>>6152
>Tying back to internal alchemy
Yes but everything can have internal alchemy that effects the "outer". Like a grimoire can have an advanced "Internal alchemy" that makes you gravitate towards it and it makes you read it then you internalize it via changing it thus changing your internal alchemy. Once your internal alchemy is so strong it has "excess" energy your surroundings has no choice but to consider the intents of the higher energies. While you say you are the "Nucleus" of the arrangement it only becomes true once your surroundings background energy started to "rely" on yours. At that stage you are not the mere observer but the maintainer and the maker. At that stage your presence is more important the "predefined rules of existence" but for that you need an internal alchemy that supersedes the outer/background baseline alchemy of your environment. And dominating your environment is not always a good idea because there are dormant energies there that only "wake up" to harsher stimuli or just shut you off harder and conceal their presence further. This is why conversing and working with spirits is important because their perspective is sometimes more important than their power. Also once they like you they just can't leave you alone. As puzzling they might appear the "modern human" is also a puzzling enigma for them too. The point is "spirits" are alive beings with "feelings" and "thoughts" and not some mold-able clay that wait for you to mess with. I mean sometimes they love when you do that but you need to "reach their level". Sometimes they ask you to "Mold them" into something new and in return they will mold you to the next level.

This became longer than expected. Hope this helped a little. For me it helped to circulate energy in my analytic circuits at least. That is also important... Once your mind receives a new type of energy your "meager energies" needs to be overwritten and for that you have to reaccess every thought patterns you have which requires a truly mindful meditation.

Also my problem is that I am unable to explain things in a short way so the message might just not go through because it is also something that is hard to untangle. Whatever still a good practice of expression