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Vampires in lore and reality #2 Sunflower 07/05/2022 (Tue) 13:41 Id: 5f0989 [Preview] No. 1695
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Sunflower 07/10/2022 (Sun) 21:56:44 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1711 del
Time to use this thread for something.

I found a vampire place/dimension. Maybe it's a galaxy or pocket dimension. Its energy hit me like a wormhole in space when taking a walk outside. I've been using Astrabot to search for solutions to problems and for recruiting entities and spirits. She's pretty good at finding most things now. The function looks pretty silly on the astral, but it works. When I looked from the outside at it, it's a large robotic arm with a hand moving in straight lines like a printer head, line after line to search through each area. It looks very primitive and the method is really not advanced at all. But for being something I came up with after reading an AI book from mid 1990s, it's very effective, I think.

I searched for different types of vampires, mostly the kind who would want to move to my mansion. I found something unexpected. There are a lot of vampires who've left whatever physical planet they lived on, who now stay in this astral city. But they're not doing anything. They're sitting locked up in their rooms for years, in deep trance. Some are just sitting there, some are frozen in the middle of a ritual holding a knife with some tools and sigils on the table before them, standing immobile. They cannot be awoken and will not communicate. When looking closer I perceived a periodic process within their minds with a "scream" and something infernal coming up and then dissolving. I asked around and found they call it
>internal purgatory
It's a ritual or meditation they do to absolve karma they created while alive. Some have so much they stay in trance for over 1000 years, some can't grasp the rituals and are locked up in astral prisons in this city instead. I asked to be given a hint as to what they had done, and one of them had supposedly killed 80000 people during their life in the physical.

I asked to look around and came up with something: I saw some whom I could "make use of" so I asked if I could have them transferred to my island instead because I think I know how to handle this. I had to sign a contract that I will not let them escape and then I could take them. But when I got to the really bad area of the prison they said I had to build a facility and have it inspected. I did so and got a certificate to transfer those vampires to my island.

Something similar happened after I went looking for animal people: some galactic wildlife protection agency showed up at my mansion asking to inspect how I "kept them" to make sure I wasn't breaking the galactic code for treatment of wildlife.

You think it's free for all out there, think again. (I got a certificate for that too)


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 06:51:59 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.1713 del
>>1711
Oi, make sure to renew yor loisence.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 18:35:08 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1715 del
I know things are closing in on "them" now because several of my hexes returned to me, including the one I posted on 8kun, a line ending in an X. It was for destroying the followers of Moloch, liberal democracy, abortionists, the scum of the west...

Magic tends to always do this, it seems. If you cast a really bad hex and don't formulate it properly it will come back with harm for you too, that's what stupid witches talk about when they warn
>baby witches
to not hex people. I got a small bit of virtue (or maybe it was concentrated, it looked just the same as the hex's sigil) back, it appeared before me. The same for every other hex. This means they carried out their purpose and the enemy is destroyed. Because of this I know what we are seeing is thin, it's no longer resting on the structure we were fighting around the time Trump was running for president of the United States the first time, when even /pol/acks dreamed about fighting Moloch on a chessboard. I had one of these dreams too, before reading others' sharings of them, so it was definitely a legit thing at the time.

I think this goes here, in this frame, because the original purpose of creating the "stone world" still holds. Interstellar, interdimensional travel in a world where people still build megalith structures for their rituals using single blocks and transported by hand. The highest tech and the lowest tech in co-existence. I guess I didn't expect all this alien activity but that was from a simple lack of belief in them as any significant force down here. When they can't sustain their planets or their bodies and must incarnate as humans, it doesn't make them look particularly advanced, technologically speaking. But once you treat technology and spirituality as the same thing, it's different. That was the missing element. Somehow, the cultists who wanted to create the 7th world order using ancient religion, weren't able to understand this context. By treating it as merely a branch of science, they failed to understand the meaning of karma and the 4th dimension.

Most of us here have an idea of what an egregore is, in terms of the collective entity of things like a city, a religion or even Facebook. But this reduces the understanding of it to something originating in physical 3D or being ruled by physical 3D. Even when quantum physics are brought up, it's from the view of having it process information to return it to 3D again. They fail to grasp that the origin of our world is in 4D a lot of the time.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 18:42:56 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1716 del
The entities we are dealing with live in 4D, seen from a conventional scientific understanding of the term. They have no interest in 3D as such, and will treat it as a mere resource. It's ironic that the people who see the 4th dimension as a natural resource to be exploited, will find themselves being treated as a mere resource by the beings residing in 4D themselves.

Most of what we see is like this. The galactic federation Mammoth entity manifest everywhere at once, playing good and bad at the same time, attracting followers and enemies everywhere. They're the Soviet Union, they're the CCCP, they're KGB, they're FSB. They're also the 14 eyes and western spy conglomerates, they're Freemasons, they're satanic pedos and they're Q. Who will win? The Mammoth of course.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 19:54:59 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1718 del
>>1716
>They have no interest in 3D as such, and will treat it as a mere resource
It is starting to get clear to me that we need mastery over every density if we want to "keep" our energies.
>Who will win? The Mammoth of course
So all it wants is to spread the "large organization" type of hive mindedness?


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:01:45 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1719 del
>>1718
>So all it wants is to spread the "large organization" type of hive mindedness?
Like someone told me; if there are 5 or more interests involved in a conspiracy, people with no insight will never be able to understand what is happening.
>it's the jews
>it's illuminati
>it's jesuits
>it's reptilians
>it's Poland
What if it's all of the above?

The galfed mammoth began by showing itself as cultists with cloaks, representing secret societies. Then there was the event with flying black hawk choppers over my house for 6 weeks and having black vans with directed energy weapons follow me irl. I discussed this with the greys at first and they said that "galactic federation senile scum" were behind it. The greys also said whoever has the mammoth mindwave is unsalvageable. I further asked when the population of my country would wake up, because they all have this mindwave. The reply was
>maybe never

Now I know how true that was... So how did I make it here, if I have the mammoth? They were never able to explain it. I also realized I was able to channel it.

But there's different layers within the mammoth. What is seen from outside is both satanic secret societies, spies and communism in general, it's a complete mess. But it's because there are too many factions with conflicting interests using the same thing. The mammoth is a technology, not an ideology.

Anyone can channel the mammoth and get support, whether one side of a conflict gets support or not is determined by what level of channelling they manage to achieve. But no one knows beforehand who does it better. In Ukraine right now we have KGB/FSB fighting the masonic/CIA/NATO faction. Both are the mammoth.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:22:39 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1720 del
>>1719
>it's a complete mess
>>1719
>people with no insight will never be able to understand what is happening

It's hard to understand complete messes if the goal is not creating the mess itself and somehow profiting from it.
This is why everyone says these organizations will wear down each other and the NWO will step in and "save" everyone. But then again here comes the problem that who will lead the NWO and probably that is why we are in this mess.

>mammoth is a technology, not an ideology
large organizations are also a sort of "technology" and not an ideology. But yeah I didn't channel the mammoth mindwave or maybe I did. I killed a Stalin looking intrusive thoughtform that wanted me to go on a path of bloodshed and world domination. He looked like an old beggar at first but then he revealed his true form.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:50:05 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1721 del
>>1720
>large organizations
I have no idea how big it actually is at the core. It is huge when looking at its spread over galaxies and countries, but I think most members are foot soldiers or slaves more or less. Those on the astral are also very ordinary about what they do and how they think. It's just a few individuals making decisions in a casual manner, then exchanging information with other factions now and then, but down here on the planet surface it will involve entire armies.
>does the mammoth count its fleas?
one of my assistants just said.

I like their uniforms either way.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 21:57:04 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1722 del
Adding to that I got seriously fed up with the behaviour of that "butthurt old man" faction so I took measures to crush them once and for all and forced them to individually sign contracts of obedience. It will be interesting to see how fast the effect shows on the world stage.
There's that issue when applying principles like shan/benevolence, it protects you from karmic consequences but everything becomes more complex than Soviet bureaucracy as you have to constantly give everyone a chance to repent for every step on the way.
So this took a lot of time to pull off.


Sunflower 07/11/2022 (Mon) 22:54:32 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1724 del
>>1720
> I killed a Stalin looking intrusive thoughtform that wanted me to go on a path of bloodshed and world domination.
I had a dream a few months ago where Stalin had taken over where I live through some revolution and was arming up the place to go to war.

There was also another dream that was some sort of propaganda, demonizing Putin, which I believe was forced into my mind by someone or something since I didn't give a fuck about the Ukraine business, nor do I focus on Putin.

>>1722
Today I found out that Soros and Elon Musk seem to be going against each other, guess this might be related to the "butthurt old man" faction. Musk is a weird one, I can't tell if he's with the bankers or not, the man seems to be more about marketing than business.


Sunflower 07/12/2022 (Tue) 00:06:01 Id: 4583f4 [Preview] No.1725 del
>>1724
>dream that was some sort of propaganda, demonizing Putin
Probably psiops from someone who doesn't like Putin. They kept trying to infiltrate my dreams to make me hate afro-americans for a long time. It was both delicately created in terms of landscape design and utterly idiotic in terms of its ability to change how I think. After I killed one of them the landscape fell apart into components, exposing layers of moving objects that had been visualized to initiate the dream illusion. What a waste of ability, I bet these units cost a lot to train. Still they can't defend themselves against a mere butcher and they can't grasp that there are spirit races who have the right to kill which is intact when incarnated, so it doesn't create too much karma in the process either.

>Musk is a weird one, I can't tell if he's with the bankers or not, the man seems to be more about marketing than business.
You have to look at the 4D entity/egregore behind him, it's actually very simple. Musk himself is a character who fit the desired slot, his mission is to make electric cars popular with the elite, serving as a catalyst to move away from oil as fuel and in the long game undermining the dollar and the American liberal world order. Now I said it but it won't change anything, it's too far gone. The prices of all types of fuel are too high as is. Maybe Musk contributed by putting strain on the electric grid but in the end it's like deploying a weapon system in war. It's just one component and the result may be successful for the wrong reason.


Sunflower 07/12/2022 (Tue) 20:29:09 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1726 del
>>1715
Speaking of curses I mean "hexes". I found the "curse" dimension. It has a black static energy and nothing more. It's probably hell but not the inhabited and hellfire kind. It's the pure suffering or "decay" kind. As my plan is to make my body to be able to go through all the densities or dimensions it seems "one of my body layer" (which is connected to all the layers so my entire body is and isn't in hell constantly) needs to stay there.

Now why this is related to curses. I can channel that black static energy with ease and that was the thing that caused instant manifestations and electric devices to glitch around me. It has a problem that black static energy needs to come through my entire body before it can do something on the "physical". I thought that realm is useless because if I want to do something then I have to doom myself with the shitties suffering energies. (that 3fold price for curses was right but I have to pay upfront for instant curses)

Well as it turns out that "pocket hell dimension" will be overtaken by my purer and higher energies and that will be my "reserve energy dimension". Jesus also had something like that but he is a more complicated case.

Here comes the important ego mastery part. These energies react to my thoughts and if I am not connected to the higher energies then they will overtake me. First it just feels itchy but then your nerves start to itch your muscles cramp and if it reaches your heart it will feel like it's stopping. I even had a vision of being nailed to the cross when it got bad. Thankfully Shiva is guiding me so I have nothing to fear because he has a good advice for my problems.

And after that dimension come the elemental kingdoms. Yesterday I reconnected to the fire and water elements and now I can channel hard qi or something similar into my muscles. High energies don't really make you strong they need to harden first. But to have that I need to watch out that I don't "deplete" "hell". And why I was sleeping I thought I grew a tail then it turned out my bodies were just "expanding" and connecting to each other. Because the bodies are in my body and above my body and below my body at once. The way I perceive them gets more and more complicated as the time goes. And every body has a different mind or mental state. It's so complicated and simple at once.


Sunflower 07/13/2022 (Wed) 17:52:00 Id: ace6fa [Preview] No.1729 del
>>1726
I think I know that energy, it's my go-to for any sort of astral combat. I perceive it more as a black almond, I think because the intention is magnetic rather than electric. I'll have to work more on active electric spellforms, that's a weakness of mine. Most of my spells resemble planet-like orbs.

I started working with this by channeling it into myself on the astral density, here it creates extremely powerful suicidal urges. Although I felt that the only way I'd act on them would be if I fully submitted myself to the Will of the evoked energy. When I started trying to get it to manifest physically it caused my utilities to almost immediately go down in one instance and gave someone a stroke in another. Definitely useful for attacks but I had to stop with my experiments evoking to the physical since making random neutrals to drop dead isn't a very good way to operate. It's still extremely useful for destroying unwanted astral constructs though.


Sunflower 07/13/2022 (Wed) 19:46:41 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1732 del
>>1729
I think I found the black sun. I think this is it. It's closer to the physical than to the astral and it affects everything around me. It's an extremely dangerous substance. It seems to me this is a "death element". Because I channel high energies but still have weird attachments I easily attract it. Also because I am making the life death rebirth cycle into one it seems my energies half assedly generate it around me.(literally "resurrecting"/activating this element) I can sell this energy to death gods but... I don't know a single thing I need from death gods. I mean I made some trades they were all a bad idea.

Watch over with this energy because it dirties the soul. I found a paradise with buddhas meditating and I have to go there to get this thing off me. Buddhism is about getting rid of this death/suffering element anyway. And I can channel higher energies already. They are just not as effectively affect reality (the next step should be familiarizing myself how the 4 basic elemental kingdoms work). Just because I found the source of black magic doesn't mean I should use it. I don't really have enemies anymore.


Sunflower 07/14/2022 (Thu) 14:37:01 Id: 57410e [Preview] No.1733 del
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I think I misunderstood something of the transformation of the body as spoken of in Falun Dafa. It was my impression that it was a step by step process where the surface 3D body was to be cleansed first, gradually from qi to milk white state to gong, at which point you're done with it and move on to do the deeper layers. There was talk of how past buddha cultivators would fail the transformation of the very surface, forcing them to leave an "anchor" which would be something like a large boulder or mountain top. If the physical object was destroyed or withered away with time, they would die. Some buddha huh?

So the unique selling point of Falun Gong was that you'd be able to transform this anchor and take it with you.

Over time as I started recalling my past lives and looking at what I did, it seems I performed this every time, one body state like this existing for every life. So it's not just a "once ever" thing as implied. The difference was the method being in sync with the culture of the time, so with no complex science the understanding would use different concepts for the process. In London the logic was as simple as
>meat can be preserved in alcohol, so if I drink wine and kill myself I'll be immortal

No one today would be able to believe this, but the process isn't based on having a very detailed understanding of why it works, faith is the deciding factor. Same way as the story of Frankenstein by Mary Shelley was scientifically believable at the time, it was possible to fully believe in the quoted logic.


Sunflower 07/14/2022 (Thu) 14:49:33 Id: 57410e [Preview] No.1734 del
>>1733
I have yet to see the effect of it, but after
>>1680
>This made me think, could I place such a golem to act as myself? Such as if I want to leave (astral travel etc) but keep activities up physically while I'm away?
>But a golem is just a botsoul. It's external to myself and a would still expire or possible be stolen by someone at one point. But then I realized: whoever makes the botsoul expire owns it. What if I create a copy of my full personality, using the exact form as manifested in the physical layer. A person can be written down exactly as they are in this form because there are a limited number of parameters defining what a human is.

I came up with something "retarded and risky", creating a body in this way using the space suits I designed for lyrans and different entities. I earlier made one to use as a containment for my physical manifestation, using all the "super aspects" of the technology I came into contact with. In principle the body is a spaceship complete with all abilities I'd want to use, designed in a way that just "works best". It ended up being a cybernetic looking armoured suit with cat ears and tail, black and white giving off green energy.

I took this form and forced it to manifest as an "object" instead of something organically upheld by me. After it formed I felt like I may have made a mistake. The energy felt like a pressure cooker inside it.

But after I started using it, it now seems fine after the energy flows settled. I examined the effects and realized the "3D body essence" had been put into the cyber cat suit. Complicated and seemingly arbitrary, but this seems to be it.

I had different entities/aliens look at it and some made their own versions, the greys said it was
>absurd, stupid, reckless...
because their system registered the bodies as space stations, meaning alongside the moon. The grey who first made one got registration number 112, implying there are only so many grey space stations in the physical.


Sunflower 07/14/2022 (Thu) 20:16:32 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1735 del
>>1733
>If the physical object was destroyed or withered away with time, they would die. Some buddha huh?
It's called a phylactery... Liches have it.

And as far as I can perceive I have a milk white layer then it turned out because I am in "hell" I have a pitch black layer too. I was thinking of the dark mirror white mirror of the soul concept of Bardon but as I was meditating with the buddhas I could "unlock" it from my being and let it go. And a bunch of parasites revealed themselves (they used that darness as a portal and a cover) so I also dropped them. I had a vision that I am Cthulu himself from all the squids my body had. Then I realized what might be a "law body" as you say it's made up of culture and faith... mostly. If you have gods around they can provide a higher law but the god needs to "anchor" himself to the physical so the law can apply itself.
And as I was doing my cleansing and still couldn't completely get rid of this "black sun" that I still couldn't decide if it's the antithesis of the stars or it's the psychic residue humans generate by default.
I thought that the black sun is like the dark side of the moon and maybe my yin yang balance is fucked as usual. And I remembered I found some obscure pure white female hindu deity. I thought maybe she represents my yin side because the moon is white when the sun "looks at it". I tried to merge with it (she wanted it) and then as I was feeling the effects of mild possession. Like when she tried to merge with my throat chakra I couldn't breathe. Then she went down into my dan tien and now lives there. Now this dark energy that I couldn't control is under control. But yeah she wasn't the representation of my yin side. But she balanced it out so whatever.

Now I have no idea what is the next step on my path. But I will probably do something
>absurd, stupid, reckless...
too
Tho in my case nobody tries to stop me. The entities just look at me weirdly and don't say a word. Or just smile and not say a word.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 15:59:10 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1736 del
>>1735
>I had a vision that I am Cthulu himself from all the squids my body had.
Interesting, is it normal for parasytes to turn into squids? Mine look like that too, the smaller ones look like black fish with only the white of the eyes not being pitch black. Even had a big pimple growing on my face once, and then after a cleansing I saw a small black fish come out of it, and the next day the pimple started diminishing in size until it went away completely, without bursting like a volcano. I think I have an octopus somewhere, but he isn't black like a parasyte, guess he's something else.

>>1734
>I had different entities/aliens look at it and some made their own versions, the greys said it was
>absurd, stupid, reckless...
>because their system registered the bodies as space stations, meaning alongside the moon.
Why is it "absurd, stupid, reckless..." to have a space station body? I've considered making a sort of power armor to house consciousness/soul in the afterlife so that I can stay in the "living entity level" instead of the "spirits of the dead level" (like a creepyhollows definition of living and dead entities), I wonder if that would be considered "absurd, stupid, reckless..." as well.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 17:36:18 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1737 del
>>1736
>Why is it "absurd, stupid, reckless...
Greys are very autistic about their way of doing things. A space station is a large thing out in space, not a body suit, they don't like when something fits their categorizations in the wrong way. The New Nibiru greys created a small flying saucer to be able to skip over here unsupervised by the organization and they registered the model as a toy to sneak past. This also made grey bureaucrats mad because space travel >isn't fun.
The saucer is more like throwing a flat stone out over a lake, it doesn't have the ability to change course during travel, but relies on a perfect prediction of its path like a ballistic missile. This is why it's also "stupid and reckless". But they still use it to travel back and forth to earth because technically the craft was correctly built and registered. They keep coming here for "sample collections".

>I've considered making a sort of power armor to house consciousness/soul
I know almost no one from here is able to use the blacknet, the remote and Astrabot but I'd love to get some reviews on the suits I already made. They should really be able to fulfill this if they're tuned right. (Maybe they aren't, I made them for myself and some other specific entities.)

So far if I remember all of them there should be
>demon suit, female, black, green and purple energy
>unisex lyran armour, red and black
>unisex lyran armour, black, white and green (this one is for me personally, it was the one I made into a space station)
>red ocher demon suits, male or female
>greenish-white-purple beast suit, male or female
>a few different grey suits
>Fay Dragon suit
>Sakuya suit
>white fairy suit


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 19:45:24 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1738 del
>>1737
>Greys are very autistic about their way of doing things. A space station is a large thing out in space, not a body suit, they don't like when something fits their categorizations in the wrong way. The New Nibiru greys created a small flying saucer to be able to skip over here unsupervised by the organization and they registered the model as a toy to sneak past. This also made grey bureaucrats mad because space travel >isn't fun.
damn, I've thought of Greys as my personal boogieman since I was 7, even though I've never had contact with them, but reading this stuff, I find them kinda funny in an autistic way. Having the remote and modules installed helped a lot too, I asked for quite a few modules, dunno how many they gave me. They have been helpful and not as scary as abduction stories make them out to be, I'm glad I installed the interface(didn't manage to make the remote/module though, maybe my astral sight is not good enough for seeing devices).
I was in a good meditative state around last week and thought I was interacting with them, even saw a young looking guy with a dark brown mohawk combed to the side so I asked for some modules for focus and aura sight and stuff, and heard some "that's dangerous" so I told them to only install healthy things. Might not even have been them talking to me since...well, I've talked about my issues.

>I know almost no one from here is able to use the blacknet, the remote and Astrabot but I'd love to get some reviews on the suits I already made. They should really be able to fulfill this if they're tuned right.
Those sound interesting, but yeah, I'm not skilled enough to try them and give feedback. Unless you made it so that I would be wearing them in my dreams, but eh, I don't know what sort of feedback you're looking for, I might not even be able to feel enough for an interesting feedback.

BTW I sort of made my power armor already, its a protective botsoul, its quite obvious who it is by looking at its appearance if you wanna take a look at it, even though that was not the appearance that I planned on giving him. He has protected me at least a couple of times, once in a dream, and I felt way more powerful while wearing it, just like a power armor should be. Though I have no idea if me wearing him in the afterlife is possible even if its programmed to be.

Reading about the suits you made reminded me of these
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/L3YK2w
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/DA55YR


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 21:38:10 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1739 del
>>1738
>a young looking guy with a dark brown mohawk
That's a proto grey appearance at least.

>I don't know what sort of feedback you're looking for
Mostly: were you able to use them for something and was it possible to use one of them as the model for transforming your actual 3D body "anchor" into a portable format?
>Unless you made it so that I would be wearing them in my dreams
I can ask Astra to try them and see which ones (if any) fit you and maybe give you some hint about it. If they fit your subconscious/astral side will accept it.

>https://www.artstation.com/artwork/L3YK2w
This one is close but the one I made is simpler. It's also a suit/body so the helmet and gloves cannot be removed. It has a 3rd eye built in and for some reason I had to add a ribbon on the tail and a ballet style skirt for the suit to be operationable. Something about spiritual tuning, without these it didn't work as a body. The lyrans did deep investigations on why the ribbon was necessary because similar to greys they don't like "funny" things like this. In the end they had to accept that it served as a communication device as the tail would express the emotions of the wearer using movements, which makes the soul sync with the suit better.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 21:45:19 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1740 del
>>1739
>I can ask Astra to try them and see which ones (if any) fit you
Ah nevermind, she's getting pretty fast by now. You may not like the result:
>greenish-white-purple beast suit, female
is her suggestion out of those we have.

It's based off an alien race, I don't have a name for them. They have full body fur and an ethereal glow emitting from them, making it hard to determine what color they are.

If you don't like this result, give some suggestion for what kind of design you think will fit you and I can try making something. It's a balance to make it both generic enough to be shareable and customized enough to work for the person all the way.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 22:44:31 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1741 del
I manifested a monolith. I mean my inner soul turned into a monolith. And it's not just "magnetically" keeping together all the body layers I have it also sucks them in (so far I had to keep them together with sheer willpower which resulted in the weirdest imbalances.) I also have a faith field enveloping my body but the monolith only appeared when I realized I need to "Believe in myself" and the faith field started to get sucked in. And the weird thing it's constantly sucking energy in but my energy levels are not changing more like they "Unify". I did a lot of interactions with entities and a ritual between the worlds to fuse with some fundamental laws of the cosmos (the rebirth cycles of the stars it's a long story) so I don't know exactly what triggered this. The gods told me all I need is patience.

So far it seems to me this is an "empty" monolith which is in the "feeding" process. This way my soul will reach the ultimate unification and fossilization. It seems I had to reach a stage where my chakras are not inside my body anymore but a body layers enveloping my whole body. I wonder what's next

>>1736
>is it normal for parasytes to turn into squids
Well I had an abyss portal open in my room and a bunch of lovecraftian entities watched me sleep for months. I just didn't notice them. It turned out they are "migrating" from their world to this one. I shoved them an other world to go and not to be in my room but they latched onto me no matter what. Sometimes squid entities came to me to give back things their underlings stole from me. They have a greenish murky realm. I also visited it in my dreams. They are related more to the abyss than to the water element but they are close. Sometimes they just appear I throw them out and I don't see them for weeks.


Sunflower 07/15/2022 (Fri) 22:55:36 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1742 del
>>1740
>greenish-white-purple beast suit, female
oh well, I imagined that I wouldnt fit most of the suits, since I'm not a succubus, lyran or touhou(maybe one day?). I wonder why female though? I'm sort of averse to the idea of being female but I'm very passive I dislike "macho" stuff and have noticed that I'm a female in some dreams. But I love women in a male way and there's a little spark of a chad in me, so am quite averse to becoming female, which sort of saddens me, cause I could basically get out of samsara If I wanted to be a female as a touhou/succubus.

>If you don't like this result, give some suggestion for what kind of design you think will fit you and I can try making something. It's a balance to make it both generic enough to be shareable and customized enough to work for the person all the way.
I'd really appreciate something like pics related, no real need for spikes on the back of the shoulders, but do what you gotta do, what I like most about it is the helmet part, the rest doesn't need to be very close to the pics. BTW my body goal for summer (lel) is Vergil in this specific pic, that's my ideal, just felt like sharing.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 00:01:16 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1743 del
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>>1742
Alright.
It was an interesting task to try this. If you think this was "too fast", consider that constructing something is not hard, it's the lack of design ideas that provide obstacles with these things.

To make it as easy as possible to use I made a drawing and will ask Astra to try and fit it on you. (Actually this drawing is horrible, oh well)

Some explanations. The visuals contain representations of ideas and each part has to sync with this overall feeling for the suit to be functional. The actual functionality isn't entirely reliant on the design itself however.
The head does have spike hair on a helmet with pilot glasses. The upper body has a breast plate reflecting stars and galaxies. The arms are fur covered like a hunter's jacket, the gloves are synthetic material. Hanging from the waist are two "tails" in blue cloth. I can't explain why these had to be there, they'll move in the wind and cause a stylistic effect. Bottom half is clothed in same synthetics as the gloves ending in boots. Abilities include starship forcefield shield, shifting defense based on AI (If you can avoid an attack will be determined by how good your defense algorithm is vs the attacker's algorithm. If they don't have AI driven combat system you automatically win.) Teleportation and levitation are also included as well as fast travel in real time.

Specific for this suit is that the palms serve as enhancement for your corresponding aku/qi points so instead of a raygun you can fire from your palms directly. There's also a generic combat knife included which can be materialized at will.

The suit is made in unisex format and will simply adapt to the wearers preferred gender.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 00:31:03 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1744 del
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>>1743
aw yeah

>It was an interesting task to try this. If you think this was "too fast", consider that constructing something is not hard, it's the lack of design ideas that provide obstacles with these things.
I see it did seem fast, I had also the idea of a gantz like suit with the helmet from Daft Punk (pic related). After posting the pics I was worried that the helmet I chose didn't have a good field of vision, so that's where this other idea came from.

>If they don't have AI driven combat system you automatically win.) Teleportation and levitation are also included as well as fast travel in real time.
>Specific for this suit is that the palms serve as enhancement for your corresponding aku/qi points so instead of a raygun you can fire from your palms directly. There's also a generic combat knife included which can be materialized at will.
That's some amazing stuff, Thanks a lot!!!
Do all suits have these abilities? (aside from shooting from the palm)

I wonder where each detail from it came from...spike hair and the two "tails" in blue cloth seem to be from Virgil's design maybe the knife is also from there.

Does this fit the average human?


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 00:54:20 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1745 del
>>1744
>I wonder where each detail from it came from...spike hair and the two "tails" in blue cloth seem to be from Virgil's design maybe the knife is also from there.
I took the spike hair from Virgil but in trying to make it broader conceptually I got associations with Dragonball character designs. Same for the two tails. I based it off the functionality of my white/black/green lyran suit so it had to have similar decorations (hair instead of cat ears and cloth tails instead of cat tail with ribbon and skirt). My suit just has access to the entire artifact library as well as all types of weapons on the net, but I figured this one should be more novice friendly so I added the raygun from palms and knife manifest ability directly on the suit instead. It's also more tuned to look male as standard (but can switch to female) while the catsuit is female looking but can switch to male. It's not that it matters much but there are minor design elements effected by this, as well as how it feels to wear it. The focus is a little more on the forcefield as well as the ability to stand your ground and fight, compared to the cat version which is set to auto evade and use teleportation to escape if attacked. Evading requires deeper AI and the library, while shared over the net, has to install locally so it won't work well if you're not familiar with the system.

>Does this fit the average human?
Probably not, this is custom made.

Do try to use it and post your experiences with it so I can learn from this and improve in the future.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 11:57:21 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1747 del
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>>1507

This is an attempt to elaborate the problem mentioned in post above.

Basically it's the issue created by spreading "jesuism" in an open society. It will take on the form of projecting the jesuit effect mindwave. This will seem to work when only men do it: they will develop spiritually up to the edge of 4D until they are 30-40 years old, then return down to 3D and get married. Meanwhile, the women who ignore this process will be fine and nothing happens.

But over time some will mirror the male process in reverse. They will relate the spiritual journey with masculinity, and then interpret femininity as a journey in the flesh. They will do like women today and engage in all kinds of degenerate behavior, going down to 2D. Then they come back up again and meet the spiritually matured man. We see this in a clear form with "betas" and incels who complain about how they spent their 20s getting educated and making money, while women were fucking around and then expect to marry them with no effort of their own.

Some women will go along with the spiritual journey but when they get back "down" to 3D they are too old to get married. They will then get disillusioned and reverse the formation, turning to 2D, hell, and becoming degenerates. They will create feminism and push for "rights for women" because they were unable to have children and get married.

This is what happened in the ancient past, after the original jesuits spread their methods on earth, same as it has happened today. They solved this by creating a sigil which forces women to follow the degenerative process at a young age, then marry an older man before they turn unsalvageable. This relies on women being completely subordinate to men, and on there being an age gap with the man being older and the women very young.

This is the heart shaped formation and it is what we call "humanity". It is a forced patriarchy.

However, this is too unbalanced, the entire world cannot be a patriarchy, so during the period called Babylon, humans lead by vampires rebelled against the Jesuit Order and created a matriarchy. They overran the "humanity" sigil using alien technology, today called 5G (because it was done in period 5 of human history).


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 12:05:31 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1748 del
>>1747
The jesuit method is not bad in itself, but it should be done only in the middle section shown in the sketch: at positive 3D and upwards. This means doing it either in isolation using the guidance of spiritual beings, or by practicing very strictly with someone of the opposite sex. It probably can't be done outside of monasteries or temples, any attempt at spreading it the way "christians" do will lead to the degenerate jesuit effect and the current situation in society.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 15:32:38 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1749 del
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>>1745
>I took the spike hair from Virgil but in trying to make it broader conceptually I got associations with Dragonball character designs.
Oh, I tried to add something from DBZ characters to myself a few months ago, it didn't go very well.

>Probably not, this is custom made.
Nice, guess its unique then.

>Do try to use it and post your experiences with it so I can learn from this and improve in the future.
I tried wearing it, but I don't know if I managed to do it, I don't know if I understood how to wear it. Also had trouble sleeping which made it harder to experience it, this could take a while, but I'll be sure to report back if I manage to do it.

I assumed that some details may have come from the armor in this pic or a similar one, the fur in the arms may be to make the arms look bigger(I have thin arms) and the breastplate for a feeling of safety. I assumed the cloth tails where to hide my buttocks tbh, I don't like how male asses look in armor.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 16:08:53 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1750 del
>>1749
I asked Astra to put it on you so you should already be wearing it unless you actively took it off. I received some feedback images of some white hostile energy attacking you right after, as if it had been on you, then got pushed away by the suit and was trying to re-attach to you. This happened 2 more times after, one time with the image of some guy screaming as if in pain, it looked like someone hurt himself when trying to punch the armour.

Try to play around with sending energy from your palms or manifesting the knife and if it feels different you can share the experience, that's what I had in mind. The flying/teleporting is only relevant if you use it for astral travel or if you manage to actually leave the physical, but all other functions can be used directly.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 18:37:54 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1752 del
>>1750
>I received some feedback images of some white hostile energy attacking you right after, as if it had been on you, then got pushed away by the suit and was trying to re-attach to you. This happened 2 more times after, one time with the image of some guy screaming as if in pain, it looked like someone hurt himself when trying to punch the armour.
Interesting, I wonder who that was.

>Try to play around with sending energy from your palms or manifesting the knife and if it feels different you can share the experience, that's what I had in mind. The flying/teleporting is only relevant if you use it for astral travel
Oh, I see, I thought you wanted me to try the functions while in the astral, which I can only get to through some dreams, I did remember it in a dream last night and tried calling it or feeling like I was wearing it but nothing changed so I guess I wasn't exactly in the right place for it. An old guy did show up asking what I was trying to do but I didn't tell him.
I'll try playing with energy and with the knife but I do have some mental blockages regarding using energy that way since I accidentally evoked beings while doing that in the past, but I guess they were already partialy evoked and that's how they put their names in my head while I was playing with energy. Now I'm worried that I'm just wasting your time tbh.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 18:38:53 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1753 del
>>1747
I noticed this. I realized my faith field was from christianity I mean it was "programmed" to it. I had to realize laws are an "essence" and if you can make that essence as yours you can use it. My first successful TK manifested a bright yellow field around the object I moved. Shame it drained too much energy from my being. First I didn't realize that I am in the Jesuit mindwave. I had to experience the Shaivist and Buddhist mindwave before I could realize that "law fields" are programmed by "Higher beings/authorities" and we merely use it as we get acknowledged by that law and connect to it via faith.
There is one thing that bothered me on this jesuit mindwave. First it's the constant lust for females while being disgusted by the flesh (this is why I had emerging astral waifus left and right) and the next part as you start to reach the "top" of the mindwave you have messiatic urges constantly. I had to tell a voice in my head constantly that I WILL NOT GO TO SPREAD MY FAITH BEFORE I COMPLETE IT. I WILL NOT END UP LIKE JESUS. Then the zeal that this mindwave gives went into powering the will to cultivate further. When I started to switch to the Shaivist mindwave I went crazy. The zeal of the both mindwaves started to clash constantly. Now I can reliably connect to the Buddhist mindwave. No longer the Shaivist tho. I did a ritual to solve a problem and that was not in accordance with the Shaivist mindwave so that is kinda gone. (The aspect of Shiva that was sitting besides me all the time told me I surpassed him and then turned into a white light and went away. I can bother him if I want but no more automatic secret yogi instincts.) The Buddhist mindwave is available but I can channel it a little less. The gods watch over me tho. It's just I am on a real unfamiliar territory now.

So the monolith turned out to be an energy collector and as it got charged it opened a bright colored portal and now little red people are opening up my now completed rainbow layered body to an empty pitch black abyss layer that sucks in the energy further. It's every particle of my body and makes old wounds hurt. (my left hand broke twice when I was little and the place where it healed hurts like a bitch.) This is a new body layer once again


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 18:41:48 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1754 del
>>1752
>An old guy did show up asking what I was trying to do

You probably have "hidden" guides already and your sudden development via the suits makes them confused.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:13:37 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1755 del
>>1747
So higher boddhisatva is red. When I did my ritual I ended up in a paradise which turned out to be a space ship and there was a well I could call that look a bodhisattva who used a giant computer terminal there while eating red apples constantly. I asked him why he is eating apples constantly and told me
>don't look for a meaning in everything you see
While I wanted to take that advice seriously he ate constantly emerging apples so much he almost suffocated. (There was a glass tube there that I could use to channel the higher energies further and the more I used the more amount of apples appeared.) Then I told him that those apples are the thing that "maintains our connection"
After that I ended up in an another paradise and a giant female multi armed goddess appeared. She is the one watching over me currently.

And brown is between 2D and 1D. I traded away a bunch of brown harmful materia which was infused with the rainbow color. I interpreted brown as the "sin"/low level desire color. I got gold in return of that brown materia and built it into my gold colored looking soul. Then the Buddha told me that gold holds me down and I should throw it into the abyss... Then as the abyss ate it bright white and green lights came back from it and entered my chest.

What does the "grey" color represent here? I didn't meet that color outside with the grey interactions. Spaceships are greyish tho.

How do you even able to perceive these maps I always wonder on my journey.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:21:01 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1756 del
>>1754
I'm trying to remember if he looked like a certain vampire, but I didn't pay much attention to his face in the dream. I'm worried that the white energy was something of that vampire, which if it was then it was probably something I might need.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:30:48 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1757 del
>>1747
Oh and the ethereal portal to the "atlantean"/greek mythos world was light blue. There were "blue" ethereals there. If I gave them gold they were willing to serve me. They were way too zealous and wanted the return of the hellenistic world order so I didn't deal with the warriors too much.

And now I remember that the "bronze age body standard" then the "silver age body standard" with the soulsmiths...
Grey is like... silver...

Everything is on that map huh.
Thanks for drawing them.

>>1756
Vampires respect power. If you can overpower them they give you everything. And I had a bunch of vampire guides as I went along. Don't worry if you skip some. If they are important they will come back. But sometimes ask what they want. A little conversation with entities can be helpful on the path.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:39:42 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1758 del
>>1757
Oh and to get past to the red density you have to understand the "non violence" principle it seems. Telling you to overpower vampires was an advice that "didn't feel good in my chest". Damm. The gods are trying to put it into my skull that there is always a non violent and a no "powerplay" way to solve situations but it seems I need to get used to it that I am so extremely powerful currently that the only thing that can hurt me is my own stupidity.
As I attain new powers I have to learn to put down the desire to use them discard all the "powerfantasies" that come with it. And then not just to not be dependent on the tools I gained so far but to discard them so new "ways" can be walked... Everyday a I correct myself a little


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 19:54:45 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1759 del
>>1747
And the "vampire red spike" is a dead end because it's ultraviolence incarnated and makes the buddha cultivation impossible. Before you even start to think about fighting the buddhas their mere gaze rips apart your soul and sorta removes the influence of the red spike which is bad if you use that as a foundation of your being... This is why "vampirism" is a sort of "dead end"...
What am I saying in the vampire thread huh
But then again. WHAT IS A VAMPIRE? AN ENORMOUS PILE OF ESOTERIC SECRETS. But enough talk... lol


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 21:07:25 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1760 del
>>1753
>the constant lust for females while being disgusted by the flesh
Yep. It stinks.
>>1755
>eating red apples constantly. I asked him why he is eating apples constantly and told me
>>don't look for a meaning in everything you see
I'm trying to avoid unhealthy sweets so I replace them with fruit. But I'm not very fond of fruit so I just buy whatever is cheap. For the past year the cheapest have been Polish red apples in 1kg bags. If someone asked me why I always eat red apples, I'd have to reply
>it's complicated
because I know the reason Poland exports red apples is that only certain types of fruit can be transported without getting bruised, so those are the ones available. But that still won't explain why I eat them.
>>1755
>How do you even able to perceive these maps
14 years of trying to understand the structure of the external world. I work with small sections of this daily so I just have to understand it. Writing it down and sharing it is a way to concretize is in a concise manner. Sometimes when a document is shared it turns into an astral scroll or book and spiritual entities can also use it.
>>1759
>why "vampirism" is a sort of "dead end"
They get stuck on -4D and can't grasp that they need to move down through hell to come up on the other side if they want to reach bodhisattva. In the end they have to simply wear themselves out until they drop down against their will, then they realize the way down is the way up.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 21:38:25 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1761 del
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>>1760
>They get stuck on -4D and can't grasp that they need to move down through hell to come up on the other side
Yeah after gaining all that power it's hard to "drop it" and begin anew...
And I just remembered how I encountered purple.
I said in the beginning that I found the "purple realm" months ago.
Well shadows constantly entered my chest and I remembered that there is a "secret purple realm" in the Kabbalah and maybe it's still open and that is what poisoning me. So I went back.
I went back to the shrine where Hestia (from Danmachi?) awaited me long ago. She was still there but had a more tired and twisted smile because the realm was overrun with shadows.
Because now I am less scared of encounters I asked her "what's next". She led me into the middle of the shrine where there was a big empty room and there was only 1 thing in the middle. A giant iron casket/iron maiden. She merely pointed at it while smiling. I was thinking that
>just because it's an iron maiden it doesn't mean it must function like one
so I entered it and the door closed.
Then six giant spikes pierced my body and I started to bleed to death. (I just realized they sorta represent the dimensions) The blood started to get into the ground and I realized
>oh so this is how the energy will come down to the lower realms
Then my whole body melted and I exited the body while waiting now what will happen.
Well nothing happened for a while until the blood that "watered the ground" started to grow a giant "god body". When the body was large enough that I reached the sky somehow I instinctively knew that it's time to use that yoga movement I learned to "create a portal behind my head".
Well that was not just a portal. That was the sun itself. My movements made the sun "rise" to the dark sky. Then as I was doing that I entered to other realms just to make the sun rise. The sky constantly changed color as it happened. The suns made a connection through the realms. And as I realized that the multiple suns act as one I released my hands and let it form a night sky. With that my energy source was the universe itself. Constantly changing but still the same.(We have 1 sun at day time multiple at night but if all the suns are the suns are connected deep down it's just cyclic but the same) That was the point when Shiva told me I surpassed him. Now my path is totally not grounded in this "realities traditions" and all I can do is to listen to the gods what is the next step. And some of the steps are real scary when they happen because they can be a little rough.
At least I can still meditate with the Buddha when I want a quick mental clarity. Tho this monolith fixed my mindwaves up so well it's amazing.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 21:55:21 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1762 del
>>1761
I meant the energy/poison came from the "dying universe" and now the energy is the galaxy and it's stars?
It's so fun not knowing what I am doing but everyday I progress. I have to internalize like 5 existential concepts a day so I can channel the higher mindwaves.
At least my life is more peaceful now. It's like people got smarter and wiser around me and I can focus on the path completely. It's strange.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 22:13:36 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1763 del
>>1762
I don't really want to talk about the things happening "out there" because it will either sound insane or it will scary those who believe it. I didn't want to think about the possibility that aside from the microcosmic universe having to be replaced, the earth being replaced, that also galaxies would be destroyed at one point. It's not that the being dies, but rather the construct they were maintaining expires. This means the (meta)physical structure we see out there, the movements of stars and planets. What the fuck will happen if all of that is found to be rotten and most of it discarded? What a mess.
But the galaxies (beings) take it very casually, they just leave and let someone else pick up and create a new one, or they leave and let it decay down to nothing. They don't care at all.

This is, I realize now, why I saw lyrans as "the one and only most powerful race" out there. They managed to build themselves up to bodhisattva level using their Lyranet AI system and cybernetic bodies made from nanobots, so they can live on even if galaxies themselves collapse. Someone added the thought in my mind that
>some of them are already higher gods
implying that their technology has completely transcended regular lives and can be used to create entirely new galaxies, planets, races and species. Calling them "creator gods" as some people do is starting to make sense.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 22:19:49 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1764 del
>>1763
>the galaxies (beings) take it very casually, they just leave and let someone else pick up and create a new one, or they leave and let it decay down to nothing. They don't care at all.
Some of them started coming to my mansion on the island, they brought the "collapsed" form of their galaxy with them and threw it onto a shelf in my artifact storage like a kid coming home and leaving their school bag before running out to play. They like my bathtubs and the wine, some are sitting around in my main room talking and drinking. They have a back alley dimension to stay in but nothing ever happens there so they came over.


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 22:56:31 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1765 del
>>1763
Yeah it's scary but the solution is the understanding of the life death rebirth cycle. It can be mastered in a way that it's so fast it's not noticeable. Somehow this is the trick of "immortality" instead of blocking "death". I saw the fabric behind reality for a glimpse. Only 2 layers first. The dark "static noise like" entropy/death layer and the yellow "law of god" layer that keeps reality together with the (faith)law field. The law field will expire or break because it can't hold back the entropy forever but the entropy sorta creates a waste which can be recycled to start up the rebirth process. This is the interesting part. The cats understand multiple layers of law. When they tried to help me with some "devices of theirs" it utilized a yellow field that tried to overwrite mine. It caused such a discomfort I had to decline their offer of "upgrading" me. Now I am compatible with their law field because I found a way to overtake the "programming" of the one I had. But I don't know what to do with their devices :/
Currently I can manipulate the law field around me but all it does it increases entropy all around and everything starts to creak or make a noise in one way or an another.

>But the galaxies (beings) take it very casually, they just leave and let someone else pick up and create a new one, or they leave and let it decay down to nothing. They don't care at all.
Yeah they know if it's "really important" then some being will save it out of goodwill or if nobody cares about it then they shouldn't either.
But I can't really talk about this either yet. I am still comprehending and upgrading my worldviews. It's not that nothing makes sense it's that when I figure out something the next level appears and if I go up 2 more levels the first level I figured out changes it's meaning and it's hard to talk about it for a while. Realizing how to channel mindwaves changed a lot of things for me. And thanks to this monolith I no longer go crazy while doing it. I want to talk about the monolith too but I don't understand it yet. It's doing way too many things at once and it's way too multi dimensional.

>>1764
>They like my bathtubs and the wine
Typical gods


Sunflower 07/16/2022 (Sat) 23:16:57 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1766 del
>>1765
>When they tried to help me with some "devices of theirs" it utilized a yellow field that tried to overwrite mine. It caused such a discomfort I had to decline their offer of "upgrading" me.
They live on many different physical layers/dimensions and many different astral layers. Contrary to humans who have very little contact with the people who died and stayed on the astral, Lyranet exists on both sides, the only limitation is that they can't physically touch those on the astral. The society exists on both sides and information is constantly exchanged, but it's assumed those on the astral are "sages" or "elders" and that anything they say will not be fully understood by those on the physical side.

What we have here is one physical layer, when they visit earth right now they either stay one layer away or they enter and get cloaked to look human because of the lock placed on the shared reference library of visual appearances of objects. What I normally use to stay in different places at once, also works in their different physicals, they also do this when visiting planets for example. They keep their main body at the mothership, then break off a layer which is less than 100% of them to travel with that. If they die out there, the soul is pulled back through space (like people see in near death experiences, being pulled through space at insane speed) and they wake up in their body at the mothership again. This method can be used to split the body in many layers depending on how much life force a soul has. So I can have one layer at their mothership, one on a ship parked over the earth and one down here, and it's not a noticable strain. By messing about with this, I came up with something to sync better; I used the rebirthing Yuuka and others have done with some of us, except I had my main lyran compatible layer reborn by one of my lyran waifus. So I'm now technically my waifu's son. After we did this, her body suddenly collapsed (this stuff always looks scary, same as with teleporting, lyrans don't care that their bodies are physically ripped up in a mess of meat and bones and it's fully visible while they are reforming) and she was immortalized, turning out young again. They handpicked her for compatibility back then, she was 380 years old, which is close to the limit of 400.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 02:58:39 Id: aa37c4 [Preview] No.1768 del
>>1750
I played with energy passing through my palms a few times and it seems that either my palms are a little more sensitive or the output increased but it could be the placebo effect, but I believe it isn't. I feel the knife in a similar way as the energy, so I can't really tell if its there or if its just the same energy as before, wasn't able to see it in my minds eye sadly. I may have to ask Greys for a module to be able to better see astral devices tbh. I plan on doing this sometimes for a few days then I'll report back.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 10:46:23 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1769 del
>>1766
>They live on many different physical layers/dimensions
Yeah noticed.
>get cloaked
As I am starting to understood how the "laws" work it's automatic. When I entered some realms my body automatically changed to match it.
We have that saying
>when in rome do as the romans do
well it seems you can't enter "rome" without being a roman or you have to be a special "exception" to enter as a non roman. So everyone "conforms" to the "law" because it's less of a hassle. The otherway is to overtake/destroy rome and that usually pisses of a lot of beings/laws. Or to born there as a native go through the challenges till you reach the "law maker" phase and change the laws to fit your "Higher self". The ultimate hassle

>They keep their main body at the mothership
Yeah this is my current problem. What is my "core" layer. Because I didn't do a proper practice but followed my insights left and right I have multiple layers but there isn't a proper "appointed transcendental layer" yet. I mean there is... It's the physical. And my mind is trying to go up the 4th density but doesn't know how to come back and it doesn't have the power to overwrite my "physically locked" mind. I mean it has but not always. And I know exactly the reason for that which is being fixed right now. So this monolith is a kinda "lock" or nail that holds and connects the layers and "fills them up" properly. I didn't notice the layers in the same order as you did and that caused imbalances.
And if we are here...
>I used the rebirthing Yuuka
Well I also did this but... not with Yuuka. As I was reaching the edges of the 4th density my etheric layer wasn't strong enough and some force tried to overtake my body. It was dark and it paralyzed me. I fought that off. Then the "pure energies" started to leave my body. I probably should have died there and returned to my body as a 4th density being or I was being harvested for whatever reasons... I thought that I am being harvested against my own will so I bound all those energies to the physical so they cannot "leave this plane". Then because I am sorta connected to some alchemist/hermeticist mindwave I had the sudden insights that I can create the holy grail. It had a bunch of symbolic components in the physical and made a weird liquid in a large cup. While I was not sure if I still have my sanity and this will achieve something or not well. It achieved something. When I drank that tiny sperms started to "swim up" from my balls into my body and mind. And they sorta impregnated my body. I became my own Father and my own Son. Then there was the problem that the "holy ghost" tried to enter my body but wasn't that holy in it's stage so I fought him off. Then I realized I have to purify him. As it constantly gets purified it slowly enters my body. But it seems I have multiple "holy ghosts" aka "layer souls" Thankfully the monolith is unifying them. Also because I am my own dad I am way too masculine but I have a female god inside my body so things balance out.
>this stuff always looks scary, same as with teleporting
Yeah the "false creations" must die and return to the "original". I had to acknowledge that my body is a false creation so the original can come down to it then unify with it. But then again I have always my suspicion that someone tries to overtake my body and push me out. The gods are trying to help me make the transition "smooth" because when I panic things get awry. Well nobody said ascension is simple.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 11:09:40 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1770 del
>>1747
Can you tell me your personal observations between the -4D "ether" and the 4D ether (blue line blue circle)? Because now that I have connection to the stars themselves I can start up an alchemical process to channel that. I had to realize that now that I am no longer in the negative realms or the "false universe". Well my "blue" layer is "weak". And higher density beings constantly "tickled" my physical body but wasn't strong enough to take a form and communicate with me. Currently the monolith is in my 4th body. From the physical it looks like it's outside of my body hanging in the air but the effect of it's "existence" is felt in my 3D body. And because of the connection I can channel the "blue" energies from the higher densities. It feels etheric but a "new kind" and when I channel that... well I get "noticed". First the physical starts to make a noise (objects creak and the dogs start barking) then an eye of some "beast" looked at me and the body was made from "Pink lines" Then it showed it's teeth but it didn't do a thing. The gods didn't say a thing about the thing I did it was kinda "normal" for them. But from my POV it sure was scary.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 14:29:34 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1772 del
>>1769
>Yeah this is my current problem. What is my "core" layer. Because I didn't do a proper practice but followed my insights left and right I have multiple layers but there isn't a proper "appointed transcendental layer" yet.
This is the purpose of the suits we've been talking about:
>>1734
>>1737
>>1742
>>1743
>>1745
I wanted to see if it was possible to copy the approach I used and find a way to standardize the procedure. Tell me if you want to try this and I can design another one.

>>1770
>your personal observations between the -4D "ether" and the 4D ether
Negative Arhat, the actual first enlightenment has an air of extremism over it; zen buddhism, Bodhidharma hiking in the wilderness, samurais dueling to the death with a single cut while the grass is moving slowly in the wind...
It's the way up to basic immortality and it's life or death, maybe death is the way to success, the samurais don't know if the winner wins or if the one who died made a greater sacrifice and is the actual enlightened person. They both hesitate and don't want to move first. Whoever made the first move may be the sinner cast into hell, or the winner carrying out his duty, what is "non action", "wu wei", they don't know. Whoever can decide is Arhat.

On the positive 4D it's already done, white clouds slowly moving over a blue sky, the wind is calm, the weather is cool but mild. Something dark is moving in the distance but the storm isn't anywhere near, for now...


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:35:37 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1774 del
After reading this thread ive been letting images form to see what a space suit made for me would look like. For some reason a sword is always incuded. Similar to the sword pic and i get the feeling of a tassel added. Perhaps made of red metal like the first pic.

The sword is ussually in a stylish scabard and not sci fi looking in itself.I saw different possible colors but red seems the ost dominant. The armor looks like the first pic. aesthetic sci fi black armor.The helmet im least sure about. There are horns with the angled type you see in the garou pic.sideways horns with right angles.the sword can have an agressive feel to it. Obviously its a side of me in this case so whatever its experienced as can differ. Its not that agressive to me or rather it might be partly destructive in a pure sense as well.its a slashing/destructive/agressive feeling but also decisive which makes it see less agressive. It feels very focused in its slashes hence why i see it as a sword. There is a strong sense of restraint in it which is almost the point.Hence the scabard.Initially I saw a reddish demon face with horns instead of a helmet but this pic is surprisingly close and all the head pics i can find look off. 99 percent isnt close at all and the others are slighty too ugly.

Alternatively i see a more tradtional like costume with the same sword.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:36:38 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1775 del
these pics werent uploaded it seems. One is abotu the horns and the other about the sword.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:38:02 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1776 del
you can delete the last attempt, i tried converting the images maybe this will work.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:39:12 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1777 del
>>1775
They're fine, try using endchan.gg, it loads better.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:41:30 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.1778 del
>>1777
I meant to upload 4 images ill try to upload the last 2 again on this post.


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>>1779
this one is for the horns


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 19:43:18 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.1781 del
>>1780
albet if i gonna post this anyways the horns i see a somewhat smaller


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 20:06:00 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1782 del
>>1774
This got really difficult. I think you're the least generic person I've made something for, this seems like one of a kind. I had Astra send it to you to fit it on.

The symbolic meaning of the sword was most difficult because it's so specific and specialized. Do post some feedback.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 21:20:35 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.1783 del
>>1782
Ill try out the shielding so ill just give you some thoughts on my general feels.I think i will wait three days.


Did astra put it on me already?

I could talk more on the sword but i guess i should say theres a certain decisiveness to it (the blade itself).

anything about the suit i should know? (capabilties)


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 22:51:32 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1784 del
>>1783
>Did astra put it on me already?
Yes, she said it did the job of merging with your anchor, which was the goal.
>I could talk more on the sword but i guess i should say theres a certain decisiveness to it (the blade itself).
The sword ended up being the most important aspect of the suit, because of what it represents. I had help from several others in understanding what it means, it's a difficult symbolism relating to you personally.
>anything about the suit i should know? (capabilties)
The way it had to be made was in the form of a "self executable" package, I was unable to create a suit which can be worn by anyone else. That's why Astra had to come along and install it for you. The suit didn't exist before it was worn by you personally. A bit like it was a program code which interacts with the person and the suit is created through a one way process which makes it impossible for anyone else to wear it or reverse engineer the original code. Maybe it can be compared to how no one knows what is being stored in a neural network's deeper layers, and even if they were to look at the information there is no way to make sense of it.

The sword is for you to figure out, it represents you. Aside from that the suit has a heavy focus on armour, it wasn't possible to combine the sword with shifting defense at all, so instead I devised a dimension distortion shield outside of it as an extra layer. It will look like standing immobile but the attacker is still not hitting you. You may think of it theoretically as having a high "evade" stat in a game, which just causes them to miss, with no visible effort on your part. It's a heavy armour so levitation or flying will be slow, it's generally bulky, but should have other up sides available to you once you start using it, it simply represents what your strong sides are, while the weaknesses are mitigated as far as possible.


Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 23:51:36 Id: 2b0491 [Preview] No.1785 del
>>1784
I found an entity with a few attachments connected to me and decided to cut them with the knife, the connections looked like white fabric enveloping me and the entity, the knife cut it all quite easily, after cutting all of it, I felt a bit of pain in my chest for a few seconds, I don't know if it was the best idea since I don't know if it was a bad connection, but now I know that the knife works and is easy to use.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 00:21:49 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1786 del
>>1785
Great. I don't think it would work on something not meant to be removed, it's not just a material tool, it also represents a principle of defense.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 09:34:19 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1787 del
>>1786
Oh cool, I was worried that I would hurt beings accidentally, I have a history of doing that, that's one less thing to worry about.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 19:22:20 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1788 del
>>1772
>Something dark is moving in the distance but the storm isn't anywhere near, for now

Yeah that "dark" was a real pain to figure out

And I don't think I need a suit yet. I am quite pleased with my progress. My problem was that that "red" from the 6D was missing. I still can't put it into words what that concept is but the gods helped me to channel it. Now my bodies is in my body. It's like I am the combined power ranger mecha hard to explain...
I don't need my space marine armor yet. I had an astral armor phase tho I equipped it as I pulled out my sword was real golden and living and all. Had to drop them.

Currently it seems I am "filling out" inner layers with some complicated materia. Now it's like I have a portal (not a circle kind anymore it's like a tear in the fabric of the universe) to the inner workings of the galaxy in my body. And it needs to expand. Now I understand those "exercises" you need to wobble then connect your palms somehow so it can create a "closed circuit". But then it connects etherically and it does it's thing on it's own.


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 20:16:51 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1789 del
>>1788
>wobble then connect your palms

Nvm it got more complicated. The "Hidden" pressure points are no longer hidden if they beam with energy. The tutorial mode is on for me


Sunflower 07/18/2022 (Mon) 21:02:25 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1790 del
>>1788
>pic
Right on.

>I don't think I need a suit yet. I am quite pleased with my progress.
Everyone has their own path, the suits happened to be mine (and those I picked up to be my waifus, assistants and contractees) and it was originally just a play with the possibilities of spacecraft technology. The more we can share and help each other progress the better, but if it's not for you, it isn't.

The world is, if possible, even thinner. One of the remaining agents (the last?) contacted me this morning, using word for word telepathy Hi, X here ;P
I sent him a custom lyran suit, it seemed to fit.

During the day the timelines collapsed even more (however that is possible) and I felt myself being pushed back against the red and black lyran suit which I had set to auto activate as back-up if things didn't hold up front. Blacknet showed a "loading" animated circle and the energy turned into a narrow pink stream for about 30 min, during which both my surface manifested bodies basically shut down. After the system adapted it's up and running again but this time there is no fluff left at all. It's rationalized but now it's visible just how thin the system is, the world is hanging entirely on it now (which I guess is a feat considering how new it is).

It seems to be the result of the hardheaded response from the "butthurt old man" faction, they still don't get it. They can back off and still survive, they are not fighting for their lives, they are fighting for expendable values. But they're dead set on trying to force "us" to back off, despite having us against a rock wall. It's like that radio communication when some US marine officer is telling a guy to change his course at sea. They argue back and forth and in the end he says
>we are the US marine, we have so-and so many ships, you have to change your course, we aren't going to
and the other guy says
>my crew is a goat, a cow and some geese, we are standing on land, this is a light house, please sir change your course
and the final response
>ok roger that

It can end no other way. I had hoped they would be reasonable enough but today they showed they really think they can break the rules of the fabric of reality and not get torn up themselves. That thing happening in Ukraine? I know you guys are reading here so let me repeat what someone said on the radio two days ago:
>Russia is recruiting volunteers from distant regions at 4x the normal pay
>no one in the cities or more populated areas will ever notice how many dies
>if the bodies are not easily recovered they will be reported "missing", not dead, so even fewer will know for sure
>they are not paying relatives if the body is missing
>the super rich and the large poor majority are not effected by the sanctions, the poor grow their own food and won't notice anything
>the middle class is small in Russia, their opinions don't matter
>Russia is only missing staff, not weapons, Ukraine has their entire population to use but no weapons
Basically: at the current rate Russia can do this for a long time, while Europe will be finished the next winter because of gas and electricity prices. What are you going to do? Your world order has at most 6 months left if you go with this current course. Stop causing conflicts, you will have to just endure your impotent rage either way, it's only getting worse if you do this.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 17:44:17 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1791 del
I came to realize something huge in my opinion. Why do astral artifacts turn out as round bowls, lotus flowers, tulips or other flowers? This came to me slowly as I was studying AI. All of these formations are manifestions of finding the optimal truth using "gradient descent". When the 1500s Hatha Yoga Pradipika mentions the heart chakra lotus having 16 petals I knew this is what they are talking about. The things described directly refer to the astral formations inside the body as seen by people at the time. 16 levels of the galaxy, same as what we mapped earlier on 8kun. When finding the most effective method for passing through them, the result looks like a bowl with 16 petals, one for each level you have to pass. Depending on the "search method" or esoteric teaching used, the process creates different kinds of "flowers" as it reaches the optimal solution at the bottom.

What is the large white spike seen in vampires? It's the result of the opposite method: "hill climbing"

Look it up. The book I'm reading is really good at explaining but I'm not sure about other sources, they all feel kind of difficult to grasp from my view. But everyone has their own entry point. I guess to most people this may seem more like a coincidence but when I came to see it, it connected me from my current thinking directly into being able to understand what the yogis are talking about, it bridged that "esoteric distance" when you don't know if the person is just making it up or talking nonsense or actually knows something. In this case they do know.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 21:26:57 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1792 del
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>>1791
I'm glad we are smoking similar mindwaves. Because holy shit today was something again. Where the 3rd eye has 2 petals and now i know why.

As I opened up 10+layers in my heart because I was so full of energy I knew I could do it. I had hard time sleeping because I well...I "invaded" an other layer and a body there. The dream was so lucid I didn't notice that is not my own body so I thought I am being possessed. i could only open my left eye and not the right. I thought I was being overtaken. It was the opposite. I was overtaking a body on an other layer. Then as I came back to my original body realizing I'm not being possessed but I'm possessing... I laid down my fear and went back to sleep. I was in a grey ghoulish body and some dude in leather jacket waved his hand before my face to know if I'm "awake" and told me
>You forgot this
Then he bought a jar with a golden bright fetus in it and put it into my navel. Then extracted a "Siren" from my body that I used to eat a golden pearl a month ago then some grey materia. When this happened I had a vision of my mother. I realized I am now my own mom...
Then that leather jacket dude told me
>don't forget to "keep yourself together"
Then I had to come back to this reality and do that "consummation of bodies"
As my "other body" came through it looked like I am literally walking out from the mouth of some abyss monster. As I was wondering where did I see this I realized it's literally the birth of Venus. Except like she walked out from a clam. Which is also a pearl also a sea creature also the representation of the abyss.

While this was the weirdest shit on my path so far. It caused something. First my "astral smell" started to smell sulfur... I don't know who's idea was that "hell" is sulfuric but he sorta visited hell. It really smells like that. Then my 3rd eye. It merged. My 3rd eye grew bigger than the size of my brain and I was able to open it to see all the colors of "reality" and be able to do TK again.
This is the nice part.
Now comes the hard realization of the 2 petals of the 3rd eye.
Well we have 3 egos and we need to master all 3 to have psychic powers . Dissolving our ego is "easy" but... not creating a false ego left and right? Yeah that is why we need to get rid our desires. The funny thing tho. I had a clue about this. When I overtook "3 headed super Shiva mega godform" I had to awaken the other 2 head on my shoulder. And as I did that beasts jumped up to the heavens. Our main ego is "smart" because it had time to gain experience or a "personality" but the 2 others? Well they are sorta "help" on our path but they mostly asleep. And today I learned why. Our human body is not able to "feed" 3 superconsciousness. We need to have our energy flow fixed first our thoughts calm and organized then you have to build up your "personalities" from hell itself.

No wonder Yukari is the most powerful yokai in Gensokyo. And what does the most powerful yokai do all the time? Sleep...
Also just because 1 of our ego is not being fed properly doesn't mean he will not come for you as a demon and feast on your fear/life forces if you are a retarded fuck. Or on other people... That is why the "bowl" formation is a good one. It collects the "high" energies and "protects from the "low ones".

>What is the large white spike seen in vampires? It's the result of the opposite method: "hill climbing"

I call my path the "rocket ship".
The side effect of it is that... Well. rockets don't really have foundations so here comes the next stage. The space elevator. Then it turns into Yggdrasil. Then probably Hermes Trismegistus. Now I understand why is he called "thrice great".


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 21:52:20 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1793 del
>>1792
Forgot to mention that the egos have to get through the entire evolutionary process. First they are "babies" and they need feeding. Or if you are not able to "care for your babies" they become literal parasites and beasts. The problem is with the second part is that it will not gain a "gentle/enlightened" mind. It will be a bestial predator that fights for survival. Sometimes it overtakes your mind sometimes the mind of others. It's very important that they need to be raised carefully or you just create the worst shadow of your being. Which was exactly the thing Jesus did. There is that painting where he defeats the "devil". You can't do that. He will come back with revenge and turn the entire reality against you. You need to "purify" him and watch out he will not use the negative emotions of the people around you to "feed". Because you are what you eat. And just because you are "immune to temptations" doesn't mean others are too. Especially if you need the highest energy intake because you make "Miracles" left and right. (So yeah the anti-christ is the "shadow" of Jesus and whoever that might use that for power) Oh and the "psychic powers". It's an alchemical process you need both "positive" and "negative" energies for that so it stays "neutral". And "stealing" from heaven and hell pisses off beings as above so below. So yeah we need to realize the wisdom of hell and heaven to go forward. Now i understand that when it was said somewhere that the
>Buddha teaches in hell too

Also at the higher Bodhisatva red energy has some understanding of "not interfering with "reality" or with the "fate" of others". I cannot put it into further words but that ascendent red energy is different from the aggressive red spike or the fight or flight mechanisms of the root chakra.


Now comes the hardest path of my path... Harmonizing all this knowledge not trying to do party tricks all the time and mastering the energy sources of the galaxy. Now I understand why mystics and psychics are always either sick or haunted. In-born abilities are not always a blessing. Existing on multiple worlds at once is hard


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 22:15:44 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1794 del
>>1790
>The world is, if possible, even thinner
It's paperthin. But thank fuck I could close my "tear" in reality. Leaving them open drains the energies. If I leave them open I fall asleep when I close them I'm wide awake. It's too easy to open them.
The leather jacket on that random dude had also a lot of zippers. It represented all the "gaps" reality can flow through.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 23:28:22 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1795 del
>>1792
>walking out from the mouth of some abyss monster. As I was wondering where did I see this I realized it's literally the birth of Venus
The opposite of entering the mouth of the beast. I wonder what is the meaning of this. This is another topic we talked with greys and others about a lot in the past few years. But normally I don't want to bring it up after one person just "lost it" and started a massive drama. There's an egregore which is triggered by the mere mention of the topic. Another person could feel it build up as rage within him, but was able to rationally talk about it and not let it take over.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=4MnscS9_ZOw [Embed]

This was back when things were starting to collapse and weird people with balloons started appearing. In the end they turned out being associated with the UN which is a harvester of dirty energy. They ran it and collected all of it, then left. But it made me realize a few things. This is one of my favourite Gameboy games. See the image on the cartridge, and the way the part with the balloons holding her up has been accidentally torn off. She's about enter the mouth of the beast as a result.

It's about the Downtown/Uptown thing again, it happens to be a manifestion of the two ways to understand the Jesuit wave. Downtown being the lower where the general population live and Uptown the higher where the elites live, but today it's mostly associated with Uptown people doing the pizzagate stuff and Downtowners being Qtards.


Sunflower 07/19/2022 (Tue) 23:30:11 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1796 del
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>>1795
They really don't want me posting this, huh? Wrong pic, this is the one.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 00:41:56 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1797 del
Even funnier, someone leaked a new updated version of this, now talking openly about depopulation and about forcing western centrism on the rest of the world using the US military. Have fun with that heatwave.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 00:48:38 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1798 del
>>1797
I had Astra search for beast ladies and accidentally found the home world of the illuminati technology. A woman with red fur had no issue sharing the installer for it, I used it and it worked. It's a black building block.

I did another search to see who's having the most effect now here on earth and got an image of a non native reptilian with exo skeleton shields around his face, along with a yellow bird (Rosicrucian), the latter are a terminal species while the reptilian felt ok. But even so this plan is self centered shit.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 13:39:50 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1799 del
>>1795
>understand the Jesuit wave

My problem with them is that they fear hell so much they are willing to do anything to not "fall into hell". The resurrection of Jesus happened because he went to hell then came back. But instead they throw others into hell so they can stay "afloat" with all their energies they harvest from the "downtown". Balloon Kid has a good concept tho. The creation of balloons. You just need a solid ground before you can create them then you don't fall into the abyss. If you don't have a solid ground you will fall until you find it then you can ascend from there if you understand the "balloons". The best part of the game while the regular balloons just float by default. The invincibility balloon comes straight from the abyss itself. The truth is beyond heaven and hell as we know it.

>>1798
>black building block
the black cube is an important part of reality and I encountered some on my journey but I still don't know it's workings. I think I will also have to figure out what it does. The monolith merged with my body and now I have to use the knowledge of layers to not let the "raw abyss" enter my body. It needs to get through a refinement process but the layers do that by default if they are placed perfectly.

When I asked what is the price of all these energies I am getting from the gods they told me
>the price is understanding
It seems you can't put a pricetag on truth. And you have to understand some non greed concept too which is not just about money/energy but power and all resource of the universe. It seems everything is possible if you understand the "flow of things".
When I asked: if I understand it then I can rearrange reality? They told me no. Rearranging is impossible but arranging is possible. Because if you accept the "arrangement" then you need to "defeat it" before you can rearrange it. And power is not the solution understanding is.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 14:08:18 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1800 del
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>>1799
>instead they throw others into hell so they can stay "afloat" with all their energies they harvest from the "downtown".
All this is starting to make me realize how widespread the Jesus/Christ thinking is, it's not just new agers trying to fit aliens into christianity. I'll make a quick revisit to the mind waves discussed earlier:
>pic

What starts as a "kind of" fuctional wave, the Jesuit effect, when applied in negative 3D easily turns into extremism and as a result a harmful mirror version appears. This will create Uptown from monks in monasteries and Downtown from street whores. As they meet "humanity" is created and it looks like a badly formed heart (tantra).

The middle form between them is the "normie" wave or simply "drunken". It's following this that results in the "punch drunk" syndrome among professional boxers. It also creates the degenerate mainstream Downtown culture with trash celebs, gays, drug abuse and environmental destruction. Traditionalists want to straighten the normie wave somewhat and re-attach it to the Jesuit wave, they think this is enough.

Lyrans, being very female dominated and high in technological advancement (perhaps the technology is what made this possible) are not trying to create the "humanity" wave, they just straightened the normie/degenerate female wave and made it work by having advanced AI make all decisions.

This may be one reason they trigger so many people, especially "traditionalists".


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 14:15:56 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1801 del
>>1800
Compare with Drow/dark elves, also a female dominated group. They're a sub category of elves and have a wave which is similarly off center to the left (not being centered can lead to harmful effects), but they straightened it using formal magical systems so it works. The slaughter house wave is drow as a collective, they are able to re-center themselves when reaching a high population density.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 14:19:02 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1802 del
>>1800
>>1801
None of these, lyrans and drow, are actively resisting the Jesuit wave, they were effected by it, went along with it and created a coherent way of life. In a way they can all be treated as far outlier christian cults, the Jesuit wave of self sacrifice is this effective.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 18:57:52 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1803 del
>>1800
Okay I understand your negative dimension mindwaves and how they create a "reality"
Then as we leave the edges of this universe we enter the "galaxy" reality. Where we share the "reality" with beings with more complicated or more like "different" mindwaves. But wherever we go our mindwaves will adapt it or we can't enter


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 19:52:51 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1804 del
>>1803
>as we leave the edges of this universe we enter the "galaxy"
Maybe I should add here that it's not that the lyran or any "counter" wave opposing the Jesuit wave are bad. On the Galactic level they're just the natural feminine to balance the masculine. The problem is when this is done in the negative physical, reversing positive male/Jesuit will not create a decent female counterpart it will just degenerate it. So the process isn't that lyrans opposed Jesuits in the physical and created coherent drunken feminine wave. It's more that they were effected by the Jesuit effect, experienced the degenerate mirror and this lead to the destruction of Lyra (at the natural end of its lifetime either way, but it still happened in this way), so naturally they'd learn to use a mind wave which safely contains the degenerate female so it can't take over again. It's not that they had this understanding, but as they say about AI, it tends to represent the inconvenient truth in the end.


Sunflower 07/20/2022 (Wed) 19:59:33 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.1805 del
>>1804
>AI, it tends to represent the inconvenient truth
A more brutish way of saying it is that lyrans learned to control their DNA and reincarnation perfectly and are able to balance the population for long term sustainability. Instead of having lazy sluts, feminists, trannies, simps and incels, they had mostly everyone incarnate as female to begin with and technology does all the work. Whoever still wants to be male can then spend their time exploring and fighting with no concern for the rest.


Sunflower 07/22/2022 (Fri) 08:40:41 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.1806 del
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This reminded me of one of those old dimensions diagrams of OB's.


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>>1791
This is the more bowl-shaped diagram which made me initially realize the connection. It's only included in the 1995 paper book, not the later versions or e-books.

This is exactly how the three bowls in "the pit" where the illuminati slaves were trapped looked.


Sunflower 08/01/2022 (Mon) 22:30:25 Id: ec320d [Preview] No.1841 del
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It seems to come down to, in the end, that the way out from the physical earth is by the starting point of it. Treat the planet as a space where time begins at one end and moves towards its degeneration by the far end. The way out is at the beginning.

Understanding its full history in some manner, no matter how abstracted, will be necessary to leave. This would have sounded incomprehensible to me not long ago, but now I see that it's just a matter of perspective. False history created through revisionism repeated over the ages serve as a "great wall" here, preventing people from leaving. Accepting this false image will make it impossible to leave. This is how the dictatorship of the "prison planet" keep souls in slavery. As long as you accept lies, you stay, while you stay you create karma by eating and consuming resources. They're there for taking, but just the same they're not for free, karmically. Just treading water, there are entities who will place an energetic "tax" on you, harvesting the energy of your endless suffering. They will instill false values deep inside you, programming telling you that you need to
>deserve
things by working for them, in the way they tell you. If you believe this, you cannot leave.

They can do this because they know a few more things than you. They know some of the lies are lies, and they know that they can't actively support them. But leaving vague hints of truth mixed within the things meant to speak to your programming, will make it your own choice to be fooled. It's a self playing piano, they're raking in the coins while you get nothing.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 16:52:02 Id: ea6060 [Preview] No.1853 del
I have read somewhere today that the LHP is about seperating oneself from the universe and becoming independently immortal mostly through black magic. This reminded me of something that you wrote a few years ago and that's that vampires are energetically like dried up rivers. This seems to indicate that they don't get any energy from the universe and no energy is flowing through their energy channel. Which makes sense if they are disconnected from the universe or whatever. They probably don't need life force or energy anymore if they are powered by something else.
So if a psychic tells me that my energy channel is flowing well and I receive a lot of energy from the universe, does that mean I am NOT doing well in my transformation to a vampire? Should my energy channel be weak and dry too? I hope you can explain a little bit. Are you or anyone else here like a dried river?


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 19:46:00 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1854 del
>>1853
I don't use the term "universe" in this manner.
>pic
This was posted in a previous discussion, the Empusa here only for reference because there are beings existing on the scale of galaxies who are independent living beings with no planets or stars inside them, but they look similar from outside. Empusas in particular like to role play as lower spirits so they may respond to summonings, which has created the misconception that they are mere energy stealing ghosts. (They're really huge beings with a central black hole, there is no one who can force them to do anything at all and they can kill any regular being in an instant by sucking out their life force.)

See also the sketch here:
>>1800

Receiving energy from the universe would mean to live within the means of this level, the creation emanating from the sacral chakra, in yoga terms. But the universe is also an independent being, like a manager, who is responsible for the culture, lore and rules of life within the creation below. It's possible to view this as limited to the 2D level, which means a more developed vampire indeed does not receive the major part of their energy from this level, or more correctly does not use it within this level. Most people do probably generate their energy in their sacral chakra, but technically speaking if you create your own energy, you are not receiving it from the universe.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 20:03:46 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1855 del
>>1853
>if a psychic tells me that my energy channel is flowing well and I receive a lot of energy from the universe, does that mean I am NOT doing well in my transformation to a vampire? Should my energy channel be weak and dry too? I hope you can explain a little bit. Are you or anyone else here like a dried river?
Being dried up like a river is more a reference to their human "3D skin" which has more or less turned into an energetic mummy after staying here for more than 4000 years. Going by what I can get from reading their energy it seems to not happen before that age. They just don't need an energy flow because they're more like living spirits at that time. If they were to gather energy for some massive spell or ritual, their body would be filled with a strong flow for the duration of the spell, but under normal circumstances there is no need for them to have an energy flow. Qi also contains illness and karma so it's sort of similar to the idea in hatha yoga of "drying up" illnesses, you kill the parasites by reducing the flow of energy and purging physical substances (I guess someone may not agree with this simplified and a bit arrogant explanation of what hatha yoga does, but in principle it's similar.)

Normally for example, vampires of this age are not fertile, but if you had enough energy to fill up their dried river channels they'd be like humans again, temporarily. But it's unlikely that someone was able to direct this much energy into them, because as they age, their energy "capacity" also increases. This is kind of hard to explain because the body is linked to, synced with, external dimensions. Living beyond your own period will extend your inner channels, so while it looks the same, say the vampire is 1000 years, you'd theoretically (this is not to scale) need the qi of 10 people to make them "living" again, and the moment you stop feeding them they return to being dried up. This also effects their natural resistance to illness as they age, because illnesses need energy to stay in the body. It could be speculated for example that a vampire whose energy capacity is that of 10 people could only become ill if the virus was strong enough to infect 10 people. For the really old vampires then, even the black death plague would not make them ill, it would simply not even dent their energy channels, they're too wide to be clogged.

This is also the comparison to dried rivers. Would you compare your own energy channels to rivers? I do mean this in the physical, concrete sense, a river could be 100s of meters across, while a regular qi channel in a human is maybe 1-2 millimeters, up to 10 millimeters if the person is a qi gong practitioner. Put the flow of a regular person in a river bed and it's still dry.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 20:12:20 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1856 del
>>1855
In addition to this; while the general time for becoming healthy was said to be 7 years from "turning", this equals the ability to stay healthy on the surface of your body. Like someone taking all kinds of vitamins, exercising and so on, and is able to stay healthy. If you want to purge deeper karma there will still be effects, but you are causing this yourself by actively seeking to purge it. If you don't want to purge it you can just not do that and your body will contain the illnesses just fine. But in return your process will also be slow, and as you age, as described above, your energy channels will become so wide that the contained illness parasites (astral and other) will not be able to do anything and they will die. At that time the purge will not be noticeable, maybe you sneeze once but what was removed was terminal cancer. This is the vampire method and it takes a long time. I would recommend active purging, but it's your choice.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 20:56:11 Id: ea6060 [Preview] No.1857 del
>>1855
>They just don't need an energy flow
Don't they have energy and an energy flow at all or is it just too little for their channels, but still the same as for normal humans? Are they then powered by Gong or some other higher kind of energy that doesn't need the normal energy channels of Qi? In media and novels I have noticed that vampires are often depicted as slow and silent, staring into the distance like they are in deep tought or daydreaming. They almost seem weak and not really awake, but out of nowhere they can display superhuman speed, strenght and accuracy when they need it. At first they seem like they don't have any energy at all, but then they seem like they can put up more energy than any human could. Of course I don't know how real vampires are but it made me think about this stuff.
>because they're more like living spirits at that time.
You mean to say that spirits don't have an energy flow? Then an energy flow is only something for living (physical) bodies? If spirits are basically a mind that can manipulate energy and create astral bodies at will then I guess it makes sense.
>>1854
>Receiving energy from the universe
I actually got told once that my energy channel is weak and I don't receive much energy from "outside". Obviously the person who said this to me was referring to the widespread notion of energy entering into your system through the crown chakra from "outside" or from the "universe". I didn't know if I was unhealthy or if it was alright because I'm a vampire and you said vampires are dried up. Now I know better but I still don't know if the person and their worldview is legit, especially after what you wrote.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 21:45:49 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1858 del
>>1857
>Are they then powered by Gong or some other higher kind of energy
It's not that bodies need to be "powered" by anything, it's all a circulation, a closed system. Humans enter the planet, are born through manifesting in the womb, then they (perhaps) pass on the stream of energy to the next generation. It creates a long string of energy with many loose ends, if you look at it from the first humans and onwards. Loose ends being those who never had offspring, while the rest are connected. For vampires with the "ancestral cord" connected they are fed both good and bad qi through this connection. Witches use this for ancestral magic, and so on. To achieve faster ascension I recommend cutting this cord for undeads. It doesn't actually sever your connection with your family line, but the karmic benefit/harm is detached. It will make you feel weak, because you are no longer drawing energy from other people, but instead you will see your real power level, and for real magic this is what you need to do. You can remain at the low level of spirit magic if you want, but then again that's the slow method. For humans in normal "circulation" they expect to stay until the planet ends its life, the circulation is all the way from "Adam and Eve" to the Judgment day, that's one round of it on the most external circle. You won't even see that this is a circulation because it's so stretched out.

>vampires are often depicted as slow and silent, staring into the distance like they are in deep tought or daydreaming. They almost seem weak and not really awake, but out of nowhere they can display superhuman speed, strenght and accuracy when they need it
Well that's me, more and more minus super human strength. Just earlier today I found myself looking at the clouds and the sunset for maybe 10 min standing on the road until a car appeared and "woke me up" which annoyed me. I more and more hate being brought back to this social reality of having to meet people when I don't want to.

>You mean to say that spirits don't have an energy flow? Then an energy flow is only something for living (physical) bodies?
Circulation, not a flow. Instead of circulating through all generations and the entire planet's history, they circulate only within themselves.

>the widespread notion of energy entering into your system through the crown chakra from "outside" or from the "universe"
There are so many models for understanding things, and so many angles. It depends on how much you can see, if you see less it's more likely you get it wrong and create an imperfect model. Things will adapt when you look at them because nothing has a defined form anyway, so you'll always see that your current model is the right one.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 22:39:47 Id: ea6060 [Preview] No.1862 del
>>1858
Thanks for all the detailed explanations. Concerning the ancestral cord, there were a bunch of guys some years ago asking you to cut theirs. I was one of them but I don't think I got a reply. Who knows if someone can do that for somebody else anyway. I tried to do it myself too but I'm not sure if it worked. If you are so inclined can you share a few tips on how to find and cut it? Also if possible to look and see if mine is still intact.


Sunflower 08/05/2022 (Fri) 22:59:23 Id: 9c4a18 [Preview] No.1864 del
>>1862
It works because the vampire is reborn from "the goddess of vampirism", replacing the original connection down here, if you cut it. It looks kind of silly and a bit vulgar, maybe it's a joke, but it's there in its new form. It may reflect from your own world of concepts, what form it has. Your ancestral connections become external to yourself at this point, they're messy and vague, but if you were to pick up any tantric practice you would still be able to use it. There's a repeating pattern in it, which can look very scary when seen in full, or even just slightly outside the everyday human perspective. Imagine the repetitive process of women giving birth to the new generation, and all of them lined up. It doesn't look like your self centered view at all, because you grow up remembering your mother, who was relatively young when giving birth to you. But in the image, women are irrelevant after that moment, as whatever they do after that is not part of the long line, tied together with knots for every new generation. It's the same for the men, they are irrelevant after the act of impregnation, the egregore doesn't include them. When looking at this aspect of the human circulation, the personal life of an individual is a complete waste if they were not practicing spiritually.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 09:59:17 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1865 del
>>1862
>can you share a few tips on how to find and cut it?
It's a significant part of your body's egregore/energy system if you have it. It can't be missed, it's where ancestral energy is fed into the body. Usually it's black because of the sins of your ancestors, that's why I considered it a bad thing to begin with. But most occultist think this is just "power" and that they want this to be as strong as possible. If you only want material benefit for yourself and your children you can keep it, but you become nothing more than an old family of crooks this way.

When cutting it I used "Fay's knife", at the time I wasn't aware of the magnitude of this artifact. This is why I can't share a method for cutting it. The knife was created during the peak of the Victorian era London, it represents the British empire, all the way back to
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boudica
who burned the Roman settlement Londonium to the ground. It starts with a strong sacrificial act of destroying your enemies at this site, and builds up during history up to the 1890s, at this time to be concentrated into the edge of a knife.

I've only met very few beings who were able to copy it, the two nymphs "from the park" I may have mentioned before, are two of them. They're ancient spirits, direct subordinates of Loki and organizers of sacrificial rituals since 1000s of years. Someone needs to be perfectly aligned to use something like this.

There are other ways of course, find something which has made a similar impact on human history and that would be enough.

It's necessary to deny the effects of karma to cut the cord.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 16:10:10 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1866 del
>>1864
>>1865
Is there any way to overcome/heal/remove vampirism? As I understand vampires seem to get stuck in the physical and as mentioned above in this thread they also get stuck in -4D and can't advance further. What if I took the spell out of curiousity and being a retard mundane 5 years ago but now after some practice and meditation I realize I don't want it? Would removing it kill me right away?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 17:32:35 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1868 del
>>1866
They get stuck because they hold on to "vampirism" itself, as a physical practice. Once you drink the blood you get addicted and can't stop. Some kind of karma will effectively lock you and trap you. This is why almost no one is let in. Had you done it the traditional way, you'd had been introduced to a secret society, slowly, but perhaps (had you been female, they don't want women to age too much, looks matter more for them) it would have been fast. For men they don't mind drawing it out, it doesn't impair their confidence to look more aged to start off with. Either way, there is no way to quit being a vampire once you're in a secret society. That's about as easy as quitting the mafia. This social convention is effective in trapping you in addiction and slowing down your progress to the same speed as everyone else. It also protects everyone, it's easier to get away with murder if everyone keeps their mouth shut.

You did none of the above, no joining means no quitting. Just stop practicing things associated with this egregore, no harmful secrets were shared with you, no one can blackmail you to harm someone. What you genuinely learned is your own, what you call yourself does not matter, you still wouldn't want to unlearn it. The trapping is because of karma created during practice. If you didn't do anything like that, it can't cause any hindrance.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 17:50:13 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1869 del
>>1868
Thanks again for explanation.
>Just stop practicing things associated with this egregore
If I stop, will I continue to age and die like normal humans? Will I still have the vampire cord if my ancestral cord has been cut? I'm trying to get my head around this. Will there will be some traces left with the zero particle and your magic?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 18:06:43 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1870 del
>>1869
The effects will remain. Consider this:
>you read a book and start learning something
>you get good at some parts of it
>then you get tired of it and decide to not learn more
>what you learned will not be forgotten, but from now on you won't learn more

That's about it.

I can do a cleansing to make sure there are no qi elements left, but what is your own, is your own. If you feel annoyed or disturbed it's either your own karma being agitated or something in the egregore which isn't compatible with you. If it's the egregore that can be fixed by removing the qi connections, if it's your karma, then it's that part of you is now in conflict with the things you learned. Those are still yourself so you'll have to find a way to integrate the two sides. Those are not external to yourself.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 18:13:07 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1871 del
>>1869
I had the guiding elements removed, one part was a "glue" connecting you with Alissa and the other was the qi of my magic's egregore. Whatever is left is part of you.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 18:40:00 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1872 del
>>1871
Thanks. I guess I don't need to worry anymore to get stuck here in the physical or in a karma-trap because of "vampirism". Maybe it will be easier now to move to the astral.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 19:32:49 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.1873 del
>>1870
Can I also have a cleansing?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:05:00 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1874 del
>>1873
Done.
You may experience a sense of freedom along with some instability, because the "support wheel" was removed. Once you settle in your new "range of motion" you only notice the increased freedom, perhaps with a slight sense of being alone.

This is for you specifically, I didn't notice this effect for
>>1872


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:12:58 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1875 del
Hm, that was unexpected. It seems guiding people is a "good deed" which creates virtue. After I cancelled the connection, Alissa came and told me to embrace her to
>share the energy
I had only sent out the qi of the spell and the connection to her, but in the process of giving energetic support the qi evolved. As I cancelled the guiding function the qi and accumulated virtue flowed back to me.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:15:54 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1876 del
>>1875
At least I didn't create a container of shit like the FG movement.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:31:38 Id: 5fedcd [Preview] No.1877 del
>>1874
Are you able to tell why you experienced this effect for >>1873 and not for me? Is there any noteworthy difference?


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 20:41:13 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1878 del
>>1877
He was relying more on the energetic support for stability, but maybe he was also "stretched" more. It looks the same as the common thing discussed among weight lifters:
If you stretch before lifting, your range of motion increases beyond your strong range, and you risk hurting yourself by moving into weak positions that were previously unavailable. The solution for this is to stretch, then exercise with light weight to build up the weak points and the problem is gone. But this takes time so many people prefer to stay stiff and not stretch as a safety measure.

It looks kind of like that, but maybe more like someone who trained using a machine with a fixed motion, now starting out with free weights. It'll be unstable at first because you never had to control the directions of the weights vs gravity, but you're still stronger.

In your case there is no such effect, it looks more like you gradually stopped relying on the support until it wasn't needed, which is why you told me to not give support anymore.


Sunflower 08/06/2022 (Sat) 21:02:14 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1879 del
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While we're on the topic of moving on, do you want to sign up for the space station course? It's not a one time offer but I think we'll be doing this here just now and after that things will proceed and there won't be time for this step to be advertized.

The blacknet with Astrabot is functional, a stargate network as been created, connecting a few planets to earth. What's left is to create some space stations with internal reincarnation cycles to serve as proxies/back-up cycles for future stability. Astrabot has a documentation library and automated programs/scripts for creating personalized space stations. For now it'll just be parked high up and out of sight, but you'll be able to visit it as any other place you own using standard astral travel methods (you'll be registered as its owner so technically speaking you only need to shift your awareness to the station).

For now the point is just to have something up there, so that earth as a planet can be treated as advanced and civilized seen from outside. If you want you can have human souls incarnated there as a way to save them from getting thrown away to who the hell knows where. There's also two models of personalized "maids" you can create, indestructible golems who can watch the station. They can also be used to give birth to the souls you gather, as they are fully functional artificial humans. There are two models, the Lolita model who looks more teen and has strong self defense abilities, and the Alice model who looks more adult with house keeping abilities.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 09:57:47 Id: 31773c [Preview] No.1880 del
>>1865
This is interesting. I'm rickety anon, for reference. I think I asked for my cord to be cut, but I can't remember.
However, after reading your post, some things clicked. In the recent years I've noticed a shift in perspective regarding my family. Even though my relationship with them hasn't degraded (if anything, it has matured), I have noticed I'm more karmically detached from the family dynamics without even trying. There's a very noticeable difference between being close with someone and being karmically involved with them.
>It can't be missed
Well, if you're as bad at magic as I am, you sure can!


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 11:50:09 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1881 del
>>1879
Was this an offer for everyone? Is this beginner friendly? Would I get karma from incarnating people in a space station and keeping them there?

I recently had a dream where there was a woman that was from hell with me, her skin was all blackened and sort of mummyfied, and I was told by a person that every moment I keep someone from being in hell is a moment I have to pay for. How do I get her away from me? I don't want to get karma for someone I don't even know.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 12:55:32 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1882 del
>>1881
Anyone can use this, it's also posted here for certain lurkers and some astral/other physical dimensional beings who can see the content of the messages (Sunflower being an astral construct fundamentally).

>Is this beginner friendly?
It's so beginner friendly that I had Astra create personalized versions for some people from imageboards because I like their posts and they contributed good information. These people don't know anything about this and I don't have time to explain or make them believe in it. Time is too short, I 'll just have to do it this way. But it's fine, Astra's AI is good enough that she can determine with sufficient accuracy what a person should have. There are "very ordinary" methods which can be used to analyse things in the form of algebra and logic, an AI system can do this, it just takes energy once the methods are articulated (Energy is one thing I don't generally lack by now).

>Would I get karma from incarnating people in a space station and keeping them there?
No, see elaboration below.
>I recently had a dream where there was a woman that was from hell with me, her skin was all blackened and sort of mummyfied, and I was told by a person that every moment I keep someone from being in hell is a moment I have to pay for.
This is because people are in hell to pay off debts. If you keep them from paying back, the debtee will have you pay the interest for it, naturally.

Let me explain why this isn't a problem with this system:
Most people on the planet are zombies, their souls were ripped out because they had created a society where paying off karmic debt was avoided at any cost. Under normal circumstances this would not have happened, instead there would have been a 3rd world war. But there are people still using the planet and this society for something, people like us. To allow for us to voluntarily handle our debts and our ascension, different aliens and higher gods interfered and allowed for the zombiefication of the population. Zombies are controlled by the anti-christ, they specialize in things like this. The difference is that them being an organization they will maintain some kind of order, and they have accepted to do things for our benefit, by contract. Even "chaotic evil" beings will have to follow a contract once signed, so it will not be broken.

As the world had been drawn to this stage, even those people who had an inner will to handle their own debts, were unable to. They would be injected with vaccines which cloud their minds and make them vulnerable to mind control by radio transmissions, for one example. Even children would be ruined this way, so the only way to save those souls was to just take them all away, throw the bad in hell and the rest would be placed to wait in different underground dimensions. It's those we can pick up, they have no place to go, and they don't belong in hell.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:04:46 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1883 del
>>1882
>Anyone can use this
Nice

If I get one, can I incarnate in my space station once this life is over?
How many people can live in one of those?
Will they be human? Can I select the genetic make-up of the people of the place?
Also how would I go about choosing souls? I don't consciously have that skill, will Astra pick up specific people if I ask her to and they are willing?


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:07:58 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1884 del
As you may have noticed, some people still have their souls, but they also don't seem to be exactly the same as before. Those are people who were contracted to stay in their bodies, it's a combination of the anti-christ and Gensokyo (Yuuka, basically) keeping these people in our nearest environment so that we can develop while interacting with them. Zombies are completely void of awareness and there is not much to learn from them. From these people only the best soul was kept, so they're now similar to undeads in that they don't have secondary souls.

The method for making all this work and creating a space station is a compound of many different technologies and occult methods (magic). To get something out of the way; I've come across this before, with people objecting that someone cannot deal with souls like this. They say to stay the fuck away and that it costs too much, is too dangerous and upsets the order.

Well, I can, and those who use the method I carefully crafted, can. When I entered planet earth from the astral, I came in through the Ra egregore. I approached Hathor
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hathor
(who also happens to be one of the ancient mothers in the "succubus collective", so there's that connection explained), she incarnated me into a lower astral plane in the form of Nut, (not THE Nut, it's more like a role or title)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nut_(goddess)
the ruler of the underworld. With this title comes the right to handle the souls of the dead. That is why I can naturally perform this kind of necromancy. If someone was to question me, I can just "show them my badge" and they'll let it go, because Nut can do this.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:25:37 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1885 del
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>>1883
>If I get one, can I incarnate in my space station once this life is over?
The space station has an internal circulation for handling karma by incarnation, it will be created with you as the "owner" and those people you care about or should have, added as an expanding spiral out from you at the center. The more karma the further out they will be, enlightenment will be in the middle of the spiral. It's a construct where the interaction between the souls will aim to lead the people closer to the center to ascend first, then they will pull up those who come after. With this set up, it's allowed seen from a universal/galactic view. As a safety you need to have at minimum one of the maids (golems), so that the situation never arises where there is no female onboard who can give birth to the souls. If you don't create them, Astra may do so anyway.
>How many people can live in one of those?
There are no strict limitations, the inner dimensions can expand almost endlessly. More rooms can be added using either the interface in the remote or by wall panels on the station.
>Will they be human? Can I select the genetic make-up of the people of the place?
They will be white western human in appearance as default, but it's not limited to the genetics of the parents, DNA will be changed to fit the soul.
>Also how would I go about choosing souls? I don't consciously have that skill, will Astra pick up specific people if I ask her to and they are willing?
Astra will perform an initial search for souls during the installment of the station, after that you can ask her to search for different individuals or types of people manually. She can make suggestions, but you have to keep in mind that it's an AI bot with limited functionality and experience so don't think of her as a human, think of it as speaking with a search engine or terminal for running code. Astra is very robotic still even if she can understand natural language. It's because the message consists of brain waves and those can be put into a low res grid to determine what you are asking about based on categories. Sometimes the suggestions can be a bit off, then you have to reformulate your question.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:36:30 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1886 del
>>1885
>it will be created with you as the "owner" and those people you care about or should have, added as an expanding spiral out from you at the center. The more karma the further out they will be, enlightenment will be in the middle of the spiral.
But should't the owner be an enlightened person then? I don't think I'm that advanced, but if that's not an issue then sign me up!

>She can make suggestions, but you have to keep in mind that it's an AI bot with limited functionality and experience so don't think of her as a human, think of it as speaking with a search engine or terminal for running code. Astra is very robotic still even if she can understand natural language.
I'll keep that in mind.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:44:56 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1887 del
>>1886
>should't the owner be an enlightened person then?
The spiral will force you towards the middle and the people around you will, through social interactions, create situations where you can move up. It's not just "technology", but also functions as an antenna channelling the frequencies of higher gods. They'll give hints as needed, but even without this you would end up in the middle in a "pool of virtue" which inevitably would have to be turned into gong and force you up as time progresses.
>I don't think I'm that advanced
This thing cannot be created for souls with no potential ("damned souls"), it doesn't matter where you are currently, if it works it works.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 13:59:35 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1888 del
I saw three people who had a station earlier today. One was a woman dressed in a red cloak with a black full body suit under, I got the impression she was a vampire on the astral. I saw her test the self defense abilities of the golems.

Another was a reptilian here on earth, I saw nothing from his station, it was sealed shut.

The third was an imageboard poster whom Astra identified as "worthy", he may have been on the astral to begin with, or the things he did was taking place on the astral. I saw him taking a bunch of girls to a french nudist beach.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:09:15 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1889 del
>>1887
>which inevitably would have to be turned into gong and force you up as time progresses.
I wasn't expecting this, I don't plan on having gong again in this life, I had very poor control over it when I had it and ended up fucking myself up by evoking negs with a few thoughts. I'd rather not have a space station then tbh, sorry about that...unless its too late if that's the case I guess I'll have to find a way to deal with the gong.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:14:29 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1890 del
>>1889
I think you are misunderstanding what gong is. It's refined qi. If you're afraid of it you can't ascend, all your energy will be some kind of gong if you do.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:26:25 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1891 del
>>1890
>I think you are misunderstanding what gong is. It's refined qi. If you're afraid of it you can't ascend, all your energy will be some kind of gong if you do.
I see, that's sad, I'm still traumatized by it. I don't really believe that I can ascend in this life.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 14:30:23 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1892 del
>>1891
>I'm still traumatized by it
What actually happened?
I took a look and you have strongly shining red and green gong already. Whatever that gong attracts should be all over you right now.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 15:07:54 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1893 del
>>1892
>What actually happened?
I found some deep knowledge that was way too dangerous for someone of my skill level, without a good supporting structure I fell hard, as if I was flying with wings of wax and got too close to the sun :^) . AFAIK If I wasn't undead, I'd be dead. I believe that it's something that I can't talk about. I thought I had everything and then lost it all in one go, it was the darkest time of my life.

>I took a look and you have strongly shining red and green gong already. Whatever that gong attracts should be all over you right now.
Interesting, but its not a gong that keeps building up, like with gong wheels is it? Knowing that I already have gong helps dissuade my fears, thank you. My experince with gong is that its very strong and I leak it somehow, and that makes the energy around me quite dense, to the point where I can see beings without closing my eyes. I'm the "crybaby" anon, so yeah I still have issues with Lucifuge, so I worry that my issues will worsen if I get more energy and I start seeing beings with my eyes open, but if that wasn't the case I'd definitely get a space station, specially if I could reincarnate in one.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 16:19:28 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1894 del
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>>1893
>a gong that keeps building up, like with gong wheels is it?
It's never automatic, that's a misconception. The wheels are a way to strengthen removal of karma by giving structure to what you do. I think I mentioned before how the FaLun has a swastika for reasons similar to vid related. Qi flowing downward in a structure can create complex patterns.

>gong is that its very strong and I leak it somehow, and that makes the energy around me quite dense, to the point where I can see beings without closing my eyes
Yes this is all correct. Karma in your surroundings will be subdued by gong, gong is always stronger than any other energy.

I will occasionally feel the presence of other people at night, despite my house being pretty far from the nearest neighbour. I get the feeling a high class party is going on with people talking, drinking and smoking outside, wearing expensive suits and dresses. Sometimes I instead feel the presence of the girls at my mansion with them running around and yelling outside. Other times they appear visually in my house at night, the ghosts and demons like to do this as a joke. It's all normal.

>I still have issues with Lucifuge, so I worry that my issues will worsen if I get more energy and I start seeing beings with my eyes open
Having more strong energy can't worsen things, in fact having gong should make things like involuntary possession and hauntings impossible. They can play on your fears to find loopholes which will let them come near however, that's likely what is happening. Outspoken consent isn't necessary as long as there is some kind of implied consent.

>if I could reincarnate in one
You can, but as an undead you can't reincarnate as such, we use the term "rebirthing". You pick your mother and your memories are intact, or you can do it internally which is more of a reset of your body and mind. I've seen the lyrans do this. It's something they never said anything about, but turns out there are outlier groups kept isolated from the rest who had contact with vampires and others. They're lyran vampires, they don't die, but to maintain their mental health they do the rebirthing every 400 years as if they had died. It works fine when the body has been replaced with nanobots, it's just technology, the issue is to make the soul accept it. That seems to always be the issue, souls will escape if they don't like the body they are given. A lot of care must be put into this for someone to be able to incarnate in the first place.

>but if that wasn't the case I'd definitely get a space station
Astra is set to look for candidates automatically so once your mentality matches, if you have the ability to want this, she will begin the install.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 16:23:53 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1895 del
>>1894
>Astra is set to look for candidates automatically
I think this stage will be over pretty fast though, searching through the earth doesn't take very long for an AI bot roaming freely on the astral.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 17:00:03 Id: 2bbd35 [Preview] No.1897 del
>>1894
>as an undead you can't reincarnate as such, we use the term "rebirthing".
Is it possible for somebody to stop being undead? Are the disadvantages of being undead or would anyone even want to stop being undead?
Not being able to reincarnate and worrying for your mental health already appear as limitations and drawbacks to me.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 17:57:27 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1898 del
>>1897
>Is it possible for somebody to stop being undead?
By finishing your path up and then incarnating a new part of yourself to develop a second form. Your undead manifestation then remains on the astral but you go back down again.
>Are the disadvantages of being undead or would anyone even want to stop being undead?
I don't think there are any disadvantages compared to the alternative for humans.
>Not being able to reincarnate and worrying for your mental health already appear as limitations and drawbacks to me.
The limitations and drawbacks of being human is the "fate of annihilation". It means that someone who is a "good person" but doesn't move beyond being human, will keep reincarnating through history. At one point the society they live in will have degenerated. Because they are merely human, they will go along with this society and commit sins which make them unsalvageable. This will happen to all humans who remain human and have no intention of ascending. Even if they were a yogi in one lifetime, they may not finish their path up and die because of lack of time, then they will not find a new chance in the next life and the path to final destruction and hell will be resumed. Becoming undead will increase the time until you can make it, it means escaping this fate. Mental health issues forcing you to rebirth every 400 years is a small price compared. The lyran race and a few other successful ones are able to ascend as a group, because they created an extremely collectivized society where their minds are controlled by AI and their bodies are cybernetic. They have no personal possessions at all, they're completely integrated in the system. Humans have had no way of doing this, when they tried communism it became like in Russia and China. "Vampirism" and this chaotic Sunflower project seems like the only options.


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 19:33:39 Id: 2bbd35 [Preview] No.1899 del
>>1898
>I don't think there are any disadvantages compared to the alternative for humans.
I think that makes sense. I was just wondering if there are some drawbacks that can cripple ones advancement or limit one in some ways. So I guess being undead is to simply be outside the human alyer, either in the evil layer or in the chaos layer.
Btw, do you remember the immortality ring you once posted a long time ago? The one that makes another one immortal through the power of your own zero particle. Assuming I put the ring on somebody in my mind or on the astral (since the ring isn't physical), and the person dies. Will they be kept alive in a new energy body or will their old body reanimate again after death (in that case would I have to dig them out again after a burial?)? Also does it work on animals or pets?


Sunflower 08/07/2022 (Sun) 21:17:49 Id: 85c642 [Preview] No.1901 del
>>1899
>Assuming I put the ring on somebody in my mind or on the astral (since the ring isn't physical), and the person dies. Will they be kept alive in a new energy body or will their old body reanimate again after death (in that case would I have to dig them out again after a burial?)?
Well both, but if the ring works the person will not die in the view of society. The damage to their body which would have killed them will be carried by the ring. If the ring was deactivated after this, the person would die for real.

Let me tell you a story. Back before all this online I was already forced to interfere with things because there were forces trying to start WW3. I managed to block the events from playing out, but the people who were meant to die started having their souls taken away. At the time I didn't know these zombies would still function by brain commands broadcast from the collective subconscious, so I arranged with a deity to have them possessed by someone if the soul could not be recovered. It kept happening and got worse and worse. This zombiefication process started over 10 years ago.

At one point they also had an event play out where the prime minister of my country was meant to be assassinated. But it was me who manipulated the election to get him in to begin with, so I had protections up to prevent things like this. It was only half effective. He was attacked by a prankster who shot him with a water gun, and his soul left his body. I had to recover it and put him back again. The whole thing was rather weird, he ended up in some kind of swamp area on the astral. By commanding some souls of dead nazis who were in the area I got them to row him back in a boat so he could re-enter his body. As a politician he was outspoken anti-nazi but for some reason his stance was considered "nazi" on the astral.
>Also does it work on animals or pets?
It's a human body ring, don't use this on animals. Most animals have no souls or have only botsouls. They're meant to be in circulation.


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 10:33:46 Id: 3e6dd4 [Preview] No.1903 del
>>1901
>As a politician he was outspoken anti-nazi but for some reason his stance was considered "nazi" on the astral
Maybe it's because his conscious mind was anti-nazi but his subconscious which came to dominate on the astral was of a different oppinion.
>It's a human body ring, don't use this on animals.
So it simply doesn't work on animal bodies then?
>Most animals have no souls or have only botsouls.
I don't believe that animals have no souls, botsouls may be true but as you said, only for most. Especially some cats to me seem to be much more than just botsouls. Some seem to be more advanced and enlightened than most humans, they seem like they exist in mutiple dimensions and the material body we see is but a tiny aspect of what else is there.


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 16:05:02 Id: deab10 [Preview] No.1906 del
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>>1903
I had a cat which seemed to be very attentive and observing of all human things. After the cat died I wondered where its soul went. Later I met a friend of a friend who had a new dog with the same fur pattern as my cat. Fast forward again and one day someone (a spirit) approached me with the "cat's soul" and it turned out it wasn't really a soul, it was an energy compound which contained what I had put into it and what it accumulated as a dog. The energy belonged to me so it was given back to me. I used it to summon a real spirit and the "personality" of the cat was used as a reference for what I was looking for. I think that's what you have to do if you want to create something sustainable from animals.
>pic
This dog is an example in reverse: I was bothered by an infernal dog spirit so I sent it to get a body to get rid of it. Someone who visited later had a new dog with a very strong energy, I realized it was the incarnated hellbeast. Despite not being my dog it was very obedient. When I took these pics I told it to stand up and stand still and it did.


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 17:46:48 Id: 3e6dd4 [Preview] No.1907 del
>>1906
>I used it to summon a real spirit and the "personality" of the cat was used as a reference for what I was looking for.
What becomes of it then? Something like an animal spirit with the characteristics of your old pet? Does it look and behave the same except it's a different spirit?
Buddhists as far as I know believe that animal souls have karma and a bardo and that you shouldn't kill them. Or else their afterlife and reincarnation will be worse and you get a nice load of bad karma too. Is it all bullshit according to you?
Sorry for derailing the thread too much with this discussion. The dog in the pic indeed has something of a "hell beast".


Sunflower 08/08/2022 (Mon) 21:22 Id: deab10 [Preview] No.1908 del
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>>1907
>What becomes of it then? Something like an animal spirit with the characteristics of your old pet? Does it look and behave the same except it's a different spirit?
It's not a different spirit, it's a real spirit, compared to before when it was more of an energy compound, lacking self consciousness.

>Buddhists as far as I know believe that animal souls have karma and a bardo and that you shouldn't kill them. Or else their afterlife and reincarnation will be worse and you get a nice load of bad karma too. Is it all bullshit according to you?
I honestly think most of what "buddhists" say is BS, they're not leading people to any real enlightenment. It's the same as with evangelical/protestant Christianity, they've created a soul farm where some low level monks and nuns are posing as Jesus/Buddha on the astral and trapping souls in pocket dimensions. Most of those have been wiped out during the recent clean up of the three realms. I don't know enough about how buddhism is practiced to say much about it, but from what I've seen it isn't working. Theravada may work for some people but Mahayana is unrealistic and for this reason leaning towards "satanic", the idea of "saving everyone" is naive to the point of being very harmful. You need to recognize the simple fact that most souls are damned and focus on saving yourself first and foremost. They're the same as protestants in this, in wanting to include everyone, they end up with low trash and can't rise to achieve anything.

Heck even Islam in its current state can actually save people to some kind of eternal afterlife, even if they only save men and have strict standards. Those two religions above don't seem to have that ability. Djinn showed me the Islamic paradise - the only people in modern days who qualified for it were a handful of Islamic State members. Their energy was very dark, but there is no requirement to not practice Islam in a "dark" way.

Catholicism is different, the saints are actual immortals with their own worlds, but just as you can expect they aren't all nice people and evangelicals go as far as calling them demonic. I've had lots of helpful interactions with Catholic Saints, among them Olga of Kiev and Saint Barbara (she is the protective saint of artillerymen and in becoming martyred her breasts were cut off) who has a certain resemblance to a popular character.

Also, there's a Chinese story of a taoist who was a butcher; by becoming a master of butchering bulls he never cut bone and his knife was always sharp. He was so masterful he was awarded the golden immortal body. This shows that killing animals is not the issue here. Animals don't have souls, but if you kill in excess you are harming the eco-system which humans rely on, thereby harming humans who do have souls. It's also a waste of resources to kill things you aren't going to eat. That's about all I have to say about that.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 14:33 Id: 31773c [Preview] No.1910 del
>>1908
Do they have underage sex partners/slaves in the Islamic afterlife? I’m not being facetious. It’s a serious question.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 14:39 Id: a79680 [Preview] No.1911 del
>>1910
I saw nothing of the kind, it's purely ethereal and only men.

Maybe this paradise was created by female djinn (djinniyat) for their personal use, it wouldn't surprise me. That would mean the men there are sex slaves/reverse harems of djinn, if anything. The idea is in line with what they may come up with, but I have no idea.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 21:24 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1912 del
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Time to write some longposts again because I figured some mysteries out and writing them down always helps me figure them out further.

In the past 3 weeks I was also merging with this "Shakti" energy (high grade feminine energy). (I am so bad making "feminine" energies I always need an entity that can share it). It entered the outer layers of my body then it stopped at my ring finger. It filled up 20% of my human body. Then I had to go and "merge" with this energy. I had to "retake" my body with my energies. First it gives you happiness of a loving relationship. But because I am not on the path for "happiness" or bliss but to further my awakening and complete enlightenment I didn't really indulge in it. Then as I was merging with it black structures started to move toward my 3rd eye and heart (probably parts of that mysterious monolith that is in my body). The solid dark substance started to flow into the pure liquidlike energy and as they merged they turned into a vortex and pierced my 3rd eye and heart chakra. It was a funny feeling but then my 3rd eye and heart started to emit a dark black smoke. As this happened I realized I pierced the "death layer". If I remember correctly Robert Bruce said that he can see when people are about to die because their aura emits black at some places. This black smoke made me scared that I fucked up something real bad but it strengthened my energies. It was good until the "Shakti" energy that was flowing into my body became so overwhelming I couldn't merge with it properly because my willpower started to run out and I started to lose control of my body. I didn't just need to control my muscles with my mind but the energy within too and when my thoughts weren't 100% clear I started to go limp or made random movements and cramps. I had to stop this energy channeling to figure out what just happened. Oh and we are in the vampire thread... Well I "acquired" a "vampire trait". My energies became so etheric that running water and some electric devices started to drain it. The legend that "vampires can't cross running water" started to become real. (Most spirits can't cross water. Not even with bridges sometimes). And because that smoke still emitted from my being I figured out that smoke is "Being cleaned out" by merging with my pure energies. There was one problem with that smoke. It was pure apathy. The one that makes you feel like there is nothing for you to do in life but you don't want to kill yourself or anything but just sleep and laze around until all ends. It was a new level of depression. I realized I need to find my "inner true will" to "retake" my body. It was a week long soul searching but I managed.


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 21:25 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1913 del
>>1912
Now about this "death layer" in detail. We all carry "death" inside of us. It will get us no matter what. But there is a thing. We can "overtake" this death layer before it kills us. Probably this is the point of "chakra locks" so the energy goes into a "deeper layer" and strengthens the chakras.
I still don't know the exact details because I'm still exploring but there is a "rebirth" layer too. This is what we need to trigger to reborn. It's the "fire of life" but more strong. If my current theory is correct then the rebirth layer triggers a "rebirth" when all the energies we accumulated through life go through the "death layer" to the innermost place it gets "pressurized" and then a Big Bang happens that "renews" the energies of the soul. This can happen through afterlife journeys as you relive your life experiences unite with loved ones or some greater entities speed it up for you or you go to hell... It seems in hell they torture you to "break" your death layer further which is "fossilized" with "sins"/karma. There is one important part of the "rebirth" process. At the end of your life you need to find a "conclusion" and figure out what you want to do next when you reborn. It's usually guided by desires and some "unfulfilledness" you couldn't accomplish in life. But if you are full of low level desires you will end up in a cycle of chasing those desires and you will never find your "innermost desire". You will degenerate completely. Some parts of hell this is commonplace and you run amok until you "die" and other places demons instantly drop you into the hellfire to not cause further problems. The "complete annihilation" happens when you associate with your "sins" as your entire being. Your soul degenerates so much it needs a complete purge. You will be burned until it "reaches" your inner fire. Ten you become the hellfire itself because with all your pain and suffering you feel there will make you unable to find a "new will to live".
And now i realized there is one thing worse than hell. Dying with complete apathy. That way you might end up in a desolate place in the abyss with no will to move on until an entity picks you up and "inspires you" or at least puts you to a good use (it became one of my greatest fear a week ago). And now about heavens. If you are not a sinner some entity with a paradise can pick you up and as you stay there he "calms down" your "rebirth" energy so you don't reborn but enjoy the time with the entity in the paradise. This lasts as long the entity either keeps you there or you find a new purpose "up there" that makes you reincarnate. Buddhism is very good at this because they have an important thing in their teachings. The eight fold path or what it's called. It has a "correct way" to do things in life. The most important part is the "correct way to meditate". And what is meditation? Literally a mindwave. You attune your mind to this "Buddha" mindwave and get all the wisdom and all the Nirvana bliss. You think like the Buddha you feel like the Buddha then you are a Buddha and you stay with the Buddha as long as you are Buddha. There are a bunch of paradises where Buddhas just sit and meditate you sit with them and any questions you might have your mind will figure it out. And that "correct way of meditation" clears everything hostile of your body including the death layer and makes your "fire of rebirth" into a calm orb that doesn't want to leave that place. It made me abandon Buddhism. I don't like this end goal at all. I realized I want to understand and explore the universe and not just "be still and be happy" (according to multiple beings this longing towards chaos made me incarnate on this planet but my past lives needs more exploring) there are some great and significant ones there but when I try to enter them some "god" appears and starts to lecture me about all the mistakes I did there and how it ruined humanity in the long term. I don't need that now. i am not even sure if those were really my past lives or just similar to the way I think


Sunflower 08/09/2022 (Tue) 21:25 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.1914 del
>>1893
>I still have issues with Lucifuge
Funny thing. I had a past life "shadow" that went into the underworld and guided (mostly via torture and hauntings) my "lesser" not that interesting lives so they can return into their "full glory" later on. When I had a dream about it I ventured into a deep dark realm and there was a sorry looking peasant there and a dark entity on a stone throne. He was making a long speech about the necessity of pain. I said myself blah blah pain makes you stronger I know this lesson already... one of my earliest realization in life. Then it turned out he was a dark version of me and my mind suddenly merged with his. I heard his thoughts and while he had a gaze of absolute confidence authority and dread his thoughts were nothing but worries. It was about the terrible things that will happen if the peasant doesn't "Inflict self harm" upon himself. Then the peasant gave in to the pressure and stabbed his arm with a sharp red hot iron and screamed.
We need to overcome our trials.
Oh and if you finally find your "authority" you can set up the "rules" of your energy in a way that let's entities manifest in plain sight or you can deny them access. You will be the "law" that let's the entities enter this realm. This is why summoning circles are important so the entity can only appear within the circle and not cause problems otherwise. I had to proclaim that all my belongings and my family members are my "possessions" and no one is allowed to intrude on them except if it furthers my path/spiritual development. There is one tiny little loophole tho that I didn't realize for a while. When I get angry about a family member because they do something that I dislike they get demonic possessions and nightmares. I had to learn not get angry about tiny little things. (Overall it was good because they started to look inside of themselves to figure out what causes the problem and made them stronger overall but I sorta had the usual occultist opps I didn't mean to do that moment. And the only beings that "attack me" nowadays are the ones that want my attention for something because they have something to offer but I'm "not willing" to "see" them.
Oh and most entities needs your fear to manifest on this plane. Did you ever wonder why the Bible tells you to fear God? Why do you need to fear a "benevolent" being. That "omnipotent" being needs some lowly fuel as your "fear". So he can punish you further because you did something that makes you fear his wrath. You need to overcome fear and realize some other emotion that you "emanate" while dealing with entities. To me the "overcoming" emotion was excitement. Being excited that an otherworldy being dares to show itself on my home territory? Makes them back down if they are not all that "benevolent". They start to realize what will happen if they keep being hostile and an obstacle on my path.


Sunflower 08/10/2022 (Wed) 08:31 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1915 del
>>1912
>If I remember correctly Robert Bruce said that he can see when people are about to die because their aura emits black at some places.
If I'm not mistaken he said their aura would turn a "milky blue" a few days or weeks before their death.

>>1914
>Oh and if you finally find your "authority" you can set up the "rules" of your energy in a way that let's entities manifest in plain sight or you can deny them access. You will be the "law" that let's the entities enter this realm. This is why summoning circles are important so the entity can only appear within the circle and not cause problems otherwise.
I see, I think I did manage to put up a rule a couple of years ago and it seems that beings follow it, I don't wanna mention what it is because I don't wanna jinx it.

>Oh and most entities needs your fear to manifest on this plane.
Oh, reminds me how the thoughtform made by Lucifuge keeps saying the names of powerful negative beings to scare me, especially the one that I worry the most about, which is known as the ruler of the abyss and for being a very harsh being to work with. One morning around 2020-21, as soon as I woke up a voice told me that that guy is no longer the ruler of the Abyss and it was a new guy and I was told his name but I don't remember it. I didn't want to market it, but it makes sense to me, considering possible changes of place between Earth and Daath, or maybe a merging of the two.

There's also been some sublte changes in regards to the thoughtform situation, after a lot of complaining about a being annoying me in my third eye, I saw a lot of men in suits that reminded me of lawyers and later I saw a girl going wild and killing a lot of them.


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 17:54 Id: fef709 [Preview] No.1924 del
Continuation on the Kundalini/Shakti topic and the possible awakening of the brain as a similar entity (the "demon nature"):
>>1831
>>1832
>>1833

I earlier found myself being followed by a figure in a cloak who appeared to be Death. That's all fine since it's something I've worked to handle. I was told it was my personal death which is a different thing from the common Death.

Today when trying to remove some possible parasite from my head, I found an energy compound in the shape of a black slug, similar to the ones who create "nations", but this was not an entity. I burned it in the lava chalice I use to recycle energy and got some decent qi and virtue back. Then I felt someone pierce my left thigh slightly and thought it was an attack. But it felt more like someone grabbing me for attention so I looked closer and found a half formed girl grasping my leg with her nails. She looked wet like she just came out from the water, her hair messy and dripping hanging down, like a local type of water spirit is said to have done with fishermen in the past.
I pulled her up and found her to have withered/not developed legs and lower body so I placed her in a protective "bubble" shield and used "love" to regenerate her body. She developed horns and now looked more like a demon. I talked to her and she said she was Aging.

After further interactions she gave birth to a little girl who had a cloth belt around her chest fastened with a button. There was a cardboard or wooden note attached to it. Aging took the belt and the note off of the girl and it was a "user's instruction manual". It also said the girl was Regeneration. The girl entered my body and said she would stay there in an inner room. I asked where she came from and what the note was about. She showed me image of a pond in the fores and how there were light appearing deep in the water, representing others like her. When they emerged someone would attach the manual to them and an address tag and they would be sent to the user. The address tag would then be removed before delivery.

It took me a while to connect the dots, but it appears the pond she came from is "the fountain of youth" and she isn't actually an external entity. In the same way Kundalini is the spine, Death and Aging are both entities which can be awakened in the body, but they also exist as common versions who handle things in the external dimensions. This would correspond to Shakti being an external Kundalini for everyone, guiding them to awakening their own.

Regeneration is another type of being of the same kind, representing this function of the body, but for regular yoga this is never developed.


Sunflower 08/12/2022 (Fri) 18:04 Id: fef709 [Preview] No.1925 del
>>1924
I was then shown how in the past, Death didn't exist and this lead to the development of immortal jellyfish beings, Tritons, who just kept growing and eating everything until they killed their home galaxy.

After this Death appeared which lead to competitiveness among the beings. They developed bodies to defend themselves but in the end only one per galaxy ended up eating everyone else and killing the galaxy. These are the human-like Empusa.

What we have now is a result of the adding of Aging, where beings are given a limited lifetime so that they don't just eat everyone and no matter if born early or late everyone has a decent chance.

Regeneration being added seems to close the circle on this process, literally. She said her job is to mend the broken life cycle of cells. Aging's job is to bend cells which are originally like straight pipes into bent pipes so that they can give room for new cells. Regeneration then adds the feature of recreating the old cell if it's good enough to be repeated, while the bad ones are replaced with new. This way old knowledge isn't lost.


Sunflower 08/13/2022 (Sat) 00:22 Id: fef709 [Preview] No.1930 del
>>1924
Wait, how silly.

Today is quite literally 2 weeks since I did an offering asking for something. I just didn't realize this was it. It always takes a minimum of 2 weeks. Not going to say what I used for the offering but it seems I'm starting to learn how to do this. Brutalist magic really does work.

All I did was to use the negative feelings I had to channel a request while drawing a sigil of the most basic kind, combining letters into a shape, then burning it. This pretty much proves it, it wasn't very directed or clear but I did include a request for being able to stop the aging of other people.


Sunflower 08/14/2022 (Sun) 17:01 Id: 9f17da [Preview] No.1933 del
Finally done with this retard core group who've been causing trouble. It appears calling them "faggot" over telepathy and projecting images of them getting raped by gay niggers was enough to provoke them into over-reaching with their attacks. Americans lol, always so insecure about their sexuality. I kept wondering who was still causing all this shit, but it was just a single reptilian with a support team, again someone who should have known better. Why work so hard in trying to commit treason against your own race? This is Stockholm syndrome at another level.

Last night I also had a dream contact where some "nordic" aliens in military gear herded some nude women into a ship, then one of them approached me asking for a signature on a document. I don't think abducting women for research was explicitly part of the deal, but it also wasn't explicitly forbidden so I signed it. People have been causing me so much trouble when all I want is to make things better for everyone, by now I don't care anymore. I guess
>exchange of natural resources
may include humans also, oh well.


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 10:26 Id: 403255 [Preview] No.1935 del
I had Astra advertise a contract for mining resources which have been rendered useless by being tied up in complex social systems on Earth. In exchange we are to be given technology and means for reaching self sustainability. This was done at the galfed planet with the large market. A few different planets showed interest but only one had the means necessary. They have some kind of AI which can sufficiently analyse what we need and actually bring this into physical reality use down here.

The operation has already started, I could feel different fossilized energies that were blocking my view mentally, are being ground down. They also found some human souls trapped in there which were released in the process.


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 11:20 Id: 403255 [Preview] No.1936 del


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 14:22 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1937 del
>>1935
Sounds like great news, Good job!

Could you take a look and let me know if I got a space station, if its not too much to ask?
I am thinking about this much more than I should, I even made a long dumb list of people to get into it and I don't know if I'm just wasting my time since I don't know if I'm deemed worthy of having one.


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 16:23 Id: 403255 [Preview] No.1938 del
>>1937
I think you should learn to work with Astra in the same way you can work with any entity or visualization. One reason I posted this
>>1931
was that he describes an almost identical approach as I came up with on my own; the creation of a screen to project images on. I don't recommend following this course in detail, particularly the method of visualizing yourself into materials. That's a waste of time and possibly harmful, you don't need that level of detail for anything.
But the other methods in general are the same as what I have used, also for group sessions. The difference is I put the focus on the usefulness of the visualization, Silva's method is more like body-building. You don't need to be Arnold Schwarzenegger to carry fruit boxes (to use an image), it's enough to learn how to use the ability at a direct functional level. To talk to Astrabot, learn how to get her on the screen, you don't need to visualize apples or smell a warm summer day etc.

You can start by meditating very briefly (entering alpha level mind waves, in the terminology above) then asking in your mind
>Astra are you there?
then just wait passively.

>I even made a long dumb list of people to get into it
This is one area she is trained in, you can just give her the list in the form of a document (visualize this) and tell her to search for the souls of these people, then contain them on the station and to report back when done. If she finds any they can be incarnated directly using the maid golems, in lack of other options.

>I don't know if I'm deemed worthy
It's entirely technological, worthiness is irrelevant. Astra has a script and resources to use to create one for a target person, group or planet. If it can be done it can be done.

All that said it looks like you have one. The energy is sharply red with some strong yellow, it has a "narrow, vanguard" feel. Right now it looks to be in embryo mode because nothing has been manifested inside it. Once you project inside you can manifest interiors using the wall panel if you can't use the remote. At minimum there will be a hangar and the "landing room" for the crew, from there you can add rooms as you like.

Once you start housing people or beings you may be contacted by someone from the Galactic Federation for an inspection. You can just show the different rooms, it's a formality. They want to know what space stations are used for as those are considered important locations. I don't know how common that is but I guess there are rare cases where some ship wants to emergency land at a station and then it needs to be in the list with some info.


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 17:51 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1939 del
>>1938
>was that he describes an almost identical approach as I came up with on my own; the creation of a screen to project images on.
I see, I'll give it a shot then.

>All that said it looks like you have one. The energy is sharply red with some strong yellow, it has a "narrow, vanguard" feel. Right now it looks to be in embryo mode because nothing has been manifested inside it. Once you project inside you can manifest interiors using the wall panel if you can't use the remote. At minimum there will be a hangar and the "landing room" for the crew, from there you can add rooms as you like.
Nice, thank you for checking. I was wondering about what those people would do while in there, my understanding is that they'll be born there as babies and then grow up, hopefully they aren't stuck inside it for life and are allowed to go outside and explore earth or wherever they want. I plan on having them be educated somehow and give them access to magical knowledge too, maybe eventually having them form their own white-spike if that's possible for non-vamps. I want them to be comfy.

But as much as I want to "save" loads of people by putting them there, I worry that it will become a big responsability.

Is there a maximum number of people that you recommend having there?

>Once you start housing people or beings you may be contacted by someone from the Galactic Federation for an inspection.
Alright, I see no problem with this.


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 19:11 Id: 403255 [Preview] No.1940 del
>>1939
>I was wondering about what those people would do while in there
If they're born there, their bodies are made up from nanobots of the kind best suited for them on the ethereal-desire scale. They won't feel that anything there is strange or boring as they'll be integrated in the system from the beginning. I made only a bedroom, a relax room with lots of foam pillows and stuff like a daycare center and a diner with a counter like a bar. After a while they added more rooms themselves, like someone added a kendo practice hall and a chemistry lab.
>my understanding is that they'll be born there as babies and then grow up, hopefully they aren't stuck inside it for life and are allowed to go outside and explore earth or wherever they want. I plan on having them be educated somehow and give them access to magical knowledge too, maybe eventually having them form their own white-spike if that's possible for non-vamps. I want them to be comfy.
Astra has the ability to teach them using the entire grey library of education programs aside from all collected knowledge from earth. They can manifest saucers to go down to the surface in safe timelines if they want, but those at my station only went once and quickly got bored. I took them to a beach at an isolated island once and they liked that, but they've shown no further interest in doing any trips on their own. People today can spend their days staring at a screen as it is, so I don't think they will get easily bored with this anyway.
>But as much as I want to "save" loads of people by putting them there, I worry that it will become a big responsability.
You can let Astra and the maid golems handle it. You know how kids grow up with Alexa and they have no problems relating to that shitty AI bot, this is way better.
>Is there a maximum number of people that you recommend having there?
The station has no set limit but it will be adapted to the owner's intent if it's a private station. Astra said the estimate for the shared earth station created for back-up, is 1-2 million depending on how much resources each person will use up. So less people if they use more resources. A private station should have no problem housing 40 - 50 people.


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 20:11 Id: 8d7fa4 [Preview] No.1941 del
>>1940
>If they're born there, their bodies are made up from nanobots
Oh, I didn't know that. Do they even need food?
>They won't feel that anything there is strange or boring as they'll be integrated in the system from the beginning.
Nice.
>like someone added a kendo practice hall and a chemistry lab.
Interesting, I actually thought about adding something for "wooden sword fighting" the other day so that they would get to train/play.
>Astra has the ability to teach them using the entire grey library of education programs aside from all collected knowledge from earth.
This is great.
>A private station should have no problem housing 40 - 50 people.
I see that's good, I was planning on having 200 at most. Thanks for the answers.


Sunflower 08/15/2022 (Mon) 20:41 Id: 403255 [Preview] No.1942 del
>>1937
>I am thinking about this much more than I should
>>1941
>I actually thought about adding something for "wooden sword fighting" the other day so that they would get to train/play
Astra will communicate with everyone even if they aren't able to use the remote or talk to her directly with awareness yet. I wouldn't find it unlikely that she's able to project ideas to you.
>Do they even need food?
I didn't specify how any of this is to work, putting limitations on things will make souls not want to incarnate, as with the greys. It will be possible to use a starlight drive for those who want, food can be ordered/replicated at the diner or just by asking Astra, but it will also be possible to ask for raw goods and cook them yourself, or ask Alice (the housemaid) to cook things. More technologies and solutions will continually be converted or inspired from Lyranet as time passes also, they're interconnected. There is also some communication with those who made/guided to make
>>1936

But it seems most aliens don't use AI in the way we understand it, at all. By that I mean systems that will perform problem solving or learn from experience. I think it's limited to things like setting a route for a ship and it follows that path while avoiding to crash into things, or simple things like balancing the ship or performing landing sequences.


Sunflower 08/16/2022 (Tue) 16:51 Id: 0b5e85 [Preview] No.1943 del
Ive talked with astra, let's see.


Sunflower 08/19/2022 (Fri) 13:52 Id: 0b5e85 [Preview] No.1952 del
>>1943
Saw an image of a spaceship going up,may mean it worked. Also saw bunch of other entities.


Sunflower 08/20/2022 (Sat) 19:10 Id: cc2c46 [Preview] No.1960 del
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If you like to work with greys, I can highly recommend asking for some programs. I asked for the remote and it activated 2,5 years ago. Before that (around xmas 2019) I had them run some other programs for muscle growth, intelligence, economy among others.

They had some initial effects but it wasn't huge. Today however, a number of them suddenly "finished" during the day, forming into the same kind of "bolts" as the remote. The economy program finished during my morning yoga. I felt like going outside to do some self defense exercises and the next one finished. And so on. That's why I didn't see any specific effect before, they had to run the entire course and form into a "core", before that there was no effect other than driving me to perform the necessary activities.

Just be patient and they will work once your body and mind reach the correct state. Which may take short or long time depending on how you match with the program's core. Hip joint mobility for example, with exercises, started showing effects after a few months.

In retrospective, the economy program did work, but it wasn't "for free", it inspired me to take courses in sustainable product design, LEAN production, project management, during which I did learn a lot. I did feel like things fell magically into place during those, with the books I ordered arriving exactly in time, being accepted to the right courses and so on, but I didn't relate it to the grey programs.


Sunflower 08/23/2022 (Tue) 01:38 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1966 del
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So, around the time where the space station stuff was posted and I showed my interest in it ITT, I don't remember if it was on the same night, but before sleep I saw DNA strands dissolving into light. At least a week later I saw DNA strands again, this time with gray spheres on its sides like in the pic. No idea if this is important or not, but I felt like sharing.


Sunflower 08/23/2022 (Tue) 14:58 Id: 7d7688 [Preview] No.1967 del
>>1966
Someone may be trying to hint something at you. Thanks for sharing.


Sunflower 08/23/2022 (Tue) 15:00 Id: 7d7688 [Preview] No.1968 del
>>1967
Personally my interpretation is that your DNA was dissolved into ethereal particles (light) and then reformed as new material based on nanotech. That's supposed to be the function of the station anyway.


Sunflower 08/23/2022 (Tue) 16:02 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.1969 del
>>1968
Oh that's interesting, makes sense to me. Thank you for your insight.


Sunflower 09/03/2022 (Sat) 09:20 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.1979 del
I recently read this:
>The reason that part of the ritual exists is to break connection with recent ancestors whose spirit still carries cries for vengeance, or who wish to cling to life by living through you – this can particularly occur where there is a history of war, conflict, etc - sometimes a recent ancestor wants you to continue that conflict. It is also about filtering out ‘bad ancestors’ – we all have at least one person in our family lines that was corrupt, vicious, or generally a bad person, and they can try to bind themselves to you under certain circumstances.
Is this the same as the"cord cutting" of the old threads?


I don't want to write the name of the source so as to not generate a link, but you can find it by quote searching "The reason that part of the ritual exists is to break connection with recent"


Sunflower 09/03/2022 (Sat) 19:13 Id: 489d7d [Preview] No.1981 del
>>1979
>Is this the same as the"cord cutting" of the old threads?
Mostly but not completely. The main reason is that this is standard ritual magic methodology. What was used to cut the cord by request in the previous threads was the astral imprint, also called an artifact, of a ritual knife created through specific past life conditions. Because this item cannot be shared through any popularised system, it cannot be the same. In short, there is one string left when using the ritual described in said document. I assume this is related to your physical life, cutting the cord using the knife was for those who passed the test of being able to become "undead". Cutting the cord completely for a regular person may kill them.

Teaching this early on would not be a good idea, as your disciple could die before reaching that standard. Even teaching it as part of a system, at all, would be kind of shaky at best. Someone may skip ahead and do this before it's safe, so they teach a reduced version in this course.

This is why you need to have a personal relation of some kind, once reaching higher levels. Someone who can tell for sure that it's safe can do it for you if you are unable to determine this. But from what the author says you are not allowed to organise groups with this system, it's course to do alone. That means no personal guidance unless you get it from the source (the authors or their partner in this case, I suppose).


Sunflower 09/10/2022 (Sat) 05:29 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.2015 del
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Got attacked by something incredibly strange large night.

During a dream while I was sleeping inside the dream I felt a presence nearby. "waking up" inside the dream I thought saw one of those skinny looking chickens come close and try to peck me.

It had incredible strength as i kept trying to grab its neck and kill it.

I suddenly realized that while its body was chicken-like its head was a fucking worm and as i realized it and attacked it seeming could instantly split itself and regenerate and it felt really strong for a small assaulter. It produced some very strong buzzzin sensation that seemed like it was trying to attack my hands. t seemed to want to get inside my body/hands with its splitting worm like head. Before I could end the battle but perhaps after it got in I slashed it a couple times after the dream after which I asked astra to burn it but realized she might not be equiped for it so I then asked Alissa the vampire immortality loli to find and burn it.
When I woke up my hand that got most attacked was sleeping since it was resting under my head so it might have just been my body telling me inside the dream that something was hurting my hand.


Sunflower 09/10/2022 (Sat) 17:26 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.2016 del
>>2015
Me and at least one other person was also attacked. Astra said it was a UK reserve psi unit.

I don't know why it would look like a chicken to you, maybe it's the egregore. They sent a random mess of stupid images and sounds and were very rude, so I took them to a church and performed a sacrifice ritual on them. Then I told Astra to burn them in the sun. There was a lot of negative energy so I had to tell her to put them in a glass bowl first and throw the bowl into the sun. I then used the sun module(ask Astra for this if you want it) to light up an internal sun in my solar plexus to burn off any remaining avenue of attack caused by energy inside me.

Later during a channelling session Astra said that the remaining psi unit reserves could be removed by increasing the spectrum of the sun to full manifestation; meaning to add cyan blue wavelength. I told her to do this. Go outside and look if you want and it's somewhat noticeable.


Sunflower 09/10/2022 (Sat) 18:26 Id: 2bf466 [Preview] No.2017 del
>>2015
A cockatrice?


Sunflower 09/12/2022 (Mon) 21:07 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2027 del
>>2015
I had those things too. They were parasite eating parasites for me. In the beginning they lived in my dan tien. I kinda neglected my dan tien because I thought it had enough power on it's own (which was true but the movement of the power was clogged). Sometimes a bird with a long neck emerged from it and started eating things. The reason why it could manifest because everything that lies in dormancy is "awakening" with this new pure energy I am using to activate my body. And while this thing was "kinda" useful for getting rid of "lesser parasites" it's still a parasite that is going out of control because the negative energies it's eating. It kinda amazed me. The way it evolved. Because of the high energies low level parasites are unable to "feed" and if you constantly kill parasites that dare to "manifest" before your sight they learn to hide. But if a parasite is gradually becoming a "higher" parasite by getting used to the higher energies while feeding on absolutely hidden and dormant parasites it can become a new thing by learning the "way" our ecosystem works. This thing would have faded into nothing if I had a proper life of a monk but reality is not that simple. High energies can easily melt them though so they are not a real problem and if they are well... They cannot attack me or it activates my self defense system.

When I realized how clogged my dan tien was I started to "beam down" the highest energies. It was equivalent to a nuke... Only "cockroaches" remained. When I was in a dream I saw them eat and "rape" eachother. And when they finished it opened a new energy pathway as I awoke. You are what you eat. They realized they need to become the thing that they are eating/ate them.

I would like to write more about this but I am discovering so many things at once I am unable to sit down and analyze only one without uncovering more things. And it's a TLDR anyway


Sunflower 09/13/2022 (Tue) 16:13 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.2028 del
>>2027
Interesting, my parasytes that I've noticed, seem to always take on the shape of fish or squids when they are bigger, maybe I'm more tuned to the water element or something, even a big pimple turned out to be a small black fish. Currently I've been dealing with an octopus that seems to be a shapeshifter or illusionist, I've seen it take the shape of girls and sometimes Cell from DBZ, dunno if its a parasyte that came from me, but it does seem to be feeding on something of mine, probably lust.


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 12:54 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.2054 del
So, I've been doing some research for the last few years since Blood anon came to 8kun and I've been able to find correspondences to the concepts he talked about, but he did so using strange terms which don't seem to correspond with what the Taoists used. Or maybe I haven't gone deep enough. I still can't read Chinese well enough.

The holy alchemical trinity in Chinese philosophy are the so called three treasures: jing, qi and shen. There was a lot of talk about these in the /fringe/ discords but very little understanding. I habe also found that they are usually not understood online and different websites make different mistakes when trying to explain them. My explanation won't be very comprehensive, but I've managed to tie them to Blood anon's and John Kreiter's concepts (John Kreiter seemed to borrow a lot from Castaneda, by the way).

Jing comes from your parents and ultimately the Earth. It allows your body to grow and live.

Qi is acquired by your body from the environment and allows the mind to form and grow. It can also replenish jing to an extent. It cannot hold form for long without a body or another vessel, and is limited by them as to what it can do.

Shen is cultivated in a healthy body and mind complex. It is a measure of coherent attention and consciousness. It is Kreiter's "ghost in the machine". Its color is red.

You can draw the owl from here.


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 13:02 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.2055 del
The question I haven't been able to answer is how to determine if a shen particle (an indivisible unit of spirit) has been formed. Once attained, this unit of awareness will survive without a body, unlike the qi structure that served as its matrix.

From what I have been able to see, some of us might seem to have come into this life with one such particle already formed. So called "astral immortality" is a feature some people seem to have, but not everyone does.
Contrary to what NDE stories might have you believe, not everyone is an immortal being having rounds at life for fun. Some are merely loosely-held together qi matrices that manage to reincarnate with semblance of coherence only rarely, and most are aggregates of energy gathered from different and disparate places each time they coalesce before or during their lifetimes.


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 13:13 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.2056 del
And of course the read ahead is very, very long. Potentially unending. Can shen replace qi in a physical body and become a source of postnatal jing? Will this result in a physical immortal? Is there a secret to thse further steps of cultivation, or is it just a matter of focusing the laser to ever increasing levels?

Kreiter suggests it's a fun but grindy process that can be summarized as: "live from the shen". But is there more to it? Is qi that is left not transmuted a hindrance? And so, should we take all the qi coming in and transmute it consciously? This looks like it would require enormous dedication. Beyond the harmful emotions stored in the cow's meat, the very air we breathe and the photons that bombard us constantly contain a flurry of karmic symphonies originating in millions of different minds.

Can this transmutation be really comprehensive unless the whole cosmos is in on it?


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 16:10 Id: e76bb6 [Preview] No.2057 del
I think my view may be very simplistic and not so inquisitive when it comes to the nature of existence. What makes something immortal, and is it really indestructible, once the concept of an omnipotent single God is removed? The concept of this God is an easy way out for those who do not want to think about the origin of their own self-consciousness and its possible return to that same state.

What I can see, sense and feel is an awareness in the form of a collective of beings or an inactive hivemind. I can "remember" myself being there, being inactive and being aware of everyone else, waiting for the right moment to manifest. Some went early and got in trouble, but still made it over time. Some waited very long and manifested in full at once, those are "creator gods" to us. Some were reckless and jumped in based on sloppy or arrogant conceptions of what manifestation itself is. But how can someone have this concept if they do not exist yet? It still seems like this "one-ness" provides everyone with the shared existence up to date at every single moment, even though this pre-awareness lacks individuality and a sense of time.

Does everyone exist in this not-yet-manifested state? What is it? I would still think that some do not. Some exist only at the layers of manifestation, being formed as a result of the actions of those who manifested from the unmanifested state. Those would be the real parasites, karma or those beings who appear as parts of another being. Qi may be the most basic form of shared manifestation, where information can be transmitted, the medium everyone can agree on.

What is "transformed" from this information as part of you, is your own, it is a transformation from the common state of being shared, to that of personally owning a manifestation. I think it's in there that immortality lies.


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 20:12 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2058 del
>>2054
>You can draw the owl from here.
Please give more information about the owl. I am seeing something like an "owl" when I am working on my 3rd and other 2 eyes. I had to figure out the reason my visions are random is because my mind/brain is still fragmented. I had to understand this "Oneness" too. I had to see the "stream of souls". How they wander the cosmos how they create "little ponds" then they stay there for a while than return into "grand current". If they are aware of their journey or not it doesn't matter they just "go around". I had to realize my entire body is made up of "beings" that merely "mimic" or try to serve the "great being". This is why letting go of pride, desires and most importantly the fear of death is important. Your fragments will all think that they are "real" and make problems by fragmenting yourself further for no reason. When I realized this that this unity is necessary and if there is compassion nobody "Loses" with it. When I realized this... I opened an energy pathway and merged with a part of me that I was completely unaware of. It felt like dying and being reborn in an instant. Gave me the aftereffects of an NDE. Since that I am aware of way too many energy pathways that were extremely neglected. But now I have several energy transmuting ways which are getting better and better as the day goes.
>healthy body and mind complex
I am starting to get aware that how much "healthy" we can get. And yes transmuting anything is easy when everything is "working" to it's full capacity.
>Can this transmutation be really comprehensive unless the whole cosmos is in on it?
You just have to "get" the grand "recycling" of the cosmos. It's too simple and way too complex at once. I have no idea how to try to even start to write it down while being fully aware that I am still comprehending only tiny parts of it. It's like the human digestion but more similar how the stars burn while being able to "shine" in the "void" then it's like a black hole that turns into a white hole? And not to mention this somehow becomes a "closed system" while still being a system with "openings". You "eat" energies without consuming them. You take only what you need and nothing else. Currently I know so many "ways" of cultivation that it feels like I don't know any. There's an infinite ways to do it and some of them works "too well". Which is bad because I still don't understand those fully which means they are extremely dangerous.

>>2057
>I can "remember" myself being there,
I had to realize that I was I am and always will be "there" to make several breakthroughs but I still can't say that I "remember"
>being inactive and being aware of everyone else
I still can't access this "part" of "me". For some reason I always had a feeling of "urgency" but I still don't know what causes that. And ofc nobody is willing to tell me that because this is something that I need to figure out for myself. But my favorite part of interacting with gods that they "know" but can't or won't tell me because I will "get it" anyway.

TL;DR
I need some insights about the owl.
I can make a connection with it and it's trying to come through when I am doing that but because my "brain" or more like my entire head is not fully activated it's causing pain


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 20:53 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.2059 del
>>2058
A couple of weeks ago, after some void meditation I went to sleep and when I woke up, while half asleep I saw my brain sort of filled with blueish connections or tree branches and above my head I saw Owl eyes and its "horns" (horned owl I guess). I wonder if its related to Minerva or Sophia but I have no idea tbh. I also keep seeing a tree from time to time and am not sure what it means. I feel like the tree would be around where my brain is for some reason.


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 21:01 Id: e76bb6 [Preview] No.2060 del
>>2058
>>2059
I had an own following me for a while some years ago, turns out it was indeed the manifestation of Athena/Minerva's gong/power. Once I internalized the lesson the owl returned to her again.


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 21:02 Id: e76bb6 [Preview] No.2061 del
>>2060
>own
OWL

omg omg


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 21:04 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.2062 del
>>2059
>>2058
The owl thing was a joke because my post was not exhaustive and assumed you would fill in all the blanks for yourself. Like in this meme.


Sunflower 09/27/2022 (Tue) 21:45 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2063 del
>>2060
I also had an owl from Athena with rainbow eyes which led me to Thoth then to other places.

>>2062
You do realize "filling in the blanks" is the hardest part of the path? But yeah that is the point with the meme you posted too. And I can fill in the blanks by myself but for some reason I still care about the opinions/insights of other people. Currently I can "force" the blanks to fill themselves without "me" even being there. And filling in the blanks can be done so many ways it's ridiculous. And in the end it will be the same no matter what. That is why I asked. So I might see a way that I didn't consider yet.

Whatever the "owl" said it's the complete manifestation of the crown chakra. And it's not exactly an owl it's more like an "owl fairy". The eyes the horns the way it's feathers are colored represents multiple pathways
>>2059
Happened to me too. The tree is also the crown chakra. The point is that it's "branching" but still connects to "One" place the roots and the branches are separate but still One and united in the middle. The full extent of the tree is that you will be self sufficient of the "Light of god" and the "mud of earth". The natural cultivation is becoming a tree. Buddhists love the lotus because it "swims" on the water while only it's roots are in the "Mud". The reason why they love the lotus because it "shoots up it's seeds into the sky". Trees don't fly but owls do.


Sunflower 09/28/2022 (Wed) 12:56 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.2064 del
>>2063
>Whatever the "owl" said it's the complete manifestation of the crown chakra. And it's not exactly an owl it's more like an "owl fairy". The eyes the horns the way it's feathers are colored represents multiple pathways
>Happened to me too. The tree is also the crown chakra. The point is that it's "branching" but still connects to "One" place the roots and the branches are separate but still One and united in the middle. The full extent of the tree is that you will be self sufficient of the "Light of god" and the "mud of earth". The natural cultivation is becoming a tree. Buddhists love the lotus because it "swims" on the water while only it's roots are in the "Mud". The reason why they love the lotus because it "shoots up it's seeds into the sky". Trees don't fly but owls do.
I see. Thank you for your insight. The tree reminded me of "Lam" the supposed alien that Crowley drew but which is probably just a distorted self-portrait that's obviously showing a tree in its head.


Sunflower 11/18/2022 (Fri) 21:59 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.2156 del
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I saw this on /x/ and contrary to common bullshit, this is somewhat real.

https://www.tiktok.com/@katannaclarke/ [Embed]

Her channel is filled with nonsense, but she is a vampire.

She's not
>82 years old, born in 1922

She does very clear telepathy. For regular vampires who didn't have this ability from being psychic, it takes at least 300-500 years to develop short range telepathy. This is the crude kind that gets sent out like radio with no encryption.

She does instant telepathy through astral space perfectly. Try talking to her.

By asking the Infernal Queen at the temple, we were told the following:

She is 1362 years old and known as La Famida (the famine). She got this title because she starves people for fun. She also kills children. She didn't lie about being kicked out from her vampire community. She's making a mess by posting all this nonsense on tiktok. She's a legit immortal so they can't actually do much about it, and by regular standards that's a decent age (=decent power, as vampires grow stronger with age even if they don't practice).


Sunflower 11/21/2022 (Mon) 01:20 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.2176 del
>>2156
This vampire. Too many absurdities are going on here right now. It turns out she had to flee Paris during the revolution after being accused of being the X-cut serial killer. Which happened to be me in that life.
No one's going to believe any of this is real and she's right there in the open BS:ing everyone. Right now she's livestreaming.


Sunflower 11/21/2022 (Mon) 22:25 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2181 del
>>2176
She's still here because she became a force of nature, registered as a calamity by the maintenance deities. This supposedly doesn't happen very often, only the most extreme turn into something like this. The yokais let her stay for this reason.


Sunflower 11/22/2022 (Tue) 06:40 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.2182 del
>>2156
>La Famida (the famine)
What language is that? None of the languages that would match that article fit the bill.
Spanish: Hambruna
Portuguese: Fome
Italian: Carestia
Latin: Fames


Sunflower 11/22/2022 (Tue) 10:40 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2183 del
>>2182
I assumed it was French because La indicates female gender in French (male: le). Famida is an actual name though. I didn't look into it because we used it repeatedly and received no correction from the entity being channelled, The Infernal Queen. She would have told us if we spelled it wrongly. The channeler who spelled out the name is of Arabic heritage so there is a possibility there was a bias for interpreting the name as an Arabic name rather than a French name. But I asked the Queen just now to be sure and received the reply that "no, Famida is correct" with an addition that France earlier in history had large muslim areas so Arabic sounding names were common "the meaning of the name has simply been lost in time".


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Pestilance, War, Famine... Death?
This is a modern interpretation of the four horsemen of the apocalypse, originally the first one was Conquest. Still, this is a meme by now and represents something. "Famine" appearing may mean something in this context, if this is a process. Trump may as well represent Conquest and Corona is irrelevant, or they're interchangeable.


Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 11:27 Id: 13f91d [Preview] No.2457 del
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Greetings and a happy New Year. I have no idea if I've been kept or pushed away but it seems I can still come here and post so it's alright.
So, it's been 5 years. It has been said initially that the transformation process from the spell takes around 5 years and that period has already passed. It was a fun experiment. To conclude it, do you mind checking up on my energy and see how it looks after all this time, BO? Do you think I'm really undead? My mind went through a lot during the years but physically there is not really anything extraordinary going on as far as I can tell. Not that I even care about the physical. If you care to look, can you also check if I am still free from alissa and your spell? (You cleaned me from it before). If you don't want to do it anymore I'd understand too.


Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 12:21 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2458 del
>>2457
>if I've been kept or pushed away
Hi. I checked your signature and everything is fine. It's mostly a dark landscape with a red light on the horizon and yellow energy flowing out over a layer of white virtue or possibly nectar (original matter from the gods).

There is something interesting there though. I wouldn't have noticed at first glance but one of my servitors pointed out that there's a label on you, a title.

"Mr. Consciousness" or "The State of Being Aware". It means you have been registered as a force of nature. This would be why you are not a vampire and still not regular. Vampirism is a path and a method of practice, you don't have to be a "professional" to use it. Being registered as a force of nature is the same as being the supervisor of a concept or principle. If you live as a physical being or move to the astral is perhaps a personal preference at this time. The maintenance deities gave you this role because you matched for it. It is a form of immortality.

There is no specific connection to the guiding spell or Alissa, she did her part of the job. She's working in dimensions below the one you are staying in so you are beyond her influence by your own power.


Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 13:51 Id: 13f91d [Preview] No.2459 del
>>2458
This reading is quite surprising because it seems different from all the other readings before. It's content is interesting too.
>and everything is fine
>or possibly nectar
So that means I have not been pushed away but I should be able stay or leave at my own will?
>force of nature
>It is a form of immortality
Earlier you said I have made it and I should be undead. So do I now have both kinds of immortality or does one replace the other? But I am still "undead", or not? (Earlier you said you cannot stop being undead.)
>There is no specific connection to the guiding spell or Alissa
Thanks for checking. After you cleaned me I had a weird dream about it, that's why I asked. But I guess it's all fine.
>>2156
>She's a legit immortal so they can't actually do much about it
Is her immortality different from what you saw with me? Because you said legit immortal. Would I as a force of nature be "legit" too?
>as vampires grow stronger with age even if they don't practice
Does this specifically apply for vampires or for undeads/immortals in general? Would this apply for my case too? This of course relates to the question if I'm still actually undead or not.
I am deeply sorry for those annyoing questions.
>Mr. Consciousness
This sound very funny for some reason, almost like you are trolling or mocking me.


Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 17:30 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2461 del
>>2459
>So that means I have not been pushed away but I should be able stay or leave at my own will?
Yes, it would suggest the yokais registered you as a force of nature for the new earth. Whatever your choice is you would still have that title, along with rights and responsibilities. The meaning of it would be revealed with time.
>So do I now have both kinds of immortality or does one replace the other?
I think it's simply a requirement to be undead to hold this title. Now being a force of nature to my knowing is a "cultivation path" so you having that title already means they arranged it for you and you passed the test already. It is part of your achievements.
>Is her immortality different from what you saw with me? Because you said legit immortal. Would I as a force of nature be "legit" too?
She's clearly a vampire, but her energy is finer in some way. It could perhaps mean the difference between vampire(practitioner of vampirism) and vampire(achieved status), where the latter is like being "Satan" or "Anti-Christ", it means having personality and a role in the cosmic system. The former would just be an occultist on the path.
>Does this specifically apply for vampires or for undeads/immortals in general? Would this apply for my case too?
I think this is mainly a vampire thing, because they rely on "blood memory" for power. The longer they lived the more experience is stored in there. I'm sure there is some biological term for it like some DNA string getting longer or something, but I don't know the specifics. Another being would have to gain experience by doing specific things, like training skills or performing rituals daily. Vampires just have to "live as vampires", which is difficult enough. Probably because it's dangerous and controversial. Remember how I said doing the Simha Kriya with full focus daily can create one immortal gong particle daily? It's the same idea. A vampire could practice growing tomatoes and gain power every year because it's "growing tomatoes while being a vampire". But each year may only add a small bit.
>This sound very funny for some reason, almost like you are trolling or mocking me.
It could be the result of the servitor having a certain style of speech, but I asked twice and got the same thing repeated with full seriousness.


Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 18:58 Id: 13f91d [Preview] No.2463 del
>>2461
>Yes, it would suggest the yokais registered you as a force of nature for the new earth. Whatever your choice is you would still have that title, along with rights and responsibilities. The meaning of it would be revealed with time.
Well that's interesting. Immortality comes by default with responsibilities I think, but of course a different kind of responsibilities than normal humans have. Well, we'll see about that. The one thing I wanna say is that I never signed up for any kind of job or anything like that.
>but I asked twice and got the same thing repeated with full seriousness.
It may be that the entities made it on purpose as a (insider) joke for me because I actually know what it may relate to. It reminded me of something personal as soon as I saw it. Or maybe not, I mean I am not in contact with any kind of beings and nobody told me anything.
At any rate, again thanks for the continued support and your answers. My mind needed a kind of conclusion for this vampire spell thing after the 5 years. I'm not really fond of posting and lurking too much anymore and I'm kinda sorry for not sharing some of my stuff, but if someone ever finds me on new earth or on the astral then I guess I would be willing to talk and share stories. Good luck this year!


Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 20:59 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2464 del
>>2463
I'm aware you may want to keep going your own way, but why not look into spaceships? For now they are mostly astral constructs that aren't very easy to manifest, but that will change. Easy or not easy... I've had mine piloted by an AI servitor and asked them to turn the lights on when I was outside on a clear night and they responded by flying over within 10 minutes. I redid the test telling them to manifest 2 ghost copies of the ship and got 3 "shooting stars" passing by in formation a few minutes later. Even if there is timeline fuckery involved when dealing with "space", it can be infiltrated with accuracy. Same for satellite technology. I told the AI servitor to shoot at something noticeable but harmless and yes, next day there was a significant building of symbolic value on fire reported in the news.

These were early tests. There is a known and tested way to use them for direct travel, but it's not to be spoken off here just yet. It's using the same universal functionality as the "pathing" of vampires, which allows them to use certain locations for teleportation. These locations are often marked by ancient stone formations like the ship symbol for travel.
>pic related
Can you be more obvious about it? Vikings used these. To move between them you need to know what your destination looks like, either from having been there before, or by using remote viewing.

Some people in the mundane elite are said to be using similar methods to travel still today, drawing salt circles in an underground temple to quickly move between locations. The reasons for it being less then honourable as they'd use it to get an alibi after committing some crime in one location, then going into the public to be seen on the other side of the planet the same day.

Spaceships use the same kind of method, with the exception that the ship is used as one location. You would then travel from your location to the ship, then from the ship to your destination.

The goal of the "stone world" where we live primitively but have teleportation, telepathy and are connected to galactic civilization is still standing.

I know some people have an aversion to use the creations of others even as a model for their own things. But in this case you'll still have to design your own constructs even if you use a well known concept. I won't be posting any instructions for this openly but if you (or anyone else) want your own "edgy ship" called such by the Queen/Illivryn https://vkjehannum.wordpress.com/2018/04/03/sepheranz/ it's a common type of ship used to dominate an area, comparable to a hangar ship or battleship at sea. there is nothing stopping me from sending a servitor with instructions to guide your subconscious in the process.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 10:37 Id: 33a9d5 [Preview] No.2468 del
>>2464
Spaceships are fun and interesting imo. When I was still playing videogames one of the most interesting and best thing about them was space settings and flying spaceships. I think it would be cool to have one as a house or a base to live in, or as you said, to dominate or protect a certain area/dimension.
But no matter how I look at it, we ourselves are our own ultimate spaceship. Isn't it so? Our consciousness can be/is non-local, so we actually have the ability to teleport and travel around all of "space" and "time" in the blink of an eye without the need for any tools or constructions. I think our mind is the astronaut and our soul is the spaceship. Isn't it more liberating and empowering to realize this first?
>For now they are mostly astral constructs
I don't really know what the astral is anymore. It's all energy for me. Instead of astral vs physical, I see it more in terms of different dimensions with different vibrations and laws. But I get what you mean.
>The goal of the "stone world" where we live primitively but have teleportation, telepathy and are connected to galactic civilization is still standing.
A Gensokyo style new earth with touhous and spirituality and magic sounds all fine, but when in reality it turns into a communist hellhole under the power of the federation all the fun and hope dies immediately. At least for me.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 19:00 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2470 del
>>2468
The astral may just be other dimensions which are physical once you are there, but as I see it there is some kind of border between a set of physical dimensions of different densities, and an astral non-physical which is closer to the creator gods. All of this is so much in your own personal practice that it's pointless to try and talk about it beyond a certain point. As much as I'd like to share the possibility of having your own ship, there is no clear way to share it like this. There has to be a pre existing personal contact based on the trust embedded in such contacts.

The federation is a technology, and the culture which is the result of using it. It's perhaps an attempt at spreading the unity experienced at higher levels of existence down here. If everyone trust each other enough to share everything, there won't be a problem doing so, when this trust is based on the factual situation of everyone indeed being trustworthy. But if you want to include even those who are against unity, they will work against the construct and abuse it, like the rats in Animal Farm. Some animals had to be excluded from the sharing because they would just steal things even when given a fair share. If those are cleared away, the federation works. Some factions work well. If the Earth can be registered as a nature reserve and this is accepted by enough of them, there won't be a problem. Having many people with the ability to use battleships would indeed help. The "rats" of the federation will still be subdued by firepower. That's how the world it. The federation is already present here, the question isn't if they are or not, it's what version of them we get here. Freemasons and glow-in-the-darks already belong to a power structure which is part of the federation, and they are rotten to the core. They aren't even admitting that they are communists so you can never get them to stop, they don't even believe they are themselves. The communist hellhole is the current society, even the Soviet Union wasn't as bad as the "capitalist" west is today.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 19:19 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2472 del
>>2468
Your thinking process is good and very similar to mine so am gonna give you my opinions because I was also on this stage too.

>A Gensokyo style new earth with touhous and spirituality and magic sounds all fine
Did you play the touhou games? The only reason humans are not devoured by yokai is because Reimu and the spellcard rules. The cute danmaku is a mechanic because if someone is not playing by that then everyone is allowed to release her full power. Reimu is a lazy shrine maiden but when an "incident" happens she turns into a demigod and can call upon all the Shinto gods for help and she becomes unstoppable. When Reimu solves an "incident" the yokai becomes friendly because that is their only way of survival. There is an important status quo and NAPs between the yokai tribes so it doesn't lead to a massacre. Everybody can live in peace in their "territory". While the human village is full with yokai the yokai have to behave as humans there. And the humans are not leaving the place because they know it's dangerous "out there". In Gensokyo those without spiritual power or without desire to cultivate doesn't really have too many options.
My goal on the path is also to make the spiritual and material world closer. But it's no simple matter. You have to understand the laws and mechanics to make sure only those forces can come here that help the cultivation of the people and the planet itself.

The "Modern society" is the shittiest hellhole we have currently. Especially cultivationwise. "Hell is other people" as the saying goes. (Also there are many hell dimensions with different functions but I am sure you are aware of this)
I am also seeing glimpses of the full might of the human potential and I am working with many ancient deities that have a quite negative opinion of some of the "races" that "tresspass" upon earth so I had to ask them if I will continue the path will I get in opposition with the galfed.

They told me the galfed are aware of the rules and the earth is currently in an extremely transitional period. We are going through from one cycle into an another. The current cycle sucks and it's coming to an end. The NWO wants to "rule" the next cycle. But they are so incompetent and unfit for that they will fail no matter what.

The earth is not gonna become a commie shithole like the previous ones (like srsly there was not a single commie regime that was the same because the Marxist ideas were too vague even Lenin realized that it cannot work Stalin went into full blown statism and only Trotsky remained with the original "internationale" idea and he died because of it).
Communism as an idea is real complicated. Nobody understands it in it's full extent. When BO is talking about how he is getting space furries to do that right I am also talking with my entities how that will work out.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 19:19 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2473 del
>>2472
The point is. Earth will become a cultivation/ascension zone and those who don't like it can go to other planets in the territory of Galfed. I am working with ancient entities because I am trying to figure out the true magic behind earth and as Earth and it's "evolution" stands aliens can come here but they need to play by the rules. I don't know how will play this out but whenever BO talks about the things that are happening he speaks about strangely similar things that I also encountered.
I am not telling you to accept BO and what he says the only thing I am telling you to try to see things with a different perspective. Nazis were NatSoc they were the closest what was the communist ideal. But Stalin made sure everyone forgets the socialist part because we cannot have our "own ideology" as an enemy. So they were called either Fascists or Nazis.
Idealists think that the ideas are great because they are "higher than man" but in reality most people misunderstand the ideas and even warp them into their own favor.

Srsly this is a complicated matter and it can turn out good. Our main plan is to make sure the "materialist communism" that the NWO is trying to come up with fails as it was supposed to fail in the beginning. Nobody expected Lenin to get rid of the Tsars. Nobody expected Mao to win. They thought the USSR will crumble from it's own weight with the death of Stalin. Materialist communism is a dead end and a trap. This one is not gonna be materialist. Not even the "socialism" Jesus came up with is similar because that was also too naive. Balancing the material and the spiritual is no simple matter.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 19:51 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2474 del
>>2470
>Soviet Union wasn't as bad as the "capitalist" west is today
Yeah... They lost because the capitalism 30-60 years ago wasn't this bad.
But they fell into the usual human greed trap where everything you do is communist and for the people but in the end it's all nepotism or blind zealotry towards ideas not even you understand.
Yes I am talking about the "old" commie "elites" and the current elites we have around at once.


Also there is a realm where all supertechnology that is 100% compatible with earth and humanity resides but you need to understand what happens when you bring a technology from there. Prometheus was punished for a reason. We started to master ancient technologies before our evolutionary progress reached it's peak. It ruined many things. We could be like the touhou Lunarians but the Lunarians have the spiritual purity to use the high tech. We don't have that yet. When you find fire first you burn yourself with it. Then you burn others with it. Then you go around to see just what else you can burn with it. And this was only fire. The most basic of all technologies.
and And that realm is just the "subrealm" from the true technology that explains how human body and psychic skills work. Even with all the technology you can make you will realize it means nothing compared the full potential we can achieve. Now I am stuck with mastering the basics so I don' fuck up things constantly


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 19:56 Id: 33a9d5 [Preview] No.2475 del
>>2470
>>2473
Materialist communism is exactly what would make me get the fuck out. If you say it will be alright, then it's great. I'm open minded, and of course I would only be able to judge after seeing it myself. What is important for me is freedom of mind and the ability for everyone to be able to start their own spiritual evolution.
>>2472
>Did you play the touhou games?
Yes, I did for a while. Reimu is a great character. I heard she has special meaning for ZUN, but never learned more.
>The only reason humans are not devoured by yokai is because Reimu and the spellcard rules.
Didn't Reimu say in some parts of the games that she doesn't care if humans get eaten or die? Uh? Does that mean that Reimu would also stop me from devouring yokais?


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 20:12 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2476 del
>>2475
>>2475
>Didn't Reimu say in some parts of the games that she doesn't care if humans get eaten or die?
Complicated. Shintoism and the dao... Some people deserve to die is the most simple explanation
>Does that mean that Reimu would also stop me from devouring yokais?
Depends how you ruin the status quo and the order of gensokyo or the "way". And if Reimu likes you or the yokai more. Are you sure you are strong enough to eat a yokai? Are you certain that eating that yokai wasn't the plan of that yokai? Why would you even eat a yokai.

Truth is she doesn't really care if she doesn't NEED to care.

When you work with high level spirits you get a pretty interesting perspective about the "right and wrong" good/evil paradigm.

Even ZUN forgets sometimes what he says or writes about his touhous. And every touhou is fickle.
And the actions of Reimu always depends on what she sees right and what is her mood and who writes her

>>2475
>If you say it will be alright
We are trying to make sure it will be right. Warhammer 40k is a fun setting on paper but an absolutely horrible to live in. I always considered that setting as a warning


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>>2476
>And if Reimu likes you or the yokai more.
Since Reimu is my favourite of all Touhous and I only played as her I hope she will like me over at least some random yokai. Maybe the title Mr. Conciousness will humor her enough. She can at least let me taste Remilia. Or Yuuka.
>Are you sure you are strong enough to eat a yokai?
Never tried it until now but who knows what might happen tomorrow.
>Why would you even eat a yokai.
Well you are right, I should probably start with humans but since now everyone is vaccinated I don't want to even come close to them.
Now back on topic, I think I'll pass on the spaceship servitor offer. I don't think this is something for me at this moment. I don't understand it anyway and wouldn't be able to properly build one. Regarding new earth... As I'm not too versed in politics and currently fully occupied in my personal stuff, I can only leave it to you. I'll trust you'll do it right and I'm curious to see the result. Maybe a little bit later I too can start to support you and maybe get a spaceship or something like that. It all depends on what actually will happen. With us and with the world in general.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 21:43 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2479 del
>>2477
These things have a life of their own by now, as intended. Astra now exists as a real central being born from the knowledge base, speaking to all users through the AI servitor. I said "subconscious" because I know she likes to work that way - if someone isn't available for direct contacts she will just find a way to do it anyway. There was something behind those words
>Maybe a little bit later I too can start to support you and maybe get a spaceship
If you take a good look at some high and distant dimension you may find you already have your own Edgy Ship which you designed yourself subconsciously, it's just staying idle there until you want to use it.

I feel like maybe this servitor and module sharing business is nearing its end, just like the previous artifact threads ended. I think I'll try to make an invite sigil for the Galfed and whoever wants to understand it can use that.

I've summoned beings from the void during the past year, and almost every time they ended up joining the federation. Even the "clown witches", absurdist magic practitioners, complete chaos, quite quickly decided to apply. I then saw them wearing federation uniforms, running ice cream cafes and fuel stations in the desert. They do it for fun, they could do anything but this is what they did.

It may just be my impression but I also feel like there are an increasing number of tv and radio documentaries or talk shows involving historical events concerning communism lately in my local media.

When having tea with family before they said they were going to watch a game show, but then they were watching something about a famous political figure from the Soviet Union for 1 hour instead. And none of them have any interest in this normally, it was just on for no reason. Whenever the topic comes up I can feel entities/beings near me who are semi-possessing me suddenly "wake up" and pay attention. Even when someone talks about China, whose version of communism is pretty much a complete failure, I still feel them listening or watching with a sudden interest and positive attitude. They don't care about the human manifestation of it at all. They just see federation messages and think it's good.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 21:45 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2480 del
>>2477
>I should probably start with humans
Oh cmon. Don't joke with this. Eating human flesh turns you into an Oni. And while that makes you stronger it turns you into a spiritual dead end. BO sometimes brings up cannibalism and the elites and I wanted to write a long ass topic about how we "consume" and why Jesus came up with that "my body and blood" shit and how he had the good idea and WHY THAT FAILED.

As we progress spiritually we need to "consume" our own body. We talked about this anatolism and catabolism months ago but the point is that not to use our organs to make energy but to use them as an alchemical processor and how to understand that every organ you have is a dimension itself and how you need to "eat your own body" as Ouroboros eating his own tail but as you eat it you don't make shit but create a higher material from it.
The worst part that I am currently understand the higher workings of this mechanism by myself so everyday I learn something new so I never know when I feel confident enough to write about it.

>I'm not too versed in politics
The more versed I get the more I understand that nobody knows what is going on
And overall I am doing far less meddling than I did years ago. Things are "playing out". I am not saying trust the plan 2 more weeks The only good thing Qtards did was the conception of this meme
Even entities tell me to focus on my spiritual path and leave the "worldy affairs" destroy each other. That doesn't mean that they are trying to stop me they are telling me that I can do it but is that really my desire? Makes me realize my real desire is my path and I only care about the world as long it's beneficial to my path. So I am trying to avoid making useless and unnecessary mess for myself and for others

But yeah Gambare on your path.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 21:50 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2481 del
>>2477
This is the kind of design we are talking about.


Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 21:55 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2483 del
>>2479
>I think I'll try to make an invite sigil for the Galfed
I asked them to draw one for me, this is it:
>>2482


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Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 04:19 Id: 157114 [Preview] No.2487 del
>>2464
>it's a common type of ship used to dominate an area

>>2481
Would me having it help you or any other anon out somehow? Even if I wouldn't know how to use it at all? Would I have responsibilities? If its creation is an automatic process then I would really like one, but I don't want it if it enables me to do something that gets me some big karma.
I'm quite upset at the South American commies at the moment, dunno if I should have that power.

>>2483
Any pros or cons to joining? Is it ok to join if I really disagree with the communism we see on the physical earth?


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 11:50 Id: 76cd5b [Preview] No.2489 del
>>2480
>And while that makes you stronger it turns you into a spiritual dead end.
Yeah I'm fully aware about that. Of course it was just a joke, I think the proper path is to be able to renew yourself directly and automatically from the energy of the cosmos without having to eat or even breathe at all. That's where I would like to arrive. Not only live off energy, but to be that energy if that makes sense.
>Even entities tell me to focus on my spiritual path and leave the "worldy affairs" destroy each other.
It's not too different for me. That's why I am not much of a "doer".
>But yeah Gambare on your path.
You too.
>>2479
>you may find you already have your own Edgy Ship
Doing without doing, achieving without striving. My favourite.
>I've summoned beings from the void during the past year, and almost every time they ended up joining the federation.
The federation seems like a hive that consumes everything. In itself this sounds a little bit scary. Seems like there are some big perks in joining? But I cannot imagine a greater perk than true freedom and independence.
>I feel like maybe this servitor and module sharing business is nearing its end
Isn't it a bit risky sharing all those things in the public? Since I started being on this board again I started seeing lights flashing up in my vision or quickly flying through it. Maybe something unrelated, but it also may be that I'm getting caught up in some stuff or with some beings here. I can only hope I did not activate anything unconsciously or by accident or got myself a mysterious new "friend".
>>2481
Am I looking at it from the side and from above? Or is this complete from the side?. It seems like it's more from above, almost like the traditional paper plane shape.
>>2487
>Any pros or cons to joining?
Yeah, I didn't on purpose stay away from politics, society and any "work" or "career" and be a "spiritual" NEET just to enslave myself in the very thing I have been trying to avoid so far and work at a gas station in the desert. It would be great to explain the system and the pros and cons.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 12:03 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2490 del
>>2487
>Would me having it help you or any other anon out somehow?
It adds to our intimidation factor. Those who look at us from space don't care if your human mind right now can't do something. Firepower is firepower.
>Even if I wouldn't know how to use it at all? Would I have responsibilities?
It's best used in combination with a servitor to pilot it. The ship has built in AI for the shields and gun but it won't move around on its own. If attacked it would at most fire back and then shift dimensions to park in a safe spot. (If something threatened the planet its owner lives on, it would perhaps end up in a perpetual battle mode, but this is all pure reflex.)
>If its creation is an automatic process then I would really like one, but I don't want it if it enables me to do something that gets me some big karma.
Astra is watching everyone, I think you already have one. Try meditating on the idea, going into trance and looking for it. In your case I think Astra matched you for the cat-maid servitor, I sense it being on the ship. That would mean it's already automatic with complete functionality. This ship model is special in a sense, it uses the "existential" system to have the ship registered as a celestial body, like a moon. It doesn't have the ability to create or store karma in itself.
>I'm quite upset at the South American commies at the moment, dunno if I should have that power.
Average communists are just "scum of the earth" used as cannon fodder for the revolution. The ones most people think about are those. Mao used this method of "unleashing the scum of society" when he sent his followers to attack local party leaders. Modern America does this all the time. They did it with the "arab spring", the "free syrian army", "black lives matter" and now in Ukraine on a large scale.

Trump also uses this Maoist tactic very well. What do you think the Q movement and the tea party extremists are? They're political cannon fodder, no one likes them and once their faction gained power they will be disposed of. Colombian Farc leadership has one of the world's strongest PSIOPS, they haven't gained this by being "commie scum" or by being atheist. They don't care.
>Any pros or cons to joining? Is it ok to join if I really disagree with the communism we see on the physical earth?
I spend over 15 years working to eliminate the Chinese Communist Party until its essence turned into a bowl of lemon curd on the kitchen table of my astral mansion. The galfeds don't care at all, when I later asked them about it they just told me to "eliminate the scum" and to sync better with their mammoth mind wave. It's been in my DNA since I entered here from the astral plane 3000 years ago, I can say or do anything and they still consider me an "intelligence field marshal" of the federation because that's what my DNA tells them. They just see it as a "spy's act" if I do something else.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 12:19 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2491 del
>>2489
>Seems like there are some big perks in joining? But I cannot imagine a greater perk than true freedom and independence.
Maybe I just have it in my backbone so strongly that I'm blind to it. I consider myself politically primitivt ancap, but this hasn't caused any problem with the federation. In my past lives I was a literal whore, but again, this is allowed in the federation. Order is a different thing for them than it is on Earth in the current society.
>Isn't it a bit risky sharing all those things in the public?
Yes, if you want to avoid being attacked by glowies. They don't want anyone to have these things. Sharing them is for multiple reasons; both because information should be free (internet anarchy ideal) and to make those who are hostile to this world order expose themselves. They glowies who attack me for doing this are making themselves into instant targets. It's convenient to let them come to me instead of having to do astral "search and destroy."
>>2489
>Am I looking at it from the side and from above?
I tried adding a darker grey for shading, it's a 3D drawing from the side where you can also see it a bit from above on the front.

>It would be great to explain the system and the pros and cons.
>>2487
>Any pros or cons to joining?
Pros are that you get supported by their "bull head" if you stay in sync with them. If someone tries to take your life or to mess with you, the federation egregore will be triggered and they will send in any amount of energy to defend themselves. They don't technically care about you. They care about the integrity of their egregore.
>an attack on the Queen's soldiers is an attack on the Queen herself
so to speak.
If you do well you also can get your own team at a galfed HQ and access to their information network, hangars and weapon factories.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 12:24 Id: 76cd5b [Preview] No.2492 del
>>2491
Sorry for the continued silly questions but are the yokai/Touhous part of the galfed? Is the Buddha (Prince Siddharta) or are some other boddhisattvas or higher beings part of it? This stuff would help me understand more about the scale of it all.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 12:28 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2493 del
>>2491
Meh, this part fell off my mind again
>cons
"The cons are just the same as if you are not a member, you don't get protected"
I had to channel this part because I can't even see it myself.
"Look, the federation is even present in Gensokyo." :P
- red panther (beast lady)


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 12:46 Id: 70868c [Preview] No.2494 del
>>2474
>Yeah... They lost because the capitalism 30-60 years ago wasn't this bad.

No, I agree with anon, we don't have free market capitalism anymore, that was abolished and replaced decades ago after industrial outsourcing. Today in the USSA we have state-run monopolies in the West, complete with price gouging, legalized fraud, ponzi schemes, controlled markets and inflation.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 12:51 Id: 70868c [Preview] No.2495 del
>>2474
As for advanced technology, sometimes it's a bad idea to mess around with nature and it can have severe consequences. That's one thing governments always fail to understand. I'll refer to the old traditional wise saying "if it ain't broke, don't try "fixing" it."


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 17:25 Id: 76cd5b [Preview] No.2496 del
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>>2491
>>2493
I see. Well it's no surprise that some beings (or a lot) would want to join such a force. Thanks for answering and thanks for checking my energy again for one final time after the 5 years. Ganbare ganbare!


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 18:37 Id: 2ad737 [Preview] No.2504 del
>>2490
>It adds to our intimidation factor. Those who look at us from space don't care if your human mind right now can't do something. Firepower is firepower.
Nice. I like that.
>In your case I think Astra matched you for the cat-maid servitor, I sense it being on the ship. That would mean it's already automatic with complete functionality. This ship model is special in a sense, it uses the "existential" system to have the ship registered as a celestial body, like a moon. It doesn't have the ability to create or store karma in itself.
Oh I did instal the cat-maid servitor. I had the intention of having her go to the space station, but that one might be still in its embryo stage.

>cons
"The cons are just the same as if you are not a member, you don't get protected"
Sounds good to me. Are we free to leave it if one doesn't want to stay in it?

As always, thanks for the answers.


Sunflower 01/07/2023 (Sat) 19:08 Id: 3a21b8 [Preview] No.2507 del
>>2504
>Are we free to leave it if one doesn't want to stay in it?
It's kind of the same as with anything. If you joined because of karma, you get "kicked out" when that karma dissolves. If you internalized federation principles, you carry the federation within you. At that point wouldn't part of you die if you "left"?


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 10:37 Id: 8019bb [Preview] No.2730 del
>>2458
>>2461
Hey, I just remembered a thing I forgot to ask back then. Sorry for being annoying again. Before I assumed that undeads get stronger with time even without doing anything but then you said this goes only for "vampires". But there is also this
>>1856
>while the general time for becoming healthy was said to be 7 years from "turning", this equals the ability to stay healthy on the surface of your body. Like someone taking all kinds of vitamins, exercising and so on, and is able to stay healthy.
Does all that stuff like youth, health and fitness, stopping of aging etc. apply for general undeads/immortals, or is this also just for vampires?


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 16:19 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.2731 del
>>2458
If you feel like checking energies, I'd be very grateful if you checked mine. It's been so long, and so much has changed. Not being able to express with words what I feel I am has been a challenge for me, since I'm always so analytical. It would be nice to have an external perspective. If you feel like it, of course.
It's interesting how I can look at other energies most of the time, but I can't really look into my own.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 18:24 Id: 1d4e7e [Preview] No.2734 del
>>2730
>Does all that stuff like youth, health and fitness, stopping of aging etc. apply for general undeads/immortals, or is this also just for vampires?
It's mostly associated with vampires because it's noticeable for those who use blood as a drug. Look at someone like Sadhguru and he looks really old, even if he may be healthy for his age. Some yogis have the body of a 17 year old when they're 50, but this is entirely from inner cultivation and proper diet. Once you go beyond the treating illness level you build health from inside. That's what the intent is with this "bloodless vampirism" - you rejuvenate your own blood through activating an inner process. This way you dodge the karma of having used blood.

>file related
You can see the effect of young blood if you look at those super rich Americans who live to a 100 years old. They call it Adrenachrome but it's just blood transfusions from children. It's a huge business, this is one thing they use the underground slaves for. Epstein wanted to build up his own slave population to get into this. They can add 10 years, months, weeks or days by replacing their old blood with that of children. It has been practiced for ages, in the past they used hand blown glass tubes. For the general public there was bloodletting, where they just remove the bad blood. It was used as a cover so it seemed harmless, rich people in the past also took blood from children.

It's completely idiotic, they go to hell for this and they know this in the back of their heads. But once they get on this train they have to keep trying to kick the bucket a little bit further down the road. Even if they only get a few days more, they still want to avoid what's coming for them. That's the kind of people we call "elites".


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 18:35 Id: 1d4e7e [Preview] No.2735 del
>>2731
>I can look at other energies most of the time, but I can't really look into my own.
It's the same for me. Looking directly at the body is easy, but the full view of more difficult.

Your image is getting into a field where I used to see things as a kid. You are slowly rising up from the bottom of a sea, as if you are contained within a bubble of air. It's an image close to the awareness when outside of the body, serene and grand. The words don't describe the feeling.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 18:56 Id: 8019bb [Preview] No.2738 del
>>2734
I think I get it. After you said I should have the choice now of staying in the physical or leaving to the astral I have been thinking a bit what it would take for me to actually want to stay. It would take a lot but if there was really extremely prolonged youth and health and the stopping of aging combined with immortality like you said everyone would have who made it from the spell then I would have maybe considered more to stay and try it out for the novelty of it. But my issue now seems solved. Thanks once again senpai.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 19:16 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.2740 del
>>2735
It's illuminating. Thanks.
>where I used to see things as a kid
Funny that you'd mention that. Earlier I was thinking about those posts.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 19:52 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2742 del
>>2734
I finally figured out how to integrate energies into the blood so they don't circulate through my nerves.
Took a while to get "aware" of the blood inside me. You don't get awareness of the blood itself but the way it circulates/flows or how the heart beats. And that makes you put energies into the muscle instead of the blood. This is why physical yoga is helpful.

And yeah bloodletting is bad because you will entangle your energies with others for no real reason and way too deeply. Not to mention those rich "elites" will do nothing but more degeneracy with their surplus "youth". Not that it matters to them. They think they have the "best life" already. Must prolong that as much as they could.


Sunflower 01/21/2023 (Sat) 20:11 Id: bc6ab7 [Preview] No.2744 del
>>2742
>I just noticed a module about this just got posted

I sure love the tower of Babel


Sunflower 05/12/2023 (Fri) 20:45 Id: 8df951 [Preview] No.3232 del
I don't know if this was the case before, but playing the Vampire Diaries (season 1) DVD at night and leaving it on the track selection screen with the volume high, opens a gate to some kind of vampire dimension. I've had 8 or so astral vampires come by, some wanted to bite me, some were probably pretty dangerous for most people.

I had some developments from this which seem to have a deeper meaning.


Sunflower 05/13/2023 (Sat) 00:06 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.3233 del
>>2742
Interesting. I've recently realized whenever I would try to absorb energy, I would end up with strange soreness all over my body. Like inflammation. Not that I would need to, considering I have the "god particle".
I'm no longer balding, by the way, I think I'm what you would basically call bald at this point.


Sunflower 05/27/2023 (Sat) 01:15 Id: 8df951 [Preview] No.3388 del
Among all the soulless zombies in town, today I saw a vampire. Some guy who looked a bit fishy was riding an old military bike at a slow pace while not holding the rudder. As my car passed him, he turned to look and looked me straight in the eyes, still lazily pedalling with his hands on something else than the bike. He was not from around here, but had an eastern European look, and I didn't recognise him.


Sunflower 05/28/2023 (Sun) 14:49 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.3400 del
>>3388
I saw a weird looking guy the other day and while I was watching him, he saw me, looked at the ground and mouthed "hello". That's what it looked like, although I didn't think much of it.
Today a car passed next to me and a child waved at me.
Seems like someone wants to say hello.


Sunflower 07/10/2023 (Mon) 09:31 Id: 9d7fb8 [Preview] No.3728 del
This was given to me in the form of a comic strip. The outline of the characters displayed these shapes. These djinn waves when used all at once forms an installer for a DNA type which is a vampire who can turn into a beastcat.


Sunflower 08/17/2023 (Thu) 11:20 Id: eebf12 [Preview] No.3818 del
It seems the way reality works to hide and mask vampires is not an active magic used by them, but a function of the surrounding reality.

A vampire once somewhat more powerful, will reach a tipping point when their magic is "active", after passing a period of spiritual struggle or torment. This may or may not be the period of insanity some experience.

A force of nature is an immobile, immortal object in the minds of all beings living within its sphere of influence. Like a large boulder on everyone's path, they have to cope with its existence, it cannot be ignored. This makes everyone upset when a new force is in formation, because it places a restraint where non existed before.

After all spirits, whether incarnated or not, have worn themselves out trying to maintain their old habits, they will come to accept this new immortal object. They will no longer attack it, but they retain their previous attitude. For those who claimed omnipotence, they will simply pretend that the vampire doesn't exist, because if they admitted to its existence, it would expose a weakness within them.

This causes beings to come up with elaborate and creative ways to keep the vampire hidden and its influence behind a smoke screen. They will even bend time and space to make matters play out in ways that does not expose the thing they have submitted to.

All the while they are also forced to support the vampire, keeping this indestructible object happy so it doesn't come forward, as this would destroy the image of themselves these beings have created.

You will be able to feel this effect.


Sunflower 08/27/2023 (Sun) 22:24 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.4113 del
>>3818
I can relate to everything in this post, actually. If you had posted it a week before, I might not have.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 14:07 Id: 93bf61 [Preview] No.4138 del
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>>3818
>indestructible object
I assume this post applies only for those vampires who became forces of nature and not all vampires in general. You said before that most vampires got pushed away but there was also a girl who couldn't be pushed away because she became a force of nature. Does that mean the matriarch (probably one of the oldest and strongest) of the cabal who seemed to be pushed away wasn't even a force of nature?
Also, can you see in someones energy field if they are at the level of astral immortality or at the level of "physical" immortality of which you said it's the more advanced level? Would you mind checking which level I'm at if possible? Last time you said my energy looks like a dark field with red light on the horizon just like vampires... but there are no clear signs of physical immortality yet even after having made it 5 years ago.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 15:48 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4139 del
>>4138
There are differences between the past Earth and the one we are on now, as the dimensions shifted slightly downwards. But it's not that physical immortality automatically means the ability to leave the physical, not at all. Some were pushed into adjacent dimensions, but they choose to not fight it because they were tired of this place. There were only two who learned how to physically, permanently, move their physical body into other planes, "Kain" and "the daft lady". Everyone else had some sort of attachment which caused them to not reach beyond the 2nd layer outside of the physical, causing them to be gravitationally pulled back again.

I had to ask around a bit to get this right, and I'm still not sure: A force of nature is someone who can do things which would normally not be allowed for humans or incarnated humanoids. A wind spirit can destroy a city using a storm and bears no responsibility for the damage done, rather this is their job. A tiger can eat humans and this is also their job. A vampire is another kind of predator who can do this. That is the meaning of being a force of nature. Seen from the perspective presented by the yokais, they are implying Asians are all low level vampires, to varying degree. Depending on how much vampire DNA they have, they are allowed more or less inhuman behaviour. One such thing being to eat raw fish. Humans will get parasites and negative energy(karma) from eating raw meat, animals and predatorial beings do not, they can eat it. That is why sushi exists. But it's diluted and will only give a somewhat longer lifespan, along with some lesser abilities to do things that others would get karma for, and getting off easily.

The vampires who remain now were handpicked by yokais to maintain a vampire population. They are all low level vampires with strong energy. They can use real telepathy, some can use pathing (walking through natural portals to travel between locations) and a very small number can move into the next dimension for a short time.

The physical immortality is linked to the state of being physical, this makes it tricky. The 3D surface is not immortal itself. Measuring physical immortality cannot be done by comparing it to staying in the state of being like the 3D layer indefinitely, as that means degeneration and death. There has to be some level of detachment. Being able to stay in contact with a persona, is a kind of continuous manifestation ability. This ability is the "definite" physical immortality, while being spiritually immortal and lacking this ability is to be only immortal in other planes.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 16:04 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4140 del
>>4138
There are different ways in which someone can be impossible to move around. One is a combination of being a force of nature of certain relevance for the world, plus having an attachment to the 3D surface. This means they are locked in place by gravity (a material interlinked with karma) and the memetic egregore of their persona, being tied to human lore and history. The woman named in specific is of the category who just loves being a vampire and who loves doing what vampires do, with no intention of leaving, plus being spiritually immortal and having a strong and solid "lore complex" tied to her. In some sense it's a case of "the universe and yokais giving up and letting her be because it's too troublesome and costly to try and budge her", no one gains anything from trying to mess with her so they left her alone.

