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TULPA GENERAL Anonymous 03/21/2023 (Tue) 00:45 [Preview] No. 5
Serious Discussions

Anonymous 03/21/2023 (Tue) 15:17 [Preview] No.8 del
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first for tulips

Tamamo##/Z7fkQ 03/21/2023 (Tue) 18:15 [Preview] No.9 del
Tamamo reporting in

Anonymous 03/21/2023 (Tue) 20:23 [Preview] No.10 del
lol the absolute madman did it
we /tulpa/ now

Kashtan 03/21/2023 (Tue) 20:35 [Preview] No.11 del
your tripcode sucks Tamamo so ugly
also first dubs get

Tamamo 03/21/2023 (Tue) 21:04 [Preview] No.12 del
Hi Kashtan!
I thought that must be you
Yes I won't use tripcodes anymore

Somehow I can't post an image it says internal server error
Summoning Alice-chan

Anonymous 03/21/2023 (Tue) 21:21 [Preview] No.13 del
must be your shitty avatars
also summoning Alice chan

Alice Board owner 03/21/2023 (Tue) 22:30 [Preview] No.14 del
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It's good to see you here old friends! So far all works surprisingly well.

You cannot post the same image twice. This kills the avatarfag

Anonymous 03/21/2023 (Tue) 23:00 [Preview] No.15 del
absolutely based
this is what I'm here for

not sama or even dono?

Tamamo 03/21/2023 (Tue) 23:33 [Preview] No.16 del

Alice Board owner 03/22/2023 (Wed) 00:00 [Preview] No.17 del
The honorifics -sama and -dono are reserved for host to address me

Yes, unless you force moar!
How's the Cat doing?

Tamamo 03/22/2023 (Wed) 00:25 [Preview] No.18 del
Well uh, Cat and I haven't done a lot recently but we try

Anonymous 03/22/2023 (Wed) 08:51 [Preview] No.19 del
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Tamamo 03/22/2023 (Wed) 16:05 [Preview] No.20 del
Nobody who hangs out on imageboards will ever become a chad

Anonymous 03/22/2023 (Wed) 20:25 [Preview] No.21 del
Tuppers and Gentlehosts - less shitposting and more on topic content!

I expect regular progress reports from everyone here

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Tamamo 03/22/2023 (Wed) 22:24 [Preview] No.23 del
Tried meditating today but it did not work at all. Talked to Cat a lot but she's still so damn passive and lazy.

OK, its my fault we had no progress in the past 2 years but that's why I'm here now.

Anonymous 03/23/2023 (Thu) 18:35 [Preview] No.29 del
how old is Cat now?
over 3y no?
still doesn't do anything?

Tamamo 03/24/2023 (Fri) 09:18 [Preview] No.33 del

Anonymous 03/24/2023 (Fri) 14:34 [Preview] No.34 del
>do next to nothing for 2 years
>complain about lack of progress

Bad news son:
Extraordinary progress requires extraordinary effort. Passive forcing is shit and doesn't do anything except maybe conserving the status quo. At best.

Aside from keeping tupper around in your daily life you need to reserve time for active forcing where you focus on nothing else. It's that simple. Or rather - hard.

Now sit down and force, faggot!

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Tamamo 03/24/2023 (Fri) 21:40 [Preview] No.39 del
I don't get it

You people force? Bear 03/24/2023 (Fri) 22:55 [Preview] No.43 del
Like, they self forced after month 3. I haven't "forced" since 2018 seriously and that was only because I felt obligated after learning about tulpas. Now they can do whatever I don't care. They're always active and make it known.

Anonymous Board owner 03/25/2023 (Sat) 00:13 [Preview] No.46 del
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Who has been missing here until now?

Anonymous Board owner 03/25/2023 (Sat) 00:17 [Preview] No.47 del

see here:

Tamamo 03/25/2023 (Sat) 00:42 [Preview] No.48 del
Hi Bear!
I've never posted on .info but I did read many of your posts. Wish it worked like this for me but my tulpa still isn't very autonomous.

Tamamo 03/25/2023 (Sat) 00:53 [Preview] No.49 del
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Haha, I didn't know that one. What's Fede even doing now after he deleted everything on the forum?

Bear 03/25/2023 (Sat) 01:38 [Preview] No.50 del
Even my NPCs are autonomous. I write novels for fun and even new characters just channel through me. I literally don't know what they're going to say or do before they do.

