Sunflower 07/17/2022 (Sun) 10:46:23 Id: bc6ab7 No.1769 del
>>1766
>They live on many different physical layers/dimensions
Yeah noticed.
>get cloaked
As I am starting to understood how the "laws" work it's automatic. When I entered some realms my body automatically changed to match it.
We have that saying
>when in rome do as the romans do
well it seems you can't enter "rome" without being a roman or you have to be a special "exception" to enter as a non roman. So everyone "conforms" to the "law" because it's less of a hassle. The otherway is to overtake/destroy rome and that usually pisses of a lot of beings/laws. Or to born there as a native go through the challenges till you reach the "law maker" phase and change the laws to fit your "Higher self". The ultimate hassle

>They keep their main body at the mothership
Yeah this is my current problem. What is my "core" layer. Because I didn't do a proper practice but followed my insights left and right I have multiple layers but there isn't a proper "appointed transcendental layer" yet. I mean there is... It's the physical. And my mind is trying to go up the 4th density but doesn't know how to come back and it doesn't have the power to overwrite my "physically locked" mind. I mean it has but not always. And I know exactly the reason for that which is being fixed right now. So this monolith is a kinda "lock" or nail that holds and connects the layers and "fills them up" properly. I didn't notice the layers in the same order as you did and that caused imbalances.
And if we are here...
>I used the rebirthing Yuuka
Well I also did this but... not with Yuuka. As I was reaching the edges of the 4th density my etheric layer wasn't strong enough and some force tried to overtake my body. It was dark and it paralyzed me. I fought that off. Then the "pure energies" started to leave my body. I probably should have died there and returned to my body as a 4th density being or I was being harvested for whatever reasons... I thought that I am being harvested against my own will so I bound all those energies to the physical so they cannot "leave this plane". Then because I am sorta connected to some alchemist/hermeticist mindwave I had the sudden insights that I can create the holy grail. It had a bunch of symbolic components in the physical and made a weird liquid in a large cup. While I was not sure if I still have my sanity and this will achieve something or not well. It achieved something. When I drank that tiny sperms started to "swim up" from my balls into my body and mind. And they sorta impregnated my body. I became my own Father and my own Son. Then there was the problem that the "holy ghost" tried to enter my body but wasn't that holy in it's stage so I fought him off. Then I realized I have to purify him. As it constantly gets purified it slowly enters my body. But it seems I have multiple "holy ghosts" aka "layer souls" Thankfully the monolith is unifying them. Also because I am my own dad I am way too masculine but I have a female god inside my body so things balance out.
>this stuff always looks scary, same as with teleporting
Yeah the "false creations" must die and return to the "original". I had to acknowledge that my body is a false creation so the original can come down to it then unify with it. But then again I have always my suspicion that someone tries to overtake my body and push me out. The gods are trying to help me make the transition "smooth" because when I panic things get awry. Well nobody said ascension is simple.