>>7624
> slightly disenfranchised liberal-arts major who just started her shift right after a film deconstruction class. She was too busy deconstructing everything to pay attention to details like, oh, I don't know ... that I wasn't even vaguely trying to pretend I was ordering?
That is a robotic of a different sort.

>Yes, but this wasn't that. It was just about the othercharacter's experiences not aligning with anyone outside her personal circle, and she had no idea that she was rambling nonsense in her attempt to sound ethereal.
Woah, I didn't take that context with first reading the dream. I was in dream nonsense mode. That is actually a interesting theme to have been dreaming about.

>Now, to be fair I've been accused of exactly that -- talking over people's heads to intimidate or impress them. I'm not, I just use big words naturally.
Weirdly, I have been has well, in spite of my moderate Texas lexicon often showing through some.

>I try to construct a single coherent thought BUT THERE'S SO MUCH MORE NEARBY and then I end up saying nothing because no one else shares my reference materials.
You have mentioned this before. I think I understand it better now...

Complex thoughts. Complex thoughts that are hard to express. Sometimes talking past and rambling like a mad man. Trying to order it. I would struggle to transmit meaning. I knew people like it and I was sort of...

It's hard to transmit things, sometimes I am trying to transmit a feeling as a word. People say I am good at it. People have even told me I am very logical and well spoken. Though often I have had a hint of something not clicking. Sometimes being wholly dissatisfied over what I was saying and how I was thinking it. This has declined though in all but in one area: