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>Now that i recall i started trying to create wings before even starting this path.
Same. It strengthens the back and helps you project and remain lucid better. I too made wings but they were closer to angel wings but they transformed on their own quite a lot. Sometimes feathers sometimes light sometimes fire and sometimes like bats have it.
>i can't explain is why creating tentacles is so easy for me .
I too got quite good at that some years ago and managed to learn how to create and use multiple hands like the Hindu gods. They had quite the high variety of uses. Tentacles will help you "reach things" that "hands" cannot touch. There will be a point where you can turn it into tree roots or snakes or lightning itself and that is one of the inner truth of energy work. With that you can fix and flush out most energy circuits because you are the energy circuit itself and not just a mere passenger in your vessel.

>They've been dying from colon cancer with a life span in the 60s in my family for generations.
Oof. Absolute root chakra problems.
>Theoretically even if genetic it should be reversible just how stress can trigger it, at first i thought it's about self hate (autoimmune after all) but after using the spear on me some dark blob came and the only solution offered was to cut myself off my ancestors.
Yeah might help because sometimes there is a curse going on. And yes stress and self hate increases these kind of cancer types. It is a sort of bottling it down on such a deep level you don't even notice they are there until it manifests the worst kind of ways.


And if you are truly a dragon then I will give you the dragon energy advice that I found so far. I too have "dragon energy circuits" which just means they are like the belly/throat of the dragon so my quite volatile energies don't "burn me". Oh and had dragon wings too and sometimes I turned into that weird chinese dragon.

What you need to understand is your "fire". Your dragon fire and your "tail". The "tail" is the "root chakra" while feeling how the tail "Moves" you can connect to the root chakra and learn it's movements. As a human you don't have a tail anymore but the main muscles and energy circuits are there. Once you move the "tail" you might feel how the energies transform and move up to the spine and how they make up your wings.

Also don't just sit in lava try to understand the inner fire within. I too had yoga movements that was about learning the innate "spitting fire" skill. No I did not spit fire it was just the energy movement and how "spitting" is about spitting out poison. Like how Rasputin literally healed by taking in the "disease" into himself and "spitting it out".