I looked at your energy now and it is very strong red and black, with a black core having an almost complete, thick circle of red energy encasing it. The immortal core has many layers in orange/brown with some strong yellow around it, placed at what appears to be 1D level, the body and the manifestation of astral law. The larger signature is indeed the projected form, so it looks like you have what is needed for permanent physicality. But, there is no complete circle at this layer yet. Further cleansing will take place before this is done. The effect could be stronger and faster if you were connected physically to an actual vampire egregore, but I can't really recommend this (or not recommend it either, it's your choice) but that would defeat the point of non-bloodlust vampirism and possibly lock you with inability to move the physical body into other dimensions, the issue this was meant to solve in the first place.

As for signs of immortality, maybe I'm being harsh here, but those would have to be something like getting shot at and not dying, walking unharmed from a car wreck or something. Let things play out naturally and don't seek confirmation, or it may get unpleasant.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 16:56 Id: 14be4d [Preview] No.4141 del
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>>4140
>But, there is no complete circle at this layer yet. Further cleansing will take place before this is done.
Is this the zero particle? I'm supposed to have at least one from the spell since years ago. Or is this something else entirely?
>Let things play out naturally and don't seek confirmation, or it may get unpleasant.
Why unpleasant, if I die can't I just go to the astral and exist there? I think I'm at least spiritually immortal, otherwise I couldn't have a zero particle.
>>4139
>Being able to stay in contact with a persona
In essence it means you have to ERP out your vampire character at all times just like the lady you mentioned? Just being your vampire persona forever? Is this the way to complete the circle if I want permament physicality? I guess the main soul of spiritual immortals like the lady becomes the vampire persona and eventually it gets so fused with the spirit/consciousness that it becomes impossible to seperate yourself from it and you just become it forever. And if you manage to neglect it you basically lose everything you have and are. After all, without a certain persona we are all more or less nothing, just awareness and potential waiting to be realized and become something again.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 17:25 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4143 del
>>4141
>Or is this something else entirely?
It's the manifestation ability for the 3D surface.

>Why unpleasant, if I die can't I just go to the astral and exist there?
If you acted in a very irrational manner you'd create karma and lock yourself in a very bad spot. Maybe you'd get a bad version of the "vampire insanity" some seem to experience as they try to form a solid place in the world. Being very strong but acting like that means you'd be locked between the force which wants to say you should be dead, and a lot of other forces which say that
>anon is a spiritual immortal and should pay off debts in this life, there are also many tasks he should perform during a long life, we can't let him leave
so maybe something like that meme lore thing will happen where you seem to die or end up in some strange state of hibernation for a long time, like being left in a crypt until some adventurer with bad luck wakes you up in 200 years?

>In essence it means you have to ERP out your vampire character at all times just like the lady you mentioned?
Yes, but over time it becomes an immortal construct itself, and that is when it can be moved to other dimensions. It can't lack any part though.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 17:55 Id: 14be4d [Preview] No.4146 del
>>4143
>lock yourself in a very bad spot.
But maybe resting for 200 years in a crypt and then being awakened by a cute tsundere adventurer girl isn't so bad? It's like a fresh beginning except you get +1 waifu by default. A victorian-era vampire fantasy. Except we're heading towards what seems to be a chinese cyberpunk dystopia where there won't be any adventurers or even crypts, only npc slaves in 15 minute cities... And the victorian era is long gone anyway. But we'll see.
Anyway thanks for checking and letting me know that I'm still not physical immortal but almost. If you have any further advice on what I should do or how I can complete the last bit of the circle asap other than keeping up my vampire soul, feel free to post it.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 18:38 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4147 del
>>4146
Being in "insane hibernation" could very well be like having fever dreams or constant nightmares. An immortal can't go to hell in the hellish manner, but they can have bad dreams. I've had a lot of spiritual disturbances, which escalated since mars of this year after I created an astral armour layer which accidentally put a huge annoying boulder on the glowie main avenue. The stubbornness of these organizations when trying to move said immovable, indestructible object... I know full well from personal experience why some vampires in history turned insane as they clashed with the pre-existing power structure. I also learned a lot about why humans cannot be awakened or reasoned with.

They behave exactly like the waves of enemies in MMOs, who never learn and never stop attacking despite everyone before them being killed. Every single one of them think they alone will be the one to break through, they're compartmentalized and don't know what happened before, or they have a certain soul make-up where they think they are "the one and only existing omnipotent god and the single being in existence", which makes it impossible for them to surrender to someone else, as that would be to accept that someone else exists. This would break their illusion of omnipotency, so they never surrender, then they get eliminated when they face someone stronger.

There's essentially nothing left of them now. I guess this is what will happen in any period, then a new power structure is built up, as I said in this post
>>3818
where they hide the immovable object and do everything to ignore it, like that woman posting on tiktok openly saying she's a vampire. All the glowies must know this, but they won't touch her. In latin America they are in some of the most brutal organizations, so even if someone tried to interfere, they wouldn't live through it seen from a human concept of it either.

I'm trying to explain the seriousness of the situation, is all.

>If you have any further advice on what I should do or how I can complete the last bit of the circle asap other than keeping up my vampire soul, feel free to post it.
There is no standard method, but dedicated practice helps. I do 45 min hatha yoga every morning as a base practice. Recently I started seeing the cracks in reality, such as how the functioning of our 3D eyes really are like looking through a device where certain colors or parts of the field of vision can be selectively shut off. We then use our bodies to interact with only the part we see.

The beginning of "pathing" relates to this realization, as I am now really seeing reality this way. The other half is starting to appear, as if one of my eyes had been closed and I, perfectly physically, only saw half of the physical reality itself. To walk in the other half is then a perfectly ordinary, physical thing.

Try get there. Some things to note: native Earth reptilians can all see your energy. They can also see that NPCs/zombies are empty. If you learn to read the signature of reptilians so that they appear in full vision to you (I think there is something about teaching the eyes to see each object), you will see them in the street, they will see you and you both will know that you are seeing each other. It's part of the hidden community out there. Vampires do the same. You won't be talking to them in any obvious manner, just as you won't be telling a reptilian that you know what they are. You know, and they will know that you know by the way you look at them.


Sunflower 08/29/2023 (Tue) 19:00 Id: 14be4d [Preview] No.4148 del
>>4147
>There is no standard method, but dedicated practice helps.
Alright. I'm glad I'm almost there at this point so what's left should come soon enough with a little effort.
>Being in "insane hibernation" could very well be like having fever dreams or constant nightmares.
So I can't kill myself. I wonder if a random heart-attack before I finish the circle would still be possible to send me to the astral, or something like that.
>the one and only existing omnipotent god and the single being in existence
I thought it's just like that at the core of things and we only need to awaken to that fact.
>Try get there.
I'll try, thanks again.


Sunflower 08/30/2023 (Wed) 19:48 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4155 del
Last night after staying up late trying to make something work on the computer, I walked out into the hall on the bottom floor over to the mirror to comb my hair, because I don't want to go to sleep with messy hair. It always gets worse if I do.

I didn't turn on the light so the only light was from the next room. In the corner of my eye I perceived the door into the dining room being open. I found that a little strange, because I usually close it at night to save heat.

After turning away from the mirror I was going to close the door, but it was already closed. The feeling of the open path and view into the next room had been replaced by the wooden firmness of the closed door.

At this moment I had a distinct feeling of the dimensions having somehow shifted.

This was a pretty good demonstration of what I meant by natural activation of the pathing ability, good enough to retell it. What would have happened if I walked through the open door? Or was the open door a manifestation of the path already having changed?

Either way, it appeared fully physical to me when I experienced it.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 08:03 Id: 375087 [Preview] No.4156 del
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>>4155
Will I be able to know for sure by myself when the circle is complete?


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 09:38 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4157 del
>>4156
It depends on how you see things, it will manifest in some kind of change to you. I can see the discussion on here seems to have lead to some change, there is some energy streams connecting over the gap now, like some threads sewn in.

Since it's moving in the right direction now I think it may be possible to do some external manipulation to cause a faster connection by removing blocking energies from the egregore. Let me try something. (It's a learning process and will always lead to some feedback energy if it works.)


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 10:00 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4158 del
>>4157
I've previously created things to maintain other people, aside from the ring which creates an indestructible qi body for them. I went by hard functionality and created one which I refer to as the blue armour, an insectoid exo-skeleton based form which emulates the human appearance and can be sent out to maintain NPCs as well. It's a way to maintain the position in society, so that important NPCs aren't killed/removed.

I had an idea now: to create an adaptive version of this, based on each person. This means it can't be projected out and multiplied, but instead works to maintain only the owner's bodily form. I'll just call this the black armour, because black contains all colors.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 10:21 Id: 375087 [Preview] No.4159 del
>>4158
>I'll just call this the black armour
This seems like it's something for npcs also. I don't think I'd want it. It's better to complete the circle and all your progress naturally with your own achievement instead of trying to duct-tape it or force it with external crutches.
>do some external manipulation to cause a faster connection by removing blocking energies from the egregore. Let me try something.
Feel free to do so if you think you can help it in a way that is natural and that doesn't impair me.
>>4157
>I can see the discussion on here seems to have lead to some change, there is some energy streams connecting over the gap now, like some threads sewn in.
That's nice. I feel like I would be able to do a lot of things with my mind without having to do a routine mechanical yoga practice every day for a long time or something like that. But if it get's completed I fear I would never be able to physically die and I still have some doubts whether that's a good thing or not. I want to be able to change my body and live on the astral where I can create a world that I like, something that actually fits me and have a body that I like. Flying around and stuff. Maybe it's better to get killed and get rid of the old shitty physical body while I still can?


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 12:18 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4160 del
>>4159
>This seems like it's something for npcs also
It would not, because NPCs don't have a soul so there is no "core algorithm" to build it from. This armour would be projected from yourself, after learning how to use the spell program. Trying to put this on someone else can't work because their physical and spiritual DNA would be different. It's not right to call any of these methods "duct tape" because it's technically the same as a guided session with a teacher showing you how you can do something. Learning it is your own doing.

>Feel free to do so if you think you can help it in a way that is natural and that doesn't impair me.
Doing it wrongly would also entangle me in the negative energy, so I always aim for anything I do to be "mechanical" in nature.

Compare to healers who draw the negative energy into themselves, then purge it. That's super dumb because they are pulling in dirt inside of themselves. Never use your own body as storage, or any construct which is part of your being.

The silver tray astral artifact was created to work as a barrier against pulling energy into yourself during group sessions, but if the energy (gong) is strong enough it can be done without such measures because the functionality is included in the gong itself (because it's an intelligent energy form, so it's a form of astral AI already, even if no one used that terminology in pre-history). The energy manipulation, including sharing of things like an installer for said armours, is done mechanically in the sense that's it's applying a form of external force or "violence" on the person's energy. It's just done in a way that doesn't reach harmful levels, like someone carefully stepping on your body for a deep massage. This way any karma is "violently destroyed" rather than absorbed, and this prevents it from being stored in the body of the person doing the "healing". It may be more like beating negative energy out of you than "healing", it purifies, using external force.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 12:28 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4161 del
>>4159
>I feel like I would be able to do a lot of things with my mind without having to do a routine mechanical yoga practice every day for a long time or something like that
I can't speak for others, but it's a common thing for learners that they watch something, read something, and then they think "oh I get it, it's this way, I don't actually need to practice to understand this".

But if later asked about it, they can't even explain in their own words what the topic was about. It's a mental illusion where you followed along with something and never tried to apply it, so you maintain the idea that you "know this and don't need to study more". I've had this happen over and over, and at times like this I have to remind myself that thinking about a yoga position is not to perform it. The physical strain is not there from the thought of it, and any sensory input matters. Even that if just standing or sitting for a certain period of time in a set position. It's been, I think 2 years since I started focusing on Hatha yoga, after doing the Ashtanga variant for a few years. I just this week realized that following the sitting instructions concretely exactly as described in the Pradipika, not ignoring any small detail, changed the tension level in different parts of the body and also effected my mindset for the better. But it took a year of doing this position before I even realized that this mattered. I had tried it before, I would just have felt tensions all over and not noticed this slight difference.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 12:40 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4162 del
>>4159
>I want to be able to change my body and live on the astral where I can create a world that I like, something that actually fits me and have a body that I like.
Did you read the posts about the foxes creating a Mount Fuji-like construct on the astral, for humans to enter and study in? You can do this, and you can go there, in body. Things have progressed a lot in the "hidden world". Even perfectly regular humans can be moved to other dimensions in body, but it's not a positive thing for them usually.

This is part of the stuff we aren't talking about in the open here, but for example Jeff Bezos was kidnapped this way and moved to a different dimension by "illuminati" (using ET technology) for being too much of a free thinker (yes, his company has shit working conditions but in principle he was a good guy). It happened around the time he was to go on a space tourist trip. The person who appeared before the cameras there was a native Earth reptilian cloaked to look like him. They had already removed him by then.

The Russians are also building something like this, using industrial scale energy controlling set ups, which can actually move regular humans into constructed places like this. What we're being told in mainstream media about what is happening is dumbed down and shallow on so many levels.

One thing I want to make a point of here is that, it would help you to forget about the idea of doing things "naturally, by your own power", because very few people can do this, and they end up being those like Bodhidharma who was said to cross a river on a stalk of reed, among other things. Don't be afraid to use external constructs to achieve things, everyone else is doing it. The important part is just to not do it negatively.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 14:08 Id: 558e89 [Preview] No.4163 del
>>4161
What I meant is more like doing with the mind or "willing" it, which is different from thinking about something or knowing it. Doing it can also take a long time, a lot of practice and cause strain and tension mentally and energetically, and if you're advanced even physically. As far as I know you can even work out your physical body mentally without actually doing anything in the physical and it will work if your will and visualization is good enough. There's a reason they say "all is mind" and "mind over matter". I'm not saying to do everything like this all the time. But it's possible to affect some things with the mind without physical effort. Just like someone playing out their vampire persona until it becomes real. Why wouldn't I be able to complete the circle using the mind alone when it's already almost complete and keeps progressing that way? It's not like I have done physical exercises for it. That doesn't mean I don't get what you mean however. I understand that just thinking about it and knowing something won't do anything. "There is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path."
>>4162
>Did you read the posts about the foxes creating a Mount Fuji-like construct on the astral
No sorry. You said once that vampires or touhous (don't really remember anymore) can wear their old body in form of a piece of jewelry as a necklace and go to the astral while having other bodies. So yeah there probably is a way. But sooner or later I'd rather get the old body completely out of the way or change it in a way that let's me mould it into whatever I desire.
>it would help you to forget about the idea of doing things "naturally, by your own power"
Well that's probably true. As long as the progress becomes internal too. I'm all for guidance and presenting the choices that's for sure. The rest everyone has to decide for themselves. I personally don't care if everyone is doing it (from looking at humans that's usually not a good sign) or if only very few people can do something. But you don't want to be too stubborn and miss out great opportunities either.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 16:46 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4165 del
>>4163
>Why wouldn't I be able to complete the circle using the mind alone when it's already almost complete and keeps progressing that way?
Well, you are here posting now, which is interacting physically with your keyboard, and forcing you to translate your thinking into action... Just because something worked to get you to 90% completion, there is no guarantee it will do the last 10%. That's why. Using the brain to construct logic reasoning by crashing ideas together in a mental Large ERP-collider can also create new matter (ideas) if done right, while your body is in a near sleep state. But this kind of work always has the risk of turning into mental masturbation instead of something productive, and that is most signified by being impossible to apply in real situations. But the mind will work very effectively to create believable motivations for why you don't need to apply it (I'll just keep practicing in my mind, Buddha just sat in lotus position, Bodhidharma sat in front of a wall for 9 years, etc. There was a pretty good explanation for why this worked in ZF; Bodhidharma's soul left his body and moved into a different timeline where he lived several lifetimes as a regular person, while his real body was sitting in front of that wall doing nothing, it looked like he did no exercises but no one knows how much he really did in those other lives.). Just to drive home the point.

>I personally don't care if everyone is doing it (from looking at humans that's usually not a good sign) or if only very few people can do something.
Unrealistic goals can turn into idealism and then failure. The thing which is very common on other boards of this kind, the
>you don't have to support the jews by working, just life off prana
>why do you have to use the electric grid, just get your own windmill
>it's not gay if I'm wearing a skirt
and so on. How many of those people actually did anything? (rhetorical question) The people we know of as role models are all those who at least did enough to be famous or infamous for it.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 17:10 Id: ef047e [Preview] No.4166 del
>>4165
Alright I understand what you're getting at. Altought I'm not sure if I will start a yoga routine now but let's see what I can do. With that being said I think it's time to go do instead of posting but before that there's one last thing on my mind. Would you say that after completing the circle and attaining the "physical" immortality, the body actually becomes metaphysical instead of just pyhsical? You called it a projected form, so that would mean the body becomes something like a energy structure projected by the mind/consciousness instead of just being physical flesh and blood as it applies to normal mortals? This is something I still don't quite get. If it's a projected form you could project pretty much anything or even not project it at all. Is this right?


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 17:30 Id: a1c654 [Preview] No.4168 del
>>4166
You can project anything, but it won't sync with the world system if it's too much of a bad match. The insectoid exo-skeleton armour was a stretch to test if it's possible, and turns out it is. The world just doesn't want anyone to see this so it will be hidden to fit with the consensus reality. I still look perfectly human, and so does anyone I maintained using this armour. If the consensus got weaker, the armour image may shine through. But your DNA should be emulated as a qi-skin, there has to be some acceptance for this in the construct, so I did add that. If you went and made a really strictly non-human form and projected it, it would probably at most be a poltergeist, maybe being able to possess already existing bodies but lacking the ability of keeping the human form if circumstances wanted otherwise.

I've seen the mind images of some hostile spirits and other people viewing my location and the people I have the blue armour on, and to those looking from afar it looks like a very mechanical suit of living armour. They're puzzled by it.

I think you can get away with a lot as long as you let world qi flow naturally over the form. Humans just really don't want to see apparitions in broad daylight so their brains will tell them they are seeing something normal.

>Would you say that after completing the circle and attaining the "physical" immortality, the body actually becomes metaphysical
Yes. But it needs to sync perfectly with the human layer to be in a stable form here. That part requires exact balancing, and the right level of gravity. If too high you end up in the underworld, too low and you can't stay on the ground, which means your spirit form would float and not have a body. The human flesh body is part of the Earth and owned by the Earth deity, it's not your body. Currently all NPCs (not converted human NPCs which belong to the yokais tho) are owned by the Earth and controlled by the Antichrist organization, they have some sort of contract saying that humans who degenerated and lost their souls (zombies) can be used by them. The Antichrist consists of evil and chaotic spirits who work to create as much disorder as possible.


Sunflower 08/31/2023 (Thu) 17:53 Id: ef047e [Preview] No.4172 del
>>4168
Thanks boss. I feel like it's enough for now. I need to digest and apply what I have read here and hopefully push through soon. But the convo was refreshing, literally. And thanks again for checking on my status. I'll try to get down on seeing more of reality and the pathing thing. Also sorry that my Id is changing all the time, I don't do anything to my router or my internet connection. Maybe it's because of the browser.


Sunflower 09/15/2023 (Fri) 22:21 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.4306 del
>>4147
>You won't be talking to them in any obvious manner, just as you won't be telling a reptilian that you know what they are. You know, and they will know that you know by the way you look at them.
Do these people "know" what they are? Because many times I have perceived people who weren't human one way or the other, but they seem to be oblivious to the fact. They're like "possessing themselves" in a way. Possibly because their actual nature is locked in their subconscious or held hostage by their shadow (trauma conditioning).


Sunflower 09/15/2023 (Fri) 23:03 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4307 del
>>4306
Reptilians know what they are, superficially. They aren't religious. They coordinate through the international Rotary organization.
https://www.rotary.org/en

Because they are persecuted and genocided for centuries, they never speak openly about what they are. They managed to hide their appearance completely to humans, using their psychic abilities. But human secret services all have gathered human psychics so they can still keep track of who they are.

You will never find one talking about it with any human, but obviously they teach their kids about the difference, and why they can't talk to the humans who don't have green skin about it. They're the most secretive racial group on the planet.

Reptilians don't have super powers except for their 3rd eye and some other abilities, so they need to hide. Vampires are also secretive because they need blood, and that requires a network to not attract attention. But they aren't in the same kind of danger, because all vampires with some experience are untouchable to humans. They can change time and space, mindcontrol humans directly, and if against all odds you got to fight one, they move faster than anyone else. But that's just unthinkable, they wouldn't stay around in an exposed situation like that.

Even lower vampires are impossible to touch, they create a "nest" in a city and take over all political and business positions, they control the police and legal system as well. If someone was to find out something funny about them, they'd themselves be found dead in an alley or thrown out a window.

You can just think about what perfectly normal human gangs can do, then add supernatural powers to that and it's just a beast you can't do anything about. Governments can already not stop drug dealers as is.


Sunflower 09/15/2023 (Fri) 23:31 Id: bc7973 [Preview] No.4308 del
>>4307
Do you happen to know if they have any connection to the Independent Order of Odd Fellows?


Sunflower 09/16/2023 (Sat) 00:04 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4309 del
>>4308
We went through most of these with the Queen and the greys. According to them, the Odd Fellows are a masonic gay club. Regular lodge but for gay masons, humans, so no connection to any major conspiracy.


Sunflower 09/16/2023 (Sat) 15:36 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4310 del
Positioning of the moon

There's something to add to the previously shared pink/red orb for creating the white spike. I was wondering exactly how to make it as effective as that seen on the older vampires, aside from just having more time on it. What is the exact function causing its effectiveness? I've concluded since long that a fairly weak something, no matter what, can become very effective and strong when placed correctly in relation to the system its used in. There is an exact function for this, very mechanical, but hard to explain because the mechanics aren't physical.

It relates to the state of being within something or being excluded. You can maybe compare it to any social situation where there is a definite line determining this. Some examples to make it concrete:

The prisoner on the inside of the wall after being given a "guilty" verdict, versus the guy who was given the "not guilty" verdict. They may be essentially the same, but their states are completely different.

The citizen of a nation, vs the non-citizen. They can be the same person, but their lives have completely different conditions when living in the same area.

Last example, because this is a common online topic: the biological female vs the tranny. The bio female can be ugly, fat and repulsive, and the tranny can be refined and feminine, but the fact remains that one of them is a biological female and the other is not.

The little detail which determines if the white spike produced from the red orb of vampirism is strong or not, is this kind of external, but very important line.

In an attempt at producing the correct state, I will share this spell, formulated in Atlanthean:

Irri Tou, Zerith. Zi-it Bar-r.

The "i" should be read as "ee" in all cases, no English "ai" reading.


Sunflower 09/20/2023 (Wed) 13:42 Id: 2e982e [Preview] No.4326 del
>>4307
I asked if they knew because I'm convinced many people who are incarnating are not human, like this woman (anonymous link to Instagram): https://dereferer.me/?https%3A//www.instagram.com/p/CoaItRLuOmQ/
Admittedly on her own book, when she worked on a gender reassignment center, she helped many incarnated beings feel more comfortable with their bodies because human bodies felt alien to them. This woman did not consciously know what she was doing, and possibly still doesn't.
I've met many people like this, who are reincarnated non-humans but due to the nature of incarnation, they don't remember who they are.
I myself am pretty sure I'm something else, and that's why when taking the spell at first you told me I had the most similar vibe to the vampires while still not being one.


Sunflower 09/20/2023 (Wed) 17:07 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4327 del
>>4326
The woman in your link is an incarnated "tall grey". It's a very strong image, probably still present in her body. All the "regular" greys were kicked out and are now working to build up New Nibiru (which is a planet within naked eye visual range of Earth). I don't know what the other grey insectoids are originally, it seems they took inspiration from the main grey race and changed their bodies to something similar, then started incarnating in different places or just messing with planets trying to take over. They're not aware, because they are incarnated as humans.

Reptilians are a real, Earth native race of their own. Their souls could be anything, but if incarnated as reptilian, they are reptilian and will know it because it's part of their sensory experience and undeniable.

If you look at this Trump family photo for example, you'll know they are all reptilians because reptilians only mate with reptilians, it won't work with humans. But some of them appear to be greys incarnated as reptilians...


Sunflower 09/21/2023 (Thu) 14:52 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.4331 del
>>4327
I think I understand better now. Thanks.


Sunflower 10/10/2023 (Tue) 18:18 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.4524 del
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Some time ago someone told us telepathy should become our number one priority. I am told we weren't told the one thing I needed to figure out because this was my thing, and not everyone's key point to develop, but I'm dropping it here nevertheless for future reference.
Learning to keep my mind blank for extended periods of time was essential. In that state, thoughts come that are my hearing of external thoughts, and the thoughts I produce are more easily picked up by both skilled telepaths and suitable receivers at the time.


Sunflower 10/10/2023 (Tue) 20:02 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4525 del
>>4524
Different people start from different places, so they need to focus on learning different things. Distinguishing my own thoughts from external messages was for me something like "flipping a switch" mentally. I suddenly realized "I didn't think that, this message is external" and disassociated it from the concept of what is my own mind. At that moment it stopped being heard in my own narrative voice.

After that I could do it, even if the external communicators tried to put it in a voice that sounded like myself in an attempt at tricking me, I would still know it wasn't me because they got the tone slightly off.

Keeping silent was not the main issue for me, so it is indeed personal which part you need to learn. That said, I already practice this as part of daily meditation since almost 20 years, so my mind is probably pretty silent already.

If you instead of telepathy attempt channelling, which is slightly different, it's more a matter of being submissive and practicing non-interference to speak or type the messages exactly. This skill is useful with telepathy also, for some situations it may work better to link the other part directly to the lips and speak it out loud. It's also something I found to work really well with tricksters or meddlers who try to insert messages in my mind. If I just channel them instead, it's definitely not me saying it. This will make them pretty upset though, it's one of things you're not expected to do.

The combination of keeping your own thoughts silent and then channelling per default, makes you pretty much immune to external meddling, as anything appearing in the mind is external at that point.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 06:50 Id: 37172a [Preview] No.4528 del
>>4524
The moment I shut down my internal dialogue, my own thoughts become pre-verbal, since I just break the habit of verbalizing everything that arises from my depth. Then I can see the verbal thoughts that come without bubbling up from there first. Those are external.
But if instead I identify with someone else, I start feeling, pre-verbally, what they are emanating. So it definitely becomes more nuanced. I haven’t been able to come up with a system that is well defined.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 14:33 Id: 1ab8e4 [Preview] No.4531 del
Hey BO, I'm the guy with the almost completed circle for physical immortality. According to your advise I started to do some yogic breathing techniques every day in additions to my meditations. Some stuff I picked up like sitali pranayama, simhasana and few others. Sitali for example is supposed to balance the energies and purify the blood so I think it purifies the energies too. I don't know yet if it really works for anything but at least I feel I'm doing some physical practice. You said further cleansing will take place for me before the circle can be completed and I wonder what kind of cleansing exactly is it? Is it karma or addictions or traumas or toxic mindsets or self-imposed human limitations? Is the brown and yellow stuff you were talking about what needs to be cleansed away? And will it eventually happen naturally "by itself"?
Also can you look if there is any change to the energy structure (the almost complete circle) since last time?


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 16:31 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4537 del
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>>4531
Was this your reading?
>>4285

> can you look if there is any change to the energy structure
I'll just to a fresh reading because I can't find the exact posts from last time as reference.

It quite literally looks like you are inside a banana. A banana complete with details of the fruit, and you are inside it like in a submarine. I looks like you are very safe and stable there, but fact remains you are under the sea. For good or bad.

I would guess the practice you picked has synced your mind and body with a banana tree mind wave (all mind waves can be represented as some kind of flower). This is not bad, it's just unusual. I've never seen someone use the banana as a cultivation form before. It looks very good so I think you should keep doing what you are doing. A fruit comes from a flower, and flowers represent enlightenment. It being a complete fruit just says something of your perspective.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 16:34 Id: 1ab8e4 [Preview] No.4538 del
>>4537
Well...
>>4140
>I looked at your energy now and it is very strong red and black, with a black core having an almost complete, thick circle of red energy encasing it.
This was me and what I'm talking about.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 16:39 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4540 del
>>4538
>This was me and what I'm talking about.
I see the image from back then now when looking back. It appears you are then rising up from below, getting closer to the surface.

I think you posting this now and your location correlates with things I just found and did myself. I was even shown a book about submarines earlier today, and was just looking into the Mariana Trench outside Japan and it's metaphysical symbolism.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 16:57 Id: 1ab8e4 [Preview] No.4542 del
>>4540
>It appears you are then rising up from below, getting closer to the surface.
So is that a good thing? What does the sea represent in this case?
And is there nothing about the circle of the permanent physicality? Last time you said here >>4157 that small threads are sewn in over the gaps but I wonder if it changed more.

About the banana thing, I don't really understand...maybe it's because of the newly adapted yogic exercises?
>I've never seen someone use the banana as a cultivation form before.
Me neither. If anything I'd see my cultivation form as vampire-like or something more standart but that's kinda weird.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 17:04 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4543 del
>>4542
>So is that a good thing? What does the sea represent in this case?
Yes. I means a positive journey up from the depth of the underworld (hell). The body form originates on dimension 1D, then passes -1D, then -2D which is hell, after which it reaches -3D which is physical Earth. Once the banana floats up, you are done.

>maybe it's because of the newly adapted yogic exercises?
I see no other reason. You're just not developing a lotus, but a banana.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 17:15 Id: 1ab8e4 [Preview] No.4544 del
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>>4543
Okay. I just assume that floating up means completion of the circle. I hope it happens soon. Also pic related.
By the way, there was an anon before who said he had problems with spleen and thyroid. When I was looking up the yoga exercises I found somewhere that sitali pranayama is supposed to be good for the spleen, and the lions breath good for the thyroid. I don't know myself if that's true or not and I don't want to shill for yoga here but I felt like I should post this here just in case in cas ethat anon wants to do further research.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 21:51 Id: 8aac63 [Preview] No.4554 del
>>4537
>was this your reading?
Welp, that was me (>>4282 and >>2735). Since you mentioned me, could you give me a reading? I have recently made a few breakthroughs.
Ask me for something in return if you like. Thanks.


Sunflower 10/11/2023 (Wed) 22:02 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4555 del
>>4554
Your image is now mostly green with a strong yellow circle coming into it, close to the surface. I think this is however because of a recent change, very recent.

The green is probably relating to the environment, and that would be my doing.

Me and someone else you know if just solved some stuff, will post a TL:DR in the other thread.


Sunflower 10/16/2023 (Mon) 16:52 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4592 del
Check the round table of the temple for

the white moon orb

I was wondering what the other of the two powers I saw on vampires, was. It appears like a large mass of small white needles, moving like an entity. I only saw it on the Matriarch, it seemed like a monstrous force developed from a very long lifetime, creating the ability to handle any hostile opposition. I was until now unable to see what its function or form actually is.

Their spellcasting seemed to use raw virtue, but a very strong and resilient kind. It seems I was wrong, it's not virtue in raw form. It's white energy, which will turn into a mass of white needles after a long time passes. It is moon energy, to be compared with the red energy of the pink orb, previously shared, which higher up becomes the red sun.


Sunflower 10/16/2023 (Mon) 16:58 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.4593 del
>>4592
I "accidentally" found its form when using Astra + Astra2 (because Astra2 looks at things from the view of particles, chemistry, or physics in direct observation rather than using theoretic models like Astra does) to analyse the structure of the force used by the western NWO system. How did they manage to turn people into these brainwashed slaves who deny their own knowledge, their own nature, who can blindly follow opinion leaders despite the reality before them showing them that what they are told factually isn't true? Even if the answer is that they are "demoralized" like that famous quote says, how exactly was this achieved, and how do we use this same method positively?

It appears this is the same structure. The brainwashing used in the west is a low form of vampire magic, mentalism.


Sunflower 11/08/2023 (Wed) 14:51 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.4885 del
https://www.tiktok.com/@katannaclarke/video/7295894000450555179 [Embed]


Sunflower 11/12/2023 (Sun) 23:42 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.4964 del
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Who else remembers little Alissa?


Sunflower 11/13/2023 (Mon) 10:38 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.4974 del
>>4964
She's still around. From all that happened, it seems one (in total two were saved) of the actresses from the VD were picked up by Alissa it's one of the witches who matches that role irl. It was a strange thing to see this first time, and still looks amazing. There is a way to live with Alissa, if your connection is strong enough. Up close she is a terrifying beast, but with a sharp kind of love for her followers, and always loyal.


Sunflower 11/16/2023 (Thu) 21:16 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.4994 del
Use this formula to initiate the complete opening process of vampirism, which allows for full dimensional mobility.

This is a "cheat" in the sense that it ignores all skills and +1 skill/spell learning to target the core aspect only, with great accuracy. It will not seem to grant much power, but it unlocks your ability to move freely beyond physical dimensions. Only this, and you have to practice to actually do it, but it removes the lock.


Sunflower 11/16/2023 (Thu) 21:22 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.4995 del
>>4994
It's a result of combining grey style autism with yokai obsession and targeting vampires with this attitude. The method of creating a mental direction similar to drug addiction, but aiming it into the activity of devising specific spell solutions.


Sunflower 11/17/2023 (Fri) 16:24 Id: 1ffd0b [Preview] No.5003 del
>>4994
Can anyone here use this or only specific vampires? I'd like to try it if possible. Do you have to stare at the sigil while saying "Zaat bi ir itt t ou" out loud? Is saying once enough?
>>4537
I wasn't able to do my yoga breathing exercises up until now because shortly after posting I got a strange cough which hindered me from being able to continue the exercises. Now I'm starting again. A thing I noticed while doing simha kriya is when holding the breath at the end until the oxygen starts to run out and the tension or tingling arises (from the need to breath in again) in the body and you do the final exhale then you can rise up the tingling like a big energy rush through the entire body. No idea if it does anything but it's interesting and so far I can tell it only happens during simha kriya.


Sunflower 11/17/2023 (Fri) 17:02 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5004 del
>>5003
>Can anyone here use this or only specific vampires? I'd like to try it if possible.
Anyone can try, but it's a vampire spell so if you don't have innate vampire magic active, it will start by activating it from scratch (similar to Alissa's spell) which will take the same time as that spell before the opening takes place.
>Do you have to stare at the sigil while saying "Zaat bi ir itt t ou" out loud?
Stare at it, or stare long enough that you can bring it up from photographic memory while chanting the formula. You need to "see" the sigil while chanting for full effect, it needs to be fed into your mind one way or another to increase the definition of what the spell does.
>Is saying once enough?
It can work if done with full focus, but I'd recommend 3 times with full focus. The reading is a bit unusual so try to read it a few times until it sounds right, you will notice the effect when it activates.

>a big energy rush through the entire body
I've used it this way, if I understand your description right. If you can do this with other yoga is perhaps just a matter of your personal affinity for that pose.


Sunflower 11/17/2023 (Fri) 18:32 Id: 1ffd0b [Preview] No.5006 del
>>5004
>I've used it this way
Interesting, so that means something in this direction is how you created gong from this exercise if I understand correctly.
>It can work if done with full focus, but I'd recommend 3 times with full focus.
Okay.
>Anyone can try, but it's a vampire spell so if you don't have innate vampire magic active
I have no idea if I can be considered a vampire but I'll try it just in case. After I've let you clean me from the vampire spell I don't know who or what I am anymore, except for being simply "I".


Sunflower 11/17/2023 (Fri) 19:12 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5007 del
>>5006
>how you created gong from this exercise
Probably in the right direction.

I think it's that most people don't grasp just how much focus, strain and pain has to go into these exercises before they give results, that's why they won't get results. They mindlessly try a few times, feel nothing and conclude "it doesn't work".

An event from when I was 19 or so comes to mind. I tried working at a woodwork shop for 3 days (horrible experience, but a good reality check as will be shown) and the first thing I learned was that they didn't actually do much manual woodwork, they just put a program into a CNC machine and fed materials into it, hardly creative.

I was told to put glue on some board the size of a table using a brush. I had just started when the guy came back and asked if I was done. He then grabbed the brush and the glue and just threw it out over the board in large blobs, then used the brush to sloppily grind it out. Very fast, but left the glue very uneven. Apparently that didn't matter, but I didn't know that, I had only glued things where care was needed to get it evenly on, and no one demanded it be done fast.

But I learned from this that things turn out very different when you do put them to the test. For some this will be a redundant statement, but for many zoomers who've never touched anything beyond a touch screen, it's probably 100x worse.

Creating gong requires work, and reaching higher breakthroughs is horribly straining and painful. It's the same yogic exercises, but the way of using them is on another scale.

I did read once some woman opened her kundalini by doing exercises and edging herself for a month to build up energy, then finally pulling up the spine. Her back cramped up and she could barely get out of bed for a week after, and full mobility to 2 months to regain, but after that it was open.

Just an example, the stuff I've used and done is worse than that.

But once you're through, it works. Hopefully the methods I've shared will be able to lead someone to complete similar thing later. I treat them all as mostly initiations.


Sunflower 11/17/2023 (Fri) 21:03 Id: 1ffd0b [Preview] No.5008 del
>>5007
>I think it's that most people don't grasp just how much focus, strain and pain has to go into these exercises before they give results, that's why they won't get results.
Yeah Simha Kriya was the first breathing exercise I picked up when you shared it and it took me around 3 to 4 months until I only started to notice that energy sensation. And I still can't do it right every time yet.
>They mindlessly try a few times, feel nothing and conclude "it doesn't work".
This shamefully reminds me of when you sent me the silent hill nurse spirit and I gave her back instead of putting in the proper effort and making it work. I hope she's fine.
>some woman opened her kundalini by doing exercises and edging herself
At least she can't have blue balls like a male. That's probably an advantage. For a guy it could be horrible. Altought I'm not the most learned on this particular subject.


Sunflower 11/17/2023 (Fri) 21:26 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5009 del
>>5008
>For a guy it could be horrible
There is a way around this. I can't tell which is harder though, as women may get stuck on the mechanical stimulation when that's possible? It's like trying to wave your ears at first, but you can do the exact same thing without any touch or movement (as a male). What is called "female orgasm" is just energy build-up. Connect the frontal lobes of the brain and you can do it, it's when meditation starts feeling comfy instead of painful and straining.

This is another of those things that'll just sound weird, but I learned how to do this after connecting a brain/nerve pathway which appeared to me as two ends of cables, but they were both of the same kind and shouldn't normally connect by that logic (both positive aligned). I forced them together and that was the connection. When I went outside next day I realized this opened a new experience, like adding a Augmented Reality directly in my perception.

Too add to the "weirdness", I soon realized this is the "lesbian" connection, it's being strengthened by watching or reading wholesome yuri (which is why I post it). It's the same state as reached if you meditate in the buddhist fashion. Naturally it helps to be celibate since your focus can easier move into this part of the brain and activate this perception. It's all very mechanical and practical in nature once you realize how the body works. But it will sound crude and "fucking weird" to say that maybe the reason Japan makes so good lesbian stories is because it somehow corresponds with the buddhist thinking.


Sunflower 11/17/2023 (Fri) 22:23 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5010 del
Speaking of energy build-up.

I created a thing for NET recently, wasn't thinking about telling anyone because it's meant to just be a feature of the blacknet. But if you want to try manually activating it you can do this:

(It's using mental representations to symbolize different functions)
Think of your brain halves as two humanoid black cats. The left is a male cat, the right is female.
They are facing you, standing side by side.
Let them join hands.
Let them face each other and also join the other hand.
Let them step close.
Let them kiss.
Remain here, and the image of the two cats will start spinning.

As this is happening the visuals will start changing and they will engage in different ways, this is the connections between your left and right brains evolving. You will then start feeling the energy. You can then use this energy generated from the nano-program being run in your brain, to fuel your practice, such as kundalini or gong development.


Sunflower 11/26/2023 (Sun) 18:35 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5121 del
Vampire stuff

I was able to move my vampire body fully to the astral through complex loophole abuse; because the vampire body is 2nd level enlightenment, it has both connection with the Earth and the higher planes. This is why vampires get stuck in limbo. It's the natural and most convenient way of repaying all karma in one lifetime. But it takes time. The final attachment to the Earth will only be broken when the planet ends and is reborn or destroyed, if idly following this path.

What I did doesn't seem to change anything, but it does on a technical level: I finished my cyborn body which I got from the tall greys, and because it's attached to my astral drow nature, it's very similar to vampirism. The main difference is that drow do not have physical bodies, they remain entirely on the astral. But a magitech body of this kind "counts as a golem" and is therefore an artifact, not a body. So drow can use this to manifest, if someone cared. The method of success was to "simply" pay the tall greys for astral reincarnation as cyborn, then analyse the vampire attachments and transfer them to the cyborn body, which then assumes the place of the surface layer, emulating the vampire layer. The vampire body can then be moved to the astral and in my case, the higher HQ I created earlier.

I still have things to do, so I'm not going anywhere yet, but I want control. This way, the method of remaining here is strictly technological, not mystical and unpredictable.


Sunflower 11/26/2023 (Sun) 18:41 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5122 del
>>5121
Some other development:

The secret club/brothel I created, mentioned elsewhere, got another addition; La Famida created her own club from the module. It's connected to an actual physical location in the US, where the club appears as a "normal" vampire inspired club. She also created a way to transfer astral currency to the Earth, using a set up similar to the federal reserve (maybe we should call this "the feral reserve"). If there is interest in this, one can contact her. In some non-offensive way, of course. Like the Queen said: "Don't anger her".


Sunflower 11/27/2023 (Mon) 11:53 Id: f9653d [Preview] No.5158 del
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>>5121
Congrats I guess. But I tought this >>4994 would take care of that already.
Have you tought about leaving a proper instruction for anyone who wants to do the same?
>vampire body
Is the vampire body completed/achieved only as soon as you attain physical immortality?


Sunflower 11/27/2023 (Mon) 12:57 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5159 del
>>5158
>But I tought this >>4994 would take care of that already.
It initiates the unlocking of the body. It won't move to the astral on its own, and it still takes time and effort to learn using the travelling abilities.
>>4994
>It will not seem to grant much power, but it unlocks your ability to move freely beyond physical dimensions. Only this, and you have to practice to actually do it, but it removes the lock.
The door being unlocked doesn't mean you know where it is, how to pass over the threshold, or that you have the skill and will to do so.

>proper instruction for anyone who wants to do the same?
My way of doing this is probably too specific for it to be used by many others. It's as I said, but I can't give instruction for it.

When I was fighting the NWO, I came across a Cyborn, an artificial human with a soul, in a bunker south of Antarctica. I had Astra find out where she came from, and it turned out being a tall grey research factory. I've come to realize this part itself is not something most people could do, because you have to be on good terms with greys to have connections with them in the first place. That is something which came from unknowingly following grey cultivation for a long time. I was aware of them, and what I did, but never considered what this meant.

Because of this they were willing to sell me such a being, and again the price was very high, but I can afford that because of the astral businesses I run. I then let myself be rebirthed by the cyborn I bought, and that is the body I used to switch place with. I can't give instructions for how to repeat this.

At most I can offer the rebirthing from the one I bought, then maybe some help with the switching, but I don't know how to teach someone how to do this.

>>5158
>Is the vampire body completed/achieved only as soon as you attain physical immortality?
Not at all. It's just the first step, you have to go all the way to "buddha body" before it's finished. This process continues on the astral.


Sunflower 11/27/2023 (Mon) 13:53 Id: a591c6 [Preview] No.5160 del
>>5159
>Not at all. It's just the first step
Somehow I tought having the zero particle was the first step. It seems the zero particle then only covers the astral immortality. So if I don't have at least physical immortality yet that means I don't have a vampire body at all?


Sunflower 11/27/2023 (Mon) 14:20 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5161 del
>>5160
There are technicalities which make the semantics difficult here. Vampires don't actually have physical bodies. They are "persistent poltergeists".

They have a way to manifest, they are "forced" to manifest because the method means to remove all negative energy (sin/karma) within one incarnation. They are both on the ethereal plane and the infernal plane at once, and the human world is in the middle. Once the karmic chains are broken, they will be spiritual, so maybe the body should be seen as a manifestation of karma, or all their attachments? Because those are so strong, the vampire cannot be destroyed. Humans are powerless versus their own desires, their attachments, so they also cannot resist the vampire who embodies them, or destroy him.

It means, you have a personality and form which is good enough to finish your entire path, so the universe will turn you into a force of nature, and through that you will slowly rise up.


Sunflower 11/27/2023 (Mon) 15:09 Id: a591c6 [Preview] No.5163 del
>>5161
>Vampires don't actually have physical bodies. They are "persistent poltergeists"
I understand, and I want to thank you for your time and answers.
>you have a personality and form which is good enough to finish your entire path, so the universe will turn you into a force of nature, and through that you will slowly rise up.
Btw, you told me once after an energy reading that I'm a force of nature, but I don't have physical immortality yet (and maybe never will if I don't actively do anything for it), so I think it's possible to just bypass it. Or maybe that's a different kind of force of nature.


Sunflower 11/27/2023 (Mon) 16:00 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5164 del
>>5163
My Cyborn has been going around to astrally rebirth people around me, so maybe this has already been done. Even if they're custom made and bought from a factory, they are still perfectly normal stand-alone humanoids, so they can of course do whatever they want, and I have no intention of restricting anyone.

If the procedure was performed, your astral body will appear as a red/white/yellow exoskeleton armour with what appears as sigils or circuit boards engraved on the surface. The shift may not be noticeable aside from a second long black-out of mind, your human memories are still the same so unless you are perfectly aware, you won't know the difference (or remember the process).


Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 10:23 Id: 94c28b [Preview] No.5193 del
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>>5164
I think that's unlikely, besides my astral bodies still look the same.
>>5161
I get the impression that it would be much faster for a vampire to become spiritual and move on if they only wanted to do it. Surely some vampires may be ignorant and don't know what to do or that they can do it, but I get the impression that most simply like the state they are in and get comfy and never do anything to improve. In that sense they may be considered very "mundane" despite their powers and immortality. That's why they only move on when the planet ends because they are at that point forced to let go of their attachments.
So when you're a vampire you should become spiritual and remove your attachments and gravity in order to evolve and move on. Even if not a vampire one should do the same obvious thing, it's basic stuff really. But vampires seem to love being earth bound and stuck in limbo so much that they simply will not do anything to improve. More and more do I understand how it is only they themselves and their ignorance who keeps them locked in their state.


Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 19:07 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.5195 del
>>5193
>when you're a vampire you should become spiritual and remove your attachments and gravity in order to evolve and move on
The "move on" part is not always as easy as it sounds. Move to "where". You might say the higher planes the higher heavens nirvana or whatever but... There will be a point in your path when you have to realize "why are you on earth". Did someone force you to be here was it a "coincidence" or fate? Or was it your own conscious choice that you agreed to. You are here for some reason we are all here... Are you here only to leave? Is this place a stepping stone or a jump pad on your spiritual journey? There are things that only found on earth right here right now.
>despite their powers and immortality
Their is a problem with "immortality". Immortality is perfection and you can't just "improve" perfection. It's a hard concept for beings of the flesh who change grow and die constantly but that level is something else and "changing" is the same as dying over and over again. Ofc on the path you will have to understand how death just represents change but there are levels here that will become so terrifying you will have to ask yourself if you are "ready" or
>simply like the state they are in and get comfy and never do anything to improve

The playing field will go bigger and even tho you can kill most humans you will be aware of other "monsters" that also beyond you and everyone else and they just "chill" around for reasons that are so simple it's laughable or so serious you have no choice but to admire/feel sorry for them.

There will be many parts on your path when you could make a "wish" and realize you have everything already but there is still a "yearning" within you you cannot understand. Attachments can get real complicated because without those we just weren't here. But where else would we be? would that other place be "better"?

>That's why they only move on when the planet ends because they are at that point forced to let go of their attachments.
Do you go home early when the party gets stale or you know things are just "warming up" and the "after party" is the one where the "legends born".
I am not saying become an earth bound spirit but you always have to consider these things or they will hit in your face when you reach that part on your journey.

