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Blogspot thred Bernd 04/03/2018 (Tue) 14:02:19 [Preview] No. 15577
The boiling meat burned itself
I'm not happy of the results. Now the house smells like shit and the meat will be given to the dogs.
Good thing is, when going to the meatshop to buy steaks (because the thing that was boiling got its water evaporated), my complete overboard thinking on the ruined meal allowed me to talk to a nice looking girl.
But still, the meat is completely ruined. My mother was supposed to eat that.
Talk here about ocurrances in your life, good, bad and memetic

Bernd 04/03/2018 (Tue) 15:52:52 [Preview] No.15581 del
Dear Diary.
Today I saw a blogpost but I didn't säged because there's always someone to tell something from his life and somewhat inevitable not to leak some personal life onto imageboards. I am afraid of however that this won't prevent blogposting Fatposters creating new threads for memorable moments of their lives. I against the idea of blogposting in general still some crap might fit here.

Bernd 04/03/2018 (Tue) 16:49:42 [Preview] No.15583 del
hey m8 unlike the other guy I'm gonna saw bc we got a food thread already >>8691

Bernd 04/03/2018 (Tue) 17:15:29 [Preview] No.15584 del
Huh, that's trüe. It's highly food related.

Bernd 04/03/2018 (Tue) 20:05:02 [Preview] No.15587 del
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Maybe having designated blogposting thread would be a good idea?

Bernd 04/04/2018 (Wed) 15:30:49 [Preview] No.15608 del
Dear Diary.
Today Bernd read my mind.

Bernd 04/04/2018 (Wed) 16:49:45 [Preview] No.15610 del
Yester'days the house smelled like shit from food as well. Coincidences.

Bernd 04/05/2018 (Thu) 05:42:29 [Preview] No.15626 del
I don't know what's so against blogging. I know people don't care but for loners like me, even the most pedestrian conversations bring the utmost satisfaction.

You're supposed to undercook most meats except pork.

Bernd 04/05/2018 (Thu) 17:25:31 [Preview] No.15632 del
Dear Diary.
Today I thought about why I don't find blogposting a good idea. I think the problem has two layers. A personal (of mine) and a board related.
While sometimes I tend to blogpost - for example the music I share in the music thread I usually listen it at that moment or like that drill I tried to fix also counts as a blogpost basically - this board and my country are just too damn small and someone could easily gather breadcrumbs about me and identify me IRL if I'm not careful and closed lipped enough. Why would be bad if someone do that? Because I'm damn sure that someone who does such thing like that do it for his own amusement and has zero good intentions toward me and neutral at best. That ain't good.
The layer of imageboards can be divided further.
Blogposting is kinda go against the anonymity of chans, creating personalities - that would be actually advisable on my personal layer: invent a pseudo-character with imaginary information about him to share, however this is just too large of a task for someone who actually has stuff to do during his days.
Blogposting also usually breaks the themes of non-/b/ boards. International boards like /kc/ are - in their essence - for international discussions. Politics, cultures, whatever. On the other hand the reality is that they are usually /b/ with flags.

I have to acknowledge however that blogposting can be relevant and lead to serious discussions as well.

Bernd 04/10/2018 (Tue) 14:52:22 [Preview] No.15804 del
Dear diary.
I know I am undermotivated and wasted my potential by working in a plastic factory as an operator but I thought I am ok with it but Today I met some really talented people who seem to work 100% on an exciting and relevant field of AI. Talking to them and getting reply make all my job experience and pastime pale in comparison.

But I am not in AI or STEM. My only job qualification is factory operator. Not really qualified.

Bernd 04/10/2018 (Tue) 14:55:43 [Preview] No.15805 del
It's a necessary trade off. My experience is the moment I change my blogpost vaguer, it begins to lose its meaning and I begin to think I don't need write it anymore.

Bernd 04/10/2018 (Tue) 15:03:23 [Preview] No.15806 del
It was so exciting. When I asked a question and they answered as if I was onto something.

Now when I eat, watch tv, watch porn etc what I have been doing last ten years, I think to myself I could have used all these time to get the diploma and training to work in a creative or relevant field.

I wish this excitement will soon die down and I can go back to my old life

Bernd 04/10/2018 (Tue) 16:04:23 [Preview] No.15810 del
Also writing something down can help to put it into different perspective or if it's a stressful experience it can help to ease the load. Imageboards aren't necessarily the right places for this tho.

One could find contentment in simplicity. Work is something one has to do. If you're working in 8 hours shifts, 5 days/week then you might easily find something meaningful in the rest of your time. Especially on the weekends. I would really recommend some outdoor activity, even if it's only in a park. With stricter work hours it's harder (lack of energy) but still doable.
People in general aren't happy with their life, and by their thirties they often feel they are trapped. Even those in prestigious positions and on seemingly exciting fields.

Bernd 04/13/2018 (Fri) 01:13:24 [Preview] No.15882 del
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>boiling meat

Bernd 04/26/2018 (Thu) 14:43:34 [Preview] No.16098 del
I was supposed to develop a habit of watching a CCTV channel as my self improvement new year resolution. But I find it too much to watch a new channel

Bernd 04/26/2018 (Thu) 16:06:43 [Preview] No.16102 del
How do you improve by watching CCTV feed?

Bernd 04/26/2018 (Thu) 22:54:31 [Preview] No.16108 del
China's cctv provides lots of educational shows. It's also well made and closer to my taste. I can buy a internet box to watch it but I don't want to buy and use such a thing so it remains outside my tv watching habit.
Taiwan's PTS and German's DW or even Japan's NHK world, though also educational, are different from cctv.
After two years of trying, the only cctv show I began to watch regularly was the new year gala, and president's new year address. That's when I would bother to connect computer to tv. I also watch Chinese drama that are popular in Taiwan but that's not the same as watching cctv directly.

Bernd 04/27/2018 (Fri) 16:07:54 [Preview] No.16115 del
Oh I misunderstood. I thought Taiwan has a channel with surveillance camera feeds. My bad.

Bernd 04/29/2018 (Sun) 00:37:04 [Preview] No.16156 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=UPCSHj1cadE [Embed]

Bernd 05/01/2018 (Tue) 21:41:33 [Preview] No.16235 del
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Not really a blogpost but.

Recently bought toothpaste from local company called "Splat" (relatively popular here). Found that they put some "letters from CEO" into the package. My package got very kc-tier text about modern life, nature and outdoor. Never expected this from toothpaste to be honest.

Here is the translation from their site:

Bernd 05/02/2018 (Wed) 05:22:53 [Preview] No.16239 del
Did they copypaste a text from a survival/boyscout guide and spiffied out a bit?

>Who are the Polovtsians and where did they go?
Someone pls answer this simple question so I could feel secure again.

Bernd 05/02/2018 (Wed) 08:29:32 [Preview] No.16241 del
>Did they copypaste a text from a survival/boyscout guide and spiffied out a bit?

Text has somewhat artistic style and doesn't look like guide, but more like part of fiction book. I guess their CEO is wannabe-writer.

>>Who are the Polovtsians and where did they go?
>Someone pls answer this simple question so I could feel secure again.

Polovtsi is the Russian name of Cumans. Some of Cumans moved to the Hungary in 13th century, so, they are near you. Do you feel secure now?


Bernd 05/02/2018 (Wed) 16:09:49 [Preview] No.16243 del
>Do you feel secure now?
I'm not sure. Could you tell me please how to cook a canned meal?

Bernd 05/02/2018 (Wed) 16:13:00 [Preview] No.16244 del
Oh I forget. Such handbooks can contain semi-philosophical ramblings. They aren't just "how to cut a notch in a stick" or "how to survive on a bottle of piss". I might even read something similar in a sharpening handbook which has less to do with nature.

Bernd 05/02/2018 (Wed) 17:02:05 [Preview] No.16246 del
>how to cook a canned meal?

Actually, original says "how to make canned meal", i.e. do you know process of canning/preservation etc. Although it is pretty ambiguous form of sentence, but context helps.

Google translate sucks. I often see people who says something like "look, very soon language learning will be obsolete because computers", and every year they are proven wrong.

Bernd 12/12/2018 (Wed) 14:09:08 [Preview] No.21207 del
I'm in not so good city for a youngling, and I feel extremely bored. My only recent excitement comes from I'm applying for erasmus, so I can break my routine. Everyone says go to poland but I dont want and still not decided.

Also I want to learn german since all of my family knows but I'm too slothful and can't focus anything more than 15 minutes. Thank you/dyakuyu/spasiba/danke schön for reading my blog.

Bernd 12/12/2018 (Wed) 16:46:38 [Preview] No.21215 del
>learn german
Goto Schweiz.

Dear Diary.
This week is horrible. I don't sleep enough due staying up late, and I'm tired mentally all the time. Was at the dentist for root canal treatment and I'm going tomorrow as well and maybe next week. At least next week I've nothing else to do just my own stuff. I hope it will snow as a pal of mine asked if I'm hiking sometimes.
Also finally caught the rat yesterday which evaded the traps for an entire month. Luckily there's no other just this one. And it was kinda small. Once I found a ded one, that was a fucking beast compared to this.

Bernd 12/12/2018 (Wed) 16:50:58 [Preview] No.21216 del
>Goto Schweiz.
born in there

they are not in erasmus program atleast not anymore

Also I went to dentist a few month ago, to get treated properly I need a jaw surgery which I cant afford due to recent devaluation of lira.

Bernd 12/12/2018 (Wed) 17:05:00 [Preview] No.21217 del
>born in there
Are you secretly Albanian?
>jaw surgery
That doesn't sound good. You might wanna keep your expenses at minimum and spare every coin you can and do it ASAP.

Bernd 12/12/2018 (Wed) 17:36:03 [Preview] No.21220 del
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>Are you secretly Albanian?
I'm a Türk really.

>spare every coin
jokes on you I dont have any coin. father has but he is cautious about it since it can fuck me up for rest of my life. also I need to get braces as well but I dont want to be weird guy with braces in his early-mid 20's.

Bernd 12/19/2018 (Wed) 15:10:46 [Preview] No.21396 del
Today I had to go to a kurdish village as a guest. Long story short, they killed a sheep for me and my family and we have waited for a few hours, despite their sincerety due I'm being generally cold I didn't talk much and they openly expressed they thought I was a pretentious snob.

When the dinner started they made 8-9 of their children wait while we eating, endisciplining your children is common here so I'm get used to harsh parents but until I seen I thought such behaviour was compatriot exageration, never seen a father treating his children like 2nd class citizen before, seeing a kid hugging his fathers leg and fathers shrugging him off broke my heart despite I'm not love angel in a slghtest way, neverthless I wanted kids eat with us because it felt really weird feasting while poor children watching me. The children were really hesistant anyway and they left after a eating only a little.

They didn't disrespect me and just like us they take great offence when you reject their food and offerings. The 'bruteness' is tolerable since I prefer honest over fake niceness any day but I still felt quite uneasy there.

end of the blog.

Bernd 12/22/2018 (Sat) 09:50:41 [Preview] No.21404 del
Did they make you eat part of the head? At the Kazakhs that counts a delicacy and it's an honour to get offered to eat it and a great disrespect to refuse it. Just imagine...
I believe in our "western" world we treat children not the right way. They became the center of attention and their tiny asses got licked shiny all the time despite they are worthless and another child can be produced very easily. In contrast to produce an adult it is very time and energy consuming so in a life of a family those should come first who have the means of keeping the family alive, who has the knowledge and strength to work and produce all the necessary goods for life, those who can raise children and make adults out of them. And probably this is the (might be unconscious) reasoning behind their behaviour.
This sounds harsh but doesn't mean one can't be kind the children with this mindset.
And what it is to be kind tho? Raising them to be capable adults who know they have to work hard to get results or ensuring they grow up to be self-centered whiners who got used to get everything easily with bitching and moaning?
It's also interesting to see how parents here aren't capable of discipline their children in front of audience and the kids learn this very fast and they produce all their fits in public basically extorting their parents to get their way-

Bernd 12/22/2018 (Sat) 10:25:17 [Preview] No.21406 del
No, they didnt make me eat head.

What I think is, nowadays the general idea of grooming(?) kids is flawed due to static behaviour. We expected to treat them as the most unique and best creatures in thhe world or some families just don't care and let kids do their thing which is rarely good thing. Anyway because of former behaviour I mention, kids think they're entitled to everything by birthright which is wrong, their actions should have consequences be it good or bad. But I think treating your kids that way just because they're kids and didnt do anything bad, is also bad. Rewarding the good, punishing the bad is more or less working behavior pattern, idk why people just started to see it more allien everyday.

Also, as I mention such bad behavior also have consequences, kids are guaranteed to be bydlo or bydlo like people when they grown up, you know all their anger towards the world not gonna go away so easily.

Bernd 12/25/2018 (Tue) 21:08:21 [Preview] No.21559 del
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Seen this on my way to work today. Text stay "chocolate, coffee". You can rarely see anything related to Brazil here (except TV shows in past or football-something). Although shop is local of course, that's just ad.

Nothing relevant, so let it be in blog thread.

Bernd 12/25/2018 (Tue) 23:32:06 [Preview] No.21561 del
ask them about bolsonaro and why they set up şokolad kofe in place of sufferings.

Bernd 12/26/2018 (Wed) 07:47:45 [Preview] No.21566 del
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This reminded me a football something.

To ease the suffering.

Bernd 01/23/2019 (Wed) 22:03:42 [Preview] No.22719 del
I had a very weird dream last night. Actually it was right before I woke up, so it was in the morning. And I dream several things a night.
So now I don't remember the beginning but me and another dude, we went to a pub I guess we were in some organization or another because we attacked that cultural institution, threw a molotov in there or something like this, and then three guys came out, I think they were chinks and gave us an object reminded me plasticine. It was a small brick I could pocket, and I did - but it felt I shouldn't have done that, then we went.
I told the dude that we should go back via the same route we came but we did, and it was through some kind of station but didn't see any vehicles. Then I stepped through an automatic door which closed behind me but before the dude could step through. So I left alone. But I was at a whole different place, it was like some docks, also it was dark, maybe night, but maybe it was an underground complex (if it was than it was huge). So there was water and walkways and structures, everyhing seemed to be black or dark blue. Some headlights were here and there and I moved from the point where I arrived, there was no doorway there anyway.
I knew they are searching for me so I tried not to waste time and looked for some exit also some stuff I could use to my advantage. Then at a smallish building I found an open door. The room behind that was empty but another door opened to another room.
It was a bedroom and on a bed a man slept among bunch of pillows. The guy's skin was light blue color and looked like Yoda. So I shoved a shotgun into his face and shot him from point-blank range. I dunno what kind of shell was in the chamber but it did nothing, so I repeated but couldn't harm. He started to wake up, and spoke to me jokingly but with malice. So I shot him again and again without result.
Then I woke up.

My dream two days ago also was very weird. But I remember only very vaguely now.

Bernd 02/03/2019 (Sun) 16:29:03 [Preview] No.22994 del
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In my dream last night I saw a commieblock that was only one panel large. They had balcony on one side but was closed off for living space. I dunno how people moved between floors there wasn't any space for an elevator or stairs. I remember noting how wobbly that should be, not secure at all. But then I looked at the top and saw a house built on top of it that was similar to these post-modern cube houses with large glass and bright white walls and shit clearly built by some rich dude and thought if he done that it must be quite secure.

Bernd 02/04/2019 (Mon) 06:40:15 [Preview] No.23000 del
>I shot him

At least weapons in your dreams can shoot. Mine always don't work when it is needed.

Bernd 02/04/2019 (Mon) 16:12:50 [Preview] No.23005 del
I pretty sure certain Austrian shrinks could talk volumes about shooting blanks actually they weren't blanks, just the damage did nothing and failure to shoot.

Bernd 02/04/2019 (Mon) 16:13:38 [Preview] No.23006 del
Also about the phallic symbolism of the commieblock described above.

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 18:55:26 [Preview] No.23723 del
I'm watching videos of belly dancers tha barely anyone is aware of.

It feels very strange for some reason.

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 19:56:17 [Preview] No.23726 del
>aware of
Belly dancers or the video?

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 20:13:28 [Preview] No.23728 del
both appereantly.

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 20:33:38 [Preview] No.23729 del
I seem to recall an ad(?) of a belly dancer class from years ago. Years and years ago. But maybe it was something in a talk show on telly.
I don't think it was popular here but the public is aware of it. Chiefly due the 150 years of Turkish peacekeeping operation, Sinbad and One Thousand and one Nights.

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 20:46:19 [Preview] No.23731 del
Today I watched several videos of different bellydancers. But I really liked one of it, she looks kinda old but seductive.

I realized I almost spent an hour thinking about why she choosed this path, how was her childhood etc.

This is why I felt strange.

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 21:38:52 [Preview] No.23734 del
Thinking about other people's motivation is a breddy gud way of spending time. After a while you can notice patterns and can predict others behaviour. Also it is good for deepening self-knowledge, since we are all biased in the question of ourselves, we might notice a behaviour in someone else which then we will find true in ourselves ("oh wait, I do the same thing").

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 22:02:24 [Preview] No.23735 del
Yeah, I usually quick create a scenario in my heda. But this time I couldnt.

I can post her if you want, together we judge her dance and think about her motivation.

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 22:09:54 [Preview] No.23736 del
You can post it, but I won't watch it today. It's time to hit the hay.

Bernd 03/14/2019 (Thu) 22:12:13 [Preview] No.23737 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=qx3NSzVhr3Q [Embed]

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Sbxu-Hb5hmU [Embed]

this woman intrigues me.