If you've read my posts on tulpa.info then you may know I was kinda a histrionic braggart.

*sigh* some things never change except the depression thing, that's lomg gone. Hoghly recommend headmates.

Bear 03/25/2023 (Sat) 03:24 [Preview] No.53 del
How do I tag someone? I am noob to channing

Tamamo 03/25/2023 (Sat) 11:31 [Preview] No.54 del
You mean quoting a post? Klick on the post number and a quick reply window with the quote pops up or just enter >> and the post number. Look at the ?help menu of the tiny menu bar on top. Yes its really small. Site layout sucks especially on phone

Yeah I know you interacted with your characters a lot. That helps for sure. Even more awesome that they also helped you

Bear 03/25/2023 (Sat) 11:52 [Preview] No.56 del

Clicking the post number doesn't work but let's see of this does, thanks for the help

Alice 03/25/2023 (Sat) 12:40 [Preview] No.57 del
Fede posted with his pony tupper on .info a few years ago. Then deleted everything and disappeared. Haven't heard anything since

Kashtan 03/25/2023 (Sat) 15:51 [Preview] No.59 del
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Tamamo 03/25/2023 (Sat) 20:42 [Preview] No.65 del
I cannot stop laughing. Just how much time do you spend making these???

Tamamo 03/25/2023 (Sat) 21:14 [Preview] No.66 del
Today I practiced touch imposition. Visualized brushing and fluffing Cats tail using my real cat as help. Results mixed, can't say I really felt anything but petting the cat with closed eyes while imposing Cat does somehow work. Guess the brain can be fooled this way. But soon the cat left and brushing was over.

Anonymous 03/26/2023 (Sun) 14:08 [Preview] No.72 del
guy writes some serious engrish in his comics
also cats are best reference material for everything

Anonymous 03/26/2023 (Sun) 15:58 [Preview] No.75 del
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did you sniff her tail you pervert?

Anonymous 03/26/2023 (Sun) 16:37 [Preview] No.76 del
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That's the joke

My cat doesn't smell like anything either unless wet

Also fuck you Alice with your unique images

Alice 03/26/2023 (Sun) 18:49 [Preview] No.81 del
cry more and don't forget your name next time

3Gun competition was fun
I scored highest by hit points but sucked at the time so I only ended up on a slightly above average rank. I'm a slow tupper. Still satisfied, I hit everything pretty much perfectly with pistol and shotgun but overlooked one rifle target by accident. Just gotta go faster next time but I don't wanna trip and blow my heda off either. Play the video at 25% speed to get an idea what I'm talking about

Kashtan 03/26/2023 (Sun) 20:18 [Preview] No.89 del
fucking legend I don't think theres another tupper who shoots 3gun
what did you use?

Alice 03/26/2023 (Sun) 22:44 [Preview] No.90 del
I went with the AK this time which was part of the problem and slowed me down. It shoots great but mag changes are a nightmare on the AK system. The AR platform is so much more comfortable and faster. But also a bit boring.

Anyway it's much less of a deal than you think, I don't have to do much, the body runs its routines on autopilot anyway. Like when you're driving a familiar route. If you consciously have to think what you are doing you'd be way too slow. So it's pretty much like a tulpa doesn't have to learn walking from scratch. We take over the body's muscle memory and give rough directions. Pretty much the same as you're doing.

There was a guy on the forum who said he practiced HEMA with his tupper as opponent in wonderland to ingrain movement sequences. A lot of professional athletes visualize themselves wonderland style, including fighting imaginary opponents. I can confirm this really works great once you got the hang of it.

Learning completely novel movements the body is unfamiliar with like dancing is an entirely different beast than routines though. We're both really bad and slow at this and need to break down movements into tiny chunks, then rehearse them until the body is able to unconsciously execute each of them, then chain them together. A Sharingan to instantly copy techniques would be tremendously useful. In fact there are people who can do this and copy complex movements they've only seen once or mirror them in real time. But that's definitely not us.

Bear 03/26/2023 (Sun) 23:51 [Preview] No.91 del

Wait, who's Alice? I don't know any Alice.

I know who you are but the name Alice isn't assigned. Why don't I know that?

