>>64261
just act eccentric and deep and make bad music no one wants to listen to. art ho types love that shit. they'll go to your shows and will want to suck your dick like they do john maus here. look how happy ken is to cling to the old talentless fat slob because she probably read some tranny's review on rym telling her he's good or read in some fagrag about how he's le epic outsider musician

>>64261
Men who orbit egirls don't deserve to be loved

>>64268
This. No woman wants a man who obsesses over egirls anyway. And let's face it, you'd never find your Ciara or Ken anyway. You'd never be happy with average. You can delude yourself into thinking it, but the truth is your brain wants the abuse and cold treatment.

>>64273
egirls meet and fuck their orbiters all the time. sure she won't be ken tier but he still has a chance. Ken isn't really your standard egirl anyway

>>64261
orbiting never works unless youre a spic or white guy with lots of money to dump on these egirls. I have a lot of money but every time I add these girls on discord they remove me before I can even message. or some girls like Audrey make it impossible to contact her

>>64278
Why would you want to contact a girl like Audrey

Sometimes I really think the ability to care for others has completely vanished from weathering inside me

>>64283
seriously. if you're gonna be a pathetic orbiter at least pick a hot one

>>64262
his music is 80s nostalgia drek and he is a super pretentious fag so of course art hos gobble it up

My reaction to OP

imagine for dinner, instead of microwave burritos, young (legal) egirl pussy

>>64261
cute, innocent looking girls like ops will fuck the most evil, disgusting guys just because they have money or looks. most girls dont even like sex but they do it because its what society expects them to do. thats why you should feel no sympathy for them and rape their pussies. sex is as normal as breathing for these hoes so if they werent brainwashed by society into thinking le rape is bad theyd realize its not that big of a deal and things like stealing and bullying someone are much worse. when somebody steals from you, you lose money or something. getting beaten up by a bully hurts. when you rape a slut she loses nothing and it doesnt even hurt. there is no difference between kidnapping someone and forcing them to eat a meal they werent supposed to eat, or forcing them to fuck. rape is a made up word for forced sex. why dont we have a made up word for forced eating, forced exercising, forced anything else? wake up, anon

>>64261
That photo kills me everytime.

I will never be that to any girl.

>>64262
>Just change your genetics bro. Just be a Chad like Maus bro.
gee, how has nobody thought of this before?

>>64300
it's jon munch
he is kennedi's number one simp

>>64278
>some girls like Audrey make it impossible to contact her
She's one of the easiest ones to contact tho. At least she was before she privated her shit after her ex called her out. She'd add and talk to pretty much anybody from her socials and if you were ever in her twitter or telegram inner circle and chat her up occasionally and shared shit she's known to have an interest in 99% she'd add you on discord and make it incredibly easy to meet up and fuck her eventually.

>>64283
>>64311
man whyd her ex have to go and fuck it all for everybody? I personally think Audrey is hot. id let her rimjob me and id do it to her as well knowing how many guys shes been with. I dont care as long as she washes

>>64305
he's a gay raging sperg that usually looks like him mom dressed him for school. still ken adores him. life just ain't fair huh?

>>64319
And yet he still slays and has Kennedi masturbating to him.

He doesn't need to tryhard, he can just be his spergy self. Quod licet Iovi, non licet bovi.

didnt his career die and art hoes stopped liking him when it was revealed he was at the jan 6th riots?

>>64328
have you ever heard the shit that comes out of this guy's mouth? he's about as try hard as can be lmao

but still ken adores him

>>64328
he's 6'4 bruh
in an alternative timeline hes a 5'2 midget who failed at music and became a nobody

>>64331
kind of, but he condemned the evil nazis and flew under the radar compared to Ariel Pink, who appeared on cucker carlson and recieved most of the hate from left leaning lunatics

>>64339
I don’t think you realize that Ken’s ideal type IS a manic sperg nerd who’s slightly insane and goes on long tangents about philosophy. She’s very similar to him. But naturally, you probably also need to be Chad.

>>64341
The main reason he even succeeded is because he's from a rich family. Nobody makes pretentious dogshit music like that if they want to make money.