Bernd 03/15/2019 (Fri) 08:40:49 [Preview] No.23744 del
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Well it isn't this drastic actually, I've time to goof around a bit, shooping shit like this.

Will look at it.

Bernd 03/16/2019 (Sat) 08:37:18 [Preview] No.23762 del
I heard for belly dance one needs both muscular stomach and fat which can be jiggled appropriately. Despite this belly dancers tend to be fit in my (not a lot) experience, enjoy showing off their abs.
Which brings us to our first thought about her. Performers do their stuff to entertain others and/or hand over an impression, emotion, information. While they are doing this they get feedback from the audience, good and bad but they mostly looking for the good. They not just doing it so the audience feel good or become richer with the experience but to make themselves feel good about themselves. They tend to measure their own worth by the reaction of the audience. This is especially true when the art is the performer his- or herself, their shape and movement.
So first I would say she is proud.
But in her business to gain positive reaction she needs to put work in it. To keep her fit and practice her moves. That's can be achieved by determination and diligence.
Her smile looks unnatural tho.

Bernd 03/16/2019 (Sat) 10:27:15 [Preview] No.23763 del
Nice gomment.

>They tend to measure their own worth by the reaction of the audience. This is especially true when the art is the performer his- or herself, their shape and movement.
so true.

>Her smile looks unnatural tho.
what did you mean by this?

Bernd 03/16/2019 (Sat) 13:07:24 [Preview] No.23766 del
>what did you mean by this?
That her smile is a little forced. Could be many reasons, maybe she needs to concentrate on the movements, flexes of muscles and such. It's not easy to contract only certain selected muscles while relax others (I would assume it's part of the practice) so maybe it's enough for her to concentrate on them and keep smiling beside that is a chore.

Bernd 03/16/2019 (Sat) 14:08:10 [Preview] No.23767 del
Yeah on her second video many of her smiles are clearly forced. In first video she seem more natural as her eyes smiles as well. People only use cheek muscles when they fake smile.

Bernd 03/27/2019 (Wed) 18:59:38 [Preview] No.24069 del
Weird dreams. Hmm, I guess all dreams are weird. So just dreams. From last night.
I was employed by... I dunno... I worked in a giant house that reminded me a ship of the line with many decks and it's shape was similar to such a ship. It was both a workplace, the lower floors, but upstairs maybe the two topmost levels were the home of the boss and his wife. The land around was overgrown with plants, trees and bushes, a creek run through it. Some other buildings were near - also belonged to the complex - but I can't remember what went on in there.
I had coworkers but no idea what was our job. I know I was roamed around as I noticed the roof leaked at several spots and water flew in. I might have put some pots and pans here and there I think, and at one place I tried to direct the flow downstairs. I remember thinking the snow on the roof melts but the vegetation outside were green and lush, so it couldn't be early spring.
Then I had another dream. It was a training exercise, I had to run through a settlement, a small one it seemed, a rural but kinda classy so no pigsties were around, but parks, and quaint stone and wood houses. It was a warm evening, summer I surmise, the dusk painted the sky pink and orange. I got a gun but I had to take out the magazine and empty the chamber. I was instructed to do so and it was said to me that at one point we expect an ambush but not now because it's just a training... Now I speculate I was part some armed force unit. We run down from a small hill along a narrow dirt road with patches of grass, then suddenly it turned uphill and the going got hard. It took long to run up and can't remember if I made it to the top.

Bernd 06/10/2019 (Mon) 16:16:10 [Preview] No.27101 del
Idk if I should cyantext or not, anyway.

Today I forgot why I dropped out Türkish imageboards and decide to get out of the loop. Oh dog mistakes has been maden

Everyone calls each other by their names

People don't even call each other butthurt anymore, just write ">" and post some random ass dudes pic (assume they are celebirity here)

People call each other newfags for not knowing shitty memes not older than 3 years

There used to be people pretending to erdoğan/gülen/öcalan/isis supporters to keep normal people away and for a while it worked. Now it's a shillfest and literal schizo erdo supporters exist.

One spesific guy literally uses all known Turkish chans (what's left of it) as personal blog. Entire blog is basically about how he's virgin at his 28 while his cousin having proven threesomes.

Admins banning arbitrarily nobody even complains and they post casually post under admin flag.

One admin literally trying to force memes.

All cult memes are kys'd or bastardized. Personally I liked it better much more than foreign ones, they were irreplaceable.

Basically they reminded me why I dont go these places anymore and holy fug everytime I say there is no way it goes any worse but they prove me wrong.

Bernd 06/10/2019 (Mon) 16:34:27 [Preview] No.27102 del
> I say there is no way it goes any worse but they prove me wrong.

yeah its like with zoomer
how its even fucking possible to be shittier than "memelenials"?
but its so
zoomers are jews

Bernd 06/10/2019 (Mon) 17:03:40 [Preview] No.27104 del
Dear /kc/
today dog bit me in the leg
thank you for your attention

Bernd 06/10/2019 (Mon) 17:12:48 [Preview] No.27105 del
>Idk if I should cyantext or not
You shouldn't. Cyantext for quotes.
A man of 18+ should be able to draft a coherent text without it.
>All cult memes are kys'd or bastardized. Personally I liked it better much more than foreign ones, they were irreplaceable.
Make a depository of them here.

It's fugging Pentecost, why didn't you stay at home?
Did you bite back at least?
Do you got a shot against rabies?
Get well.

Bernd 06/10/2019 (Mon) 18:02:09 [Preview] No.27108 del
Well the memes are too much like an inside joke. Even the most understandable ones needs to be explained with long details.

Since one of the most known memes is about Atatürk mostly, one of them includes his affair with Zsa Zsa Gabor when she was 14. One of the anons leaked it to mainstream media and many keks (butthurt for them) had. It's one of the memes I sometimes use it in real life to provoke people, it never fails.

Bernd 06/10/2019 (Mon) 21:37:51 [Preview] No.27109 del
But Pentecost was yesterday.
I didn't bite back, didn't want to get into trouble if the dog had died of infection.
I also didn't get the shot. Technically the owner showed me paper that the dog was vaccinated, so I was told at the clinic to just get shot against tetanus which they don't provide.
Now I could either go to hospital and wait in line for 7-8 hours or I could wait till morning and go visit my family doctor. Which is going to be roughly the same time.

Bernd 06/11/2019 (Tue) 05:07:12 [Preview] No.27116 del
Pentecost is on Sunday and Monday.
You guys don't have it as public holiday?

Bernd 06/12/2019 (Wed) 07:15:14 [Preview] No.27149 del
It's just on Sunday bro

Bernd 06/12/2019 (Wed) 15:43:09 [Preview] No.27161 del
It's just on Sunday and Monday.

Bernd 06/13/2019 (Thu) 16:40:14 [Preview] No.27195 del
Dear /kc/
I have way too many problems and have no way of solving them.

Bernd 06/13/2019 (Thu) 16:41:38 [Preview] No.27196 del
Very good. Admitting you have problem is the first step to solving it.

Bernd 06/16/2019 (Sun) 19:22:26 [Preview] No.27298 del
Fugging storm. Electricity comes and goes, can't do shit. See you tomorrow, Bernd.

Bernd 06/16/2019 (Sun) 22:47:52 [Preview] No.27300 del
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Well that's one way to look at it. At least

Bernd 06/24/2019 (Mon) 21:56:42 [Preview] No.27568 del
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I'm writing this because all of my close friends are in different city we cant see each other regularly and you guys basically my only friends here.

I have a gf for 2 years. She has robust medditerreneid phenotype, green eyes swarthy skin, tall for a gf. The way her mind works is very.. humble I say kindly. But she has heart of gold, closest to gold atleast. She supported me with all autistic shit possible and biggest problem was she was nagging me if I cheat on her. No modern 'grill' drama bullshit. Around a month ago because she went a concert without my consent and I left her because I thought she make one of these girl nights and I couldnt bear the idea. I just told her to fuck off and we didnt see each other for a month.

We got connected 2 days ago and turns out she has failed almost every of her classes and she is very close to get kicked out of university and her parents would basically either cast her aside of force her to marry some dumb retard because she is fucking around accoring to her family. Appereantly I fucked up her entire life, she said she barely eat anything, drink more than she eat. She has no reason to stay in this city anymore. I behaved like huge sociopath and you know what this is not satisfying, I feel dead inside a bit.When did I become like this? What am I? Where am I going? Is this how my future going to be? Ruining peoples lifes who selflessly helped me, for shits and gigles?

I really wish I could be a better person. On the other hand I'm too scared to seen as weak.

