>>5731
What you say is true and I don't want to force you to understand my feelings because this is not about "Patriarchy" actually in our town there was a "council" that was able to get rid of priests which usually consisted of females so this "Patriarchy" was not a case with us and truth is feminism is looked down in our country even within female circles. That is just an "ugly annoying bitch thing". Being a "feminist" is a sign you are "bad with men". It's the way MGTOW is seen as an incel cope feminism is the femcel cope but in the west they managed to make it into such an "empowerment" the only thing that defeats it are trannies. Thx trannies. Women always hated eunuchs even in the past because they are not real men. Also if the latinx pope makes gays legal I don't know what will happen because no church goer likes fags. Can't imagine being a churchgoer faggot. What is even going through your mind?
>gays should be put to death according to the bible
They shouldn't exist by default...


Whatever it seems I am simply not aware some of my "older fears" that I got in my childhood when I was supposed to have a bodily and energetical growth spurt and finding those are hard. As an adult male I will never reexperience those times so these fears have a hard time getting stimulated and fixed. I live my life since my teens that
>If I fear something I have to face it because I don't have a "luxury" to live in fear
And because my teens were the time I took my life into my hands it seems sometimes I think that was "when it started". Because I have "too much power" nowadays I don't really notice the minor power leakages that youthful experiences of fear causing and because I am not in the "shoe" of someone weak and controlled for a very long while it had no point to get restimulated. Energy flows are nice. Energy flows and it washes away all these things and as you can see rubble swimming on a river after a storm or flood you see all these memories. But you have to relive them so they can heal. Merely observing them is not enough.

Minor things can cause so many problems on the long term it's ridiculous. My rage is gone so now it is unable to mask my fear so I can see it.

Randomly binged if the fear is related to only the root chakra just now and someone just wrote an article a month ago how it can block different chakras all the way through.
https://chakrainspire.com/chakra/what-chakra-is-blocked-by-fear-2/#:~:text=Fear%20is%20one%20of%20the%20major%20emotions%20that,leading%20to%20various%20physical%2C%20emotional%2C%20and%20spiritual%20issues.


While most of the advice are mainstream after "Aura anon" I think it is better to post in than let it get lost. Especially for those who fear most of the experiences in life and spirituality also.