>>63931
>I'm doing ok, could be better, but I am trying to work towards it.
well that wasn't vague at all. But I hope whatever you have in mind works

>How about you
sometimes I feel pretty optimistic, other times I'm horribly pessimistic. it makes me wonder if I may be bipolar. it's like one moment I feel like everything's going to be more or less okay, like I'll be able to survive by renting out the houses even if I couldn't work, eventually I'll meet at least a couple decent people IRL, start working on a project or maybe even sign up for uni, etc, and then the next moment I can't stop thinking I'm a pathetic impotent little failure and other people will never see me as anything but innately inferior waste and I was always destined to be a mere stereotype with no real agency to speak of and that even if I was successful neither other people nor life in general could ever give me what I need from them and... well I could go on for a few paragraphs but I think that's the gist of it

>I have not checked there in a while, I do not really use it regularly
neither do I, I just didn't know where else to contact you. I wouldn't touch programs like Discord with a ten foot pole if I could help it, but you know how normies love their israeli spyware slop