Bernd 06/24/2019 (Mon) 23:34:00 [Preview] No.27569 del
your being as emotionally retarded as any woman
if her life is screwed is because of her own actions
steer away and stop acting like a pathetic "bernd"

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 01:14:47 [Preview] No.27570 del
It's actually healthier to say what your problems are in order to solve them better. Also more healthier than keeping everything bottled in. Almost like therapy

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 02:31:36 [Preview] No.27572 del
what a load of crap
this is what i was advising against
there is no problem to "bottle in" and there nothing healthy about this pathetic and neurotic whining and self-loathing about someone else's problems

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 05:33:11 [Preview] No.27575 del
Well, yeah kicking her out was a bit of overreaction.
What does she want? She wants you to help her, allow her back?
Just right after reading it it's not easy to give an advice (if you need any, I sure have something). On short notice my first advice would related to the literal questions you asked: don't read threads about women on imageboards if you want to preserve your sanity.
Also experiencing this kinda stuff is part of life, this will make you wiser.
I'll visit back this question in the evening.

Psychopath spotted.

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 05:36:20 [Preview] No.27576 del
Oh if today you meet her or communicate in any way if the question come up just say you haven't decided yet.
Frankly you can get her back and have a "card against her" so to speak. She has to realize you dumped her because she didn't do what you asked for her or she did against you. You can forgive but she has to behave.
But again I have to think.

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 07:51:21 [Preview] No.27577 del
>and her parents would basically either cast her aside of force her to marry some dumb retard

Such life in Turkey.

Actually, imageboards is the worst place to ask advice about relationships and women just because. But whatever.

>Appereantly I fucked up her entire life, she said she barely eat anything, drink more than she eat.

That sounds bad, but remember that she may exaggerate issue to make some impression to you.

Overall, if you still have some bond with her, and she didn't do any really bad things that can hurt your relationship, you may try to reconnect with her (does she want this?). But remember that you also have some self-esteem and don't be so easily to manipulate by emotional blackmail. Also don't be too harsh and try to understand that people are mostly weak and stupid. Forgiveness is a part of well-mannered character (but be rational too).

Otherwise, you need to remain calm.

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 10:22:11 [Preview] No.27578 del
>What does she want? She wants you to help her, allow her back?
I don't know. I don't think she know either. I don't usually seek advice from imageboards but this one is more of family like compared to very fast paced ones.

Done that before I read your advice. Also told her to not kys she said she wont.

Yeah I know, she knows I'm protective person but our one common acquaintance confirmed her behaviour.

>(does she want this?
%99 sure she would stop all this mess when she sees me, it's just we dont see each other. she doesnt even lie about it.

thank you for advices

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 15:26:41 [Preview] No.27580 del
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The last part is incorrect on my part. I meant to say that this was actually similar to a bar or pub were you can try to talk your problems over drinks(or posts/memes/etc).

Some advice may be good, some may be just drunk talk. Take what you can from it. Therapy sounds bad now that I looked at it again.

How is it pathetic to engage in normal, human behavior?

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 15:33:18 [Preview] No.27581 del
>I'm writing this because all of my close friends are in different city we cant see each other regularly and you guys basically my only friends here.

Try some sports or meetup groups if you can. You can meet some people there.

>I just told her to fuck off and we didnt see each other for a month.

>Appereantly I fucked up her entire life, she said she barely eat anything, drink more than she eat.

She must have really been into you and she's just upset you didn't feel the same.

>When did I become like this? What am I? Where am I going? Is this how my future going to be? Ruining peoples lifes who selflessly helped me, for shits and gigles?

Well at least you realized that you're not being a good person. Just try to improve yourself from now on bro.

>I really wish I could be a better person. On the other hand I'm too scared to seen as weak.
Who cares? She's way worse off then you are right now. Just go talk to her and try to help.

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 16:56:41 [Preview] No.27582 del
>I fucked up her entire life
You didn't. It's not clear if she asked you before or asked but ignored you but she wronged you. She made a decision and it had consequences. As I previously said maybe you overreacted a bit but that's done now this is the hand you dealt for yourself and you have to play that. Nevertheless she either didn't know you enough or didn't care back then, she thought she can live with the consequences but she can't apparently. It is also not your fault that her parents are like that. I'm not saying here you shouldn't feel bad about your behaviour but I'm not saying you should either.
Now, judging by what you wrote I believe you can together if you want it even if she doesn't or won't say it. However you should know that building a relationship on you feeling sorry for her and having remorse is not a good idea and these will torpedo the relationship in a different way. If you actually have feelings for her and/or you judge she is a good material for that, then go for it. Spend some time together, give her a pleasant experience and do what you have to do.
However. If you do pursue that course, it is important to send the correct message. She might get the wrong idea that she managed to manipulate you back into the relationship, so it was her decision that made it "right", you were in the wrong and she made you see it.
No. She have to understand that she wronged you and despite this you can get over it and give her help and comfort by your own decision. Not because you are feeling guilty, but because that's the right thing despite what she'd done. Ofc, this have to be done in a way you don't look like a dick while you do it. Basically she has to learn it that you are in control and not her and if she let herself guiding you and not fighting you everything will be a-ok. Ofc this is responsibility and you shouldn't abuse her trust and this is a long time commitment.

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 16:59:29 [Preview] No.27583 del
Ofc you can help her in a way or another without getting together again if it's fine by you.

Bernd 06/25/2019 (Tue) 18:36:11 [Preview] No.27585 del
I understand what you say. That's how I behaved in most of our relationship. Never manipulated by guilt, I see better now. Though I still wont kick a puppy for the sake of make her pay. Just not gonna 'sell' myself cheaply if she is willing.

I'm member of some cinema club there a few qts as well but it's kind of kc tier elitist. Nobody tries to befriend of ficki ficki each other. We just talk about cinema I rant about holywood and Bergman. Yeah I think this sums of what happens in the group for %50 of the time.

Bernd 06/26/2019 (Wed) 21:57:10 [Preview] No.27607 del
I don't know what I'd do in your situation, I'm clueless in those matters.

My first impression from reading your post is that she really likes you. And yet her action contradicts this, she broke your trust. Maybe she couldn't realize what it would make you feel. Or perhaps she was narcissistic and valued what she gained from having you without caring about what you yourself felt, but that doesn't fit your description of her at all. I can't grasp what's going on.

Bernd 06/28/2019 (Fri) 18:41:24 [Preview] No.27689 del
Thanks for your understanding. Contrary to how I behaved, I'm not a very emotional person. I just have a classic Türk feeling "love and protect until die" code for certain people. But some girls sometimes get spoiled and take advantage of this.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 00:09:44 [Preview] No.27692 del
I've met with a natural qt today on internet. We kinda click but she is a bit shy. Also she is far away. Though I couldnt get over the whole thing.

I've told her many of my deviant, sexist pig incidents I have done. She received them well and appreciated my honesty. Despite one of them objectively evil thing to do. She is generally understanding and not a half wit. I mean for a Türk girl.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 07:23:36 [Preview] No.27699 del
You are really shooting for that hornyturk title don't you?
>a natural qt today on internet
That's a bloke.
But in all seriousness I think one shouldn't discuss his/her sexuality with strangers over the internet. Younger generations are do this more and more naturally but they really shouldn't. On one hand you can never be sure (until you met the person in person) who is the other one, and how the other will use that information you gave away. On the other, others can have access to that information (liek surveillance, or just stored on a server and can be accessed or whatever) and they also can use it whatever way. Maybe they don't have bad intentions and don't want anything bad happening to you, they maybe just don't care if it happens.
Also what's up with the other grill? You don't feel bad anymore?

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 09:02:41 [Preview] No.27704 del
She messsaged me first.. I am not doing anything.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 10:29:23 [Preview] No.27706 del
btw no I couldnt get over it I still feel bad. that's what I said above.

I was dropping red bulls in some site and she messaged me arent you being too harsh? then we just started to talk. that's it.

>But in all seriousness I think one shouldn't discuss his/her sexuality
well did I? I dont usually touch too private matters.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 10:45:29 [Preview] No.27707 del
>well did I? I dont usually touch too private matters.
Not here. With the chick.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 11:29:54 [Preview] No.27708 del
I didn't get it. Can you rephrase please?

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 11:41:30 [Preview] No.27709 del
I didn't talk about the discussion we having here, I found it a bad idea that you discussed with the grill you jut met on the internet many of your deviant, sexist pig incidents you have done. Even if you have verification that she is what she's telling you she is, still not a good idea.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 11:44:31 [Preview] No.27710 del
Understood. Yeah you're right. I don't really hold myself back I'm very straight and blunt.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 16:40:16 [Preview] No.27717 del
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>I don't really hold myself back I'm very straight and blunt.

Well most guys are like that. So don't feel so bad man. But yeah, you should start things off slow. You just met this girl and you don't know a thing about her. You can be married to someone for 20-30 years and still not know them well.

So yeah stop being so hornt

>I'm member of some cinema club there a few qts as well but it's kind of kc tier elitist.

Well, it's a start. Just learn to talk to people there and use it for any future experience.

And the end/kc/ bar always open here.

