>>5902
Wait...
>and I'm looking at you
At me?
>were actually toxic and hostile to me
Yeah I had to realize that you "ooze an aura" of "Infernalism" which makes you into a being that "needs"/has an attraction from hostility to manifest so the low tier energies can "fuel" your "infernal might" of sorts. And if you were talking about me yes I am "toxic" because for me "current evil" is just a force that DOES NOT FUCKING KNOW HOW GOOD IT HAS AND IF IT CONTINUES THE REAL EVIL WILL MANIFEST AND IF IT WANTS THAT PATH THEN GOOD FUCKING LUCK. THAT FORCE IS HERE BECAUSE HE WITNESSED AN END OF EXISTENCE AND SURVIVED IT. IF YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN CORRUPT EXISTENCE THEN YOU ARE MISTAKEN AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IT ENDS AND WHAT HAPPENS WITH THOSE WHO "REMAIN"
And yes the "forces of good" are not as perfect as I want them to be but that doesn't mean they cannot grow and help bridging a brighter future.
I am aware of my toxicity and I am working on "restraint" but it is not about limiting myself/holding back but about "not wanting to go further"


And no that "deleted existence" is not my "origin energy" it is just a "lost life" that has a "burden" that only my truly awakened form can handle. That deleted "earth" existence got "infected" via a foreign force and it is a sad story... Might write about it later. Connecting to it makes me weirdly teary. It's a weird sense of loss and grief. Even the best measures were not able to save much but kill only those that ruined things even further.


Hope I did not misunderstand too many things. It's late and just managed to reform my energies after Angel Tryppers origin energy... That interaction managed to strain my whole spine and had to learn to reintegrate myself because my energies forgot how my body "works"... Not to mention I am aware of further angelic perceptions and how Catholicism and other forms of Christianity operate and why Islam is perfect and the worst at once for Trypper

Too many things at once as usual.