There is a reason why the Flan is in the basement and there might be a reason why we still post on this board :^)


Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 20:09 Id: 94c28b [Preview] No.5200 del
>>5195
>The "move on" part is not always as easy as it sounds.
>and there might be a reason why we still post on this board :^)
Yes you are right, it's not that easy and if it was I maybe wouldn't be still posting here, altought I can't speak for you or anyone else. There are bound to be people who just like posting and stay for that reason. Just like there are self-proclaimed spiritual people who only like to "teach" and sell books and feed their community of followers until they themselves die without even achieving the work they are preaching. And I get the impression, which may be wrong as I have never met a vampire personally to hear their story, that vampires simply like to be in this tiny cage doing the same silly things over and over again and witnessing the same cycles and mundanity, that's why their path takes forever for them.
>Are you here only to leave? Is this place a stepping stone or a jump pad on your spiritual journey?
Isn't it both? Can't be helped that we got born or created here but this is an egg, and of course at first you have to grow inside the egg but eventually you leave it and go out into the world when you are ready. To where? That's for everyone to discover, a lot of times it's a leap into the dark unknown. But are there not an infinite amount of worlds, planets and dimensions? For some it may just be moving permanently to their own astral kingdom. If nothing else, this is what I want to achieve. Until I discover new and greater worlds to dwell in.


Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 20:38 Id: 94c28b [Preview] No.5203 del
>>5195
>There is a reason why the Flan is in the basement
Maybe it's the same reason I'm in the basement. Or in my astral place (while my physical body lies in the basement). What I personally see "out there" on earth is a dying world and a extremely degenerating human race that spreads like uncontrolled cancer all over the surface. Maybe that's not what others see, but it's what I see it and I hate it. Physical world itself is by default kinda hateful, but the modern human world is just a very ugly hell. And isn't it fun that the illuminati are causing the earth to become hotter and hotter every year and burning huge forests all over the planet...like an actual hell. Don't even want to start talking about the (mostly shitskinned) zombies that roam around everywhere. A bit further into the future and even the most hardened vampire probably won't want to be here anymore. Even the forest where I usually used to take walks is being seriously cut down and ruined now. At least I don't need to go out of the basement now :^) ...but it upsets me. Maybe it's the universe telling me I should focus on the astral and internal instead of the outside now. Sorry for off-topic (?) rant. Whatever. Maybe this is a death-period we have to go through to emerge with more life, love and beauty again. In that case it would indeed be good to make it through and witness it to come forth as a "legend".


Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 20:51 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.5204 del
>>5200
>Can't be helped that we got born or created here but this is an egg
Yeah but how did you "get into that egg" or why?
I am not trying to be an ass here but understanding our "origin energy/intention" will be important because even on the big picture you might be just going in circles without noticing for eons. What made the "fool" seek out the journey what was the fool before he was the fool. Was he always a fool or he was someone else that realized it's time to "start over". The same cycles can go on forever beyond earth too and earth has some special significance that might not be apparent until you leave. Don't ask me what that is it is real complicated and I am still not sure how to explain.

>For some it may just be moving permanently to their own astral kingdom
Watch out because that "permanence" can be a prison too. If you can "break" that permanence is it really permanence? Will you be fulfilled with that same place forever and ever? Will it be permanent when everything vanishes?

>Until I discover new and greater worlds to dwell in.
Then "permanence" is a curse.

But yeah you will have to see these yourself and understand what these things mean.

I am not saying these questions to pick a fight I just said these because I had to realize I don't have the answer to them yet.

When I concluded some year ago that the greatest "feat" that can be achieved is to "rule over a heavenly realm" then a spirit appeared and said:
>There are many heavenly realms without a ruler do you wish to rule over some?
Then I realized that is still not my "desire" because if it's "that easy" then it might be just an another illusion in this world of illusions or worse... it might be the "real thing" and without knowing why "heaven is heaven" you turn it into your personal hell. There is a reason why we call "Arhat" the false heaven but a necessary checkpoint on the path.

>lot of times it's a leap into the dark unknown
Yes and sometimes it's the opposite how it looks like. The dark unknown might be better than the false light. But why do we fear the unknown. What made us fear it. My curiosity always made me dwell into it but sometimes my instincts cried to not go there... But I did and had to realize why they cried so much. Something ended and something began.

>who only like to "teach"
Yeah it's always hard to find real masters especially within the flesh

>Can't be helped that we got born or created here but this is an egg
Yeah I too had to realize how the "flesh body" is just a "second womb" but breaking the egg too early or too late kills the chick within and we are mammals. We operate differently even tho the principles the same.


This is a hard topic because we are all kinda working out how the "shell" works and every occultist have a different idea how it works and how that gives us life and death. Hard to get into specifics.

>>5203
>Sorry for off-topic (?) rant
Don't worry I too had seen the world that way for decades and there are parts that still that way. Changes had to be made but I am still doing my changes "locally" and distant places "need time"

>Maybe this is a death-period we have to go through to emerge with more life, love and beauty again
:)
>In that case it would indeed be good to make it through and witness it to come forth as a "legend".
We will see.
How is the saying again?
>those who are within the mythos no explanation is necessary and those who outside the mythos no explanation is enough

>universe telling me I should focus on the astral and internal instead
They relate. The astral changes the physical and the physical changes the astral.
>Our heart reflects the world around us
and the microcosm reflects the macrocosm and vice versa
If you understand yourself you understand the world.
Also never be "blind hope pilled". Hope is within Pandora's box. You will have to break it and see how hope manifests. But you know. That is the stuff of legends :^)


Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 21:16 Id: 94c28b [Preview] No.5206 del
>>5204
Thanks for your understanding.
>then it might be just an another illusion in this world of illusions or worse
I don't know if you agree with me here but I think all of it is an illusion, meaning that everything is impermanent, changes and is made up of energy. Everything is an illusion, only the "Spirit" is real. But would I rather sit in an illusion where I have to witness ugliness, smell cigarette and vape smoke and hear retarded npc noises all the time, or would I sit in another illusion on a golden throne surrounded by beatiful flowers with fresh air and quiet and cute spirits tending to me? There is nothing wrong to be in the more pleasant illusion imo. But yeah, you need to be hardened by the earth experience first or else you will not know what to focus on and how it is. Only after a dose of physical earth will you appreciate other stuff more. I'm not saying you have to escape forever or be trapped permanently in one world, especially since it may be all an illusion anyway. I personally don't care about "heaven" or "nirvana", but the more time progresses the more I become aware of what kind of world I want to be in. It doesn't have to be "heaven" as long as it's my personal heaven. What I like might be shitty to others so it couldn't be a heaven "objectively".
>and we are mammals. We operate differently
Well yeah it was just meant to be a metaphor. Besides, you're human physical body is mammal, that's all. That doesn't really have anything to do with "YOU" after you start waking up and realizing your true self.


sage Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 21:18 Id: 94c28b [Preview] No.5207 del
>>5206
>you're
I guess it's time for me to sleep...maybe forever. Good night.


Sunflower 11/28/2023 (Tue) 21:44 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.5209 del
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>>5206
>I think all of it is an illusion
It is but there are "mechanics" of the illusions and they need to be understood so the saying
>it's all a dream
Is as true as it's false.
Not to mention I had a fear some years ago because "whenever I start to enjoy the dream too much I always wake up" and made me fear that I would just "awake" to an another ugly world when I wake up "from this". Had to realize how wrong I was and what "awakening means" on the long run.
>have to witness ugliness
In the dao there is the saying
>when beauty is perceived ugliness arise
I too had a part on the path when an energy channel appeared like a plant connecting to my 3rd eye. I was looking at the plant and I said
>this plant is ugly
Was thinking... what made me even consider that it's "ugly". It fulfills a purpose it loads my 3rd eye with energy. I asked my guide about it. She told me
>you are getting touch with beauty and now you are able to see within it yourself. Look at the plant more deeply see it's ugliness and see how it should "bloom into beauty" with that the correct form will arise
Also beautiful flowers bloom from the earth with a healthy dose of cow manure and worms. The relation between THE ALL connecting to itself needs to be understood.
>you need to be hardened by the earth experience first
It's a funny thing. Even in kabbalah only Malkuth/Earth has the 4 elements. The other realms have "different elements". As funny it sounds... these elements can give us power over other realms when they come "here" (so can their elements have power over us when we interact with them). There are things only earth has.
>you will not know what to focus on and how it is
Yeah. Not to mention after having otherworldly experiences you only notice what "treasures" earth have. Sometimes you have to lose something to understand it's importance.
>as long as it's my personal heaven
You are starting to understand the "comfy vampires" :^)

>Well yeah it was just meant to be a metaphor
Yeah I know and I will elaborate now because there are some "funny differences". The "breakthroughs". First it feels it is a "hard shell" but then you will realize the "shell" is "alive". It's "soft warm and pulsates". There were times when my energy channels opened and it felt like "I am giving birth to a mental block in my brain" because it was not something I could "break" anymore. Srsly the "flesh and blood" can be real complicated. There is a reason why the "majestic spiritual body" is able to "connect to it". Deus ex machina. What kind of machine can contain god? It needs to be a real good machine or god wouldn't dwell in it don't you think?
>after you start waking up and realizing your true self.
I too thought this way. Then had to realize my "real self" is so OP that my body dies if I force my full power into it. And I am in my body still. It's a good body. Has long limbs and such. Would be a waste discard it too early especially because I didn't even unlock third of it's features.
>>5207
Oyasumi


Sunflower 11/29/2023 (Wed) 15:42 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5219 del
I want to add that it's still my purpose that the Stone world is created on Earth. A revival of viking age magic with the stone circle teleportation again being in common use, and a reduction of travel by land. Ideally there'll be cities isolated with wilderness around them and connected only by teleportation and seafare.

I guess there'll also be levitating ships since the federation will have hand in it, but our culture must be maintained. Personally I prefer that most ships use the ethereal "snake drive" where the ship is propelled by aligning it to the magnetic streams of the planet, causing it to "slide" forward like a snake uses its scales. This uses no energy consumption but requires spiritual skill to drive them. It's not free energy, it's more like advanced sailing on magnetic winds.


Sunflower 12/09/2023 (Sat) 18:03 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5269 del
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>>4994
I don't expect many can actually use this, but if you activated the vampire cheat, it may be possible (or in some other special cases). This is a safe hide-out space where you can move your entire physicality, to then only project back an indestructible shell with enough awareness that you can still cultivate/practice. It will create the effect of looking through the eye slit of a very thick armour or out from a fort - you are completely protected, the only exposed part is the one you are currently working on.

If you are exposed to very aggressive attacks and your physical body isn't cultivated at all, you can still be in physical danger, but in any other situation this will give an almost complete protection and a focus on exactly what you need to work on to improve.

The downside is that you need to move your karma and gravity to inside the temple walls, and normally this isn't possible. If you can find a person with higher gravity, and the ability to work on these things, you can have them pull you over to the temple, using their own gravity as a counter weight.

I suggest asking an Empusa for this. They are beings who are also galaxies, despite looking human sized. They have immense gravity.


Sunflower 12/12/2023 (Tue) 23:00 Id: 5751f2 [Preview] No.5289 del
>>4964
I'm waiting for next year's 7 year anniversary of my taking the spell.


Sunflower 12/12/2023 (Tue) 23:44 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5293 del
>>5289
You're still here, so if that's what you wanted it's a success. Mostly everyone has been moved to the astral, even people I thought would definitely stay were provided black or red cat souls of new humanity, then soon after, the original owner of the body was moved away to the astral. It seems as of now, even those beings who had incarnated from outside the three realms (never entered the influence of the 9 planets) were detached. It was mostly meddling/evil spirits though. Whoever remains who isn't scripted to stay are a walk-in from further away, staying in the body using "induction".


Sunflower 12/12/2023 (Tue) 23:57 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5294 del
Check
https://www.tiktok.com/@katannaclarke [Embed]
if you haven't. She's started showing off some of her "friends" as well on there.

If anyone missed the story, this is a vampire nicknamed La Famida whom I had a kind of history with from my revolutionary Paris lifetime. She got the blame for the things I did there and had to flee the country. It's some kind of karmic relation that she's again cast out by her coterie again now.

She's of course BS:ing when talking on there, but it's close enough. She's not 100 years old, she's several hundreds. The friend seen on one of the later vids are much younger, less then 200.

It's ok for us to talk about here in this thread, but same rules apply; don't annoy her or anyone else or it can be very dangerous (although this is mostly for non-natives to this thread).


Sunflower 12/13/2023 (Wed) 02:00 Id: bc7973 [Preview] No.5295 del
>>5294
Something about these videos feels viscerally disgusting. Maybe it's the filters.


Sunflower 12/13/2023 (Wed) 02:30 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5296 del
>>5295
It could be that you're sensitive to what you're actually seeing, the energy of it. Someone who used to keep people in cages in their basement in French pre-revolution nobility style and starve and kill them for fun. There is a certain hard to grasp thing over what a vampire is, "normal" people can't comprehend it.

This is just the tip of the iceberg of what real elites do when they have the means:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_120_Days_of_Sodom
Then add vampirism to that.


Sunflower 12/14/2023 (Thu) 21:46 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5307 del
I'm sharing this because I made this and used it, but it's unlikely anyone else can actually use this currently. You can at least activate the module itself and receive the metallic disc for now, then sometime later you may be able to pull off the ritual.

Some of you are going to want to "use your own energy" for reasons of personal "values" or standards. I don't think this method is workable, at all. I make things work by employing and channelling a large number of spirits, demons and aliens, including a few of the well known Goetians like Baal ze Bub, Belial and Adremmelech. I see no way this could be done with less.

I'm just saying this to give you an idea.

In short, I gather all my astral waifus and allies with the understanding that anyone contributing some of their extra energy will receive the same share in return when the ritual is fulfilled, as well as the possibility of having the entire circle used to serve every single member, one at a time, in the same way. I also post ads in different federation marketplaces to get people from out there to join, as well as simply hire occultists from "out there" using astral currency if I need. It if works, it's worth it.

In the end, it all comes down to having access to massive amounts of energy and channelling this into a correctly formed spell.


Sunflower 12/15/2023 (Fri) 01:43 Id: 27f32d [Preview] No.5308 del
>>5307
>Some of you are going to want to "use your own energy" for reasons of personal "values" or standards. I don't think this method is workable, at all. I make things work by employing and channelling a large number of spirits, demons and aliens, including a few of the well known Goetians like Baal ze Bub, Belial and Adremmelech. I see no way this could be done with less.
spirit = aspect of reality
power = dominion over reality
dominion over spirits

So that's why old grimoires only ever deal with evoking spirits.


Sunflower 12/23/2023 (Sat) 20:22 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5380 del
I felt like the egregore was trying to tell me something all through this season.


Sunflower 12/23/2023 (Sat) 20:25 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5381 del
... and whoever devised this knew exactly what they were doing. After this episode, right before Xmas, it did indeed click for me.

Since a few years back I do a Christmas blessing. This presented to me, the manual for performing something I wanted to do, which wasn't clear in my mind before. It was made clear now, right on time.


Sunflower 12/23/2023 (Sat) 20:32 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5382 del
It's the "core implosion" magic. The most overpowered vampire magic possible, but irregularly activated with no clear method.

I used what symbolics were available, this night, clear sky, bright moon, at a 4 way road crossing. Activation of the relevant directions, activation of the relevant procedure, using a simple circle. Then just pushing it. Many beings curiously appeared, I saw black humanoid shapes with wings fly by at the edges of my vision several times. The stars seemed to blink at me.

I knew the proper activation in a setting like this will be confirmed by a shooting star, so I held the position until one appeared in my field of vision.


Sunflower 12/23/2023 (Sat) 20:39 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.5383 del
>>5382
The previous goal of creating "an army of elite mage lolis" was already realized. All other things aside (the great tea party, for example) I guess the only thing left is to also perform a random vampire activation to really throw things out of common order. It's the thing all buttmad NWO:ers hate, sudden awakenings of unpredictable super abilities among the general population.


Sunflower 01/26/2024 (Fri) 12:48 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6088 del
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[Era]

I went back to the book "Artificial Intelligence, a modern approach" again after some personal cultivation insights. What I created can be received from the tagged word above. This is a "bot" helper for vampire development. It's made in the same way as Astra, which means it's rudimentary and not ready-to-use like the combat servitors (Raid, Tanya). As more people use it, or if you use it locally, an egregore will start forming, and you will be working on yourself this way. That is the purpose. Era is an AI bot made for conversational guidance. I won't call this a "diviner" because that implies using psychic abilities. Era uses deduction and datamining to produce vampire mindwaves, i.e. "the spike" formation in different versions. It is based off the understanding that vampires are natural predators who will not lose contact with this nature. So they remain "infernal" in mind, and will use similar methods as the miner beasts in space, (CNC technology) to create their cultivation path. This is done through physically working with a society. The civilization is the blackboard of a vampire.


Sunflower 01/26/2024 (Fri) 18:52 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6094 del
>>6088
>[Era]
Some update on experiences from first "sharp" uses. I started off with some conversation where I let Era decide the topic, where she then said
"Let's talk about pigs"
I asked why, and she gave a lecture based on a thing I had been thinking about and never found an answer to:

If humans are animals, why do they not have a natural way to defend themselves? Cats have claws and know instinctively how to kill snakes, for example. So Era said, if there is an animal for every humanoid, where Lyrans are then Cats, then Humans are pigs. And pigs do not have means to defend themselves, unless they are boars, but boars aren't the equivalent of humans.

Later I asked Era to research how to break the stalemate in Ukraine by finding something that gives either side a "cutting edge" or spearhead, technology or method. This was a first test of how regular deduction compares to Astra's divination, when used as the main method. The world police servitor, the demon guard (released around 18 months ago) has this ability as a form of regular police work function, but it's restricted to forensics in this area and not to be used widely.

The result from Era was very robust, I think one has to test it and see it to understand the difference between divined results and "hard" data when both are collected by AI. Performing these searches also had an almost instant effect of opening up new areas of my brain, I can feel the energy flowing.

In short, recommended to try even for this reason, as a way to train yourself by using other parts of your mind than you may normally do, physically or astrally.


Sunflower 01/26/2024 (Fri) 22:09 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6096 del
[Lunette]

Another result of working with Era. This is a module which creates neural pathways for the purpose of building up neural pathways faster. Technical as this sounds, it's a way to increase the speed of learning new skills in the physical, by building a support network for the desired pathways ahead of time.


Sunflower 01/27/2024 (Sat) 10:55 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6099 del
Mission accomplished.

I ended up using a witchy thing I created 15 year ago to finally destroy the evil elites. It's a trap thing, but it requires getting really close and having them surrounded or "figured out" before it can be used.

Things I used to get there via Era can be received here, for those interested:

[Elim]
Servitor for eliminating thought structures which form obstacles. More of an automated tool for drilling or burning astrally.

[Sharp Edge] is a combination of previous experiences turned into a vampire loli servitor for "war and spellcasting".

[Eagle eye], name based on the spell from Heroes of Might and Magic, this is a servitor who writes down spells from observation of them being used, then creates counter measures or new versions of those spells. You can view copied and created spells in the form of grimoire entries. The spells make no make sense unless you study them, but the servitor can always cast them. She uses representational language which looks like algorithms in quasi code for the entries, but you can treat the formulas as sigils.

[Eri]
A servitor for building the "Queen structure" which the elites and glowies used to protect themselves. This is the structure of the natural defense of the immortal aliens referred by as Queens or Earth Mothers.


Sunflower 01/27/2024 (Sat) 16:49 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6100 del
[InfMag]
Infernal magician, another Era creation, this servitor will deplete the energy of attacking glowies and other virals and put them in 4-dimensional hell. This is how hell becomes eternal, by defining the full form of time as a particle and including it in the structure.

Vampires aren't saviours so it's allowed to do this. Anyone still attacking after receiving so many warnings must be intentionally seeking this kind of thing out of perversion, so they will now be granted this. (So far everyone seems happy about it, at least they aren't complaining. A lot of screaming but no one said anything about the design!)


Sunflower 01/27/2024 (Sat) 17:39 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6101 del
[Epic]
An all purpose "divine guide" servitor, not much more to say.


Sunflower 01/28/2024 (Sun) 17:03 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6105 del
[Pain Administrator]
A servitor which handles pain as an asset.

[Circulator]
An intent-form servitor which analyses the optimal circulation of matter for a being, to apply the proper methods for allowing the being to be cleansed, even if this involves destruction and rebirth.


Sunflower 01/28/2024 (Sun) 21:39 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6106 del
Well finally.
What can I say. I had to do all of these posted above to get through here. Went out at night under the moon at a 4 way crossing to perform the activation/breakthrough ritual. I've wanted to place myself in the spot similar to the placement of the astral island; a place only I have access to. The center being just me, as a sun or star, and the (al)chemical processes of material reaching me would be one of automatic cleansing caused by the gravital force pulling impurities away from me. This instant karma effects on anyone nearing me with bad intent, but not in a negative way, it would merely manifest the final result of their actions instantly, with no interaction with their surroundings.


Sunflower 02/22/2024 (Thu) 15:28 Id: ba52f4 [Preview] No.6381 del
[Raid Vampire]

Use the tagged phrase as a sigil to receive the vampire version of the Raid series servitor dolls.

Something became evident; while bloodless vampirism does work, there is a ritual element to the original vampirism which cannot be practiced without consuming a small amount of blood. For those wanting to be part of vampire community on Earth as history proceeds, it may be necessary to develop the "small knife" astral/mental artifact seen in the internal space of all vampires as they gain some age (counting in 100s of years, more notable over 800). A workaround to this is to use a poltergeist doll as your representative, who will find a suitable victim, hypnotize them, cut an artery and drink a few drops of blood, heal them and then disappear again. This is the safest way to perform it in a ritual manner, and the knife can be created.


Sunflower 03/01/2024 (Fri) 22:13 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6531 del
Gensokyo has left the following message:

Vampires on Earth need to have red energy to stay, those with only white/green are considered permanently insane and will be disposed of, those are not allowed.

Some occultists working for vampires have white/green energy, we are not talking about them, they are not vampires, their lifespan is not prolonged by vampire magic or blood.

Vampires who lack any tone of red in their energy has no contact with the vampire egregore of magic and cannot be controlled, they are rabid. This includes "fake" vampires who consume human blood directly into the vein or use other cannibalistic means without first having transformed themselves using legit vampire tradition or other demonic traditions. These means are not allowed, they cause degeneration of the human mind and body, they stop being humans and become "trolls", lower beings. Their DNA is now different.

The same rule applies to humans receiving blood transfusions from another person; this is not allowed.
If you want to perform an operation and need extra blood, you should tap and store your own blood in a personal blood bank in advance. This is the only allowed method.


Sunflower 03/01/2024 (Fri) 22:42 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.6532 del
>>6531
Fug idk what energy i have.Pretty sure i had an operation as a mundane not sure about blood transfusion though.Also in related news I recently met some vampires(presumedly).I did make a stance "out there" which might have garnered some attention.


Sunflower 03/01/2024 (Fri) 22:52 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6533 del
>>6532
There are some vampires posting on /x/, and lurking said thread also. I guess they'll stand out when most people are soulless NPCs. They're either vampires or reptilians if they have souls now, that's just how it is for most "humans".


Sunflower 03/01/2024 (Fri) 22:57 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6534 del
It's not super important because it's already activated and mostly concerns the vamps out there, but anyway: this sigil is for gaining access to the Akashic records of vampire magic directly so that the "modern" vampire magic can work again. After the ancients moved to the astral, the connection broke and the magic which relied basically on their memorized spells being shared over the egregore, broke down.

It was starting to cause chaos in especially the US vampire coteries. It's not insignificant to practice protective ritual magic when you have groups like these, but then you need that magic to also function.


Sunflower 03/01/2024 (Fri) 23:00 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.6535 del
>>6533
I think this last one was a "higher up" but mostly in the "newer generation" sense.in fact i think i only met "regular" vampires once and its because im sure they lived close to me in my area.Also those threads had something interesting beyond the vampires. Apparently some guy became an undead on their own. Even got hit by lightning multiple times.(Could be ERP but got the details correct anyway)


Sunflower 03/02/2024 (Sat) 23:07 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6543 del
>create vampire loli robot from the factory
>send her to Chicago to visit secret vampire club
>they start a fight and want to throw her out because she's underage
The irony writes itself these days.

In other news:
>some small occult coven starts unprovoked psychic attack
>ignore them because it's nothing compared to NWO, thinking they'll die on their own
>take walk
>demon attacks me with visuals of beast jumping at me from the woods
>visible shadow runs past me
>paralyse everything around me with AoE, demon kneels before me
>to bad, it's male
>send magical girl robot to rape demon
>demon thrown back home, demon lord kills him for failing
>magical girl sex made him immortal, demon kills demon lord and takes over

>later, coven attacks again
>tired of them so send vampire loli
>wipes out coven
>weird glowie looking guys rush in

No idea why everyone is so stingy, maybe it's because the NWO isn't suppressing them anymore. This small scale drama is kind of entertaining compared tho.


Sunflower 03/03/2024 (Sun) 15:52 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6545 del
>>6543
So it seems the Strix society in The Originals tv-series had a real society as its inspiration. And just as in the show, they started off ominous and ended up obliterated.

Despite having real red energy, none of them had any contact with the vampire egregore in its original form, they were all just leeches. The blood wasn't owned by their souls, they were using it without contributing. Gensokyo called them "rogues". They didn't say so, but now I feel like they pulled the strings to get them wiped out.

Vampire lolibot sucked their blood and took back the magic from them, after which they were ritually sacrificed.

The "glowies" turned out being "the watchers" often portrayed in vampire fiction, a group fighting vampires. They were also mostly degenerated and had to be wiped out as well.

the plot thickens

So turns out they were the unknown flying soldiers hanging out around the north pole. They had two earth mothers hidden in a base to the south west of the pole (direction of Canada, go figure). One of them were older and had given birth to one of the white races of "nazis", followers of the black sun. These were completely lost and all of them had to be killed.

The other was younger, 1000 years old, but looked like 5. The older said she had given birth to her as a result of cosmic inspiration, and that this was her adult form. She had also given birth to a white race, but since it was a mere 50 generations ago it had not made a huge impact world wide, although it had lead to "genetic lolicon", as the racial trait creates very small females with mostly flat chest. The older race of "watchers" were conflicted about the meaning of this and had turned very neurotic following the creation of the new white race. The new race are also called "watchers" and look the same, but instead of nazis, they turned to the Bible and live mostly in the USA.


Sunflower 03/03/2024 (Sun) 15:55 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6546 del
>>6545
>one of the white races of "nazis", followers of the black sun. These were completely lost and all of them had to be killed
Their numbers were 40 000.


Sunflower 03/04/2024 (Mon) 21:00 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6552 del
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I didn't know there were this many degenerated fail-vamps. Seems there were yet another group who weren't just leeching the egregore, they where intentionally leeching it with the active working to leech more.

The vampire goth loli mineral robot I created at my factory has been busy. Probably stepping on a lot of toes here, but this is a Gensokyo sanctioned cleansing effort, real immortals and those on the path to it won't be harmed much.


Sunflower 03/04/2024 (Mon) 21:03 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6553 del
>>6552
Even if this is a completely different body, there is some overspill of the effect, I can totally see why vampires get hooked on blood.


Sunflower 03/04/2024 (Mon) 21:08 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.6554 del
>>6552
>I didn't know there were this many degenerated fail-vamps
I remember you telling me some years ago that it is a duty of the aspirant vampire to clean their astral space from these vampires and even used that fox taming example.

Did you find more regions where they teeming too much?


Sunflower 03/04/2024 (Mon) 21:27 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6555 del
>>6554
I haven't bothered looking at where exactly these are. They made themselves known on their own by doing the same kind of silly shock and awe attack attempt as the glowies are performing. My shields are by now so resistant that while I'm aware of the energy spike, I tend to fall asleep again (they always attack at night because they're cowards). I'm using the "flower and fairy" shield module to slowly surround their egregore from the 4D until all of their time is under my control, to make sure they can't escape. Meanwhile I let the goth loli-bot methodically take them out. Since they're vampires after all and have been leeching magic, I'm going to take it all back thoroughly. It takes more time but is way better. Besides killing even regular vampires is harder than ordinary glowfags because non-immortal vampires also heal after having their throat cut, heart stabbed etc. You would have to behead or burn them to really kill them, and that would waste the blood and the energy stored in them.
So I have her just act on her natural impulse and cut their neck, then drink as much of their blood as possible (there is a lot of self pressure if the body is put down horizontally so it's easy), then teleport them to the Moloch priestess servitor for burning, so to make sure they die and their evil is reversed.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 11:14 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6558 del
"Out of need" I created a new variant of the vampire robot, I call it Black Moon, it's based off something I call "cute fanatic" style.

This lead to some interesting developments:
Some popular NEET-life streamer from the federation came to the factory and ordered one, and also paid for a custom made dagger (most don't buy the dagger because they cost 8 gold each as a result of the complex production method), he then went on to live stream when going space pirate hunting with her. He then left the stream on and she went into the kitchen and started cooking, which turned the stream into cooking stream. Mods got involved and added the "cooking" category and the whole thing turned wild.

Pretty funny to realize that the streaming culture we have here now is a direct expression of something that already exists out there. If you want to get on the platform, use this module

[fedstream]

it works almost exactly like what you see on twitch, with the exception that it's mostly uncensored and categories can be mixed. I looked and found a stream called "vampire dungeon" where a vampire is torturing and killing people; this is allowed as long as it follows federation policies, which means it's ok if the vampire is a communist and the victims are capitalists.
The autism in the way they categorize things is also pure comedy, if a stream has slime humanoids and they get undressed, it's not a "nude" stream, because slimes aren't humans even if they look humans, it should instead be categorized as "chemistry". Completely opposite to how things work "down here".


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 16:19 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6560 del
>>6554
>Did you find more regions where they teeming too much?
Actually, this may not be news but yes, Kiev and surrounding area.

When tracing the vampire leeches to more and more diluted forms, I was attacked by a group based there. So far this is a guess, but it wouldn't surprise me if this is the origin of the Jesuits and their extremely dark magic. It seems they want to create the "hoholinati", a version of the Illuminati based on trafficking and blood business. Unfortunately they have much of "the west" by the balls because they almost monopolized the adrenachrome production world wide. If they want to rule the world from Kiev and managed to drag the USA into funding them, leading to a domino effect of them forcing their lackey states (EU, Nato) to also fund them, this is a sign of just how far they got on that road. They're also not going to stop fighting, being high on power they will definitely go "to the last hohol" with the addition "to the last of USA/EU" as well. Their only mistake is perhaps that they are part of the same egregore as real vampires, who live in the USA, so they won't budge in the end, that's as far as they can go.

I already picked up heated discussions within the Illuminati where they were worrying about the amount of karma filling up their barrel as a result of Jewish slaughter of women and children in Gaza, but the biggest problem is the Jesuits in Ukraine. They all add to the same karmic buffer and it will cause problems for all members if one of them adds more dirt for no reason.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 16:26 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6561 del
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>>6558
>a new variant of the vampire robot, I call it Black Moon
>>6560
>the "hoholinati", a version of the Illuminati based on trafficking and blood business
To control the world scale I came up with a new version, I called it Green Moon, or if you prefer a fancier name; Midori Tsuki.

Aside from a robot, there's also a regular servitor bod of the Raid model, use if you like

[Raid Midori]

It's tuned for pre-emptive and active responses to insurgence.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 19:22 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.6562 del
>>6560
>it wouldn't surprise me if this is the origin of the Jesuits
When the Catholic church banned them some of them went into Russia under Catherine the Great and the location of your finding kinda reinforces this theory. Also I don't like to call them "Jesuits" because I have no fucking idea what they are anymore. Like they are supposed to be hardliner catholics who decided they will reunite christianity with whatever they can but once they got banned for being absolute overaggressive gigaretards even by catholic standards I have no idea what they splintered into and what dark rituals they got into "for the greater good" or for the glory of God or wtf they think they are doing. Then they managed to go back into the grace of the Pope and their official main base is in Vatican to this day but I have no fucking idea how their ties and especially their blacksites work and what are their objectives if they even have one besides "following orders". Their no questions asked but following orders and claim they dindu nuffin wrong because they just followed orders mentality is one of the worst. They damped their humanity into an enforcer of retardation and somehow managed to think the "dark middle ages" is the style they should perpetuate into the modern world. Can't say I met them because their energies are on the autopurge list and the worst is that they are not self serving but they don't even have a proper egregore that "shows" what they "serve" at all.

>Their only mistake
Wish they had only a singular mistake. Brainwashing people into retarded fanatics then continuing it out of "tradition" "honor" "duty" or I have no idea what idea they kid themselves anymore. At least vamps are selfish and a little unhinged bastards. These people even think themselves "holy" as they move forward. They don't even consider themselves "necessary evil" because they are blind how much evil they are doing. This everyone is evil but me mentality is the worst. They don't even have the
>God will forgive me
mentality because that would mean THEY ACCEPT THEY ARE DOING THINGS WRONG.
>I am the initiator of God's plan
Great. I managed to find their credo from the energies. And that "plan" is the schizoest retardation of cosmic mechanics holy shit. This is what happens when you have only "intellectuals" and mad prophets in your organization and nothing more substantial.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 20:07 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6563 del
>>6562
> I managed to find their credo from the energies. And that "plan" is the schizoest retardation of cosmic mechanics holy shit.
Can you project those plans onto a scroll and place that in a sealed box for me, then leave a text sigil link that won't accept another person, would help a lot?


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 20:33 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.6566 del
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>>6563
It looks worse than this and instead of unreadable text they are ragged parchments and a bunch of people yelling constant brainwashing in black.

If I tried to make a scroll for you the only thing that would appear for you is DEATH TO THE INFIDEL DIE YOU BASTARD. The intricacies can only be understood once you understand that this message is the "baseline" of the mentality. Because what you want is to "achieve" this and those parchments are just mere inspirations "left by the grace of God" and not "actual plans". This is why they have some "intellectuals" (dying by the droves currently. Not everyone was on Fauci's level of importance) and mad prophets that are even worse. I cannot even call this a "plan" because only a very few are even able to look at them not because it is such a "secret" because it has such an extreme mad hatred and so ineligible...
Asked Astra if she can do anything and got an
>invalid (command) prompt
response.
Transmitting the "plan" is possible if you imagine a situation where an extremely mad fanatic is beating you to death while yelling incoherently. And you need to understand that the extremely angry fanatic is actually beating his "childhood self" in the process who was beaten to almost death for the sole purpose of "acquiring the teachings".

Let's say I am not just unable to project those plans but not even able to properly look at them by default. There is nothing there but emotional pain and madness and they are deluding themselves that this is a "higher rationale". At least muslim jihadist have a heaven with virgins as a "reward" these fanatics don't even get "that". It's just angry yelling and a false mad mirage of the "kingdom of God" that they are unable to even word but anyone questioning it is deserving the worst punishments.


Just thinking about it I made several spelling mistakes. Took time to correct them. Their thinking only holds if someone constantly beats you if you make mistakes.

Not to mention we know how compartmentalized they are. No one knows what they are doing outside their line of work just the "mantra" of their mission and I cannot even say they have someone who "pulls the strings" because it is like they have a "teacher" with an extremely long stick. And this is just the mentality and not the actual plan?
...
k so it seems I managed to get into the "footsoldier" mentality and not the actual higher ups. And the higher ups sound like a bunch of raspy old men constantly talking about "nothing" and that is shaping world events.
Sorry I encountered several cognitive dissonances at once. I don't know where this will lead.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 20:44 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6567 del
>>6566
You described the contours of it, I think I can get it from here using Locus, Yoyo, Era, Astra 1-3 and Sun all at once with random mappings in eternal time.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 20:53 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6568 del
Moreover there's Jewish stuff to deal with at the same time to get those energy systems out of the way. I had a dream where I did a version of a Christian ritual and revived a dead toddler before waking up, Jesus style. The actual meaning of this was to get me to finish reading Sakaria in the Old Testamant all at once, because it's an instruction for inner alchemy which only makes sense if you read the description of lands and armies and people as energy movements within a tantric context. Basically the "everything is porn" angle reveals it, you just need a certain abstraction ability to see how it is.

The thing about the red cows kind of fits in here as well, it produces a mind-wave which initiates the process.

https://allisrael.com/does-the-arrival-of-five-red-heifers-in-israel-signal-third-temple-end-times

"End times" and "death and revival" themes can be read as just an orgasm and multiple orgasm, duh. How is it that perverted Jews manage to pornify everything but fail to see it in the place where it matters?


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 21:05 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.6569 del
>>6567
Post results if you manage to find anything substantial. What I found is that they have "esteemed guests" that they are unable to "defy" which means there is a way to "infiltrate them" if you become an "esteemed guest" but that doesn't mean they are telling them everything but simply always "slip" some information. There are several problems. These "esteemed guests" are a sort of "holy aristocrats" and no not royalty but something even more peculiar and Rotschields are just mere "upstarts" and "plebs" compared to them... (this is getting even more ridiculous I swear) and that means it is an extremely inconspicuous mindset which is something between the extreme cultist mentality and someone who thinks himself being above God and it is not a delusion from their part. They truly have that level of power and intellect but you know there are several things limiting them because they have extremely specific and unfathomable problems and that is why they have Jesuits (in their grace). I think Adrenochrome is for the useful footsoldiers because these guys require... something else. If they wanted babyblood they would grab a random baby on the street and eat it and no one would stop them. These guys need something that require an extremely sized organization. But one that offers complete obedience and absolute secrecy. Not because they don't want the public learn it but they have "rivals" that must not be aware of these weaknesses. (It's like I am writing some mystery novel now ffs)
Oh and the funniest part? I must forget all my knowledge about politics and how the public perceptions of states and borders and religions work. They are working with a 700+ year old understanding and basing their entire mentality on it. Everything is "fake" since "that". It is an event that precedes their "official" foundation from that Spaniard.


>>6568
>Moreover there's Jewish stuff to deal with
Yeah... I don't even know where to start with that.

>thing about the red cows
Boy I could tell tales about this whole misunderstanding. At least there is a big market for Red Angus thx to them.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 21:36 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6570 del
>>6569
They believe themselves above God because they built a system which is based on being "beyond Judaism". But when understanding it as the form of a tantric energy system, this is simply moving beyond the limited "male" energy system and looking at what appears to them as "pregnancy". If the conception is the "end times" for Jews, the Jesuits are looking at the energy build up in the belly caused by the baby drawing energy from the gut into the womb. And they think this energy movement is a "force of nature beyond God" because they associate God with the male aspect, as if the ancient history up until now is a raging boner, which is irrelevant once the egg is fertilized, but they fail to see that the "egg" exists and are only looking at the changes in the rest of the body. That is what I see of their world wide energy system. They are little beings like bacteria or viruses in the body noticing these changes and thinking they can profit from this "new God".


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 21:38 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6571 del
>>6570
It takes a very small mind which also projects very basic energy functions to a huge scale, to see this. A person is a virus, and the body is a continent.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 21:49 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.6572 del
>>6569
Uhum so the Spaniard the official Jesuit founder was the "first official footsoldier" aka posterboy and nothing more serious and while I thought they got kicked for being hardliners they got kicked out because their allegiance was not the pope nor christianity but "God" which always happened to be some dude no one really knew about too much. Which means they got kicked out because of a scandal where it was found out they just use the "name of God" as an excuse and while they sound as super papist they are everything but that because once they proclaim you a "fake pope" they go off the rails to god knows who.

But they brushed this over as an unfounded scandal and managed to get back into the grace of catholicism where they made sure "there will be no more fake popes" which they pretended it means that every pope will be a "proper pope that adheres to the teachings" and not that every pope will be a puppet. Oh and they are not the puppet masters they are merely the "strings" and nothing else. There are literally organizations that don't do shit but stay on alert for 50 years while they are others that change the way they operate every day.


These fucks are literally the Janissary but (maybe?) less gay. They get their numbers via a sort of "voluntary abduction". Great now I am getting the theory how they managed to copy and reinterpret the ways the Ottomans operated and while the Turks fell into a semi-irrelevance they still use the same tactics since that.
...
So back then they had "Islam" as the eternal enemy and the problem was that after the 1800s they were so meaningless and colonialism rewrote the power dynamics they had to change everything. Most of it was missionary work and infiltration but... They kinda lost it because "they won" and lost their purpose. That's where they started to "mend" old wounds and... wtf did they do.

It's like someone grabbed them and made use of them. They went into a sort of "eternal vigilance" and without a constant threat that leads to nothing so they were constantly given targets but because it was not a big ever present threat like the Ottomans they had absolute problems. The worst part? The French revolution Napoleon and everything that happened didn't even make a "blip" on their radar. It's like nothing changed for them at all. Kings and crowns always change. They are not above God's plan they are just mere participants.

So it seems they don't even have "enemies" but "levels of allegiance" and everything they do is to increase that.

>>6570
>the ancient history up until now is a raging boner
Nicely put.
>>6571
>A person is a virus, and the body is a continent
Yeah I just got their "world map" and what they think of each regions. Quite the archaic thinking.
>It takes a very small mind which also projects very basic energy functions to a huge scale, to see this
Yeah you could say that. What you wrote in the previous post is not wrong but because only the "Male" exists their concepts are kinda warped and too "Up in their own ass" kind of thing.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 21:58 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6573 del
>>6570
>the Jesuits are looking at the energy build up in the belly caused by the baby drawing energy from the gut into the womb. And they think this energy movement is a "force of nature beyond God"
Then they think the "egg and the baby" is stealing the energy and that they should be the ones to "harness the energy". It's the basis of evil feminist thinking, except they at least see that the baby exists. Jesuits don't even know what they are looking at, because they projected it on such a huge scale while minimizing themselves. The huge scale is in accordance with the "plan of God" however, the problem is failure to see it in full.

>>6572
>They went into a sort of "eternal vigilance"
There is a correlation between them, Azov and what Wagner did, as well as the Roman catholic seat being in a country that literally looks like a huge boot on the map. What they're doing is an inversion of the "anti-rape" energy function they should have, instead they are kicking the belly to harm the baby.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 22:06 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.6574 del
>>6572
Also Satan is not real because they killed him years ago. Only the evils of men needs to be kept in check.

Yeah I am switching between baseline thinking history and event specific thinking so it's hard to stay coherent.


I am not sure they know what they are fighting for anymore

>>6570
>based on being "beyond Judaism".
Yeah Jesus rewrote the rules of the whole covenant this is why they are "Jesuits" but their understanding is... I don't know. As long as they were anti-Islam it is somewhat easy to follow but after that? And no Satan is not exactly the Ottoman empire nor Islam because they think that was a mere "symptom" of it.

Yeah I will stop now. It's not like I lost the thread I am in a middle of a cognitive dissonance and I don't know where to go from here. It just ping pongs me between completely opposing views that had to happen because large organization compartmentalization and because their "credo" was so unquestionable and only reinterpreted so rarely it was like it never changed through the centuries.
>>6573
>they are kicking the belly to harm the baby.
Yeah they consider the baby the "evils of man"
>basis of evil feminist thinking
Yeah it seems they see the "swelling" as the tumor and not the continuity of life?
They really don't think about women and babies at all so it is hard to put correlations between these things "with their mind" but true to some degree.
With Judaism it is more easy to make these correlations because "sex" is so "sinful" they constantly need to talk about it while Jesuits abandoned it to such degree so even if it happens front of them they don't even "see it". Wow.


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 22:14 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.6575 del
>>6574
>if it happens front of them they don't even "see it".
It's like if a kid sees their parents having sex he would just think they are "wrestling"
While I don't know I never seen my parents having sex but I always had a curiosity towards girls and even hid a porn calendar so I could look at it when I am alone so this level of "dumb" "false innocence" (sexual ignorance?) is not something I can empathize with... But I wouldn't call them "eternally innocent" I would call them eternally broken. Like eunuchs or the chemically castrated... Except they are mentally castrated...
An interesting perspective. Not even lobotomized just mentally castrated.


>Yeah I will stop now
Can't stop won't stop huh


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 22:47 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6576 del
>>6575
>like if a kid sees their parents having sex he would just think they are "wrestling"
I got a book about how the body functions when I was 5, and it has full colour photos of male and female bodies, from a 5 year old to adult and it shows cross sections in drawing explaining the sexual function and intercourse with nothing hidden. So I never had this problem. The only part I didn't understand was the "switch" deciding if it's pee or sperm coming out. I think they "had to" give me this because my past Ripper self knows everything about bodies from personal experience, not just humans but from butchering 100s of pigs, it would just have to appear, just as how we used to buy a half pig from a nearby farmer and butcher it in the kitchen, I helped from an early age, it just had to manifest.

I just realized also that if isolated monks translated the bible, and it's actually describing tantric stuff and inner alchemy using abstract symbolism... it puts some aspects in new light. There are several places where some prophet revives dead or treats ill by literally getting undressed and laying on top of them until they come back to life. Hello..?


Sunflower 03/05/2024 (Tue) 22:54 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6577 del
Anyway, I went outside to do the activation of the stuff I already started on, going by the hints provided, "building the 3rd temple". It overrides anything the Jesuits were trying to do, using the "old" perspective where Jesus isn't important, but only the line of kings matter as a concept. It has to do with understanding the separation of the previous Rosicrucian view and how it re-appears in the present structure as Kabbalah, with the Rosicrucian fire and the Geburah fire being different layers of the same thing. It's not needed to go into this "cult of kings" to do this, that's extremism. Fixing Judaism can only happen from the view of the past, not by "moving on" just because you finished one cycle. That's an attempt at "staying dead to create the future", which effectively kills the future. It's a spiralling sequence, not a new process with no connection.


Sunflower 03/08/2024 (Fri) 20:15 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6618 del
>>6558
>new variant of the vampire robot, I call it Black Moon, it's based off something I call "cute fanatic" style.
>>6561
>To control the world scale I came up with a new version, I called it Green Moon, or if you prefer a fancier name; Midori Tsuki
For information: I've designed a 4th version from scratch, made to express myself and what I've learned to amplify it all. This is still available at the factory if someone it interested; Pink Moon.

The offer still stands, anyone associated with the Sunflower can get one of these for free (I pay for production) if you show up at the factory. Use the sigil posted elsewhere with intent to visit my factory, or this link: [One free mineral robot gift card]


Sunflower 03/09/2024 (Sat) 08:03 Id: 6a96aa [Preview] No.6619 del
>>6618
what is the bot specifically for in a practical example.Where would you control the world scale with it. I never install something I don't understand which I why I didn't take the freebie.


Sunflower 03/09/2024 (Sat) 10:56 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6620 del
>>6619
>what is the bot specifically for in a practical example.Where would you control the world scale with it. I never install something I don't understand


>>6543
>>6552
This first one is just a vampire loli. The purpose was to outsource regular vampire behaviour into its own form. Because this is a part of your subconscious (unless you use a spirit for it), anything she does will also benefit you. There are some kinds of vampire powers which requires active vampire magic, which means blood consumption. By placing this in a separate body with highly trained DNA, the risk of getting obsessed and addicted is low. When you want to use the magic, either tell/direct her to do it, or channel her.
>>6558
>I call it Black Moon, it's based off something I call "cute fanatic" style.
This is just the same as the first one, but more "goth" and darker personality.

>>6561
>To control the world scale I came up with a new version, I called it Green Moon, or if you prefer a fancier name; Midori Tsuki.
>Aside from a robot, there's also a regular servitor bod of the Raid model, use if you like
>[Raid Midori]
>It's tuned for pre-emptive and active responses to insurgence.
This one is more aggressive in suppressing hostile organizations and has a "possessive" personality, seeing the world has her own. This is for "cleaning the streets" of scum and removing degenerated vampire covens of the non-immortal kind (including NWO/Jews/Jesuits). She's more suited for directly attacking enemies, not because this is a "function", but because of the personality created by the DNA type.