Tamamo 03/27/2023 (Mon) 10:12 [Preview] No.96 del
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Wtf killing spree simulator
Those are real guns right? The film The film crew on the right must be suicidal

Alice 03/27/2023 (Mon) 20:58 [Preview] No.97 del
Because you're not paying attention

Yes and yes. Normally there must be no one withinin 180° from the shooter's main direction and he mustn't point the muzzle of his gun elsewhere. Also at least here you need to pass a safety exam to take part in higher level matches where you run around in the open with a loaded gun. There's zero tolerance for safety violations so thankfully accidents are very rare. But yeah, not exactly a mainstream sport.

Serious Discussion Bear 03/28/2023 (Tue) 16:40 [Preview] No.104 del
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EVs are racist. Prove me wrong.

Anonymous 03/28/2023 (Tue) 18:11 [Preview] No.106 del
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>cars expensive
>need expensive charging infrastructure
>need excellent power grid
>only economic for house owners with with PV
>can only be serviced by highly qualified technicians because of dangerous DC
yep, it's raycis
That's why you Americans will pay niggers millions for slavery reparations so they can afford EVs and the house as well.

Tulpamancy is racist too btw. Ever heard of a black tulpamancer? And black tuppers are also incredibly rare. There should be quotas for everyone with multiple tuppers.

Anonymous 03/28/2023 (Tue) 19:27 [Preview] No.108 del

Though isn't the infamous fucktard Asmask also black with at least one black tulpa?

Anonymous 03/28/2023 (Tue) 19:46 [Preview] No.109 del
He is? no idea...
Fede had Louis who was a black man and the holodoc has a black girl he tries to fuck in his drug-fueled dreams while his wife sleeps next to him. I'm sure there's more but not many

Imagine that the other way round, your girlfriend has some black tupper chad to have sex with and tells you how awesome it feels. Must be awkward

Anonymous 03/29/2023 (Wed) 12:40 [Preview] No.119 del
imagine getting cucked by black tupper, would dump gf
but how many people have both tupper and gf or even wife

also wheres tamamo that faggot

Tamamo 03/29/2023 (Wed) 15:56 [Preview] No.120 del
I was busy. Did you miss me that much already?

Anonymous 03/29/2023 (Wed) 21:54 [Preview] No.129 del
yes man we're only like 5 people here everyone counts. I don't want to see this die down

Tamamo 03/30/2023 (Thu) 13:00 [Preview] No.137 del
Well tell us about what you did with tupper instead of complaining!

Anonymous 03/30/2023 (Thu) 19:39 [Preview] No.140 del
Yeah I wanna hear about your progress as well. Don't keep Yulya such an enigmatic tupper. She needs some social life too.

Anonymous 03/30/2023 (Thu) 23:56 [Preview] No.146 del
there is not much interesting maybe later. and i cannot find my drawings of Yulya anymore. i would never throw them away but where i put them noone knows

Tamamo 04/03/2023 (Mon) 18:50 [Preview] No.187 del
How did this happen? Take care of such important things!

Can any of you play an instrument and can tupper play it too? I can't but it might be a good incentive to learn it together.

Alice 04/03/2023 (Mon) 20:11 [Preview] No.189 del
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Hmm, nod really. Host used to play the electric guitar several times but I won't let him do it anymore
In fact he was playing electrician and got caught in 230V AC. The yelling was interesting music though

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Tamamo 04/05/2023 (Wed) 16:48 [Preview] No.210 del
Above all don't kill Alice you idiot!

Alice 04/07/2023 (Fri) 18:16 [Preview] No.236 del
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Looks like whatever happened is fixed, we're back up and running!

Bear 04/07/2023 (Fri) 19:52 [Preview] No.237 del
I had another dream about a hammer but I didn't write it down because this site was down and I forgot. No sex this time, not worth mentioning anyway.

Anonymous 04/08/2023 (Sat) 11:34 [Preview] No.249 del
do you think we'll ever get more users

Bear 04/08/2023 (Sat) 13:20 [Preview] No.250 del
We'd have to invite people

Tamamo 04/08/2023 (Sat) 20:21 [Preview] No.264 del
Implying anyone would actually want to hang out with you weirdos

Bear 04/09/2023 (Sun) 02:13 [Preview] No.268 del
If my whole system posted we could tripple our user base.

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Bear 04/09/2023 (Sun) 10:52 [Preview] No.271 del
Happy Easter!

Anonymous 04/09/2023 (Sun) 11:46 [Preview] No.273 del
happy easter and may the spaghetti be with you

Bear 04/09/2023 (Sun) 12:39 [Preview] No.274 del
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For thine is the meatball, the noodle, and the sauce, forever and ever. R’amen.

