>>1715
Speaking of curses I mean "hexes". I found the "curse" dimension. It has a black static energy and nothing more. It's probably hell but not the inhabited and hellfire kind. It's the pure suffering or "decay" kind. As my plan is to make my body to be able to go through all the densities or dimensions it seems "one of my body layer" (which is connected to all the layers so my entire body is and isn't in hell constantly) needs to stay there.

Now why this is related to curses. I can channel that black static energy with ease and that was the thing that caused instant manifestations and electric devices to glitch around me. It has a problem that black static energy needs to come through my entire body before it can do something on the "physical". I thought that realm is useless because if I want to do something then I have to doom myself with the shitties suffering energies. (that 3fold price for curses was right but I have to pay upfront for instant curses)

Well as it turns out that "pocket hell dimension" will be overtaken by my purer and higher energies and that will be my "reserve energy dimension". Jesus also had something like that but he is a more complicated case.

Here comes the important ego mastery part. These energies react to my thoughts and if I am not connected to the higher energies then they will overtake me. First it just feels itchy but then your nerves start to itch your muscles cramp and if it reaches your heart it will feel like it's stopping. I even had a vision of being nailed to the cross when it got bad. Thankfully Shiva is guiding me so I have nothing to fear because he has a good advice for my problems.

And after that dimension come the elemental kingdoms. Yesterday I reconnected to the fire and water elements and now I can channel hard qi or something similar into my muscles. High energies don't really make you strong they need to harden first. But to have that I need to watch out that I don't "deplete" "hell". And why I was sleeping I thought I grew a tail then it turned out my bodies were just "expanding" and connecting to each other. Because the bodies are in my body and above my body and below my body at once. The way I perceive them gets more and more complicated as the time goes. And every body has a different mind or mental state. It's so complicated and simple at once.