>>73257
i wish i could matter to her and be someone she could count on, someone she could trust and turn to when her life was hard. like if she wakes up at 3am feeling anxious from a nightmare, i would want her to text me in the middle of the night and tell me about it. is that weird? i think thats what very close friends and bf/gf do isnt it? imagine how nice it would feel to be a part of someones very innermost circle. I dont think i could ever feel anything greater than that.