>>2011
>my dysmorphia stops me from seeing myself as looking skinny
>At least I have some ab definition when untensed
I have not seen my abs without anglefrauding and breathe out frauding for a long time.
There was a short time when I could do it with only one of those but it's over now (too fat).
You're being a dumbo if you think that seeing them untensed is not impressive.