I can't believe I have to write this for a 40+ year old man.

Now you blame others for starting drama once again. No one needs your life advice because you know less about life than all of us. You don't play along with the communication games with others here.

I will explain how some of it works because your retardation has been plaguing the board for so long and even caused a secret board to be made to escape your retardation.

This board is a game of anonymous micro blogging. It's anonymous to keep privacy of identity and also makes a who dunnit game.
It's also jokes and satirical stories.
You earn points by responding to others which you can then spend on an anonymous micro blog.

In fact it was discovered that igay at least attempts to get along with others here when he is not spamming shit.
This tells me that your narcissism is a sign of arrested development so bad, that a literal pedophile is potentially more mentally mature than you.

If you want to improve your life so you can be actually based instead of narcissistic you should go watch eckhart tolle videos about ego and drama.