>Alchemy is a spiritual transformation, it is internal. The god of copper is fulfilled as copper, it's a finished alchemic path. You should instead refine that desire within yourself, which is now "desire for copper" into "desire for gold", then fulfill that desire. Let go of copper internally and you can receive gold.
Exactly. I remember when I was dealing with an entity he said I gave him too much so he gave me gold to compensate. It was a "soul gold" with that no "lower material" could touch me if I had that. The Buddha said throw it into the abyss because it limits me. I did then a new power appeared. It was bad when I had to work with the metal spirits so my spirit could stabilize. Holy shit. My technomancy that I practiced years ago made me manifest a "modern alchemy" that made the weirdest energetic blocks within my energy channels and had to cleanse them. I am still shuddering from that experience. Guess I will have to relive that because now I am reminded how important is this kind of alchemy again. I just found a bunch of energy loading channels that were like metal corkscrews within my muscles. It creates muscle mass and tension... Too much tension and imbalances. I have higher "metals" in my view nowadays just need to manifest them

Phew this topic is way too long no matter how I want to talk about it


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>Apparently this is a metaphysical book manifested in personal copies from syncing with some specific mentality.
A Grimoire is the soul of the magician. If he works from it he becomes one with the spirit of the book and if he writes it himself for others then he is passing down his spirit or the spirits within with that. Books always have a mentality in it. This is my problem. I read "too deeply" if I really care about a book. So if I want to stay "untouched" I just skim it instead of reading it. Especially once I start making commentaries while reading it and the spirit of the book appears to comment on it. Sometimes they are just egregores from the readers but with that I can influence the mentality of the readers with my own interpretation or "see" the original vision of the author but that is always a rabbit hole that depends on my compatibility with his mindset or I just call him slurs constantly as a reflex. Usually it turns out I am not the only one that thought that way of that mentality. While I want to do a book reading arc in my life to properly sustain my literacy it just reminds me I have astral books scrolls and ancient tablets I should read instead already. I am almost ready to go back to it...