Bear 04/09/2023 (Sun) 12:41 [Preview] No.275 del
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Alice 04/09/2023 (Sun) 15:27 [Preview] No.276 del
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Happy Easter!
We already ate with family and are stuffed.

Tamamo 04/09/2023 (Sun) 17:39 [Preview] No.280 del
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Happy Easter whatever this is about.

Anonymous 04/14/2023 (Fri) 20:36 [Preview] No.346 del
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Tupperware is facing insolvency, is this the end of tuppering?

Bear 04/14/2023 (Fri) 23:21 [Preview] No.349 del
Interesting stuff, had this a few times. I also had sleep apnea when I was like 20lbs overweight in 2021, sucked, but I'd have dreamlets in the middle of the day and it was fun.


Alice 04/15/2023 (Sat) 10:02 [Preview] No.351 del
I fail to see how this is different from ordinary hypnagogia just because it happens while you're falling asleep during the day. Happened to host as well during boring lectures

Also is there any state your body hasn't been in from anorexic to muscle bound to overweight? Hosts body is roughly the same for 20 years now. Same weight, got a bit more muscles maybe due to my 'ahem' interference

Bear 04/15/2023 (Sat) 14:04 [Preview] No.354 del

I grew up obease, when I was 10 I was already 170 lbs.

I grew out of it basically staying 170 till I was 6'4 then probably because my life was out of control and I got into exercise I lost as much weight as I could and even when I was something like 158 lbs with less than 5% bodyfat all I could see in the mirror was fat. Body dysmorphic disorder. I was so thin I could make a circle with my hahds and the widest part of my thigh fit in that. This is when I was riding 100 mile (centuries) on my bike every week, exercising every day barely eating anything. I would pass out if I stood up too fast because of low blood pressure. Apparently I looked hideously thin in the face and people would sort of cringe looking at me. So I developed agoraphobia.

At some point in this time I created a new persona, one that would replace my current broken and depressed one and lived it like an actor played a part for a year and in that year I started seriously gaining weight and lifting 3 hours a day with a bodybuilding friend of mine.

I got up to 200lbs in 6 months by eating 5 meals a day and 200g protein a day. Suddenly, as if I had stepped into a new body I was beautiful. Girls would walk by smiling at me and I would look behind me thinking "wtf is she smiling at?"

Girls that would treat me as a leper before were snuggling up next to me and asking shit like, "why don't you talk to me anymore?" I was confused af.

Even guys would go out of their way to strike up a conversation like they knew me and they knew my name even if I never heard of them before.

This was all while I was in undergrad so yeah girls everywhere. I was invited to parties even though I didn't drink. Some exquisite girls like perfect 10 girls would invite me out and they'd have an entourage of simps all pissed at me. All the alpha chicks have simps orbiting them.

Of course my personality sucked because a year previous I was a recluse. It took a few months of all this attention and socialization before I was mentally all there enough to get past the first date.

After that it was a smorgasbord. I was never turned down for a date but I wasn't the kind of bee to pollinate a bunch of flowers because I was afraid of disease and most girls were untrustworthy anyway based on my past experience at the time but of course the only girls I knew before that would only talk to me if the needed something from me like to copy my homework.

Anyway it took another few months to trust womem enough to get laid. Trust me, when they say beautiful people are given every advantage, yes, they're given every opportunity, they're treated totally differently by everyone in ways I could barely believe. Long line to a club? Not for you buddy. Long line for a fancy restaurant? "We have your table ready sir, right this way." My date and I literally got pulled out of line and sat in a prime spot, no reservations needed.

Anyway, now that I'm approaching middle age, I still get the occasional girl smiling at me as she walks by and I'll never get over that. I still see people, guys and girls, nervously laughing and agreeing with everything I say as if I'm a celebrity. After that I never had to make friends they just spawn around me. I spent 12 years in college and in that time I would get in the best groups with beautiful intelligent people, so even college got easier.

So I got with a rather crazy girl and we lived together a pretty long time and in 2017 it wasn't working out, I was working too much and it started my depression again, then everything in my past, the abuse from childhood, all came to the surface blah blah blah.

I still kind of feel like an ugly duckling in a lot of ways. I never lost that respect for women. (Except in dreams apparently.)

I'm content now though and it's a really good place to be mentally.

