>>80496
Yeah, of course we can't fully diagnoze you and give precise advice but it seems like you have a hunch why things are what they are. Drink too much, wallow in self-pity, not prosocial, idk. Then the question is why. I'm a bit surprised I'm not an alcoholic myself. I just smoke cigarettes, go to outdoor gym once a week, seldom go for a walk.. then stare at screens the whole remaining time.