>>8677 >What kind of boxes and squares have you been grinding? just shapes and figures to learn perspective >only get negative effects from vidya if it's something that peaks my adrenaline for me I think it had to do with exhausting the head due to the amount of focus required to learn something. I cant remember if, but I would probably reckon that I get headaches from school too if I strain myself too much with taking notes / paying attention and learning stuff. This has effectively turned learning to draw into a time-gated event like daily quests in MMOs where I can only go for a few hours before my brain shuts off and I have a headache for the rest of the day (that persists through painkillers) >Is your family not forcefeeding you the Christmas special? Nobody felt like doing it so we didn't. I have more or less not eaten anything in several days aside from rice porridge and occasional toasts with jam on them (same jam I use for the porridge). >Anyway I hope you get betta (even though I still HATE YOU YOU'RE MY ENEMY) Thanks and FUCK YOU