07/08/2021 (Thu) 17:31:20
Cosplaying feels like a job and it's terrible. I just want to do it for myself, for fun. I used to pay for costumes with a part time job when I was 15 and younger, but now I need both a job and a Patreon to do it because I love cosplaying for my patrons.
I'm 17 which is the age of consent in my state. I am a woman now. I'm a minor, please don't lewd me. I've been sexually harassed so much. I just ignore it. I won't give them what they want.
People show bobs and vagenes on tiktok and it's so gross. I would never do that. I am being shamed for showing some bobs even though bobs are not sexual, they are meant for feeding babies. Vaginas are not sexual either, because women give birth to babies from there. Butts aren't sexual either because you poop from there. If the costume I chose to wear shows some of my bobs, it is the fault of the costume.
Before musically and tiktok I was a real asshole, but now I'm much better. I have a lot of haters. There is no reason for their hate, which I have decided is hate because it's the most convenient thing to call it, and even worse, hate for no legitimate reason. There are wholeass accounts dedicated to this hate. No, I will not expose them because...uh...it's not worth it haha, please don't bother looking into it. Instead I will take clever little jabs here and there which I know only they will understand. I'm sorry I don't talk to fans more often. My direct messages are full of the aforementioned hate, as well as CP they make of me. Can you believe that? Can you believe they would make edits depicting a CHILD in a SEXUAL context? It's disgusting. Check out this artist who does stuff like that though, he makes good stuff.
I'm very careful with things I do online because they can jeopardize my mental health. Check out the NSFW tier on my Patreon.