>>6249
>Yeah was wondering what is with you even I asked the sisters about because the shit Trypper shares can be potent sometimes. Your sisters told me some days ago "you are learning"
Yeah, i wanted to give it a while before i gave an update because i didnt know if the shit i was seeing/hearing/dealing with as a part of the doll effigy or whatever it was the trypper posted or something else entirely. I can atleast say i havent felt any negative effects from it so far

>Just looked into it they are draining some negative energy from you. Like sucking out the venom of the hurtful past.
ahhh..

>You can do much but you are not allowed to "overwrite" your "divine circuits" with retarded shit like being able to block Sol consistently or I dunno which game you are playing now. It's hard to explain. It's like you are allowed overwrite shitty memories and useless skills like you are allowed to delet shitty programs but not allowed to overwrite system32.
well, the games i have been playing is just under night in birth 2 and street fighter 6.

>You can but do you really want to git gud at fightan gayms or you want to become your best version of yourself.
I do want to improve and i think i have despite not playing a damn thing in like 4-5 years but... not at the cost of becoming my best self or losing any connections to anything like my sisters and such. quite frankly a part of me thinks if i do continue on that "grind" again my other... attributes might start to suffer like before so i'll just give it a little more time
I am not saying you have to choose because I too am sitting here posting watching anime and playing vidya instead of dunno becoming a hermit wizard. Funnily these things balance me. Also my reaction speed improved a lot as my energies unclogged themselves. Srsly meditate upon the connection with Artoria? (You) or whichever form she appeared last time and try to play vidya from that mindset.
yeah about that, i've been seeing myself in that form much more often, without consciously trying to do it weirdly enough. whenever i grip chest/place my hand over it i can see my real body instead of my human one even if it is for a split second so i guess something is working(?) speaking of that, her and another one, Murasaki Shikibu (pic related) had been on my mind too so i assume this one of the "many" forms of perfection you were alluding to Good lord, i hope i get the king whenever she comes become murasaki went into half of my resources O_O but it'll work out in the end most likely