Bernd 06/29/2019 (Sat) 17:01:31 [Preview] No.27718 del
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>So yeah stop being so hornt
most guys are like that. I'm still sad though

Bernd 06/30/2019 (Sun) 20:50:50 [Preview] No.27744 del
This blogging thing is a complex question, but I think due to the anonymous nature of imageboards the core of it is the difference between sharing and oversharing.
For example many times I write things compelled by my everyday life, an event of the day, etc. But I try and make it sound less personal and more on the point, concealing confidential, intimate, emotional details. This is how I try to put original content here, this is how I try to break to old axiom of the chans: "everything is a repost of a repost of a repost". I also try to give original opinions and not just some stolen thought of a random anon on a different random imageboard - whose comment was most likely also some rehashed line or two.
But even if the person know and feel the difference between sharing and oversharing, the process of sharing can turn into a habit which might blur the line.

This question also involves the social media nature of chans. It is, we discussed it I remember. We are here being social but this paradoxically goes against the anonym nature of boards. Here, where we can distinguish individual posters it is more of a problem... if it is a problem.

I'm getting tired but there would be many more angle to this to examine.

I guess I also want to express, I don't mind reading these things, I don't mind giving my opinion, help with "listening" and advises.

I'm gonna write more somtime.

Bernd 06/30/2019 (Sun) 23:26:23 [Preview] No.27746 del
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I dislike blogging, especially in anonymous spaces and I save getting personal for irc. But that said, I've always appreciated Bernd for sharing his life's experiences online at the risk of his anonymity.
>I also try to give original opinions and not just some stolen thought of a random anon on a different random imageboard - whose comment was most likely also some rehashed line or two.
I'm pretty sure any sensible/mature person does this. The point of anonymous posting is lost on niggers that are obsessed with their identity and it's those people that struggle to post anything but recycled opinions with a detached irony or to otherwise treat a board like their personal 24 hour blog.
>Here, where we can distinguish individual posters it is more of a problem... if it is a problem.
It's not. Especially since this isn't a board for a specific topic but rather a place for Bernd by Bernd.

Bernd 07/01/2019 (Mon) 10:31:26 [Preview] No.27751 del
you don't have anonymity on a small board like this, everyone will recognise you and who you are

Bernd 07/01/2019 (Mon) 11:30:42 [Preview] No.27754 del
Yeah without a choice we sacrifice from anonymity for such things like sincerity.

I'm content here, as you said not much people here keep repost same old shit over and over again and think it's hilarious and original.

Our numbers might be only a few but post variety is good enough. I'm content with this.

cont Bernd 07/01/2019 (Mon) 19:46:45 [Preview] No.27758 del
There's the side of the audience. In different context I wrote it above one can never know who reads the stuff what's written here (or other chans).
We all can imagine people with sinister intention, but what if a person reads it accidentally who knows us and recognize us? And what if that person then posts too? Especially something we can identify it's from our life. Even if it's totally harmless it might scare the shit out of us, that who did post that. Depending on personal paranoia level our guesses could run wild... Wouldn't be a pleasant experience.
But there are real examples what happened when people started to gather these informational breadcrumbs others left on chans, for example the admin of an old Hungarian chan was doxxed and to my knowledge, it bite him back later when he applied for a job.
Ofc others, like Slovenia, don't care and go ahead and disclose whatever, and never had any real problem. I guess it all depends on the situation of the person.
So who knows who reads it and what they do with the information.
Also Endchan is google searchable.

For an extent we have. And if a poster arrives from the same country which any one of us is from we(I) have a hard time to tell in the beginning if he is a different person.
Ofc we get somewhat familiar with the "personas" we create out of each other in our minds about the others based on their posts, I try to follow somewhat who is who but for frequent posters this registering and identification process goes without intention too.

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 02:41:20 [Preview] No.27763 del
Agreed brah. Endchan is the best chan

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 03:50:04 [Preview] No.27772 del
>For an extent we have. And if a poster arrives from the same country which any one of us is from we(I) have a hard time to tell in the beginning if he is a different person.
speech patterns

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 05:25:16 [Preview] No.27774 del
If long posts are available. The less of these, the longer will it take up to never to recognize certain posters.
I wrote many long posts, I must have typical drafting practices and mistakes. However if any of you guys read this post: >>27615 you can tell it wasn't me? The topic and the use of picture is more of a giveaway.

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 10:56:39 [Preview] No.27784 del
you can't post random dicks and say rofl it wasnt me xD

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 11:29:25 [Preview] No.27786 del
You can do this anywhere to anyone providing that the user is consistently posting in the same way. I've spooked people by correctly remembering something they've posted years ago and have guessed it's them again from only their formatting and mannerisms.

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 12:16:53 [Preview] No.27788 del
not always but most of the time if you spend long enough you can tell who a poster is
like >>27786 says

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 13:08:45 [Preview] No.27789 del
wew lad

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 15:17:30 [Preview] No.27794 del
Well I can only repeat myself.
If a new poster arrives with the same ball/flag one of us already has it is not apparent in the beginning that he's a Neubernd and can be mistook with other with the same flag. It needs time to recognize that he is someone else.
Except if he has a very distinctive style.

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 19:27:30 [Preview] No.27804 del
>Except if he has a very distinctive style.
why dont you show respect to girls ? what if we have a russian qt lurking around?

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 20:13:55 [Preview] No.27806 del
>what if we have a russian qt lurking around?
Highly doubt that. But in any case she should do the right thing and remain anonymous, blend in as if she was a simple Bernd.

Bernd 07/02/2019 (Tue) 22:58:18 [Preview] No.27809 del
>tfw no eurasianist russian qt invades your country
give me a reason to not to kys myself.

Bernd 07/03/2019 (Wed) 05:02:54 [Preview] No.27811 del
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Typically not those are/were doing the invading.

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they can change tactics. we could get along.

Bernd 07/04/2019 (Thu) 14:59:00 [Preview] No.27836 del
if I update my blog will you bully me?

Bernd 07/04/2019 (Thu) 15:21:10 [Preview] No.27837 del
Did I bully you anytime?
Also taking the consequences of our actions like a man is the part of being a man.

Bernd 07/04/2019 (Thu) 17:50:49 [Preview] No.27840 del
>Also taking the consequences of our actions like a man is the part of being a man.
I take it as a yes.. anyway summing whole thing up

the other grille invited me to her house. which is in a far away city.. which is dangereous. I might have something great. I also can kys by bad decisions in there. the city is no joke.

Bernd 07/04/2019 (Thu) 19:10:17 [Preview] No.27842 del
>I also can kys by bad decisions in there. the city is no joke.
Wtf? Do you live in Brasil secretly?
Maybe she's a K*rd?

Bernd 07/04/2019 (Thu) 19:18:04 [Preview] No.27843 del
no she is clear herself, atleast she looks like one. she has dark hair, pale skin just like me.

adana is alpha stage version of brasil it's so shit kurds and gypsies kill each other

Bernd 07/04/2019 (Thu) 19:33:27 [Preview] No.27845 del
I hope you talked with her, even better with video (and made shoe on head or something similar).

Bernd 07/04/2019 (Thu) 21:29:44 [Preview] No.27846 del
well she might be the cutest organ mafia around if that is the case of course.

she really can handle the awkard silence on skype, I literally wew'd.

Bernd 07/09/2019 (Tue) 16:08:29 [Preview] No.27912 del
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Today I can't reach igor's twitter. I'm sad, what happened?

Bernd 07/09/2019 (Tue) 17:30:06 [Preview] No.27913 del
> I'm sad, what happened?
he ded from the aids.

There's weird people on imageboards, but that guy somehow manages to stand out.

Bernd 07/09/2019 (Tue) 17:31:37 [Preview] No.27914 del
did he really kys'd?

another blogpost

I decided to create a varg thread on kfc. But turns out thuleanperspective channel has been banned by jews ;_; What to do?

Bernd 07/09/2019 (Tue) 17:34:52 [Preview] No.27915 del
Why my favourite internet celebrities are getting kys'd?

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Beqz6uKRwWA [Embed]

You can support Varg by liking this video.

Bernd 07/09/2019 (Tue) 18:11:39 [Preview] No.27916 del
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>did he really kys'd?
idk lol
>I decided to create a varg thread on kfc.
ehhh, he's a douche

Bernd 07/09/2019 (Tue) 18:29:26 [Preview] No.27918 del
Didn't he just move to another video sharing site?

Bernd 07/09/2019 (Tue) 18:43:25 [Preview] No.27919 del
his bitchute account already existed before he was banned from youtube.

Bernd 07/10/2019 (Wed) 05:20:23 [Preview] No.27933 del
Nah it was some other site. Having more options is better.
I don't really watch his videos, I've seen liek three. Based on that he talks about some common sense stuff, some nonsense and some "ok that's his opinion", so it wouldn't be bad but he does it with such a confidence that whatever he says it must be the Pure Truth that makes it for me to unlistenable. And while I can't be arsed to get mad over it I kinda understand why others getting infuriated over his stuff (well beside his political stand which will make some automatically mad by default).

