i created an egrogre of a mommy gf who im really lucky to have whos like way more attractive than me, but the only reason that shes with me is because im not a slob. So basically my egrogre (imaginary gf) will leave if i let myself go (dirty room, not exercising etc.) and it has the effect of a mom who is disciplinary, which is something i never had because my mother is single and works a lot. So i had to make due with an imaginary gf (works wonders) sometimes i can hear her bullying me as im doing push-ups, which makes me want to do more push ups to prove myself to her. I have nothing against real women its just that im broke and couldnt afford one tbh. Also im asexual