>>64290
don't be picky anon

>>64261
>>64303
I feel you bros, man it hurts so fucking much

"orbiting doesnt work any more"

when did it ever work you incel fuck?

>>64634
>when did it ever work?
since they've been whores and have been fucking their orbiters. so since the first ever egirl sought attention really.

if you don't look like this its bye-bye for u

I am literally the Reverse-Orbiter. Getting a super cute girlfriend was what brought me here, maybe the thrill I was tasting was of the "unfulfilled hunt" and achieving/hunting and even exceeding my waifu expectations ruined that. So I ended our relationship, and in all its irony, shortly after I found out about this place. I don't feel good yet, but I feel better

>>68926
Time to rope. You're never finding anyone ever again.

>>68932
Actually she would have saved/fixed me. A month into the relationship I told her about my suicidal desires and she seemed to really care about me, I was/am also a little anorexic and she forced me to eat. I remember kissing her many times while she ate and we laughed. She even pretended to be interested in video games for me. In summary she was a bit perfect, I think she was one of those girls who are so organized that they fall in love with chaos. In the end she kinda wanted to remain my friend but I broke all ties like a faggot kek. I basically haven't thought about her at all since then but a few days ago I was on a celeb thread on /b/ and i discovered that she was literally Bella Thorne but in a semi-Jewish version. I thought about showing my celebros the resemblance, but it turns out she deleted her Facebook or something. I can't find her and there are no photos of her saved on my cell phone, I deleted them all. I remember even throwing away a letter and a gift she gave me. Yes I admit it, it's over, but deep down I never wanted to be saved anyway :/ I think

>>69060
Buy an ad, you little shit

>>64339
They're literally made for each other

You are saying that shit but if you find a girlfriend, even if she love you, even if she's petty, you will treat her badly cause she's not the loser girl you have been orbiting for years

>>69854
Thats how women think, not men. Women are the ones who get eternally hung up on people.

>>69856
Ah yes, that's why we don't have any threads here about e-girls who haven't been relevant in many years, riiiight?

>>69862
And those threads are being perpetuated by men with girlfriends and flourishing social lives? Because thats what I was addressing in the post yrt.
Also please try to sound like less of a redditor.

>>69856
Not at all. Men are the ones who stay in love with their first love. It can ruin relationships. Speaking from experience. Saw a tweet the other day where someone said men are the ones who get ran through from one person and I felt that because my ability to love since my first love feels dead.

>>69875
Loving is disgusting, your heart beats in a strangely strong way, you feel heavy, you can't stop thinking about her and it kind of hurts to be away from that person. Really an ape feeling.
Meanwhile the hate is based because everything sucks but you wish it weren't like that, you feel human

Seeing Ken awakens these weird, complex, disgusting feelings inside of me. Like some cold, slimy serpent slowly moving inside of my veins, clogging my bloodstream, making its way to my heart.

Every time I see her, I get this feeling that this is not how it is supposed to be, that this is all wrong. I get this stupid thought that she was *meant* for me.

Imagine Adam never getting together with Eve. That kinda feeling.

>>69896
how's brazil this time of year?

>>69896
0 reason to simp this hard over an intersex person.

>>69896
the ending of this anime was so strange. The mc talks to himself mentally masturbating and creating copes so harder that it's hard to believe that he really believes in them. He also says he hated himself and now he doesn't, but there's no hint of that in the entire fucking show

>>69909
he's everyone's bitch and has no real connection to anyone because he's a self hating fag. he secretly seethes over asuka bullying him and also desires her to the point of jerking off to her when she's laid up in the hospital. him choking asuka in instrumentality after she exposes his weak ass was one of the first honest expressions from him. on the surface he appeared as a nice quiet kid but he was actually mistreating, failing and using those around him due to his lack of confidence and self

>>69903
Cold

>>69915
>he's a self hating fag
This is exactly what I'm talking about. There is no indication that he hates himself throughout the entire show. He also says in one part that all he wants is for his father to be proud of him, but it seems like he says that randomly because he can't find anything else that he really wants, he has no motivation or something. I thought the point of his character was to be a chameleon bitch who changes personalities all the time out of self-pity and in the ending reaches a state of crazy cope

