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It's been a long time since I've seen it but I think before shinii chokes her Asuka basically rejects him as pathetic and tells him that she knows he only wants to be with her for some selfish end... to not be alone or to use her as a crutch for his emotionally crippled self or something to that effect. Stuff happens and he comes to terms with the fact that he's been a dishonest and unreliable faggot to everyone around him this entire time because he hates himself and is a shell of a person