Bernd 07/10/2019 (Wed) 17:05:28 [Preview] No.27938 del
I wasnt checking kohl for a very long time. Today I checked it, and remembered why I left the place. Aside from pedos, it's full of legit retards and repost version of post 2016 4chan.

Bernd 07/10/2019 (Wed) 18:53:21 [Preview] No.27944 del
I try to save souls there but they weren't interested last time.

Bernd 07/10/2019 (Wed) 19:01:48 [Preview] No.27945 del
I especially feel bad for ukranians lurking on there.

Bernd 07/10/2019 (Wed) 19:16:48 [Preview] No.27946 del
Yeah. They have a few good posters but they always get bashed all the time. Ofc some of them are asses, aggressive bydlos.

Bernd 07/10/2019 (Wed) 19:29:03 [Preview] No.27947 del
Yet they stay there. They might be really get used to to obnoxious kohl posters. sad! quality ukranian posters are very good.

I also realized what you said is true. Pretty much everything is repost or cancer menes I dislike.

Bernd 07/12/2019 (Fri) 17:28:16 [Preview] No.27980 del
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Well things have certainly gotten a lot better since I made that last post. I'm feeling pretty good today /kc/.
I hope you're feeling the same way

>I try to save souls there but they weren't interested last time.
You can lead a horse to water, and well you know the rest

>I especially feel bad for Ukrainians lurking on there.
>Yeah. They have a few good posters but they always get bashed all the time.


Although I think some of them must have gone to the /rus/ and /polrus/ boards judging from the flags there

Bernd 07/12/2019 (Fri) 19:01:15 [Preview] No.27982 del
>Well things have certainly gotten a lot better since I made that last post.
I'm glad.
I'm full of mosquito bites and I'm itchy all around.

Bernd 07/14/2019 (Sun) 20:44:18 [Preview] No.28011 del
You needed to put some anti bug spray before going out,

You think you'll never get bitten, but bugs will always be there.

Bernd 07/16/2019 (Tue) 05:01:48 [Preview] No.28034 del
I got those in the garden. I can't drench meself in DEET every time I step out.

Bernd 07/30/2019 (Tue) 14:41:57 [Preview] No.28340 del
My router dieded in big storm. I'm not writing from home now. I'm gonna aquire a new one soon but until then Bernd have to play alon. Be nice I'll be buck.
Now that we're on topic I'Ll be away in August from 19th to 23th or 24th I believe.

Bernd 07/30/2019 (Tue) 17:21:31 [Preview] No.28344 del
>My router dieded in big storm.
That sucks. I've never had that happen before. Hope it gets fixed soon.

> I'Ll be away in August from 19th to 23th or 24th I believe.
And we'll be here waiting. Good luck with that anon

Bernd 07/31/2019 (Wed) 15:31:33 [Preview] No.28350 del
It took this soon. Thanks for waiting.

Bernd 07/31/2019 (Wed) 15:40:46 [Preview] No.28352 del
Mother nature is playing a cruel fucking joke on me. Just as I posted electricity was gone again. Blackouts are the bread and butter of Hungary in the 2019.

Bernd 08/12/2019 (Mon) 00:15:27 [Preview] No.28595 del
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Today is bayram, the muslims sacrifice holiday. Father kys'd a ram and we ate it a little. Then visited relatives and stuff.

Pretty ordinary but I remember why I hate relative visiting. Everyone makes noise so much they see me something like assburger which I'm not. We need to issue some kind of desibel limitation noise fucks up my brain quickly.

Bernd 08/12/2019 (Mon) 00:16:19 [Preview] No.28596 del
I'm the Türkball btw.

Bernd 08/12/2019 (Mon) 05:15:00 [Preview] No.28604 del
Kek. Yeah, relatives... I hated visiting them and them visiting us when I was a kid. Or when we went to sprinkle at Easter and met them. The more distant relative was the weirder it get. The sister-in-law of an uncle of a second-cousin of a grandmother of an aunt of a cousin... Utter stranger but was expected to behave as if it were a brother or a friend or something. And their customs (as a family) was differed from ours (as a family), they behaved different, their place smelled different, their food tasted different.
Now I wouldn't give a shit but as a kid all these smaller-bigger details were alienating.
I spent my Sunday fixing an old washing machine. And not even in Atom RPG. I just love fix things I have no knowledge of... well in a sense I like it because it's interesting and I learn new things. Found a good description on the internet with photos, that helped a lot. I even managed to fix the problem, but I found liek three more while I was doing that. I hope to fix those this week. Also these shits are heavy.

Bernd 08/12/2019 (Mon) 09:45:50 [Preview] No.28607 del
>Utter stranger but was expected to behave as if it were a brother or a friend or something
such is the fate of being born as turanic. sad!

>description on the internet with photos
do you lurk on deviantart?

Bernd 08/12/2019 (Mon) 15:36:34 [Preview] No.28610 del
>do you lurk on deviantart?
No. I remember searching stuff there one time or two some time ago, but not exactly what.
That was a Hungarian site I mentioned where I found what I searched for.

Bernd 08/31/2019 (Sat) 19:49:45 [Preview] No.28824 del
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I need to write an essay about ethnic divisions in post cold war Yugoslavia, but I wasted too much time already. And I have no intention make a shitty copy paste from wikipedia one.

I need good sources. I have already finished watching the famous documentary about death of yugoslavia, still I'm brain crippled when it comes to writing.

You know todd howard says 'it just works'? That's the opposite case for me.

oh the despair..

Bernd 08/31/2019 (Sat) 19:54:39 [Preview] No.28825 del
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Drink vodka.

Bernd 08/31/2019 (Sat) 20:14:25 [Preview] No.28827 del
How I would write it. Maybe.
1. Introduction - what the thing will be about (should be some history of the research I believe).
2. Short History of Yugo and her ethnicities, basically tell how it formed and by what folks, and their previous relations, maybe about the millenia old bitter rivalry.
3. Tell about the situation after the cold war, what led to the dissolution - from an ethnic viewpoint. Basically this is your subject matter isn't it? I'm not sure if the Yugo Wars is part of it, but needs to be mentioned nevertheless coz basically the dissolution was the solution.
4. Sum it up, write a tl;dr of what you already wrote.


Bernd 08/31/2019 (Sat) 20:28:48 [Preview] No.28828 del
Might work thanks for help. I have already written short history of them. When did south slavs come to the area, the century that christianization begun etc. in the introduction phase. I asked some questions like could secularism can be ultimate solution to cease the historical grievances or can a new Yugoslavia reformed again shit like that. I'm planning to answer those in the sum it up part, happily impose my views to people who will never read it. xD

not really ;_;

Bernd 08/31/2019 (Sat) 20:37:48 [Preview] No.28829 del
This book has a whole chapter on this. However I can't evaluate how much bullshit this is or not.

Bernd 08/31/2019 (Sat) 21:11:45 [Preview] No.28832 del
It doesnt have to have the correct ideas, I can quote it and explain why is it wrong. I just need more varied sources, I don't want to use obsecure blogs as sources which is quite /pol/ tier.

I thank you for your help.

Bernd 09/01/2019 (Sun) 09:43:51 [Preview] No.28838 del
After a quick look-see I'd suggest these books (beside the one above):
Leslie Benson - Yugoslavia: A Concise History
Badredine Arfi - International Change and the Stability of Multiethnic States
Sabrina P Ramet - Balkan Babel (the Thinking About Yugoslavia also sounds good)
Stipe Mesic - The Demise of Yuogslavia
Ofc the more the better, at least in the Bibliography of the essay. Try to pick books with Serbo-Croatian author names, like that Mesic.

Bernd 09/01/2019 (Sun) 18:21:15 [Preview] No.28842 del
Made more beef jerky. Oversalted. The taste would be awesome, but the salt roars over it, and after a while it starts to numbs the tongue.
Maybe with beans...

Bernd 09/01/2019 (Sun) 20:42:28 [Preview] No.28850 del
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>tfw I've been really good talking with girls lately but I don't want to lose my magic, since doing so would destroy my beliefs.
If anybody has any good book about discipline, preferably by greeks, tell me about it.

Bernd 09/02/2019 (Mon) 18:54:06 [Preview] No.28865 del
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Finished the essay deadline was today. Ot wasnt good as much as I wanted though. Right now I am eating and baklava.

Bernd 09/02/2019 (Mon) 18:54:45 [Preview] No.28866 del

Bernd 09/02/2019 (Mon) 19:03:31 [Preview] No.28868 del
Discipline is for puppies. A Man should do a thing because it's the right thing to do.
Or maybe not.

>Ot wasnt good as much as I wanted though.
Less Atom RPG, more job done.

Bernd 09/02/2019 (Mon) 22:58:03 [Preview] No.28878 del
Speaking of Atom RPG devs lurk on this forum. https://rpgcodex.net/content.php?id=11080

It's a quality forum which I signed up lately.