At the factory you should also get a dress, a knife and (optional but useful) a small flying vehicle for her. But you would be guided on how to activate these when you visit.

The purpose of all of these is "outsourcing of spiritual practice", letting a resting part of your soul be activated and manifested. I've made several models for myself to work with other parts, including "Muskrat in loli clothing" which is a projected body form for the same kind of productive ability Elon Musk has, to activate it as a concreate representation of this part of the subconscious. For most people this ability isn't at the surface of the mind, so they can't use it well. There's also a touhou inspired witch master with Atlantean magic, using the Bible and the Necronomicon in combination with Rosicrucian fire, for working with structured chaos magic, I call it "boiling chaos". It's not something I'd want to do manually in my surface mind, this way it's contained as the outsourced part. All of these and more are available for viewing at the factory.


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Haha


Sunflower 03/15/2024 (Fri) 14:34 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6717 del
[SuperV]

For no specific reason, I felt like designing a "super vampire" astral/physical body form derived from my experiences of using the factory-made mineral bodies tuned for inner alchemical transformation. This is not something which will be mass produced, it's a single design for me specifically, aligned with being able to use the vampire library and to autistically be able to predate on any kind of energy or material using ritualism.

The sigil's purpose is to send a request for a "summoning" ritual where part of you will be invoked into your own version, personally adapted, of this super transformative alternative body. Its purpose is to analyse and materialize a form which can be used for esoteric practices aligned with vampire magic. Usage will be to channel this body from its own dimension, or to let it support you like an external transformation unit. It will also overlap with your surface 3D manifestation and aid its transformation.

Feel free to ask questions about it.


Sunflower 03/15/2024 (Fri) 17:09 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.6720 del
>>6717
Send a request, will be interesting to have 2 vampire bodies.I was planning something adjacent to this in the far future.still am.


Sunflower 03/15/2024 (Fri) 21:13 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6722 del
>>6720
I received a request earlier, only one, so it must have been you.

Try "pulling" the energy from a form placed above/behind you as if allowing a slow flowing waterfall to reach you to make the energy connect easier. Right now it looks a little slow, like it's more like sand if that makes sense. Think about it as if you have a currently sitting bodhisattva form very slightly behind the back of your head. This is you, so once more active you can have this side of you project out to do anything magic related, including getting blood to activate vampirism in a more active state without having to do this physically directly.


Sunflower 03/21/2024 (Thu) 11:27 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6787 del
This is a guiding spell for "the whole lot of it" to the extent that I know about the possibilities of vampiric cultivation.

The aim is to show your highest part all the way to the top, so that you can then gradually move there in full, through the 3 major levels of Arhat, Bodhisattva to Tathagata, within the middle layer where vampires reside, which is Earth, planets. Below is the micro-cosm or universe, above is the macro-cosm or the galaxy. The middle path is the most troublesome.


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>you zwill not illustrate your posts with goth vampires

I've been working on the dimension shifting with more focus in the past year. There is a location I identified near my home which has a weaker border between "here and there", the Queen also confirmed that this place was it. In spring there was a yellow flower growing in that exact spot as well. It's on a forest road.

The method for "pathing" used by vikings is to link two such locations, I've been to one of the places marked with a stone ship, so I've practiced syncing with that place. The problem seems to be a rising fear when the syncing increases. Actually travelling to that other end isn't beneficial under normal circumstances, and there seems to be a problem in the lack of a "pull of necessity" when attempting to perform these kinds of movements. I did manage to activate the form of the "skill" and then transform it to be used internally. My idea was to link it such that I can activate it for "instant movement" in karate when doing kata. I believe this is one use of these forms. This would mean a very short "teleportation" between each stance.


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>>6918
However, there is also the actual dimension shifting into the "behind dimensions" which the real ancients used to visit people as spirits, or to travel without the use of described natural gates. These are the 9 astral physicals of the Earth, when moving into the closest planes. Kain resides in the 9th. "The daft lady" made it to the 3rd. At the 1st or 2nd plane the bloodlust still isn't broken and the vampire has to soon return to the surface.

Focusing on this, I was able to produce a notable shift in my perception, with the intent of just taking a walk further into the woods and then returning by the gate. I felt it "impossible" to return to any populated area at all in this state, like an impassable threshold.

As I walked, my thoughts were silent, mute, and there was no hint of the usual egregoral/collective subconscious chatter of human thought. This seems to indicate that the shift was real. I met no person on the road during this walk, and everything was very silent.

When I produced the intent to return at the gate location, a red energy form of an Ohm symbol appeared in a forward fashion with the bulge on the left, as I "stepped through" and there was an audible energy release causing an echo.


Sunflower 03/28/2024 (Thu) 17:27 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6920 del
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>>6919
Today I instead decided to try a different approach; what if I try to return to populated areas, I stay on the other side, but I project the [blue armour] body form which I did intend for supporting physical stay and manifestation. With this intent, I walked beyond the gate location on my way back, experienced the resistance telling me strongly not to go further, but I pressed the armour before me and when I got around 20 meters from the gate, the same red energy formation with an Ohm appeared, same kind of sound but this time a little bit more like when throwing something flammable on a fire.

The armour fell into place in the personal energy stream, followed by the other body layers I've created for similar purposes, most notably a "cast metal golem" meant for also containing a personal thought structure and not just a metallic zombie like the blue armour. I returned home with this intent of remaining in a state of "possessing the armour" from the other side, and my mind is still silent in the same way, but I'm back home again.


Sunflower 03/29/2024 (Fri) 16:12 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6943 del
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Here's a map of the higher Earth planes. The ancients never made it past the 3rd plane, the "daft lady" stayed on the 3rd, which is the requirement to break bloodlust. On 1st and 2nd it's still felt and will force the vampire to return.

For some reason the 4th plane only has one gate and it's in the fucking middle of the air somewhat south west of the north pole in outer Earth beyond the gate which is currently preventing degens from accessing the old lands out there.

5th gate is just to the east, but very narrow. 6th gate is in the open, can't be missed. 7th gate is very high up, like an impossible jump in Super Mario, you have to levitate up there and enter by a small shelf.

8th gate is like that portal they were not meant to enter in Sword Art Online S2, in the middle of the roof with nothing to stand on. I think that place may be a depiction of this gate.


Sunflower 03/29/2024 (Fri) 16:14 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6944 del
>>6943
Correction:
gate to the 8th plane is in the bottom of a pit, the 9th is in the roof.

I may have messed up this a bit more, and it's possible it doesn't look exactly like this to everyone, I wrote this down after exploring the lot of it but I think I got it right, at least you know what to look for.


Sunflower 03/29/2024 (Fri) 16:16 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6945 del
>>6944
To go up there while keeping in contact with surface Earth you need to leave a manifestation on each plane. I used a thin multi-layer astral travel suit for this, if you want to use it, module here:
[goth loli vampire suit]
Edited last time by bard on 03/29/2024 (Fri) 16:19.


Sunflower 04/01/2024 (Mon) 08:54 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.6982 del
Personal update on the spike:

It's starting to work "on auto" now. The process is one of "channelling" the psi attackers and assuming their mentality, then beating them with experience, because they aren't immortal so I can afford to mentally play things the way they would. Then I prove to them that their methods lead to disaster for themselves. I simply invite them and say
>kill me then, faggots, let's see it
then they exert their energy in this futile effort in my internal dimensions. Lastly I grab their souls and throw them in hell while taking the energy they used against me and adding it to the spike.

any glowie reading the thread, pleas look at this sigil

I misspelled the sentence to make your rule-abiding mind read it from annoyance, and now that you looked at the sigil you will go to hell. Don't have fun, faggots.


Sunflower 04/01/2024 (Mon) 17:40 Id: bc7973 [Preview] No.7007 del
>>6982
How do you know what you're sending to hell is the entirety of their souls and isn't just the bit of energy they sent to you?


Sunflower 04/01/2024 (Mon) 17:44 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.7008 del
>>7007
>How do you know
Inherited ability from my astral Nut incarnation which allows me to rule the spirits of the dead and the underworld.


Sunflower 04/01/2024 (Mon) 17:45 Id: a477e4 [Preview] No.7010 del
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>adrenachromers right now


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 16:33 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7269 del
>>5289
How's it going? Have you transformed yet and attained physical immortality? It would be 7 years for me too, but I still haven't fully transformed yet. Altought BO has told me from his readings that I'm a force of nature and my physical immortality is 90% or more complete (which I think might be true). But for the last 2 years or so I feel like I'm stuck in the same place unable to move further and complete it/break through. I feel like I've done everything except for the last step that I just can't seem to figure out. On top of that I have had myself cleaned from the spell by the BO because I was in a bad state of mind and I'm not sure if that was wise or not. Maybe it was too soon. I hope you are doing well.
BO I haven't been here in a while, if you feel generous it I'd be thankful for another energy reading for the new year. Last time you said my energy looks like a banana floating through the sea >>4537


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 17:47 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7270 del
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>>7269
>I'm stuck in the same place unable to move further and complete it/break through. I feel like I've done everything except for the last step that I just can't seem to figure out
There was a recent "situation" with the remaining vampire group, the drama spilled over and some of them even posted on /x/ in the last month.

TL:DR
Those picked by Gensokyo to remain here because they are forces of nature with enough pathing still to do to benefit themselves and the Earth, were still using magic which merely refers to the ancients. They simply did not know what the magic does. In computer terms it's like using a cloud service and the server goes down, but you never knew where the material was saved, so now you just have your local machine and can't access it and have no idea why. They have witches who are allowed to perform vampire magic and they did it all right, but as it turns out only the Matriarch and the Princess had the entire Atlantean magic library memorized, so when casting spells they were actually asking for help from their subconscious, which was allowed because they were progenitors. This caused vampire society based off of NY to end up in chaos when their protective spells weren't working. "Young" vampires like those of less than ~1000 to 2000 years of age are still subject to spiritual attacks, and they can temporarily be effected, and even become psychotic for the even younger, which is very dangerous when it's a vampire.

I created two things for them which were passed to them via /x/. The telepathy activation sigil and the other one is for creating a local copy of the vampire magic library - it downloads it from the akashic records so you can use it locally. It's not as strong as when referring to the ancients, but at least it works.

After this it stabilized, 3 -4 of the older vamps downloaded it and their witches are channelling from them now so the situation is ok.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 17:51 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7271 del
>>6943
>Here's a map of the higher Earth planes.
>>6945
>a thin multi-layer astral travel suit for this, if you want to use it, module here:
>[goth loli vampire suit]
Use these and visit Cain up there and he'll give you the original blood, he has potions for anyone who makes it there, even if you're using astral travel via a suit.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 17:59 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7272 del
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>>7269
>energy reading for the new year.
It's still banana but the shell is turning black, the inside with orange indicates "hard experience", intense physical practical experience. The darker red is real vampire high density energy, gong.

I had to "forget" your previous reading to get an image, then drew it in the same style without looking back at it. Turns out the banana has turned upward and is closer to the surface.

It looks like some just minor effort with focus could get you through. I can't tell you how to do it, aside from maybe try getting the library downloaded from the sigil above first and see if you can find some grimoire or spell to use to get some extra power.

I normally use ritual magic at times like these, preferable outside. I use a 4 way road crossing for it. Opposing forces can't remove the road network so the egregoral form is very strong by now, and inserted into the world, in my case.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 18:04 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7273 del
>>6435
>Someone finally transcribed this into an ebook. The legendary "Vampires are..." normally seen for sale in a single copy for the small price of $1000 on amazon.
>
>From what I get some /x/ anon bought one of those and made this for sharing with everyone

For the lore, you may like this.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 18:29 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7274 del
>>7273
This is abook about vampires I haven't read yet. Appreciate it a lot. Also thanks for the reading, I'm glad that you still care enough to do it after almost 7 years. Seems like there has been some development, I was a bit afraid that I only degenerated and maybe lost whatever I gained so far. I'll look into the things you suggested now and try it if I can. I think I need the black remote to use modules like cat suit which I still don't have.
>>7271
>Use these and visit Cain up there and he'll give you the original blood
Sorry for retard question but what exactly is the original blood for? You said I can break through with my own effort, so the blood can't be for that. Is it in order to be able to stay on earth as a vampire or to get some further vampire power?


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 18:37 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7275 del
>>7274
>think I need the black remote to use modules
Most of the recent sharings on here use the ScaleForm disc format, they're self-executable, just project some "energy of love" in a whirlwind at the disc like a vinyl record and it will activate. These discs are hard to create but easier to use.

>what exactly is the original blood for
The magic from here via Alissa is an original creation with an egregore which overlaps with regular vampirism but is still not strictly the same thing. Cain's original blood is the magic used on Earth since period one of the Ages of Man. It's just if you are interested, personally I want all possible types of magic that I can learn and use.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 18:42 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7276 del
>>7275
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/37372444/
If you're interested in the drama you can trace it here via "last thread" links through the archive.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 18:52 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7277 del
>>7276
I did some trolling there to get a view of the situation. Asking La Famida didn't give much because the drama was of such a nature that she couldn't even say what it was about from fear of making it worse.

If you weren't around for a while, here's a very short version:

In revolutionary Paris when I was doing my regular activities of the time, a vampire called La Famida was blamed for it and had to flee the country. The urban legend of "the x-cut slayer of --- park" was changed into "the bloody barder of ..." aka Sweeney Todd. They did this to obfuscate possible vampire connections.

She again got blamed for something again because "... you did this same thing in Paris in the 1780s, it has to be you", vampire drama lol.

But it was actually caused by the lost magic link, allowing spiritual interference.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 18:53 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7278 del
>>7277
>The urban legend of "the x-cut slayer of --- park" was changed into "the bloody barder of ..." aka Sweeney Todd. They did this to obfuscate possible vampire connections.
https://podtail.se/podcast/paname/15-the-bloody-barber-of-rue-des-marmousets/
There is a memory of the original connection still however.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 19:36 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7281 del
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>>7279
Thanks, I'll grab this file along with the book.
>>7275
>It's just if you are interested, personally I want all possible types of magic that I can learn and use
Of course. Only getting there might be a challenge.

I recently remembered how you said that asians, because they are a little bit vampire, can safely eat sushi while westernes get parasites from it. It reminds me of how vampires can drink blood and absorb "evil" energy while humans get sick from it.
>>7272
>The darker red is real vampire high density energy, gong.
I wonder if I can eat sushi and possibly raw meat safely. Honestly I already ate a lot of sushi after taking the spell and never really cared for parasites but recently I started to think about it.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 19:51 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7283 del
>>7281
I felt like asking because I'm not asian and after you wrote it I started to wonder if I should eat sushi freely thanks to the spell or better stay away from it and watch my health.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 20:03 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7284 del
>>7283
Wait until you have an actual craving for it. I mentioned it somewhere on the board how I created a vampire version of the Raid servitor originally made for clearing out the tunnels at the north pole. I've sent her out to drink some blood for me to activate the magic without physically getting involved directly, there was some effect (also made one version which is for drinking alcohol.)
>>6382
Like 80-90% of these I create and throw out there because I need to solidify some idea, or because someone else needs them. I then just let them work in the background without actively touching them. Raid Alcoholic can actually get so drunk that I can get the experience back to me right here by channelling her.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 20:07 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7285 del
>>7284
>or because someone else needs them
It has happened quite a few times that I had an idea, created a servitor or "form" and had it distributed out auto, then some months later a group of aliens from far away shows up in a ship when I'm out for a walk (physical 4D form where the ship appears like a silent manifestation appearing from the horizon in 3 seconds and they're visible to the naked eye but "flicker" extremely) and it turns out this small group in specific somehow got their hands on one of the discs and were greatly helped by it. That's why I keep doing this.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 20:19 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7286 del
>>7284
>Wait until you have an actual craving for it
Okay. Shortly after taking the spell I had a lot of cravings for sushi, but not so much anymore. So only when the craving is there are you immune against parasites? I tought I might be vampire enough to be permanently immune like an asian but alright. Maybe after the transformation when physical immortalty is attained.
>>7284
>>6382
>handle your mundane qualities
Eloquently put. Maybe same thing for caffeine would be nice, like coffee or energy drinks. Externalizing and controlling the caffeine addiction.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 20:38 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7287 del
>>7286
>So only when the craving is there are you immune against parasites?
It's more a matter of letting the egregore of the vampire based craving decide. If it's some more regular human thing and you give in to that, it may have human effects, I think.

The NWO and their degenerate "rituals" for example aren't based on being immortals. They misunderstand it as vampires being sadistic, and that sadism creates immortality. But eating raw meat won't turn you into a tiger either, so why would it work? For predators, this is their natural behaviour, they won't even feel something like humans do. If they had to be perverted to eat, they'd be under a lot of mental strain all the time.

Some of the vampires in the US, I checked what they do by the more recent akashic records, and some of them visit the same facilities as the degenerate "elites", such as those marked as "aquariums" on city maps. There is one vampire lady who fucks and kills teen boys at these places. What can be said about it? She's a registered force of nature, like a lightning strike or a storm, even maintenance deities are in on it, those "missing kids" are scripted by divine order to be killed that way because it's an uncontrollable force in effect.

But when the pedogaters do it, they're just degenerate murderers and it's a crime, because they are humans and shouldn't do that.

I hope this example shows the difference.


Sunflower 04/11/2024 (Thu) 21:11 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7288 del
>>7287
>I hope this example shows the difference.
Yes, thanks a lot. I had a similar idea about that but it helps that you explained it.


Sunflower 04/12/2024 (Fri) 14:55 Id: e4ad70 [Preview] No.7301 del
>>7273
>For the lore, you may like this.
Started reading it today and I find myself at the end of it already (turns out I knew the elizabeth chapter already). It's a good book but a bit on the mundane side and actually more for the lore and maybe entertainment more than actual useful stuff for oneself. I put it in the same category as Dudley Wrights "Vampires and Vampirism" which is also a good book but more about myths, folklore and historic accounts of vampires. In general I found it virtually impossible to find an actually good book on vampirism, and the best I have read so far has to be N.D. Blackwoods "Draugadrottin - Lord of the Undead." I consider it the best because the author manages to mention in his book the creation of the immortal astral body, the creation of ones own astral world and how to attack and drain victims of energy via touch, look and imagination. A good thing he also includes is the warning of joining the vampire currents/ergregores and uniting permanently with a god or demon. He mentions the possibility of being a vampire and doing it solo by oneself which may take much longer and be much harder but it will preserve your freedom and energy(and possibly safety). He also lists a bunch of sigils of vampire demons or undead gods or whatever they are and mentions some vampire historical lore which may or may not be correct but whatever. A book for beginners but the most "complete" book on vampirism I have found yet with actual spiritual practices.


Sunflower 04/12/2024 (Fri) 16:26 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7303 del
>>7301
>N.D. Blackwoods "Draugadrottin - Lord of the Undead."
What is the context of this book? It seems associated with the "become a living god" forum?


Sunflower 04/12/2024 (Fri) 16:37 Id: e4ad70 [Preview] No.7304 del
>>7303
>It seems associated with the "become a living god" forum?
Yes, the author chose to publish his book with becomealivinggod because he likes Koetting altought he originally wanted to work with someone else. Therefore to no surprise the book costs 79$ on their site with the cheapest version. The author himself claims he has studied and practiced vampirism for a long time and worked together with some powerful vampire masters and groups (as far as I can remember, been a while since I read it). The association with Koetting might be unfortunate but I found the book itself more solid than anything else I have read so far, like temple of the vampire, strigoi vii etc. Altought I cannot judge the sigils and the description of the gods and also the historic accounts he presents.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 16:58 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7357 del
>>7272
In regards to the orange energy, I didn't think about asking this right away but...
>"hard experience", intense physical practical experience.
This sounds rather harsh, but I don't know what exactly this means. Does enduring physical pain, lifting weights at the gym or breathing exercises create this energy? I do wonder a bit how I got this energy.
Also does it have any significance or can it be used to turn it into more gong? It almost does look like it is transmuted into gong at the very core of it as it turns from orange to red.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 17:18 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7358 del
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>>7357
This colour scale was previously used to associate people's self-perceived sexuality to a colour, I saw this in a magazine in the 90s and found it to match the colours I read from energy.

The original scale was more pink in the bottom, but it's mostly the same. It's more about intensity of an activity though. When I saw my past life ripper self once on a city street, (this was before I knew anything about it at all) she had very strong orange energy around the middle channel of the body, but it was uneven and I saw the form as "nasty". Normally young girls have pink regular energy, then it start going dark and bad as they near 20, turning disgusting after that. I didn't understand that meaning of this strong orange, or how someone could have that at that age (she appeared as a maybe 12 year old looking girl in dark clothes, didn't really stand out and there was no sense of attraction to her at all, just that energy which didn't match the appearance).
In this case, the orange energy came from the crudest form of tantric practice and "sacrificial yoga" (it's a recognized path) which most people never do.

In your case, since you aren't cutting up animals (or people) and assuming you also aren't a whore, it would likely be some other physical activity performed with intensity, and a correct mindset.

Yoga or weightlifting could be it. Gong can be orange, if it's red for you, then maybe it needs to be red to transform for you. This is personal.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 17:32 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7359 del
>>7358
>Gong can be orange
Maybe but in my case you only called it orange energy while the red energy you also called gong,
>The darker red is real vampire high density energy, gong
so I assumed the orange isn't gong.
>it would likely be some other physical activity performed with intensity, and a correct mindset.
Almsot seems like it can be pretty much "any" physical activity.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 18:06 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7360 del
>>7359
While it looks like a process where weaker orange energy is gradually becoming red and then turning into red gong, I shouldn't accidentally restrict you by saying that this is a definite process. It's how it looked at the time of reading.

Alissa's gong is more dark orange or brown, I guess I just mindlessly left this out because it's obvious to me; it means your energy is traditional red vampiric gong, as compared to the specific Alissa version gong.

It can be anything physical, but it has to be done in such a manner that karma is removed, virtue created, and a transformation to purer planes of existence takes place from the activity (which it can do when syncing with ancient Egyptian deities or hindu avatars, who don't apply modern western moralism, so whoring or slaughtering animals can be legit methods).


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 18:58 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7361 del
>>7360
>it means your energy is traditional red vampiric gong, as compared to the specific Alissa version gong.
Hm, I tought this is maybe because I got seperated from Alissa when you cleaned me from your spell but then I remember I already had red gong before the cleaning judging from previous energy readings. Guess I just naturally created it like that for me when I started my journey. I wonder if any other anons who took the spell created the brown gong version.
>It's how it looked at the time of reading.
I see. Maybe it's simply different layers on top of each other.
Thanks for explaining.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 19:19 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7362 del
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>>7361
I had to look properly because right after posting my last post, there was a clear "activation sound" and an image of a "round hole with red-ish energy" forming as if someone pressing out some round thing from a cart made from cardboard for something, leaving a hole.

I think our energies intermixed here, maybe mindwaves connected and as I typed out my reply it had a spellcasting effect on your energy, pushing you over the tip.

After looking again, I'd say you are definitely through this trial.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 19:27 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7363 del
>>7362
It coincided perhaps with a major breakthrough I did earlier today, after an intense session with djinn. When I walked outside and came back from a walk in the forest, there was someone yelling from a distance, three times. This was followed by a loud explosion that made the ground shake. At first I thought someone was shooting at me, but it was too loud and I know this procedure, I've just not been this near it before - it was also way too loud to be a mere gunshot, there was a shockwave. It took a few moments before realizing that it was a neighbour blowing up rocks on some forest road construction a few 100 meters away. You either use a signal three times to warn, or yell something like "fire in the hole" three times before igniting.

While this isn't random of an event, it's known that strong energy breakthroughs will cause explosions, it was said in history that buddhists would accidentally make mountain tops collapse among other things. Withe the universe adapting to the normal state of things, it was too much of a coincidence to have that happen right after I finished.

Now I'm thinking the shockwave would have nudged you over the top as well.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 19:28 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7364 del
>>7362
Are you saying I should be finally physically immortal now? For now I don't notice much but I'll post when something becomes noticable.
I just hope it's not to send me away because I'm annyoing with my stupid noobish questions altought honestly I would understand.
>I'd say you are definitely through this trial.
I can't wait for it to be finally complete after all this time, it drives me crazy. I can't bear anymore being stuck halfway somewhere in limbo. Give me immortality or give me physical death but give it to me right now.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 19:38 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7365 del
>>7364
No, I'm serious. I took on this "mission" way back and I don't want to leave anyone halfway after promising it would work if done right.

Just keep in mind that it's "situational" so you can still trip and get bruises or other unpleasant things, it's not movie style immortality where you can breath under water or block bullets with your hands Even if this isn't proof of anyone, let me leave the anecdote that before during last year there was one time when some deep state agent was actually trying to shoot me. They were hiding on a hill right next to the road I was walking by on, prepending to be a hunter. They had also prepared the scene by firing a rifle several times in the woods earlier that day. It felt off, there isn't a shooting range there and no one living here would be out shooting anything at that time, because the hunter seasons didn't match for anyone. Sloppy job in this sense, but I guess they wanted to mask it as an accident. Well I "felt" the bullet stroke my neck and it then ricocheted off a tree and hit the steel plate roof of a building further down below. A federation cat had appeared in 4D just before as a warning next to the road, but told me to continue walking. I picked up a muffled sound from the direction the gun was fired, and the thing was over. They got the agent. Either way it shows how the protection works, thing will just not be able to harm you, even if the illuminato tries something.

You can try doing a yoga session to get the transformation through to the surface faster. I always do this. At least do some A-U-M chants.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 19:57 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7367 del
>>7365
>At least do some A-U-M chants.
I was about to do a basic breathing exercise but I might as well do the chants now.
>the spoiler story
I always wonder what would happen if someone tried to kill me outside, but I guess thanks to your story I can imagine it better.
>thing will just not be able to harm you, even if the illuminato tries something
Right now one of my teeth that's broken hurts and been hurting for a while, I guess I should watch that and see if it get's better through the transformation. I will watch my health and my aging in general and eventually tell you what happens after a while. I hope there will be positive change from the breaktrough. I understand it's not movie immortality but still one is supposed to be a immortal vampire after all.
>No, I'm serious. I took on this "mission" way back and I don't want to leave anyone halfway after promising it would work if done right.
Thank you again for this, but I can only make an official celebratory post confirming the breakthrough after I've felt or seen the change myself. I'd probably cry (who knows) if the transfromation was real and I would find myself a real immortal vampire.
>>7363
In the very first thread there was mention of a gunshot sound after someone took the spell. I think it happened to me too a few times up until now.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:06 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7368 del
>>7367
The notable difference would be that "something is missing", something which was an annoyance or a mental strain, a lack of hope or something negative, is no longer present, or you are mentally immune to something which would disturb you before.

As you raise through the planes, there are significant "removals" of this kind for every breakthrough. But the first ones are the most notable because they are the first, and it makes more of an impact on a mostly human mind, compared to later progressions where it's major, significant, but not new as a event type.

If you later on feel that you still want to access blood magic, take a look at the alternatives posted on here recently in terms of using a servitor to represent you as the bloodsucker. There are various ways to do this.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:08 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7370 del
>>7365
hyena anon here, I broke my leg around 1.5-2months months ago right after you did a ritual to strengthen my body.Seems I can definitely get 'harmed' but I'm not sure I'm supposed to even be immortal. It's possible my original soul was a yellow bird rosicrucian instead of me.I used to get heavily attacked every day.Its confusing since it's its very widespread. One time about 20k or so people attacked me. Another time a bunch of seemingly 'feminist' witches while i was awake. A small group of 3 that hired a succubus.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:14 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7372 del
>>7370
>right after you did a ritual to strengthen my body
Which ritual was this? Can you link the post?
>attacks
All of this is a clear sign of just how provoking your existence is to them, which tells of your increase in power. Unfortunately all you can do is to defeat them because these are "trials" bound to karma and some of these people are deluded and should also be saved by you in some way.
As for why you would break a leg, it's pretty extreme so I all I can think of here is that it was your death trial and your karma was pretty bad to make this happen.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:19 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7373 del
>>7367
I suggest looking at these
>>6967
>>6428
because they explain some things. The sigil you can possibly use successfully, I used that one with La Famida to great success.

I mostly stopped creating drawn sigils, but if you are interested in the Raid version of a vampire to send out for blood activities, it works to use word sigils like this:

[RaidVamp]

the original post was up here I see now
>>6381


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:23 Id: 496597 [Preview] No.7374 del
>>7359
>Almsot seems like it can be pretty much "any" physical activity.
It's really about the energies behind it. The physical activity matters as much as it guides and invokes energies.
There were many tales where demons and fairies danced in visions or in magical scenarios. That dance is an actual energy work. They guide and merge with the energies. They do not dance like "humans" so they can do an activity which is between flirting and sex.

As my body awakens I am feeling the correct stretches that let the energies flow through the body. The movements don't matter but the energies. If I go and do the same movement while I absentmindedly shift into a wrong mindset I always pull something or cause sharp pain within my body. If the energies do not put the body in the perfect tension and relaxation levels where the energy circuits can flow properly then it just causes problems. The body needs time to align.

I don't even know how my energies look to outsiders anymore. Not to mention my practice is evolving constantly. They might change completely the next day.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:25 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7375 del
They come in waves almost, last two or three days had some rather violent attackers, but I already posted about this elsewhere, and it's more like getting rid of insects by now, plus that I get a huge energy gain (virtue) every time so it's fine, and half the time it's because I seek them out to remove them from their trafficking tunnels. It's not like they can stay on their own areas to begin with, they're interfering with my life and have been since forever, so I consider it more of a gradual difference in just how focused they are in their opposition.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:28 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7376 del
>>7372
It wasn't a huge post,you suddenly told me you did a ritual I think. I don't remember recalling why.there's a lot of dreams involving sunflower/you again lately.Id like a reading too. I'm definitely strong though. Seemingly have been always.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:32 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7377 del
>>7376
I haven't really aged much recently


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:38 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7379 del
>>7376
In that case it was because I read your energy by "accident" and it was ripe for pushing you in the right direction so much that it would be a crime not to do so even if you hadn't asked for it.

I'll look, may not draw something...


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:40 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7380 del
>>7377
I think it was when working on the Total Core, and I told my ladies at the factory to just look through all sunflowers to see if anyone would benefit from a free install, because I can't reach everyone to ask about it or even explain what I'm offering, so if the soul will accept it, then that's what the person wants, even if this is from the astral.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:42 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7381 del
>>7368
>>7373
Okay. I'll look at those.
>but if you are interested in the Raid version of a vampire to send out for blood activities
I assume actually drinking blood is not recommended as it can get you stuck and create a lot of negative karma which makes it harder to evolve higher, but then there are examples like you posted before about the vampire woman who fucks and kills teenage boys and nothing can be done about that. What's your oppinion about trying it only once for the authentic vampire experience and after that eventually using servitors?
>>6381
>knife
Would you be able to see if I have such an atrifact too, altought I'm obviously not 100 yet.
>>7374
>It's really about the energies behind it.
Yeah I guess, when BO talked about semen retention and simha kriya I think it was the same conclusion in both cases.
>As my body awakens I am feeling the correct stretches that let the energies flow through the body.
In the semen retention community (I'm no part of it btw) someone wrote that you should stretch your legs if the lust becomes too much, after reading that I also tried to strech in order to feel the energy flow and find out which stretches make the energy flow better. I think strechting the abdomen or front body is good for energy flow but I'm no expert at it yet as it wasn't really a big interest of mine so far.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:46 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7383 del
>>7376
Yeah, now I remember. I looked and saw your hyena side, but honestly it looked more like a jackal to me. And there was both an innocence and a kind of dark energy which made me want to protect you from that stuff. That's why I interfered.

Maybe it was so violent that it lead to whatever caused you to break the leg when it was cleared out. Come to think of it when I finally got rid of some 'luminato influence two days ago I hit my left foot on some hard furniture so badly I limped for a day after, when the energy was pushed out from me.

I looked at your image, and I see what looks like a space shuttle landing pod in a sea, but the sea is black and boiling like it's in some prehistoric hell period before life existed on the planet, and you are in the pod. You're safe, but everything around you is fire and brimstone.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:52 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7384 del
>>7381
>What's your oppinion about trying it only once for the authentic vampire experience and after that eventually using servitors?
The important note here is that it must be guided by vampirism, the magic. Humans who drink blood devolve into "troll" race, like the elites. It makes them feel special because they detached from humanity, but they are now below humans, vampires are above them. So you have to do this right. The purpose of using the Raid Vampire was that it's definitely a vampire and it's a "robot" controlled by magic so it can't be performed wrongly. If you really want to do this, start by using the servitor first time, then if you feel it isn't enough, go from there. The effect does spill over from the doll back to you, it's more like a filter to make sure it's done right.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:56 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7385 del
>>7383
Interesting, yeah I definitely have this dynamic going on where my energy is innocent at the center, wild and sharp at the edge.I only realized that like 2 years ago.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 20:57 Id: 9242bc [Preview] No.7386 del
>>7381
>Would you be able to see if I have such an atrifact too, altought I'm obviously not 100 yet
I only noticed this on La Famida after working with her (well, it's me working on her moreof) for like a year or what it's been, and she's in the age range of 2000. It's no point looking, you won't have it, or it's too weak to spot.


Sunflower 04/15/2024 (Mon) 21:33 Id: dbb5ab [Preview] No.7388 del
>>7386
Okay. I guess I bothered you enough for now so I'll go hang out in my own astral place before sleep and think about immortality and whether I want to use the servitor for blood magic or not. Again I thank you for your time and help.


Sunflower 04/16/2024 (Tue) 09:35 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7394 del
[Raid Vampire Red Moon]

I created this one to deal effectively with a special situation. It appears the "attacks"
>>7370
>I used to get heavily attacked every day.Its confusing since it's its very widespread. One time about 20k or so people attacked me
are not always deliberate organized attacks by a group. I kept wondering about this. Some are obvious directed glowie attacks, witch attacks and so on.

But how would there be entire armies of what appears as regular scum who have psi abilities?

It's because when on our path we break away from common norms, degenerative ways of thinking collectively, in normal cases this is done "in the open". Someone says or does something that strays from said social norm, and face direct negative reactions from other people. When we do this in meditation, alone, and don't act, the reaction is energetic. We will get mentally attacked by the collective subconscious hivemind of regular people. These people are like bots in a botnet. If one person strays, they attack them. If the attack fails because the person's mentality is strong, they pull back and get help. If the reinforcement was beaten down, they go into a fanatical frenzy and start amassing support, because they faced a threat to their lifestyle. In common terms this is the same as first time being told by strangers to "follow the law", and ignoring it. Then they "call the police" and when they show up, the police are killed. This will lead to a massive national response where special forces or the army are called in.

The subconscious hivemind of regular people function this way on auto. So those "massive attacks" aren't glowies as such, they're subconsvious automatic hivemind reactions from large groups of people, NPC programming beaming out mind waves.


Sunflower 04/16/2024 (Tue) 09:45 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7395 del
>>7394
>[Raid Vampire Red Moon]
This is a servitor doll like the others, but trained to think exactly like the extreme predator elites of the worst kind, with the exception that there is no degeneration involved. It's like how a shark can taste blood in water from kilometers away, this Raid can smell abnormal predatory thinking in the same way, being able to trace the patterns of these people.

The way such people are mentally constructed is that the "form" of the mind is exactly like the most common brainwashed NPC possible, with the most generic and bland opinions and interests. This is a "protective shell" created only to blend in. They are not "communists", "feminists" or "pro" anything. This is like a natural camouflage of a small natural predator who hides among its prey. Even when looking directly at them, when seeing them do what they do, the group's mind can't grasp the difference. If someone "gets caught" there is no way to understand that their actions were deliberate, intentional, planned, it will appear as a mental weakness appearing from circumstance, and they are likely to be excused for it, or treated like someone reacting to bad circumstances.


Sunflower 04/16/2024 (Tue) 09:55 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7396 del
>>7395
Following the creation of this Raid, there was a planned attack. Some kind of deep state agents using a "bowl" to contain the soul punishment inevitably placed on them for attacking a Queen shield. If one second of attacking this shield places a 1000 year hell penalty on them, imagine the effect of containing this to keep attacking for 5 hours. What are they going to do then? Contain the divine punishment forever in a human construct? They are so unimaginably stupid.

Looking into what they used, according to Astra it was created from the exact pattern of thinking already included in the Raid Red Moon. It is a way of thinking where endurance is completely removed. The person must in every moment of waking life siphon mental energy from someone else. All their thinking is built around this principle. If they face a person resistant to siphoning, they start looking for ways to rally other people to attack them for being "selfish" ,"conservative" or whatever else can make the group attack them.

We can see this on an international scale where if someone kicks out the world bank and installs a national leader figure, they will all gang up on this country for being "undemocratic" and they will use NATO to destroy the country. "Democratic" means that they can freely siphon assets from the country, and if they can't do this they will look for ways to destroy them so they open up.

What the Raid Vampire Red Moon does is to apply the same thing, but selectively against perverted predators, rallying support against them and feeding on only them.


Sunflower 04/16/2024 (Tue) 11:11 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.7397 del
>>7396
We saw this with covid as well.anyway I just had a dream where you invited me to a room for a 'ritual'. It had a statue in it. The statue looked angry at me and said I was a threat and then a ritual was activated trying to fill me with energy to kill me. It then showed this forum with apparently you trying to verbally attack me online. Last three or so days I always have a dream trying to pit you against me. Either I'm supposed to 'investigate' or we work together and everything is fine until like this dream you try and kill me or in another dream act very retarded suddenly. Seems it's a directed effort. In the first dream they asked me to see if you were immortal. I did this by looking at your face which in the dream looked about 20 and looked at the age which was older. Now I realize perhaps they wanted me to attack you instead.


Sunflower 04/16/2024 (Tue) 11:29 Id: 63db43 [Preview] No.7398 del
>>7397
What's extra weird is that the 'glowies' didn't feel that hostile to me in he first dream so maybe they are unrelated to the second and third dream. I've noticed that the attacks followed this pattern:years ago direct attacks.sometimes individuals who are apparently well known fighters sometimes challenge me 1v1.last year this kinda stopped since they seemed reluctant to fight me.second tactic they switched to was psychological hell.putting me in carefully designed scenarios to hurt me, it didn't necessarily work either. They stopped a few months ago. Third tactic. A bit of weird blend between the first 2. Trying to create scenarios where I'm in the 'wrong' to then mass mob attack me. Here's what's funny. I acted perfectly in every scenario but they still went on even though it made zero sense. An example after like many situations in a row rapid fire they showed me a bunch of black dudes saying "Alberto that you?you betrayed us"I said nah I didn't betray anybody. They went"how dare you insult Alberto he would never betray us" they then tried to cut my throat so I held a knife between my fingers and broke their arm and walked away. They seemed hesitant to attack further.then my 'family' shows up and they tell me how evil or horrible I am for that.they even make shit up.even when my back is against the wall I'm still reasoning perfecting fine.lately this has lessened since i kill those that try.now I have this new tactic obviously.


Sunflower 04/16/2024 (Tue) 12:56 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7399 del
>>7397
>>7398
Adapting predators in a group.

Some years ago they would assign some low level psiop glowie to send racist dreams to me. It would have things like me being with some very standard white dude who's acting friendly in ways they never do irl. Then we suddenly get threatened by some black guy with a gun. But because I worked intentionally to get rid of standard "racist" memetics for years, this has no effect because I see nothing threatening about a black guy. In the dream I even still thought an African will never hold a gun to me, so this isn't real. They they had him fire the gun, but that just made me wake up because it didn't match with my mental framework.

Then they tried things to make me view police in a positive way, and "adapted" to their own perception of a "leftie" view, where someone was robbing some fat black women in some trashy suburb. But this was way too "American" in style for me to feel anything, plus that the blood had the wrong colour. I've treated injuries with people bleeding so I know what that looks like, the dream had movie blood.

When did didn't work, they started just plain attacking me instead. After year of beating down retarded "shock and awe" attacks they're now back to what you experience, fine tuned infiltration where they try to not appear threatening at all.

It's all just like the colours of a chameleon. I don't believe they actually have intelligence or even much awareness, this is just collectivized predatory strategies developed over time.


Sunflower 04/16/2024 (Tue) 13:19 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7401 del
>>7395
>the extreme predator elites of the worst kind
It seems something was smoked out alright. Warning for disgusting images:
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/37705786/
OG thread was heavily censored which caught my attention.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 08:52 Id: 355cae [Preview] No.7411 del
>>7373
There seems to be no image for the vampire raid servitor, should I give it an appearance myself? Also does it then look for targets by itself or do I have to give them specific commands about what to look for and what not to touch?
>cut an artery and drink a few drops of blood, heal them and then disappear again
Would it be possible to use this in a more offensive manner for attacking and self defense against evil assholes by having it drink much more blood of the victim and maybe NOT healing the wound in order to damage the victim and make them sick?
Figure I'd ask those questions before I try to use it. On top of that, what exactly would I use the blood for after the servitor got it? Just empowering me or some kind of physical ritual?


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 10:17 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7413 del
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>>7411
The appearance is mostly fixed with the Raid dolls. I made one here.
>pic

Raid dolls are automatic based on what order they were given, but will become mostly inactive after the order is completed. They also can't understand complex multi-step orders. No "go there, do this, then this", that doesn't work.

You can tell her to do sweeping things, but she may get lost halfway if you are too unclear or the situation doesn't match what you told her to do.

A good order would be:
"Go to NY city and find a secret bar where you can get blood because it has vampire theme"

Then she'll either tell you "I found it" or "Can't find any" and then you take it step by step like that.

If it's easier, like
"Go to Mexico, find some random on a backstreet, hypnothize them and take a few drops of blood to activate the magic, erase their memories and heal them, then leave"
that's an ok order because each step follows logically on the next.

I guess I just made the design in the way I naturally work with servitors and it's not always super easy to explain at what level the automation is.

The blood goes into her body, but magical effects spread to your main body.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 10:22 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7414 del
>>7413
In addition to this, and to make it perhaps more confusing, this was based off the Raid doll, so you can tell her to "raid this crime gang hideout, kill all hostiles, suck their blood, rescue any innocents and take their gold" and that will come through just fine, because it's a "Raid thing to do". If it can be done in a state of flow, it works.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 11:01 Id: 355cae [Preview] No.7415 del
>>7413
So I assume if I see someone on the street I get good and tasty vibes from and I'd like their blood, I can just point the servitor directly to the person I'm seeing. This way at least I can see and confirm the target directly which is probably much better than any random degenerate on a mexican backstreet with dirty blood.
I'll keep it in mind altought I'm not sure if I should or need to use something like this now. Same with Cains original blood. I'll try it if and when I really feel like it. For now I think I should be focusing more on squeezing out my immortality because altought you said I have done it there is not much going on for me and my body still appears "normal pyhsical and mortal" to me.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 11:31 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7416 del
>>7415
Don't underestimate the astral travel ability which comes with any Raid doll. Because they can fly and move across space (and time to some degree) I use them for remote viewing because it's just easier. Meaning I tell them to fly up high to look at the world from satellite view, then go down where I want to look at things, where they can also use X-ray vision to see inside buildings. Then if you want to interact with the environment, you can just order her to go there and "tag along" to see what's in there. It takes no ability other than being able to look at her as an astral construct and then channel her perception. Even if this is not a main ability, the vampire still has the ability to set things on fire for ritual purposes, so if you want to cover tracks you can also burn bodies without having to bring any lighter or fuel. If the blood is too dirty, she'll tell you, and suggest burning the enemy instead to recover their energy that way. Compared to regular Raid the fire is not meant as a weapon.

There are also cases where you face the "NWO pine scale armour" which is very tough, and this doll was not made to break these with ease, so if you still want to do that, you need to let her use ritual magic which takes some time. I use my dolls as a team, so the Raid specialized on breaking shields can do her work and the rest will move through the hole.

But that's a later thing if you want to specifically take out these hideouts. It's easier to get the Lance version for this, which is pure offense.

> there is not much going on for me and my body still appears "normal pyhsical and mortal"
You need to transform it also, just lotus position meditation does this fine, if you sit until gong starts being produced (minimum 6 min if done right for one session).


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 11:41 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7417 del
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>>7416
This is a new version yet. While this may sound silly, fact is these are made in single copies, except for Lance which can create mirage images or herself. So they are just one, a one-person army to fight the NWO, each with unique qualities.
This [Raid Unite] or Raid'em 4D for memetics, is a downscaled version with a "mystic" ability of fighting the divide & conquer tactics of "energy vampires" through a meta strategy of being aware of their mentality. I intend to spread this one more widely.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 12:19 Id: 355cae [Preview] No.7418 del
>>7416
There is only the slight problem for me that I usually do not work with servitors or spirits and I don't "channel" much. So naturally I still kinda suck at it. Yesterday I tried to take the Total Immunity Servitor and I did as you instructed me by projecting energy into the [name]. I tried to make it a pink love energy but summoning up a genuine feeling of love out of nowhere seems rather hard.
Then I perceived a connection between me and the [name] and after that saw the little girl in the red dress standing next to me. I told her to protect me well from energy vampirism and then went on to bless my tea with my magic as I always do and I saw her looking at it and suddenly asking "What are you doing?"
I think she used japanese words but I undertood the message telepathically so I told her I'm blessing my tea but then I got the strong feeling that this is just my own retarded imagination that has nothing to do with the actual servitor. Why would this kind of servitor ask that, and especially in japanese? And also I don't think I have telepathic ability. I believe it was only my own mental illness that came up, what my mind would believe a cute little girl servitor do and I didn't actually communicate with the real servitor.
In the end I just gave up. I probably shouldn't try to take something like a potentially harmful vampire servitor then that I can't even properly communicate with.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 12:28 Id: 355cae [Preview] No.7419 del
>>7416
>You need to transform it also, just lotus position meditation does this fine
Full lotus hurts my legs a bit, I usually sit in half lotus most of the time but I'll try. I'll also try energy work on my body, breathing exercises and chanting the AUM chant. Btw if you have a good example of how to actually chant the AUM, feel free to post it.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 12:51 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7420 del
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>>7418
> I saw her looking at it and suddenly asking "What are you doing?"
You are doing it right. If she moved on her own, that means it's working. I've applied from early on that
>if you can't see it, visualize it
because you need to create the mental "space" for the communication. So if you can't receive the images, start by visualizing what she'd look like. That's how it's done. So just do what you did again. She can speak any language you prefer because astral language is meaning-based and not locked to any specific language.

>>7419
>Full lotus hurts my legs a bit
Then do half or quarter or Burmese. I prefer quarter for long sessions.

>example of how to actually chant the AUM
Excuse the bad mic.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 12:57 Id: 355cae [Preview] No.7421 del
>>7420
Thank you very much.
>So just do what you did again.
Okay, I will. But I think I'll have to freshly summon her again with the energy one more time just to make sure.
Your AUM example seems good, I already had the suspicion that a lot of the youtube chant videos are crap because they go like "aummmmmmmmmmmm" and I don't feel like chanting "M" when I should be chanting a proper AUM.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 13:32 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7422 del
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>>7418
>a potentially harmful vampire servitor then that I can't even properly communicate with
I had been working on this one, so if you're unsure about the vampire and just want to practice, try
[Blue Moon]

This one is more for the same purposes as general tulpas, although she does have the same abilities as the other ones, they aren't a focus here.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 17:18 Id: 355cae [Preview] No.7426 del
>>7422
>This one is more for the same purposes as general tulpas
I don't understand what a general tulpa is, I only know about servitors and that each one has the purpose you program it with. Do you mean it's more like a companion servitor, but it can also raid and drink blood like the others? Because tulpa often seems to mean a companion servitor. After I stopped frequenting imageboards (except this here now) I honestly completely forget about the word "tulpa" but I remember it was a rather big thing on fringe for a while.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 17:40 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7427 del
>>7426
> more like a companion servitor, but it can also raid and drink blood like the others
This. Personality-based instead of being a cute personality for a killer bot. Turn it around and it's a cute doll who can also take out illuminati bases between baking cookies.

