explain. Spend on dates. Buy her that weird outfit you want to fuck her in. The moment you pay for the actual pussy you're the equivalent of a mudshark. Hope to start seeing pics of your conquests soon ;)

>>161730
>Second, never resort to prostitutes.
Spending money on young prostitutes is one of the best ways to spend your money as an oldcel.

>>161730
i lobe u sam

>>3912
>be me
>never orbited a girl
>join discord
>girls orbit me

>be me
>never orbited a girl
>Bee tells me about Emerald Chat
>girls want to meetup

Bee is like a fun godmother, I'll treasure tbe special lesson she gave my tongue n_n

>>162793
Gilbert Raborg the pedrophile, you orbited and stalked Kennedi and harassed her for years and that's the only reason you're here and why she has a thread here.

>>162800
>orbited
>stalked
I didn't do those two things.

>why she has a thread here
Not my problem. Despite derailing her threads (like >>162590), you guys still post about her. I don't get it, Kennedi's personality is flatter than her chest!

>>163085
Aren't you a 5'1 spic? Why are you even alive exactly?