Bernd 09/03/2019 (Tue) 00:34:53 [Preview] No.28880 del
His twatta's back up again, but man has igor gotten into some of the craziest shit possible

Bernd 09/03/2019 (Tue) 00:50:10 [Preview] No.28881 del
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Life is so-so atm

House got broken into and a few things are missing. Work performance is down due to fatigue and being overworked

On the other side got lots of friends and girls are interested in me.

Too interested. They want to go all da way with me but I'm really not doing so well in my life.

Dates are also getting too pricey for me

Bernd 09/03/2019 (Tue) 09:53:38 [Preview] No.28888 del
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>Dates are also getting too pricey for me
>check flag

Bernd 09/03/2019 (Tue) 09:57:44 [Preview] No.28890 del
You got the chinese good luck quads. Wear something red on next date to get lucky.

Bernd 09/09/2019 (Mon) 04:52:08 [Preview] No.29014 del
I suppose I have my own set of problems

Bernd 09/09/2019 (Mon) 05:04:27 [Preview] No.29015 del
>talking about date prices
>has actual palm trees in his country

Bernd 09/09/2019 (Mon) 07:50:46 [Preview] No.29017 del
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>I suffer with central european pan turanist utopia

Bernd 09/10/2019 (Tue) 02:26:32 [Preview] No.29051 del

Bernd 09/20/2019 (Fri) 21:40:44 [Preview] No.29228 del
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Doing a 1000km car trip tomorrow, starting at 05:00. I hope this isn't my last post here, but who knows.

Bernd 09/21/2019 (Sat) 07:31:13 [Preview] No.29232 del
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>I hope this isn't my last post here
I hope too. Good luck, Dog Bless and God Save the Queen!

Bernd 09/21/2019 (Sat) 19:15:28 [Preview] No.29237 del
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It was easier than I expected, although I think I'll get much speeding fines from cameras in few days. It's good that tourist season is ended and traffic is average.

Bernd 09/21/2019 (Sat) 19:55:18 [Preview] No.29239 del
I'm glad, Bernd you get used to driving. Next challenge will be winter. Here peeps say that those who get their license during the winter has an easier job all year round.

Bernd 09/23/2019 (Mon) 08:26:17 [Preview] No.29270 del
I have been to Adana and returned today. My kidneys are still in their place, no organ or money stolen.

I managed to gf'd that qt girl, she liked me very much, whole thing gone very well. She likes to shower me with interests,living the dream. Also no IWO for Adana because it's a shithole.

Bernd 09/23/2019 (Mon) 15:45:10 [Preview] No.29274 del
Good for you, man. You should do stuff irl. Ofc this board needs posts, but your life should be more important.

Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 01:06:16 [Preview] No.29358 del
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>speeding fines from cameras in few days.
Those are everywhere here since the start of this decade. They put those sensors all over the highways and enforce very strict speed limits. Supposedly they're there for safety but the whole point of roads and vehicles is going fast and so they should be reciprocated by making the highways good, which would allow higher limits in the first place, but all we get are speed detectors. Looking at this more cynicically highway administrators seem to view those things as a way to raise revenue through fines, which explains why some of them are stealthily placed and require abrupt braking on the driver's part, aswell as highway cops who hide and track vehicle speed to surprise drivers and exact fines from them. Bolsonaro has tried to curtail this and has been severely criticized for it.

/mu/tant Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 06:37:06 [Preview] No.29364 del
I have a big problem.

My flag is British but I'm actually Dutch

Also, I have literally had no time to keep uploading music, films and vidya REEEEEEEEE.
I'm still trying to compile all the music you recommended Hungaryanon.

I literally just got a speeding ticket too. Life is suffering.

Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 10:05:12 [Preview] No.29367 del
Would Kaysee help me choose which university I should go for?

life is full of choices and suffering

Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 10:05:45 [Preview] No.29368 del
for erasmus I mean

Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 15:22:27 [Preview] No.29369 del
I have no idea.

Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 15:29:39 [Preview] No.29370 del
On the second thought. You gf'd that gf and now you want to leave the country. Did you marry her on the spot? Only married people seem to flee from their country willingly. Just look at dem explorers, greatest discoveries were made due to the nagging harpy at home. Some even got lost in the jungle on purpose just to get few a seconds of peace.

Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 15:51:25 [Preview] No.29371 del
I didn't marry. I don't want to marry anyone at all.

Bernd 09/25/2019 (Wed) 16:35:33 [Preview] No.29372 del
You'll make butifel Melike cry. You only want giaur girl from Balkanlar.

Bernd 11/01/2019 (Fri) 17:34:14 [Preview] No.31193 del
Were visiting dead relatives all morn to bout noon. butifel weather, little bit chilly but the Sun shined bright. My face sunburnt.

Bernd 11/02/2019 (Sat) 20:56:43 [Preview] No.31221 del
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R.I.P to your family bro.

Bernd 11/02/2019 (Sat) 21:44:55 [Preview] No.31223 del
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Finally installed dashcam properly.

Bought simple 12V car adapter with wires, got specific pin for fuse box, put that construction into inner part of front panel, fixed with some wire and duct tape. Doesn't look good but works ok.

At least now there are no visible wires that ruin the view, and original 12V socket is free for something else. Still don't get why manufacturers don't put multiple usbs everywhere in 21st century.

Bernd 11/03/2019 (Sun) 08:22:08 [Preview] No.31233 del
Thanks. You guys don't visit them this time of the year? Day of the dead and all that?
I know Poles do it and others in East-Central Europe.

Now you can make ebin accident videos. Don't forget to use a clone instead of you, we don't want you to get harmed.
I know in Russia many do this. I mean install a dashcam. Is it for insurance purposes?

Bernd 11/03/2019 (Sun) 19:47:59 [Preview] No.31242 del
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This was easier than it looks, because I've just used guide from internet. And even with that guide it worked only after second try, because first 12V socket that I've bought was too large to fit.

>Now you can make ebin accident videos.

Didn't see any, but I'll surely post if I'd record something.

>I know in Russia many do this. I mean install a dashcam. Is it for insurance purposes?

Somewhat. Recordings from cams aren't really good with legal processing just because videos obviously couldn't be trusted, they may be edited or tampered, so courts and police don't trust them completely. There were talks about creating some kind of "trusted" dashcams, but, as far as I know, nothing happened.

But they still helps in many cases, like open scams, when people jump onto your car and crying that you hit them, demanding money. Or in non-standard cases,like when smart woman is switching to rear gear instead of forward and driving into you, then blaming you (it is hard to prove that real victim is the driver who hit another car in the back, because it is rare situation). If police doesn't want to blame you specifically for some reason, video may help them to get what is happened.

And it is pretty cheap, so why not? Near half of cars have some kind of dashcams, some have radar-detectors also, but it is meaningless in city because it beeps every second here.

Bernd 11/03/2019 (Sun) 20:59:04 [Preview] No.31246 del
Guide and insulating/electric tape are always come in handy.
Yeah they don't accept "privately" made videos as authentic and hard evidence which can be attached to the files used during trial or at court. But on the investigation level it can help police as you said depending on situation. No harm to have them.
And now you can record more Пушистый хвост лисицы.

Bernd 11/05/2019 (Tue) 21:16:01 [Preview] No.31309 del
>That pic
Clear evidence of Russian Soul!

Bernd 11/05/2019 (Tue) 21:17:49 [Preview] No.31311 del
That dude sure tries to save something. It very well can be Russian Soul.

Bernd 11/05/2019 (Tue) 21:55:22 [Preview] No.31313 del
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Russians are such spiritual people

Anyway, just left a contract role. Was paid badly. Working another contract role now. Earning ok money now, but it's very volatile and unstable work. Hours aren't so long either. I'm trying to find something permanent and 100% remote work now.

Studying programmingz now. Was reading Mythical man month. Pretty instructive book. Also doing some Python coding exercises. I feel like my portfolio sux due to me not working on it for so long due to my last contract role. Pretty worried about that

Overall busy as always

Bernd 11/05/2019 (Tue) 22:04:04 [Preview] No.31314 del
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Icons in cars are pretty popular - it isn't meme, although it is also a source of jokes about religious people and driving safety. Personally I don't know anyone with icons, but I've seen this in cars multiple times.

Last one is a good alternative for this.

Bernd 11/07/2019 (Thu) 03:23:05 [Preview] No.31339 del
>Icons in cars are pretty popular - it isn't meme, although it is also a source of jokes about religious people and driving safety. Personally I don't know anyone with icons, but I've seen this in cars multiple times.

Interesting. Russia is so unique

Bernd 11/26/2019 (Tue) 21:17:38 [Preview] No.32654 del
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>Didn't see any, but I'll surely post if I'd record something.

And nothing interesting for month. Craziness of Russian roads is overestimated.

Maybe only rare things like this, when BMW driver (of course it is BMW driver) thought that he has a battering ram.

