>>999175
derealisation isn't real and neither are you. Sometimes I get real feeling moments with people but it always feels like it's through a filter of retardation. I'm not saying logical fallacies or mental illness. I mean they are not even fucking awake. It's like the soul should be showing through their eyes but just doesn't.
I am exaggerating to extremes here because I can get reality with people when I feel like it. I just have a nagging feeling that there could be a better place where I don't have to fight against some dampening force inside their minds.
It would be nice to be were people are already awake instead of always having to do shit work to wake people up all the time