>>6247
What is even common is Rice Shower and Akagi Miria? I should get into Idolmaster sometimes. I really liked Rice Shower in Uma Musume how she goes into her "reaper mode" superzone and forgets everything but her goal. It really works like that. That horse gacha ad truly explained how you can improve your training mentally. Yakuza money launderers make a good anime somehow.

>NPCs don't count, so any resources they have (money or ownership) is to be treated as components in the system,
So nothing changed lol. Those who think exploiting NPCs are the way to go are the most retarded fucks ever. It's like how predators eat too much prey and kill themselves with it for the next cycle because the prey was unable to reproduce enough and now there is not enough food for the predators. No system can last that lives from exploiting and killing the class that actually make things work. And no I will not say the term "working class" anymore because leftists consider the HR manager and the tiktok whore working class while the farmer as an evil bourgeois... especially if he owns his own means of production. The only reason I want them to "win" so I can see them starve to death because they are even farther from reality than the soviet revolutionaries were.
>Trying to use those would be like extracting the gold in your computer's chips and selling it instead of using the computer for profit, so don't try to do that.
Well said.

>>6250
>I do want to improve and i think i have despite not playing a damn thing in like 4-5 years
Good that means your main circuits are actualizing themselves. It means then you are the one that "Holds himself back" without realizing.
>not at the cost of becoming my best self or losing any connections to anything like my sisters and such
No worry that won't happen. Your connection is real strong now. Try to feel your "image" and try to understand the energies that appear and play energies with that "superfeeling"

>>6251
>and its having somewhat negative... effects
Am not sure about that. Maybe it is time to not go in the "yan" mode but understand the "dere" part? Hope this made sense.