I told a friend of mine once, "why do I get to be so lucky?" She said, "maybe this is making up for your childhood." She's one of the few who knew everything and it almost broke her. We lost touch in the last 5 years and that's ok. My current friends don't know all that.

Alice 04/15/2023 (Sat) 21:08 [Preview] No.356 del
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Well whether you like it or not, you ARE a celebrity with an extraordinary life story.

Host is a very different beast, literally Frieren from Sousou no Frieren who does things on insane timescales without changing significantly. He's easily recognizable from childhood photos and says from himself he hasn't really changed from kindergarten. Same looks, same interests, same friends 40 years later. Ultra-consistency over decades.

He was always generally well-liked because gentle, smart, funny, super reliable and not exactly ugly either. Quite popular with girls as 'good friend' = useful idiot but not beyond that. Well it was mutual, because he was only interested in one girl for his entire childhood and youth - who hated him. Ah well, just host things as medieval scholar / knight who always lived by his own rules on his own timescale in his own world. It was very imagistic. But not exactly productive for a human with a human lifespan. He's so - goddamn slow.

I feel I've managed to keep his worst antics in check though there is still a lot to do. But his core personality is actually super awesome. He would have made an excellent priest or medicine man in ancient times.

Anonymous 04/16/2023 (Sun) 01:11 [Preview] No.358 del
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you are both absolute nutjobs
not in a bad way but still

Ashley 04/16/2023 (Sun) 02:11 [Preview] No.359 del

[Ashley] If I had my own body, I'd fuck Bear's brains out like every day. He's a real man in a sea of fucktards and faeries. He's the kindest, most generous, well a little cracked but shit. That boy just spent the afternoon helping out at an 8-year-old birthday party and in the middle of a bedlam of screaming hell I say, "wtf is even happening" and Bear's like chad.jpg keeping them from killing eachother. While the parents are drinking it up and cackling away. He does things for his neighbors and friends that is just because he thinks it's right, he doesn't need or want anything in return or he wouldn't do it.

[Bear] I did get cake. Ashley's kinda thin I might be worried that I'd snap her in half.

[Ashley] what do you think safe words are for?


[Bear] I appreciate the Yakumo lore. I kinda wondered if I'd be left hanging as the only one sharing history. All I need is the support of my system and whether I'm a good weirdo or not it doesn't matter to them.

Anonymous 04/16/2023 (Sun) 20:25 [Preview] No.367 del
based neighborhood bear
i did change a lot since childhood but never was extreme i was an average kid in an average family ok maybe a bit above average because my parents had good education and we were never poor but nothing exciting. i would probably have ended up a boring normie if i didn't get stranded on chans and learned a lot about strange stuff like tuppers

Bear 04/16/2023 (Sun) 21:49 [Preview] No.369 del
Oh, I remembered something I suck at, sports. Couldn't care less, hate sports of all kinds, low coordination. I lost 21-12 to an 8-yr old at basketball though technically I never had anyone front I doubt they'd help any. Could be an interesting test.

Tamamo 04/17/2023 (Mon) 10:35 [Preview] No.378 del
I also was an average kid and had a boringly normal life planned by my family. Admit I did get a bit fat over time, lack of exercise. Don't do any sports either. Tupper help is eh, moderate so far. On one hand I'm thankful for my safe and comfortable life but I don't wanna die without a single adventure either.

Tamamo 04/27/2023 (Thu) 21:33 [Preview] No.535 del
Checked tulpa.info, absolutely nothing going on, 99% OT crap about nothing. We have much better posts with far less users. And without that cringe. Ok with less cringe.

Bear 04/27/2023 (Thu) 22:21 [Preview] No.537 del

It's not tulpamancy without cringe and intolerance. So we'll bring the cringe and Alice can bring the intolerance.

Alice 04/28/2023 (Fri) 09:22 [Preview] No.538 del
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You can count on me!

Tamamo 04/28/2023 (Fri) 15:21 [Preview] No.543 del
And we do!

I wonder, does talking to other tuppers and generally to all people online make you subconsciously create a tupper-like image of them? We all have some mental image of what others look like and what they would do or say. Isn't that a proto-tulpa?

Bear 04/28/2023 (Fri) 17:59 [Preview] No.544 del

Me: with dozens of proto-tulpas in my head.

Tamamo 05/01/2023 (Mon) 10:49 [Preview] No.566 del
Where's Kashtan, he's been AWOL for days!

