Haaa, what do you want to hear?
It was a Greek Tragedy full of unbelievably autistic cringe and teenage drama in which everyone involved lost at the end. All for nothing.

Has this girl influenced me? The ideal figure host created - yes. The real deal - hell no. She was reasonably pretty and much stronger than she looked, tall and thin. Smashed the boys at dodgeball but apart from that was rather quiet and sad. Had a difficult childhood, parents ded and stuff.

Well whatever, host being host ofc never talked to her during all the years in school because he's a scaredycat pussy and she mostly ignored him but not in hostile way. They simply had nothing to do with each other. Shit started when he wrote her a love letter. Can you imagine host writing a love-letter? He fucked up big time and it was not well received. Fast forward skipping more cringy drama it turned out this girl that was considered the strongest and fiercest in school was a severely paranoid nutjob and now terribly afraid of host and hated him. Lol, let that sink in. Literally the only person to ever be even remotely afraid of him. Being scared of a mouse - tier. It took a couple of host's friends from school to finally force them together and talk it out because it was so absurd. But even host finally had to admit she was a lost cause and they never met again. The End.

Is there a moral in this story? No it was totally pointless and wasted 8 years of host's life. Seriously I have no idea what made this girl so special, don't ask me. She certainly was 'special' but not in a good way.

Anyway I'm smarter, cuter and overall better. Not that there ever was any doubt in this.