>>69909
>>69915
It's been a long time since I've seen it but I think before shinii chokes her Asuka basically rejects him as pathetic and tells him that she knows he only wants to be with her for some selfish end... to not be alone or to use her as a crutch for his emotionally crippled self or something to that effect. Stuff happens and he comes to terms with the fact that he's been a dishonest and unreliable faggot to everyone around him this entire time because he hates himself and is a shell of a person

>>69917
him being an empty chameleon pushover bitch is because of subconscious self hatred. it's not like a writing in his journal and cutting himself type of self hatred

>>69917
sounds like you have zero psychological understanding

>>69917
>He also says in one part that all he wants is for his father to be proud of him, but it seems like he says that randomly because he can't find anything else that he really wants

pining for daddy's affection and his whole nice boy victim thing is his own self produced "narrative identity" for his own life. really it's his only identity. both a reason behind why he is the way he is but also sort of a shield of victimhood to hide behind. he's not emotionally dishonest and manipulative, sneaky, weak, perverted, etc etc he is a heckin victim of papa Gendo!!

>>69909
>the ending of this anime was so strange.
you failed normies wouldn't get it

just stick to rebuild

>>64331
ba sed

>>69877
You'll grow out of these edgy thoughts once you turn 20, but the real trouble starts there; you will have random flashbacks of the cringy things you said during this period of your life and they will make you physically flinch

>>73344
No, actually I'm 21 yo and I'll keep saying that until I'm older, although right now I'm in the hospital for some depressive disorder.
Don't care, I'll keep saying it

>>73357
What are you posting this on? When I had a stay they took anything that could connect to the internet iirc

>>73372
Blackberry shoved up his ass

>>73372
They didn't prohibit me from having a phone, but there is no Wi-Fi here.
The pills make me feel indifferent, unemotional. I think about something that bothered me a lot and now I don't give a damn.
So... this is the power of normalfag, huh?

>>73374
>So... this is the power of normalfag, huh?
Yes, a big part of why normalfags succeed is their lack of empathy and ability to feel real emotions. No sarcasm.

I want to fucking kill myself. Alone every day nothing to do nobody to talk to. My entire life revolved around orbiting people that will nevr think of me.

>>73747
If you're already alone why not atleast be alone with the rest of the world around you. Ik this sounds gay asf but i used to be Hella physically isolated for years but even going outside to be loneley started helping me abit.

i tried about a month ago, failed obv. swallowed a bunch of pills, laid in bed, hoping/expecting to lose consciousness/fade away. instead i stayed wide awake while my heart beat super fast for a few minutes, very scary. then i was just sick, then a week in the hospital, lame.

>>75477
Did you make the thread with kenendi and jon maus as pic rel?

>>75510
Yes, why do you ask?

>>75510
nope, i've never made any threads here

>>75477
based, do you plan to try it again?

>>75577
like every day, but not with pills again

>>75511
I just can empathize a lot with your misery. Im also on the verge of ending things but for a different reason

suicide is gay and life is generally easy. real shit happens and can be hard to get thru but I bet you're ruminating on some dumb shit that doesn't even matter like women

>>75766
life is gayer, literally everyone is going to die anyway

>>75808
damn that's pretty profound
are you 12 yo?

>>75766
>but I bet you're ruminating on some dumb shit
Lets fucking go!

>>75810
you're still gayer than the suicidal anon

>>75840
awwww you gonna kys over it big guy?

>>75849
i'm gonna kyss you

>>73747
Join discord servers anon. People will talk to you there you should stop orbitting and at least this way you can waste your time online simping over ekittens who might actually speak to you

>>76095
>discord
yeah I'm sure being surrounded with weird trannies will make him less suicidal

I AM SO FUCKING LONELY

>>64261
>I need a girl to hug me tight and say she loves me
Whaaaa
I'm so glad I don't care about this stuff anymore

>>75719
are you already did it?

>>88048
I hate Brazilians.