Seeing Ken awakens these weird, complex, disgusting feelings inside of me. Like some cold, slimy serpent slowly moving inside of my veins, clogging my bloodstream, making its way to my heart.

Every time I see her, I get this feeling that this is not how it is supposed to be, that this is all wrong. I get this stupid thought that she was *meant* for me.

Imagine Adam never getting together with Eve. That kinda feeling.