>>6113
>your bedroom doesn´t allow you

We don't have one, but that's for a few reasons -- the nightstands we have are deployed elsewhere, and since we have an amazingly comfortable queen-size bed, the 9½x14 foot room (twelve and a third square meters, says google) and a 240v wall-mount heater to dodge, and three dressers (two seated _inside_ the closet, thus outside that 9x14 space) we only have room for one nightstand. It would go on my side, but I've pieced together that if I do acquire one, we'll be switching sides so she can have a nightstand first.

>>6114
>oh my goodness.

When I write it out, and look it over, it's a little creepy. And it was certainly disturbing at the time, but I have looked enough into dream interpretation to know, I think, what it meant.
In dreams, water almost always means 'emotion' -- there's a few other things it could mean, but with me that's the symbol for "skeletons in the closet I try to forget about"
And my mom was dying for as long as I knew her, and I have the same disease although guys don't die young from it, for lack of estrogen. I believe now, that my inexperienced mind was wrestling with mortality, even though no one had said she would die any time soon, I could also see the writing on the wall, as it were.
And sometimes you have to swim anyway, because that's what you do.