>>999178
I know what you're saying and to the degree of information you have, you'd be right. But this is not the case. I know what ego is. I don't 'do' ego over others when I'm with them. I try to find the 'real' them that's buried underneath all the trauma and psyop mindgames done unto us by the powers that be and generic world adversity.
When I'm with others I just try to connect with them to bring out new experience(s). What I'm trying to say is that I find a lot of people here are so buried they can't wake up properly.
I 'feel' like I have a good gauge on what someone being awake looks like, and it is beautiful. Really I love all people and it's not about superior or inferior. To me we all have a beautiful and unique expression of some divine essence from fuck knows where.
Just that when I'm alone my mind hurts itself in its confusion trying to understand the meaning of meaning and the logic of logic and how to act in the world.
I get paralysed by fear of causing death on nice and beautiful people through some unknown action that could ripple effect and ruin them.
I could sway someone's thinking with my words and make them disconnect from their friends or leave their long term spouse.
These are smaller examples and aren't easy to just do, but I have done things like these before and I feel guilt, which I would prefer to avoid, but mistakes arising from the blindspot are unavoidable.