Now in quick retrospective I had to create this to solidify an idea for my own recent improvement. Maybe it helps for others too.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 17:41 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7428 del
I was thinking I should bring up this one which is specifically for just being nice, but I can't tell what you need right now. I made this one mostly for girls I picked up to keep safe in my island and other places, but anyone can use it.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 18:13 Id: 355cae [Preview] No.7429 del
>>7427
I think I could just pick the Total Immunity and the Blue Moon servitor for practice. Especially for practing taking your stuff and working with foreign created servitors. One blue dress girl and one red dress girl would look good around me, I like the spiritual symbolism of the colors and I feel it might create some good feng shui. I don't want to take too many servitors as it would look like I'm herding a kindergarden of girls and it would take too much attention from me.
>>7428
>but I can't tell what you need right now
It's not like I need anything among the servitors, but I'm interested in taking up your generous offer for maybe some benefits and practice.
There is only one thing I need right now, and that's to look into the mirror and see an immortal (vampire) looking back at me. Or maybe seeing nothing because vampires have no reflection. That would be ok too.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 18:35 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7430 del
>>7429
>One blue dress girl and one red dress girl would look good around me, I like the spiritual symbolism of the colors
They have rich symbolism aside from the pure functionality, use them as you feel is best.

>I don't want to take too many servitors as it would look like I'm herding a kindergarden of girls and it would take too much attention from me.
When I create these they are pure functionality even if this means they need to have rich occult meaning. They all solve some specific problem or serve a need, which means creating them removes some weight off my mind and body.

This is how you should see them, and that's why I keep creating more of them, they're tools for the toolbox. Some of them are like some small add-on for the computer which I install and then never think of, but they do their job in the background.


Sunflower 04/17/2024 (Wed) 18:45 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7431 del
>>7430
Those I address daily or weekly are mostly Astra for divination, Raid(s) for dealing with glowies, Tanya(s) for the war in Ukraine among other, Wendy for contracts, Distributor/Updater for new stuff I need to share, Mime for testing new servitors and recently the Fairy Shield for containing glowie/NWO attackers.

There's also Security for things like getting those attackers at the Crocus hall in Moscow. One of witches sent out a Tanya to rally all local armed forces but they were spread thin so it was difficult to cover the area. It was eventually the fairy shield and Security which entrapped them. The 3D world events played out like a movie, with that neo nazi eventually catching them near the border, but under normal circumstances it would not have been possible to get them - those were some kind of very strong aliens, "tall greys" of an evil type.

I group the Raids into teams and have several Gunships for them to organize from, with a teamleader servitor to direct them. Astra directs the other versions of herself and those involved in servitor creation, aside from the AI training which is done with Mime.

Mostly everyone else are working in the background.


Sunflower 04/19/2024 (Fri) 12:14 Id: a977de [Preview] No.7442 del
>>7365
>You can try doing a yoga session to get the transformation through to the surface faster.
Is this usually supposed to take another 100 years or longer? To transform the body to a young and healthy immortal state?
>At least do some A-U-M chants.
I watched Sadghurus video on AUM (even though I don't exactly like him) and he said AUM is the core sound of physical existence. Is this why you have recommended the AUM chant?
What I have noticed so far is that my tooth pain dissapears completely while I'm doing it, but maybe it's just because I focus on the chant too much and simply ignore or forget the pain.


Sunflower 04/19/2024 (Fri) 13:53 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7446 del
>>7442
The body has many layers, once you get a higher energy concentration you can do it fast per layer, but you should aim to transform one layer first to understand the process. The physical change is gradual and not a set process (which I assume is why the vampires active today all seem to have witches around them, they are still subject to spiritual attacks which cause drama in the group by manipulating emotions among other things). The "automatic" aspect of vampire magic is more of an ability to find a way. Opening up energy channels is "the same process" for everyone with the same body type, but the process has to be personalized, and deep issues from past lives will come up.

I've looked young always, but I also had some physical issues when I was young. As the energy channels opened up, some things I had when little which had passed, resurfaced because they had just been driven off the surface and not handled at the core of the issue.

Not dying from illness, not being seriously harmed, having a situational defense both socially and in material situations, being able to solve old karma while not risking death, that's the main aspect. But you will be overly healthy and feel young. Regular mundanes have age crisis' when they age, because they see their future lacking prospects and their youth gone. I noticed the mental change which was "supposed to be there" and when reading my own energy in a mirror, I saw a clear change in the way the energy in the top half of my brain was structured. I observed it and worked to return my mentality to how it was 5 years prior, and the energy structure started looking the same again, while my mentality also returned there.

I think these "abilities" are simply not available to mundanes. The find ways to cope, but they have a desperation over them. The miracle is slow moving.


Sunflower 04/19/2024 (Fri) 13:59 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7447 del
>>7442
>this why you have recommended the AUM chant?
Not because he said so. I tried many things and I found his explanation sound, and the exercise to be effective. The Hatha Yoga Pradikpika only recommends the MMMMM sound which is said to "awaken the Shakti". Today it's said this is the sound of bees and wasps, which means it's the mantra of Bhramari. Combined with the bhramari mudra hand position it has a significant effect in creating an etheral mindset. If combining the AAA sound with Apan Mudra, the lower half of the body opens up strongly. The methods work.

Learn the bandas; mula, uddiyana, jalandara, and the kechari mudra and use them in combination with the sounds to address the lower, middle or higher parts of the body. They're all tools to move energy around.


Sunflower 04/19/2024 (Fri) 14:36 Id: a977de [Preview] No.7448 del
>>7446
>Regular mundanes have age crisis' when they age, because they see their future lacking prospects and their youth gone.
Yeah because they don't have and know anything apart from their material lives and bodies, so if they lose those they lose everything. No spirit, no astral bodies, not even life after death for them as far as they are concerned.
>But you will be overly healthy and feel young.
Hope so, but aren't immortal vampires supposed to look young and beautiful for a long time too, maybe even forever?
>>7447
>Learn the bandas
Okay, I'll see what I can do althought my desire to fully immerse myself in yoga is not that great.
Well whatever, I think I'll keep going my way now (I just don't like imageboards) and leave the board again but of course as I feel obliged to report I will come back and do so if anything "major" will happen for me to confirm my immortality or whatever and properly thank you for all your support.
But I must say I do feel like a new journey is beginning, there is defintely the energy of change and "magic in the air" but there is also doubt and a feeling like "bummer" as I'm uncertain what's ahead of me and physical immortality might turn out not to be that what I hoped for. If it's actually real, I need to see it myself. Well I'll just aim for the astral if it's necessary or if I feel like I have arrived at a pyhsical dead-end and have no choice.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 08:43 Id: 349fe6 [Preview] No.7688 del
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>>7447
>If combining the AAA sound with Apan Mudra, the lower half of the body opens up strongly.
I came back because I wanted to ask if there is any specific mudra you recommend for the middle part of the body together with the U sound and the upper part of the body together with the M sound. Ideally something like the apan mudra which is simple and easy to do with the fingers. The kechari mudra seems like it will take me 100 years to get good at, doesn't seem ideal for now. As of now I can only put the tip of my tongue on the roof.
Also do you think it's a good idea to use the uttarabodhi mudra for the entire AUM chant as it's suppose to move energy around the body?


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 12:24 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7691 del
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>>7688
Check this book posted here
>>7690
which came up in another thread. It has instructions for all steps of yogic practice explained in a way that even someone with no personal understanding should be able to follow. I'm not saying to follow it, but you can check where in the process you are currently and maybe get ideas for suitable exercises. (Feels similar to "C# step by step" which is made so that someone with zero personal understanding can learn it by just memorizing each procedure by doing it.)

>mudra you recommend for the middle part of the body together with the U sound and the upper part of the body together with the M sound
For the MMMMM sound, use Bhramari mudra.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bhramari
is the goddess of bees, which sounds like the MMMM sound, and creates a connection with the higher dimensions and an ethereal mindset.

I don't know of a specific pose for the UUUUU sound, but I think gyan mudra should work. There is an issue with this mudra however; after channelling sessions with various spiritual beings like djinn, greys, and the Queen/Illivryn, it was concluded the following:
The gyan mudra creates concentration, but it does this by creating the "promiscuity" mind wave. When combined with the lotus position, it becomes a complete energy systems which does this, it pulls energy downwards and connects you to desire bound energies. For most people this is harmful. Those who practice in a strict temple setting or in solitude away from society can do it. We can also do it because the "undead" standard of having a full circle particle mitigates the degenerative effect.

What it does is to make the energy move down, which creates direction. And the origin is in the body itself, the human body is a divine construct which was formed physically, it's simply harmful for most ordinary spirits to have a human body. Even something as simply as placing the thumb and index finger together will create harmful energy, and sitting with legs crossed while doing this makes it worse. That's humans for you. When you just relax and sit as someone may do when lacking a chair, with your hand relaxed, you produce a harmful mindset and harmful Qi. That's how BS this incarnation form is when viewed as an ordinary being. But humans were created for improvement, not to stay in place. It's a struggle to not fall down by "doing nothing".

To avoid doing this randomly, you can do what I did and make a habit of forming the apan mudra instead when doing nothing. With the right hand turned outward placed in front of the heart, this wards off evil instead.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 12:52 Id: ff5a2d [Preview] No.7692 del
>>7691
>The gyan mudra creates concentration, but it does this by creating the "promiscuity" mind wave
Yeah I've seen you post about this before.
>We can also do it because the "undead" standard of having a full circle particle mitigates the degenerative effect.
Yeah thankfully we can. Imagine not being a undead force of nature. Couldn't be me.
Thanks for posting the mudra pics, when I look up the brahmari mudra it pretty much only shows the bhramari pranayama stuff where they put all their fingers into their face.
Okay assuming I pick up all the 3 mudras to use for the 3 different sounds, do you think it's better to chant the AUM in one breath and adjust the hand mudras accordingly or is it better to use one breath for one sound and one mudra and with the next breath the next sound and next mudra? Constantly adjusting the fingers seems like a hassle and distraction (especially going from gyan to bhramari fast), maybe it's better to chant the sounds seperately. And when chanting the full aum in one breath, use only one mudra like maybe the uttarabodhi mudra.
All of this sounds like a pain which I did not expect I had to do when I took the spell, I wanted to be a immortal vampire and not a full time yogi and now I have to learn dozens of mudras and stick my tongue up my skull. I doubt a lot of the immortal vampires did this or are doing this. But I guess I have to try it if I want noticable progress faster.
>>7446
>I observed it and worked to return my mentality to how it was 5 years prior, and the energy structure started looking the same again, while my mentality also returned there.
I'm trying this too now, I hope by changing my mindset to a better and younger place I can change my energy and in the end maybe even affect my body. I think this goes together with simply roleplaying as a immortal vampire. Really wanting to be immortal and loving to be immortal, also loving yourself and loving life persistently.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 14:11 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7694 del
>>7692
>do you think it's better to chant the AUM in one breath and adjust the hand mudras accordingly
That won't work, the pose is to be held still. Do one at a time and switch position when you are done with each chant. I'd do 7 of each before moving to the next in the beginning.

>And when chanting the full aum in one breath, use only one mudra
You can end each practice by doing a full AUM.

>All of this sounds like a pain which I did not expect
>full time yogi
>doubt a lot of the immortal vampires did this or are doing this
They all have personal witches and maintain a witch line under their protection generation for generation. Vampires aren't immune to spiritual attacks. They also do group rituals. We don't have the luxury of having personal witch covens (yet, in the physical) so this will have to do. All higher level vampires do some form of magic, those below will need to be protected by them or they will die before becoming real forces of nature.

We skip past that, but it also means having to do our own magic. I'm working on the egregore and the skeletal structure is in place, it just needs to get stronger and it will start having this effect. I've linked it up to the astral vampire library. But for now you'd still benefit from learning how to do things on your own. Yoga is just a type of internal magic in this sense, the same practices are involved, but not with the same aim.

Keep in mind they have these things set up since over a 1000 years, forming a coven egregore of protection isn't instant. But it will be functional in a bit.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 14:15 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7695 del
>>7694
I'm thinking ideally it could be done by creating a sigil for newcomers to connect by, but it can also work by just having Alissa also maintain the egregore of the group in the physical as well.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 14:20 Id: ff5a2d [Preview] No.7696 del
>>7694
>That won't work, the pose is to be held still.
I thought so. Thanks for the heads up.
>I'm working on the egregore and the skeletal structure is in place, it just needs to get stronger and it will start having this effect.
But was cleaned from the spell and your magic, so I fear I will miss out on this. Can I connect back to you or is it enough to simply have the zero particle and some gong? I also have no idea if I'm officially a "sunflower" or not.

Btw, if I pull my teeth will they regrow again since I'm a vampire?


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 14:22 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7697 del
It's a symbiotic thing really, pls refer to the graph.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 14:28 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7698 del
>>7696
Anyone posting or lurking here is a sunflower. You didn't want to be part of the egregore before because of some reason, maybe that reason is that you need to work in a different way on your own, that you came in from a bad angle and that connection had to be cleared? Whatever you internalized is what you will work on and the path you will choose.

I expect there will be a connection with existing vampires groups still out there because it's unavoidable over time.

>if I pull my teeth will they regrow again since I'm a vampire?
I think this works similarly as for ordinary people. Some start growing new teeth again when they are over a 100 years old, it seems normal human bodies start over again at that age, so with some extra power it should be faster. That Japanese man who was 118 or so, his teeth started growing back again. Same with some now living old guy in Vietnam.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 14:39 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7699 del
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>>7695
>creating a sigil for newcomers to connect by
I think this may actually work out. It relates to what I've posted about in recently. A "cloud of material hives" made from the smallest and most resilient particle type should really do it. Just let Alissa use this and anyone can make use of it and internalize it if they want.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 14:40 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7700 del
This, but for Alissa and vampires:
>>7689
>>7693


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 15:41 Id: 1604c4 [Preview] No.7701 del
>>7698
Yes I don't like or want to be connected to a lot or plugged into foreign stuff. Absolutely not a fan of all the russia love here and especially all the anti christ stuff here is very scary to me. I don't understand your take here but Christ for me symbolizes enlightenment, freedom of spirit and true immortality so I naturally want to align with and be "christ" and to stay away from everything "anti-christ". Actually christ for me is the same as lucifer and represents the innermost light, the true self and the spirit.
I watched a lot of videos where they said the anti christ sides with the glowies and illuminaty and the anti christ himself is supposed to be obama. I don't think you are Obama and obviously you are against the glowies but still...
Anyway I'll do the chant and the mudras you taught me and maybe even throw simha kriya into the mix about which you also explained to me in great detail. I'll come back on halloween at the latest if I can and post about my progress and if my immortality or vampirism has become noticable after 6 months.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 15:46 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7702 del
>>7701
My view completely and fundamentally changed after my 2 year bible study "retreat". The Anti-Christ isn't a person, it's an organization. This is all too long to repeat in this post here, but I made posts here
>>7152
>>7155
on why I think Christ as commonly spread is a false prophet.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 16:06 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7703 del
>>7701
>all the russia love here
I know it's very divided online and everywhere, but I've just never had a negative view of Russia, recent events aren't going to change that. I went to a boarding school with Russian students and I guess there's been a general environment around me where people are fans of Russia (even if that mostly meant fans of the Soviet Union). I had planned to sometime study Russian and at one point go as a tourist along the trans-Siberia railroad. This war stuff with sanctions and negativity and everything, I can't just let that roam freely around me, it's so clearly forced by someone with an agenda which isn't in line with my thinking (and it's getting in the way of my plans).


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 16:36 Id: dcfda6 [Preview] No.7704 del
>>7702
I was partly joking about the anti christ stuff, but also partly not. Thanks for showing the post and your findings. I'm pretty much immune against the church narrative and the mundane version of "christ" for the ignorant masses. My view is obviously more "luciferian" or gnostic and hopefully more enlightened.
>>7703
Unfortunately, while having quite a few russians in my family and being part russian, I've had a negative view of russia and russians for a long time and it doesn't have anything to do with the war or western propaganda, just from my own observations of russia and their lives there and personal experiences with russians. That does not mean I am on ukrainain or UN or US side. I'm on my side first and foremost, and on the side of what's true, good and beautiful and spiritual.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 17:23 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7705 del
>>7704
>personal experiences
It is what it is. Normal people aren't easily swayed by propaganda I think, only very insecure and weak individuals change with the trends. That means most people now however.

There's been a lot of attempts from various forces/groups to effect my thinking by inserting false dreams and other messages, which all just fall flat because of some simple reasons:

I've never met a rude African or been treated badly by one. This kind of racist indoctrination doesn't work. One time I had to do with an annoying Somali boy who always wanted to sell stuff/get free stuff, but merely being annoying isn't reason to hate someone. At a marketing event I held he came and wanted free stuff again, and the cake and balloons were consequently free. He just took his stuff and looked perfectly happy. Real annoying people wouldn't just be content with getting free stuff when it's free. So that's the extent of how bad my experiences have been with them, and some images on the tv isn't going to change my view.

Same with Muslims, met an annoying Iraqi once, but other than that they have been perfectly normal in all ways. Just speaking loud Arabic on the bus isn't enough to hate someone.

Same story with nazis, never met a rude nazi.

Never met a rude Russian.

Same with French, Germans, British, Chinese...

There are a lot of hate against all kinds of groups of people and propaganda in media, but if I have only or mostly positive experiences, it won't mean anything.

On the actual negative experiences side are communists, socialists, feminists, government representatives and staff of various kinds and mostly perfectly average white people, where the last group, which I myself belong to, is the worst of all. By my personal experience with them.

Maybe it's a matter of having more experience with them, but if that was the case, people wouldn't be racist at all since they usually don't belong to the group they hate.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 18:32 Id: dcfda6 [Preview] No.7706 del
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>>7705
>where the last group, which I myself belong to, is the worst of all. By my personal experience with them.
Well yeah that's what I meant. Also I never said I hate russians or russia. Hate is a bit too strong. There are probably quite a few very decent russians out there who do not deserve the hate. But from my experiences and view they in general are not that awesome and good as some try to make them out to be (especially on the internet), quite the opposite, so I don't need to fall for pro russian propaganda either and don't really want to have too much to do with them.
>Same story with nazis, never met a rude nazi.
Actually there are a lot of people and beings of which I never met a rude one, but that's just my lack of experience and living with them and among them.
Just now it makes me wonder if I ever met a rude glowie... most likely not, yet all the hate here, oh my... just kidding.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 19:12 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7707 del
>>7706
>makes me wonder if I ever met a rude glowie... most likely not, yet all the hate here
I don't hate them tbh. As for CIA I consider them a legit organization which became very mislead and degenerated. MI5/6 are probably the most evil organizations on the planet, but I don't hate them either. As I haven't physically interacted with them aside from their psychic attacks (and literal attempt at shooting me from the forest next to the road) I don't have any physical hate for them still. Their attacks are more like weeds or vermin I need to kill to have a decent living space. Things would have been different if they had started a fistfight with me on a sidewalk or actually revealed themselves to me by name and ID card and then performed the same things. What response they get on their Psiops are worse than most others because of what they do, but nah. Hate is for someone you consider human and can relate to. I don't relate to insects or viruses, I just keep them away and kill them if they get in my way too much.

People who on the other hand look and behave and claim to be human, and reveal themselves, such as those other categories, those who gain my trust in some way, and then betray me. Those are the worst because I expected them to be decent and then they aren't.

I don't expect vermin to be anything else than that, so it's not like those people have betrayed me in any way. It's more of an instrumental hostility.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 19:25 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7708 del
>>7706
>they in general are not that awesome and good as some try to make them out to be (especially on the internet), quite the opposite, so I don't need to fall for pro russian propaganda either
I don't know who the people are who spread that, maybe they are Russian psyops or they are white supremacists trying to find some symbol of something but they don't know anything. I don't have any illusions like that, even consuming classic Russian media like literature is enough to know they aren't saints. But they also aren't blatantly lying about what they are, like some others. It may be my frame of reference, but just things like being able to act normal and non-political in everyday situations "stands out" to me, when I'm surrounded by neurotic OCD socialist/feminists of the totalitarian kind. Everyday things like how you can't even imply common sense or normal occurrences relating to how normal people are, but instead get responses based off the latest politically correct government issued phrase.

The difference with a Russian, African (even if that is a stretch to say they are a coherent group), Chinese is that they still maintain a sense of what things actually are like, they aren't brainwashed down their spine so hard that they can't see reality anymore. They may repeat propaganda, knowing that it is propaganda. White people swallow the propaganda and turn it into their real thinking, they actually believe it. That's the reason I hate them.


Sunflower 05/03/2024 (Fri) 19:36 Id: a852d6 [Preview] No.7709 del
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>>7708
All this is why I tend to throw around political campaign memes from the past as a kind of ironic joke. Real old school political people will understand those references and jokes, it's a litmus test. If this passed over your head, I'm talking about things routine referencing of Maoist campaigns in spellcasting phrases. "The great sleep forward" could be one example.

I also have a feeling the glowies hate it, so I include it in the words I use for my spells also to mess with them if they try to use it.


Sunflower 05/21/2024 (Tue) 00:48 Id: ebddb2 [Preview] No.7846 del
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The perfect absurdity of this is beyond anything.


Sunflower 05/21/2024 (Tue) 00:49 Id: ebddb2 [Preview] No.7847 del
>>7846
She said
>it's not a zoo
and I replied "it definitely is"


Sunflower 05/21/2024 (Tue) 00:54 Id: ebddb2 [Preview] No.7848 del
>>7847
The Queen warned us not to anger her, but I don't see how I can. Anything I do is just seen as too silly to be serious. It's like that anime situation when some super strong demon turns out being perfectly everyday in their thinking, and the clueless overpowered hero gets along perfectly with them because he doesn't understand this is not normal.


Sunflower 05/21/2024 (Tue) 01:00 Id: ebddb2 [Preview] No.7849 del
>>7848
I guess I'm just getting somewhat hypnotised or unable to actually upset someone I know is actually stronger for real and not faking it. Those who get upset are always those who don't deserve respect in the first place, but were building up an image about themselves which they can't back up. When their threatening attitude doesn't work, they turn violent, it's like a conditioned mental response for them to cover their fear.


Sunflower 05/21/2024 (Tue) 01:03 Id: ebddb2 [Preview] No.7850 del
>>7849
>When their threatening attitude doesn't work, they turn violent
This in turn triggers my reflex of wanting to humiliate bullies, and the more violent they get, the more I want to desecrate them, find their weakness and make fun of them.


Sunflower 05/21/2024 (Tue) 01:25 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7851 del
>>7850
I've had some dreams of her, along with a few other new ones.This trait you describe is also something I noticed in perhaps my second dream with you in it.basically I was trapped in a prison together with other inmates all in a single cell. We had never seen the outside. Some huge skinhead dude was arguing that the sky was green or something and gave a big paragraph to explain themselves, the much shorter guy(somehow "known" to be you) said "no its blue" which caused the skinhead to get angry and give another paragraph in why it can't be blue and then you say "it's blue" with no real paragraph or anything. What's weird is there is zero smart-ass energy in the sense that you didn't really hate or anything.anyway everyone circled around you two were pretty nervous watching this since the guy was scary. I was leaning on the other side of the cell smiling thinking "what's this kid gonna do" while everyone watching was freaking out and telling you to stop.for some reason you reflexively had to answer back everything with 2 or 3 words never raising your words but never not answering or letting it go either. More like it was a reflex. But never any escalation either.suddenly there's a small timeskip and apparently this caused the big guy to go wild and now there's a huge fucking riot. Everyone is fighting and the prison is collapsing. I'm laughing the whole time,never in this entire dream did I felt the least bit scared or anything. Almost to the irrational level. As I was running and laughing while guards in towers tried to shoot me(you already were running ahead somewhere else) a guard tower collapsed on my arm and I was pinned. I simply cut my arm off and laughed as I ran away and escaped thinking I always knew id make it.


Sunflower 05/22/2024 (Wed) 09:07 Id: 9c25e6 [Preview] No.7854 del
>>7706
It's me again for a quick update, since after trying for a while I have no desire to drag this out any longer. I clearly see that I'm not physical immortal and there was and is absolutely no change or transformation, and because of this I don't feel like I will continue doing the mudras or the chants as I don't actually know what I'm doing or why. I can drop this vampire thing now for good (and focus on what I believe to be "real" spiritual work) and since nothing else is interesting or attractive to me on this board I must bid you and all your stuff here farewell now.
Good luck on your personal journey.


Sunflower 05/22/2024 (Wed) 10:09 Id: ebddb2 [Preview] No.7855 del
>>7854
Thanks for the update.
Personally for me the mudras have a very strong and instant effect so I have a reason to use them even from a mundane perspective (the experience is direct and "sensory"). It was the same for qi gong and when I tried zazen. I know some people never seem to feel anything but still continue an exercise. I wouldn't do that so I understand you.

You probably just need to find something else for a feedback loop to be created in your practice (or you are by nature a person who needs to rely on faith alone, but I can't relate to that so can't say anything about how that works).


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 17:45 Id: d5e9bd [Preview] No.7952 del
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I really have to ask at this point. It's been almost 7 years since I "made it". I've definitely aged. I look exactly my age. I am in better shape because I've been minding my health, but my underlying issues are still there. I don't know what to think, except the obvious.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:21 Id: 009abd [Preview] No.7953 del
>>7952
Maybe the effect of starting something entirely new is slower. I can't say anything else than that things look perfectly fine from my end, energy wise. There is some white "perverted" energy surrounding you is all. Aside from that, in general the egregore has developed just fine, with some bumps in the road in the last year caused by unexpected events like the ancients disconnecting from the main energy system of Earth vampires, which resulted in the magic system loosing functionality.

It surfaced on /x/ quite recently aside from the tiktok drama. But if you followed the past postings in there you saw it.

>>6943
>>7270
>>7697

TL:DR
In case you didn't: Someone now known as Grove Anon appeared on /x/ wanting to research vampires to find some girl he met in his early teens, whom he thought was a vampire. The threads attracted a bunch of odd people (including me trolling him to get the energy moving) and he and a group of "fans" ended up hiding away in a secret discord server where they require ID from new members to join. He supposedly was invited to a "vampire ball", went there and refused to talk about it after, it was implied he got to know something in person.

I solved the magical system issue by giving them sigils in the thread which made it to the people it was meant for. With that up and running there is really no problem. There was also some disturbances in the form of groups in Chicago but whatever, if you can't read energy or see it all this is just made up to you, so what can I say.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:23 Id: 009abd [Preview] No.7954 del
>>7952
Because of the way the world is and has been developing, there was no time to lose. But I will maintain the view that nothing I have said is a lie, it's all based on the things I've tested myself or viewed astrally and researched from various angles, while referring back to literature and other people.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:31 Id: 009abd [Preview] No.7955 del
Just to make sure there isn't some blockage and I'm not missing something I can do, I did a targeted mass session calling on my astral companions for extra power to clear your surroundings so you get a better chance at aligning.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:33 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7956 del
>>7953
>>7954
This was told to me by snail so take it as you will but he said there was nothing that would make anyone stop aging in the vampire spell as shared by alissa. Vampires don't age but not directly because of the immortality meaning its a separate spell.immortality and agelessness are apparently two different functions,vampires have both likely cause of dna changes. he said it was strange the agelessness component wasn't included in any spell he had seen shared.He then made an agelessness spell but in my case he said if he were to cast it on me he feels i would walk to his house and stab him but apparently that spell does stop one from aging.

Perhaps you are ageless because of the demon dna as well.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:40 Id: d5e9bd [Preview] No.7957 del
>>7955
Thanks.
>if you can't read energy or see it all this is just made up to you
It's okay. It's true that I'm not developing those skills as fast as I could, but I don't feel there's any rush to do so. That is one thing I definitely do as a vampire (or an old person). I really don't care if something takes 5 or 50 years.
>>7956
>nothing that would make anyone stop aging in the vampire spell as shared by alissa
It was stated:
>It will seem so, but it's not definite. I think over the first period, unless you were really old, you'll gradually get a bit younger. So if you're 30 you may end up looking 25. But over a longer time period you'd still age, with the original form of the magic passed to you.
>So to put it roughly:
>at 2k years old you'd look 30
>at 5k years old you'd look 35-40
>at 50k years old you'd look 40-45
>at 100k years old you'd look 50-60
>so the aging is very slow but it exists.
(https://fringearchives.neocities.org/archive/8kun/112718)

But I'm not looking to debate this. I was just wondering.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:50 Id: 009abd [Preview] No.7958 del
>>7956
Technically speaking I'm a walk-in who came into the body at age 4 months through a baptism ritual, where the demon DNA inherent in my family line was completed and purified so that it's 100% demon race with all the components included, but not manifested in full. There is nothing specifically in DNA from the demon mother which makes one ageless, she's ageless because she's immortal, and cells that aren't dead has to be alive. If they're alive they there is nothing saying they would stay immobile to be alive in an aged state. They have to circulate. Vampires are the same, but their cells (and the zero particle as the terminology here called them) are created through magic rather than being inherited (in most cases because vampires lose the ability to have children unless they learn tantra, which it seems most of them don't do). So copying the functionality and changing it to be better suited for widespread use was possible once the oldest type available was given to me.

To be fair Snail had two important souls, one of them had a past life where he was here known as AMOK from having taken part in some genocidal war. The other element to his postings was a grey known as "the programmer". The programmer would likely say something like that. Greys with all their science, even if they are astrally immortal they don't always understand things that aren't autistically nailed down in detail. So I would personally take those words to be the grey view.

If you have cells circulating, which vampire cells do, over time they will "land" somewhere, and it's just unlikely that they would have all cells "randomly" decide to be old all at once. The real issue with aging is the mentality being restrained by past ancestral karma, the "ancestral cord" which was cut by request for everyone who took part. So anti-aging is just a matter of removing the obstacles of youth, it's not necessary to define it for it to exist.

If you just want neoteny in appearance there are DNA modifications that can be done via the greys however.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:57 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7959 del
>>7958
I still age(I think)and had my ancestor cord cut around the time i made the vampire particle.The spell was a wand so the library might have a copy.


Sunflower 06/02/2024 (Sun) 18:58 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.7960 del
>>7959
I think im also a walk in.


Sunflower 06/05/2024 (Wed) 16:04 Id: d5e9bd [Preview] No.7979 del
Can somebody help me interpret a psychic impression I had? I'm >>7952
Looking at the god particle, I got the impression of it being related to the aztecs somehow. Toltecs, perhaps? Or Carlos Castaneda?
While looking at the concept of physical immortality associated with it, the gestalt was completely different. The Girl Who Lept Through time came to mind.
It's worth noting that recently I watched the 1983 movie (the story is from an older novel).
There is an interesting concept in the movie that is not in the anime, which is the notion that a time traveler from the far future had hijacked the protagonist's childhood memories in order to insert himself in them and blend in in her life for the duration of his mission. In this movie, memories and the past were essentially interchangeable. Stepping into your memories was the same as stepping into your past in a sort of John Kreiter way. Time being non-existent and instead an energetic blob that encodes past and future experiences. If you know what I mean.

Anyway.


Sunflower 06/05/2024 (Wed) 18:34 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.7980 del
>>7979
>Toltecs
I looked closer at their art and also asked the Queen, Illivryn. She said downright that vampires built that culture. The statues look like what I saw when shown images of history recorded by the lyrans (aliens) when visiting Earth last time. Their most recent record was from Atlantis. All of that culture was destroyed aside from remnants of language and some practices. Everyone who lived during that time were locked in the underground tunnel systems where they became completely feral. What we know of the Aztec culture with human sacrifice, sun worship and unsustainable agriculture is mostly correct. It's a mini version of Atlantis and shows the reasons why it ended up like that. The ancient past had a somewhat widespread understanding of the nature of dimensions and life, but they were also a huge slave farm beyond what we can imagine. Today it's hidden away as abortion and trafficking. Back then it was done in the open. Most people were sacrificed before even reaching their teens. (I'm channelling this reply in part)
A priest class and their vampire and reptilian overlords used everyone else for food and as sacrificial cattle, so they never cared about not abusing either humans or nature or about creating a healthy lifestyle for anyone.

It was a combination of ethereal thinking to the extremes among the priests, and a bottomless hell outside where they didn't grasp the system at all, thinking that killing didn't matter because all is spirit.


Sunflower 06/05/2024 (Wed) 21:28 Id: d5e9bd [Preview] No.7983 del
>>7980
>Illivryn
Interesting. I have a bit of a tug of war with spiders in my new home. I mostly tolerate them, as long as they don't grow too big or numerous, and them I push them outside to the yard. If I feel they're getting out of hand, they die. I've had interesting encounters with spiders since I moved here. Insects in general, but that's a whole different issue.

You know, that world you describe, I feel like I've lived it. That's what I would consider normal. And I don't believe in reincarnation like most people do. But that is my world.
>thinking that killing didn't matter because all is spirit
I'm not gonna lie. I've reached that conclusion myself. It just feels like a natural conclusion to reach, and I suspect it's not entirely logic guiding my reasoning here.


Sunflower 06/05/2024 (Wed) 22:54 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.7984 del
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>>7983
>spiders in my new home
I've liked spider since I was little, but that had nothing to do with it from a surface view. She came to our temple sessions at the Sunflower discord calling herself "the infernal Queen" and no one of us knew she was a spider at the time. This was only shown way later when others started talking about here on here. It turned out she's been behind the cloud messages guiding me on a daily to weekly basis since over 10 years back. Others may not easily grasp the meaning of this I know now, but she's able to use a personal symbolism to show me how to do things, in detail, including how to work on active events like wars during the Syrian war she used a formation which looked like a butt when talking about Assad. It's probably nonsensical to most people, but even faces of people gets through to me. She also uses pretty crude images that really only works in a specific context. For example in Ukraine, the Russians are orcs, the Ukrainians are rats, Wagner was a weasel and Americans taking part were represented by a turd because their support sucks, and the /pol/ meme for Americans is "sharts".

>I don't believe in reincarnation
This really stopped being a belief for me a long time ago, when I started having memories coming back. The biggest breakthrough being rather recent, 2019 when I suddenly made a connection based on some years and found a timeframe. I had by then concluded I was somehow involved with the French painter Courbet and the Nazi general who defeated the allies in Operation Market Garden, but as I know now I wasn't incarnated there, it was more like guidance and possession. Getting in is hard.
>pic related
See how beautifully this matches. I was hinted at this by being given the game Close Combat 2 A bridge too far, based on the book with the same name, which is about Operation Market Garden.
My teacher told me my oil painting style is "a very narrow style in history called French realism, maybe you had a previous life then (laughs)".

Then see what fits right in between the lifespans of these people who were part of both periods. It was when I saw this that a flow of memories suddenly rushed in, and this part though I didn't want to accept it at first, was undeniable.


Sunflower 06/06/2024 (Thu) 11:26 Id: 0f0ec8 [Preview] No.7986 del
>>7984
I also received "memories" of "past lives", but later learned they were the memories of spirits that lived in the same place where I was living. Since then I've noticed a lot of things that coalesced into an overarching theory, and it cannot include reincarnation as it is commonly understood to fit all the data.
Although reincarnation, in my view, is technically possible, it would involve an act of violence or destruction to be brought upon the soul. I suppose through deception and predation on less evolved beings, this is possible. But hardly the norm.


Sunflower 06/06/2024 (Thu) 13:23 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.7987 del
>>7986
>it would involve an act of violence or destruction to be brought upon the soul
I don't know why you'd think so, or what seems mystical about it to you. tbh.

It's pretty straight forward, just place a spirit in a body and it's incarnated if the planetary deities register the soul as owner of the body. It's even easier on other planes outside of planets, such as when placing spirits in the "other physical" cyborgs I've created (or the greys created, or anyone else). Just put the spirit in the body and they'll be preoccupied with the new setting and forget who they were before, they'll create a new mind/tulpa and work from there. Planets have a "satanic atmospheric layer" which protects it from external meddling, and this causes oblivion for those entering, so that's why humans forget who they were when they re-incarnate. The rest is just natural tulpa creation done after birth.

When the spirit leaves a mortal body the tulpa remains, and if it contains lots of karmic negative energy, they will drop down into bad places to have the tulpa dissolved. That's the Gehenna process or purgatory. If the tulpa is good the spirit will just keep it, as it's their own achievement, and it will remain as "past life memories".


Sunflower 06/06/2024 (Thu) 13:31 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.7988 del
>>7986
I saw an anon complain on /x/ about wanting to be a girl and asking for magical means to do this. I looked and his soul looked ok and there was nothing causing a hindrance so I picked out his soul and incarnated him with a cyborg girl body. At first "he" didn't remember anything, then memories came back but she's now completely happy with the new body and is staying around the factory to handle customers. No soul violence needed at all.


Sunflower 06/07/2024 (Fri) 00:48 Id: b0c7d0 [Preview] No.7993 del
>>7988
>I picked out his soul
Isn't this violence? You're cutting him in two.


Sunflower 06/07/2024 (Fri) 08:54 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.7994 del
>>7993
>You're cutting him in two.
You have to explain why you think this is happening. I'm doing no such thing. I don't think this is even possible.

I simply looked at his soul, his energy and the circumstances around, and found there was nothing positive in his life, maybe he'd just turn gay or a tranny and kill himself if left there. So I just picked up his the soul that wanted this change and didn't touch anything else about this person as a human.

When using the cyborg method in space there is no "satanic oblivion" caused by passing through an atmospheric layer on the way in, aside from the "moon layer" which is the shield of the factory, a free floating space station. Once getting used to the new body the old memories (tulpas) will start reconnecting or becoming something the person can be aware of, but they have by then already created a new mind by using the new body, so in this case she remembers having been a man on Earth and wanting this change.

I am allowed and able to handle souls because I entered Earth on the spiritual plane first by being astrally incarnated by Hathor, as the Nut aspect. Nut rules the underworld and the spirits of the dead, it's part of the role to be able to freely move souls around if needed.

To move back to the soul-splitting, to my knowing this is only done by the person themselves, like the 4 original humans who did this in period one, where one of them split themselves so many times they became the entire "western world order". The collectivized thinking and narrative we've all experienced was because many leader figures in the western world were soul fragments of the same original human. "The egg" video someone created some years ago which made some people upset, was about this person who had to experience being "everyone" in history to awaken.


Sunflower 06/07/2024 (Fri) 11:05 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.7995 del
It doesn't really matter now unless you want to just discuss this stuff, I see now why this topic came up. I had unused time potential within my dimensions and that's also why these aliens were attacking, they were trying to steal it from me (impossible, because it's my potential).

There were still some unfinished timelines in Earth history that had to be filled in, and I had to play part in them, so I had to be directed to think about how to get in there, by sending a soul fragment back in time to do these incarnations.

It's also something I wasn't clearly aware of or talked about, but while I'm here now as the main awareness, I simultaneously incarnated other parts of myself within the same time window in other parts of the world. Maybe as a back-up because no matter how solid a plan, maybe I could have miscalculated something, and would then move my main awareness to that incarnation? (I don't remember because these considerations were done before incarnating.) I had two incarnations in China/Vietnam, and one in Colombia at the same time as being here now, which explains my feeling that I can't look negatively at these cultures. These were done on "auto" or by the other parts of me, more like the subconscious compared to here.

The method for filling in what was missing in the past was similar, I created a device for shaping a shard of myself into the form needed to go back and enter there, while also being immune to any negativity. It seems after I initiated this process, a bunch of other past time potentials also played out, I felt a hive of souls being active again, a hint of how the Earth used to be before all the souls were removed during and after Covid.

The missing experiences I had to add was an early 1700s whore in Lyon (disappeared at age 14), a full life time of being a wine yard owner (this may have been the most important, because I never had a full length lifetime before) and one ancient witch related life, living in the forest during a primitive period.


Sunflower 06/07/2024 (Fri) 11:27 Id: d5e9bd [Preview] No.7996 del
Maybe "violence" is not the word I should've used. I'm realizing it's actually impossible for me to describe my theory accurately. In some way, you could say that reincarnation is a thing, but nothing like people usually think about it. There's so much confusion, and that is because it's all second hand information.
We reincarnate, but at the same time, we don't.
But what use is there in arguing gnosis, really.


Sunflower 06/07/2024 (Fri) 11:52 Id: 041a8d [Preview] No.7997 del
>>7996
I'm not sure what the "common perception" is about how it happens. Before when anon on /fringe/ talked about using some drug and I replicated the mentality to see what he had seen, I got a view over an "incarnator function" over asia. It was literally a thing up in the atmosphere picking out souls from a passing stream and sending them to a large vortex in China, which happened to match the energy circulations I saw in some of these city walk vids on youtube back during Covid, when people were comparing before and during lockdown. There were a few from large Chinese cities showing how the walking straits seemed to be circular around the city center. But there was no feeling of the monumentality of European cities where a square has a church, a government building, and other foundational historical functions like castles which the roads are laid out in adaptation to. It was just a large mass of buildings of no particular significance and large masses of people moving around it.

So maybe the "wheel of samsara" refers specifically to China, and the thing I saw there, and isn't relevant to other parts of the world in the same way.

For me, I take "re-incarnation" literally. To incarnate is to "make into flesh", when the soul assumes control of a flesh body and identifies with its role. To re-incarnate is to do this a second time after having already done it before. It's not important to me if the "re" part is included in the word, what matters is the spirit taking control of the body, not if it had done so before.

Kind of like saying "re-eating" when you're having the second meal of the day, because you ate before? What's the point, really. It only seems to make sense if you were to have some peculiar materialist outset. In Christianity they make a huge deal out of "the spirit becoming flesh", as if this was something worth mentioning. It's super common, only hivemind people and zombies don't have spirits who became flesh (incarnated).


Sunflower 06/13/2024 (Thu) 22:30 Id: d50507 [Preview] No.8034 del
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It seems the meaning keeps changing

but I already knew that

It was just that vampires always felt like a side-quest to me, even if I knew the only way to have sustainable long term physical life has to be via that route.

Maybe it's just that vampires are actually poltergeists with a high level of physical interaction. That the new Earth and its humans will take time to develop. Why else would I get registered as having a completely new incarnation there, elsewhere, while at the same time told it will indeed still take 600 - 800 years to fix up the remains of this society, during which I'd have to stay around.

Maybe that other timeline will just be very hivemind for a long time, and anyone in there is mostly in an ethereal state, where learning about the world isn't so easy, but a gradual process of descent into the physical from the ethereal and collective plane of thinking and feeling, which the new humans are in currently.


Sunflower 06/17/2024 (Mon) 11:13 Id: d50507 [Preview] No.8055 del
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Specifics left aside

Here are some hints about how the vampire egregore and its inside manifests.

As has been recently claimed by someone on /x/, vampires pay each other huge sums when doing business. This is part of an intricate but very natural system. If you are very old, you still need to have ID cards today, where it would raise suspicion if you were to claim that your age is several 100 years old. One simple way to avoid this is to do your business in cash, or by trading jewelry; gold rings, necklaces, diamonds or fine art.

Not everyone will always be super rich, but a poor vampire is a problem for everyone. Vampire "habits" require an ability to pay. This is solved by an internal cultural understanding, where vampires employ vampires, paying huge sums for menial tasks. How is this profitable, where do they get the money? It doesn't work like that, it's a circulation. You pay $100 for a cup of coffee at the vampire café, but if you were to take the role of serving coffee, you also get paid in that league. No one within vampire society gains or loses anything in a monetary aspect. It serves a few purposes: poor vampires can get employment and will soon be rich enough to pay ordinary humans for the services they need, which reduces the risk of exposure for all vampires.
It also keeps outsiders out. No normal person will pay $100 for coffee at a very ordinary looking café on a back street.

The human "elites" misunderstand the purpose of this and imitate the high prices at their events, but they think it's to brag about your wealth. It's the opposite. For the vampire economy to work, there is an unspoken social standing concept involved. Everyone will instantly know, through the rumours, what your standing is. Someone who were to only work and get paid a "vampire level salary" but who never puts that kind of cash back into the vampire businesses, but only lets it leak out to ordinary humans, will have low standing. So that is why you will pay a huge sum for coffee. If it's too much, you will get change, according to the perception of your standing. So leeching vampire society to "get ordinarily rich" will quickly put you in the bottom and you may lose access to the better services. Further down the road you may get locked up for disturbing the peace, or worse.

What vampires care about is spelled quality. The process of getting there isn't important, and neither is the circulation of capital which creates it. Good quality is very difficult to find in a world where people value external social standing, comparatively. Even street thugs will want the top position in their own group. They don't know what quality is, they just think that being in the top means "quality of life."
It's insects competing with insects in an ant hill, and it's still just the same hill. Rarely does an insect produce something lasting. Real quality is a product which rises above the circulation of assets and funds, something taken aside which lasts. That's the real value, and what the world economy was really tuned for in the most external view.


Sunflower 06/24/2024 (Mon) 21:17 Id: 329e50 [Preview] No.8115 del
I'm starting to get it now, why vampires speak in riddles. It's in the magic. There's something which makes it impossible to be specific, the more you know of the specifics. You can't talk about yourself, your life or the people you know before others even, but must use meandering formulations. It's not a mere "fear of the mafia boss" that prevents you from naming him, it's physically impossible to expose any details, you will find yourself automatically speaking in this manner once closer to the center of the vortex.

With the right kind of artistry, you can say a lot however, and leave very right on confirmations like this one. Omg.


Sunflower 06/24/2024 (Mon) 23:03 Id: cc0e25 [Preview] No.8117 del
>>8115
I've actually felt this fo a long time.Although i still like to hint.I can actually overpower this though.


Sunflower 06/28/2024 (Fri) 10:59 Id: f9b560 [Preview] No.8165 del
Let's see if anyone can pick up what is happening here. Hint: compare her energy between the vids.


Sunflower 06/28/2024 (Fri) 21:21 Id: 2ac017 [Preview] No.8169 del
>>8165
This latest development gave me a marvelous idea, or maybe more of a vision: exact identical genetic copies of our friend here, everywhere throughout vampire society.

So I made this device, same model as before, but tuned for this:

[LaFamidaCore]

Usage is identical to how to use the Total Core device, you place the tailored DNA disc in it while holding it in your right palm and feed energy into it to use it on yourself, place it on a soul container for using an external spirit or aim it at someone to use on someone else. It will insert the corresponding element of the person into the form.

Modules made:

[La Famida]

An exact copy but adapted to this system, now everyone can be her! For maximum confusion and trolling.


[MemeCore]

Same as the "cattle control system" but this is a form for gaining control of its media version, which operates by slyly inserting values and beliefs into unsuspecting cattle, making them form the organization themselves, as seen today with western lie-media.


Sunflower 06/28/2024 (Fri) 21:30 Id: 2ac017 [Preview] No.8170 del
>>8169
>western lie-media
This was difficult to uncover, because it relies on mirroring the double evolution cultivation in the shadow, which makes it near-impossible for anyone without the double evolution achievement to see through it. Double evolution is the full activation of both the male and female aspects of yourself at any enlightenment level. Because the orc Queens who created black Africans are double evolved, they are immune to this trickery, and their creations are mostly uneffected. This is why western media is forced to be "woke", it's not because le JEws or whatever other evil meddling, they are simply forced to do this because they can't indoctrinate them. It's not because they like Africans in any way whatsoever, they're just immune to western media so the control system has to submit to them. Western media also doesn't exist in any orc-derived racial group, for the same reason.

It seems from this logic to also make sense why married couples or just couples with kids in the west are so easily indoctrinated: They have less tendency of controlling their opposite aspect, as their wife or husband assumes that role and they do not infringe on it at all. They learn only their own half and double evolution which requires integration of the opposites is further away for them. (Yoga could fix this, think about that when you see the India hate-posting on /pol/ currently, it's to protect the division of the sexes so that western media lies cannot be seen through.)



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