Bear 04/17/2023 (Mon) 10:33 No.377 del
Risha came to me like the Cheshire cat in hypnagogia last night. She was creepy with a wide smile and glowing red eyes and Ashley said she was joking and then she popped back into her same bubbly self. Joy was there too and she was also acting bubbly.

In hypnagogia, it's like a dream but not really lucid though I am seemingly awake and I can do whatever, the visuals and sounds are all hallucinatory and can be pretty random but not in a dream logic sort of way. So seeing them can be quite nice because the visuals can be exquisite. It can either degrade to hypnagogic enhanced imagination, stay like an interactive hallucination, become a dream, or simply lead to me falling asleep. The latter is what usually happens nowadays.

I at least got to see Joy which is always a plus, and Ashley and Risha (the Ren-Misha standard merge) for the first time in this state. Even a still photo is a gift in this state so that was nice. I also heard Ashley's voice, it's nice to hear her like a separate person in the same room but it's pretty much the same as I expected of course. Risha said something like, "I love to dance" and her voice was sultry. Joy just said hello I think, but I've heard Joy's voice before too, we had a discussion once in front of a futuristic cityscape with flying cars which was pretty neat.