>>888810
I’m not a psychologist, but I think it is because they were very strict when I was a child and would get very angry and rant and rave whenever I did something wrong or didn’t live up to some standard they expected.
Similarly, any sort of friendships and social life outside of school was shat on and when my sister started at my high school she would come home and would talk shit about friends and girls and things in my life and generally ruined all of that.
Basically I was already shy and autistic and socially retarded and they then made me feel shame for everything so I basically became secretive to avoid conflict and embarrassment.
So much time has passed now that she has forgotten (or never even registered) all of that . She also seems oblivious to my social situation. Asks about my friends that I don’t have. Occasionally asks after kids from school or past colleagues like I maintained contact with them. Somehow failed to notice that I never had a girlfriend or a wife or kids or anything else remotely normal.