Sunflower 01/05/2023 (Thu) 12:21 Id: 3a21b8 No.2458 del
>>2457
>if I've been kept or pushed away
Hi. I checked your signature and everything is fine. It's mostly a dark landscape with a red light on the horizon and yellow energy flowing out over a layer of white virtue or possibly nectar (original matter from the gods).

There is something interesting there though. I wouldn't have noticed at first glance but one of my servitors pointed out that there's a label on you, a title.

"Mr. Consciousness" or "The State of Being Aware". It means you have been registered as a force of nature. This would be why you are not a vampire and still not regular. Vampirism is a path and a method of practice, you don't have to be a "professional" to use it. Being registered as a force of nature is the same as being the supervisor of a concept or principle. If you live as a physical being or move to the astral is perhaps a personal preference at this time. The maintenance deities gave you this role because you matched for it. It is a form of immortality.

There is no specific connection to the guiding spell or Alissa, she did her part of the job. She's working in dimensions below the one you are staying in so you are beyond her influence by your own power.