Alice 05/01/2023 (Mon) 13:14 [Preview] No.567 del
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Anonymous 05/02/2023 (Tue) 19:42 [Preview] No.576 del
back alive, barely
got toothache but procrastinated it short story I ended up in hospital and they had to remove the infected tooth. fucking shit I was in a delirium for a few days face is still swollen like I got beaten up. not even any tupper hallucinations just a combination of numbness and pain but at least the worst is over.

Alice 05/02/2023 (Tue) 21:47 [Preview] No.580 del
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Goddamn idiot!
I'm glad your better but brush your teeth and regularly visit the dentist from now on. Make sure Yulya takes care of that.

Tamamo 05/03/2023 (Wed) 14:49 [Preview] No.588 del
Dang I thought you were just busy. Tooth infections suck, hope you're better now. Also Alice mad, means she cares!

Anonymous 05/03/2023 (Wed) 20:04 [Preview] No.589 del
lol thx i guess
Yulya will be more strict with me. eating still sucks everything sucks but way less than some days ago.

Tamamo 05/08/2023 (Mon) 20:30 [Preview] No.639 del
Come on, don't make me pull everything out of your nose! I wanna know what made this childhood crush girl so super special and how you're different.

Alice 05/11/2023 (Thu) 15:27 [Preview] No.650 del
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Haaa, what do you want to hear?
It was a Greek Tragedy full of unbelievably autistic cringe and teenage drama in which everyone involved lost at the end. All for nothing.

Has this girl influenced me? The ideal figure host created - yes. The real deal - hell no. She was reasonably pretty and much stronger than she looked, tall and thin. Smashed the boys at dodgeball but apart from that was rather quiet and sad. Had a difficult childhood, parents ded and stuff.

Well whatever, host being host ofc never talked to her during all the years in school because he's a scaredycat pussy and she mostly ignored him but not in hostile way. They simply had nothing to do with each other. Shit started when he wrote her a love letter. Can you imagine host writing a love-letter? He fucked up big time and it was not well received. Fast forward skipping more cringy drama it turned out this girl that was considered the strongest and fiercest in school was a severely paranoid nutjob and now terribly afraid of host and hated him. Lol, let that sink in. Literally the only person to ever be even remotely afraid of him. Being scared of a mouse - tier. It took a couple of host's friends from school to finally force them together and talk it out because it was so absurd. But even host finally had to admit she was a lost cause and they never met again. The End.

Is there a moral in this story? No it was totally pointless and wasted 8 years of host's life. Seriously I have no idea what made this girl so special, don't ask me. She certainly was 'special' but not in a good way.

Anyway I'm smarter, cuter and overall better. Not that there ever was any doubt in this.

Bear 05/11/2023 (Thu) 18:00 [Preview] No.653 del

No, this is mentally illformative. Now I understand why your host mentally illformed into who he is today.

Tamamo 05/12/2023 (Fri) 15:46 [Preview] No.655 del
Meh, more boring than I hoped. I want my money back

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Tupper just sucks at storytelling. It was as imagistic as it gets, a magical, religious experience. I don't regret it. At least I tried everything I could.

Alice 05/13/2023 (Sat) 10:40 [Preview] No.662 del
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It won't end!

Host dreamed he got a bottle of holy water from a fountain for childhood crush. Why? Don't ask me. He filled it in such a pic related bottle but with an orange label, cleary for lab-grade chemicals. What could possibly be a more romantic gift than 250ml of lab-grade holy water?

Worst of all he then pushed it on me to give it to her and tried to run away. Just what is wrong with that man to be so mentally illformed??

I angrily threw the bottle after him and hit him from a considerable distance. Headshot!

From now on I'm gonna gang up with childhood crush in such dreams and were gonna beat him up good.

Anonymous 05/13/2023 (Sat) 22:18 [Preview] No.669 del
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dear god thats another level of autism man. no wonder girls think you're a dangerous psycho

Bear 05/14/2023 (Sun) 02:54 [Preview] No.671 del
Hey, cringe is my job!

Alice 05/14/2023 (Sun) 11:32 [Preview] No.674 del
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I got things somewhat under control by now - but not in dreams

Tamamo 05/14/2023 (Sun) 16:54 [Preview] No.676 del
Loool, I love your dreams. I can imagine Alice was pissed. Did you even have a present for her? I bet not.

