I'm playing Escape from Tarkov again but this time I actually brought the game so I am playing it online.

It's much more different online as expected, each engagement seems more meaningful and that is good.
But, conversely part of the reason for that is it's much harder and that means that you die all the time and lose your stuff.
If one was just looking at things by K/D then sure I am doing fine, but you have to extract as well, I have not played that many games but I would say 2 kills is my average but the gun fight or fights will draw more players who will kill you and this is not made easier by the more realistic damage system in this game, you can win a fight but then be severely wounded and easy prey to whoever comes after the sounds of gun shots.

Now, I don't mind it being hard, but the issue with hat is that it detracts from the games other aspect which are the guns, you lose them if you die so actually getting the gun you want and customize it how you want like the game wants you do seems like it's next to impossible, no matter how good you are you are going to die and lose it. The game has a insurance system but it takes a while and also if your gun is taken form your body you cannot get it back, and of course the cooler your gun the more likely that is to happen.

Oh, the game has a FAL now as well, or at least a US made version of it. But I did not buy it because if I do I will just die and lose it, sigh....