This phrase came into my head I'd never heard before, but it popped in. "Power of yielding". I looked it up and A.I. told me a number of things, such as its relation to Christian Mysticism.

I might start making music again, but I need a good name for my project.

Justice already does essentially what I want to do musically with my own theme: the cross imagery. They were from me and made by me, and I can recreate their own music, within my limitations because I don't have access to music gear.

I might go on a spree and download as many free or emulatable hardware synthesizers as I can, and go back into music . . . "As I Lay Dying".

I always thought I could just become a big music star, but no, it's much harder than that. You really just have to be selected by the stars.

I once had this idea of "replying" to Daft Punk in an alien form, like a musical project that is in reply to Daft Punk's song "Contact", which is about alien contact.

Now I find the cosmic and comic satirical idea of aliens completely cringe.

This is like Alan Parsons Project.

https://soundcloud.com/user-121410862/firstsong-wav

I may not make music at all. It's too much effort for too little gain. Music has already been "figured out". All music has already essentially been made, and A.I. ruins it even more.

There's nothing more to make because no one listens. I could make a modern-day great track like Bob Dylan's "Tryin' to Get to Heaven", and no one would listen.

Music is dead. They don't listen to the lyrics or the message; they just go deep into the "kill or be killed" mental illness message of most modern music and off themselves by being too reckless.

There is also a balance between recklessness and cowardice. They are on a spectrum. Heroism is found in the middle of recklessness and cowardice. This is from Aristotle's point-of-view. It's called Mesotes. Not too much and not too little. The optimal effort, the optimal aggression, the optimal dispersion, the optimal diffusion, the optimal force of the power of will, etc.