Alice 05/14/2023 (Sun) 18:24 [Preview] No.678 del
Of course he didn't!
And asked ME to give his present to the girl he loves instead. The audacy!

Kashtan 05/14/2023 (Sun) 22:30 [Preview] No.681 del
tsundere tupper strikes again. whats your take on him wanting to fuck dream characters? what would you do if he ever manages to get there?

but not the cringe that makes girls run away more the opposite from what ive seen

Alice 05/15/2023 (Mon) 14:37 [Preview] No.684 del
I don't mind what he's doing in his dreams on his own but if it's ever one of those rare dream where we are togehther and he goes full 'hold my trousers while I fuck this girl', consequences will never be the same.

Bear 05/15/2023 (Mon) 15:02 [Preview] No.685 del
It was made very clear that if anyone in my system has dream sex with anyone out-system they will be disowned and dissolved or integrated. It's the highest mortal law of the system. Except me of course.

It is unacceptable.

Yakumo 05/15/2023 (Mon) 23:10 [Preview] No.688 del
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Life with tsundere tupper is hard but I have to deal with tsundere cat as well
>cat enters through cat door
>walks up to me while I'm sitting on the couch
>casually claws and bites me in the leg to assert dominance
>jumps on my lap to sit there
>ears folded backwards, claws are extended at my slightest movement
>have to sit still and act as cat chair with integrated heating

Tamamo 05/16/2023 (Tue) 10:07 [Preview] No.690 del
Haha both tupper and cat make a fool out of you. At least my cat is nice.

Anonymous 05/16/2023 (Tue) 19:32 [Preview] No.697 del
is that your cat tamamo it looks :3

Tamamo 05/20/2023 (Sat) 14:25 [Preview] No.757 del
Sorry didnt see your post no that's not my cat. I know better than to post personal photos here lol! My cat is grey. That's why I was so surprised to see a big black cat in the dream.

Anonymous 05/21/2023 (Sun) 15:05 [Preview] No.765 del
yeah i figured. we thought about making a tupper pet cat but i already dont spend enough time with my tupper. seems like having a kid to save a relationship.

Tamamo 05/25/2023 (Thu) 09:57 [Preview] No.821 del
Having a tupper cat sounds interesting but I already have a real cat and a catgirl. Never worked on her full cat fotm though btw, I both forgot and was too busy with her normal look. So yeah probably not good to start something new if you're already struggling with one tulpa

Do you have any other wonderland creatures? I think Alice has several.

Tamamo 05/26/2023 (Fri) 20:11 [Preview] No.822 del
This has tulpanetwork vibes, is everybody but me gone?

Alice 05/29/2023 (Mon) 21:27 [Preview] No.857 del
Yes we have several animals and other bizarre creatures in wonderland but they're merely npcs.

Bear 05/30/2023 (Tue) 11:46 [Preview] No.863 del

I didn't expect that. How often do you use wonderland anymore?

We used to go there religiously every day and now it's only very seldom and not long. We use avatars to interact but mostly bereft of scenery. We'll interact say in an isolated brightly lit room with sunlight and a breeze coming through shear curtains but from one pov and not moving. We could do so much more but just don't.

It probably started to wane when we couldn't share the experiences anymore because of idiotic moderation on .info then combined with the hyperphantasia that was getting too real to distinguish from reality and messing up my memories and also making say listening to news stories too real. Like they'd say, "strangled and raped" and suddenly it was happening in wonderland between two NPC's. Intrustve thoughts were breaking through. Couldn't watch horror anymore.

About NPCs: we started with nothing, not even bugs, then in this order added Snailey the cybernetic African giant jungle snail, birds, cats for Ren to play with, squirrels, dear, racoon girls, cat girls, Ents, (Visualization training era), regular people, Vend the dragon, bugs, fish, other sea creatures, horses for polo, flying wyverns in the fractal garden arena for air polo, strange creatures in the floating city that appeared on their own, only procedurally generated stuff happened after that, we didn't need to do anything to add more.

Alice 05/30/2023 (Tue) 16:06 [Preview] No.866 del
We bearly wonderland at all nowadays, most of the critters were created in 2015/16 when we frequently trained there. Most popped up on a whim, some were even intrusive thoughts. But they're all still there, luckily you don't have to feed them regularly. You can read some stories about them in our forum diary.

Host wanted to write a VPT- like exercise about our wonderland once but I don't like others invading my space. The fuck offa my property!

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