Bernd 11/27/2019 (Wed) 20:41:27 [Preview] No.32672 del
I'm pretty sure bunch of accidents happened, it's just you weren't present. Statistics is about how many happens and not about how many is witnessed on average by one person. I dunno if it's measurable people might not remember all if asked, or just the very memorable. Maybe if they asked only about a year back. Also some accidents have less audience, liek those happening on highways.
The moral of the video: always drive the stronker vehicle. I'm saving for a tank.

Bernd 11/28/2019 (Thu) 06:44:07 [Preview] No.32679 del
Oh dog, and now I dreamt I had a tank. Judging by the looks a Pz III minus armament (so no turret). I drove a round with it as a test drive.

Bernd 11/28/2019 (Thu) 20:34:09 [Preview] No.32684 del
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>I'm pretty sure bunch of accidents happened, it's just you weren't present.

If accidents happened and I wasn't present, did they really happen?

Bernd 11/28/2019 (Thu) 20:49:56 [Preview] No.32685 del
It's Schrödinger's accident.

Bernd 11/29/2019 (Fri) 07:58:45 [Preview] No.32699 del
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And another blog record.

Doing multiple job interviews for week (I'm the interviewer). We need few coders with average skills, we don't have any exceptional requirements. And results are horrible, half of people couldn't even solve easiest task that anyone must do in 10 minutes. Their CVs are ok, but sometimes they don't understand even basics. Another half just didn't come at all, although they promised. Maybe one person from 5 was good, but he found something better.

People, who don't interview others mostly think that interview is a big stress only for job seeker, but it is actually stress for interviewer too (maybe not for professional HR, but we have no such person). Especially when you need to analyze person's skills by short talk and decide fast.

Bernd 11/29/2019 (Fri) 20:29:37 [Preview] No.32715 del
>Especially when you need to analyze person's skills by short talk and decide fast.
I can imagine struggling with that.

Bernd 11/30/2019 (Sat) 08:47:05 [Preview] No.32718 del
Had some chat with would be programmers not long ago so I gained a little insight on programming education hereabout. I think those fags on magyarchan know way more since it seems half of them has related degree, my insight is literely little.
On one hand there's the codemonkey training who participate in some course and get a certificate that they are professional codemonkeys of X language. They can get a job right away (with Java even a very handsomely paying one - well compared to Hungarian wages). They learning it in a practical way (as far as I can tell), however any retard can enroll.
On the other are the ones getting a related degree at some uni. Lots of enrolling some directly from secondary school, others are already codemonkeys. The teaching has a more theoretical approach, solving mathematical stuff via programs, or stuff which has no practical value at all. On the side ofc they have many other classes which could prove an obstacle any one of them, but usually math is what a problem for codemonkeys, and programming is a problem for those who come straight from HS - at least this was my impression.
While I see several problems with the human material, the programmers of the future (never assembled a pc, how to torrent and run - copying a crack from one folder to another - a pirated game is the greatest challenge they met before, and they never heard of privacy they hanging on facebook all day erryday), it was surprising for me that they learn everything in Hungarian both on courses and uni. They even name variables, functions, classes, whatever in Hungarian. I'm not sure how competitive makes them on the job market. And for a degree one needs a language exam under his/her belt, but that doesn't mean these can actually use that language.
Well, this not much has to do with your problem but I can imagine even here the companies and their hirerers don't have much fun either.

Bernd 11/30/2019 (Sat) 09:24:49 [Preview] No.32719 del
>Well, this not much has to do with your problem but I can imagine even here the companies and their hirerers don't have much fun either.
The decline of education comes because industry pulled out of funding education. They expect kids to fund education with loans, parents to fund living with mortgages, and the profits of labour are still split 50/50 because company's "investment" goes all into running a race to the bottom with competing corporations.

Companies shamelessly blame education on not being form-fitted to their needs, when they don't take any responsibility on forming the curriculum.

Bernd 11/30/2019 (Sat) 09:37:11 [Preview] No.32721 del
Here education was state funded (due to 40 years of communism/socialism). And before that mainly church funded. Companies/corporations never played much role on this field, even tho there were such schools. Now the main line is still state owned schools with some run by the churches and foundations as NGOs.
The decline of our education has many causes, one is underfundedness (which translates into quite a few things among them weaker teaching staff), so yeah, those with capital could play more role if they want better potential employees.
But the thing is, whatever workplace you get, you'll learn your job while you do your job, especially as an entrant.

Bernd 11/30/2019 (Sat) 22:18:01 [Preview] No.32728 del
>The decline of education comes because industry pulled out of funding education.

Here we have stable state-funded education, although there is also self-funded too (in state and private universities). But looks like this doesn't matter, I often seen proper "real programmers" with programming education, and they were hopeless, and there are plenty of people who have completely unrelated education and they were ok (I'm too have no coding background, I studied metallurgical technology for 5 years).

As far as I remember own uni, it was same - some people in out group were smart and hard-working, but most others didn't care at all, and had no real skills even in the end of education. So now I don't trust any education degree at all, it proves nothing, except basic things like "at least he can read and write".

Bernd 11/30/2019 (Sat) 22:51:46 [Preview] No.32730 del
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>And results are horrible, half of people couldn't even solve easiest task that anyone must do in 10 minutes. Their CVs are ok, but sometimes they don't understand even basics.

It's a breddy big problem actually. Most programmers can't even solve a fizzbuzz challenge, for example. I'm taking some time to study a lot so I don't face this issue when interviewing.

Also using sites like leetcode to practice

Bernd 12/01/2019 (Sun) 11:41:48 [Preview] No.32746 del
Companies are just the current form of industry. Agrarian industry, homestead parents, put tremendous stake on the education of their kids. This wasn't caused by state schooling but itself caused the state schooling, because parents raised kids with the intention to have them study and the education system rose to meet the expectation to facilitate study in whoever was the student, not whoever made the cut. Current system facilitates beating the average, so it becomes a system that competitive companies ask for, a system where only 10% can be at the top anyway.

Bernd 12/01/2019 (Sun) 14:34:57 [Preview] No.32747 del
here's a fun one, how do you divide and always round up?

Bernd 12/02/2019 (Mon) 07:24:04 [Preview] No.32759 del
>Most programmers can't even solve a fizzbuzz challenge, for example.

That's sad, because fizzbuzz-like problems are pretty common. I can't imagine someone writing code but having no knowledge of this.

There are plenty of coding skills that don't really needed in everyday life (like using specific maths or algorithms), but simple logic and manipulation of variables are used everyday.

Bernd 12/02/2019 (Mon) 20:10:32 [Preview] No.32764 del

Bernd 12/03/2019 (Tue) 07:51:14 [Preview] No.32785 del


Pretty easy challenge, it requires no math skills (modulo operator couldn't be considered serious math at all). It shows how person can do basic things.

There are plenty of real life tasks that look like this, for example, getting some resultset from db and transforming results in loop by some criteria (i.e. several if's in loop). I don't think that programmer with any experience may have problems with that.

Bernd 12/04/2019 (Wed) 18:31:58 [Preview] No.32822 del
>gypsy doesn't even know what FizzBuzz is

lmfao stupid gypsy!

sage Bernd 12/04/2019 (Wed) 20:35:16 [Preview] No.32824 del
Most people wouldn't know what it is and would have to search for it online if they weren't programmers tbh

Bernd 12/05/2019 (Thu) 19:14:58 [Preview] No.32872 del
Overly attached girlfriend is not as good as I imagine. I realized I need fuckton amount of space so I can waste my time for irrelevant things that I care such as kaysee.

Bernd 12/05/2019 (Thu) 19:27:29 [Preview] No.32878 del
If she cares for you she have to understand there are irrelevant stuff you care about.
Alternative solution: put some babies into her to keep her occupied.

Bernd 12/05/2019 (Thu) 20:25:08 [Preview] No.32881 del
>Alternative solution: put some babies into her to keep her occupied.
I don't like wide open vulvas. Yeah she cares, she is generally nice person also a qt. But I'm tired of seeing messages like "Who's that slut you're fucking now?" just because I'm playing role playing games for a few hours and not receiving her calls.

Bernd 12/05/2019 (Thu) 21:04:41 [Preview] No.32883 del

Overly attached is better than non-attached. Just play RPG with her.

Although sometimes it isn't fun of course.

Bernd 12/05/2019 (Thu) 21:15:13 [Preview] No.32885 del
She doesn't know english so I can't, but currently learning.

Bernd 12/05/2019 (Thu) 21:45:28 [Preview] No.32886 del
Well, just by that she sounds more possessive than caring. She might be insecure too.
Anyway Rusbernd is right, better than one who doesn't give a crap.
Maybe you could tell her you are loyal because you are loyal and not because she's nagging you. If you wouldn't, her nagging wouldn't stop you either, so she should stop no point of doing that.
You should be open what you do, but make her understand she doesn't have power to demand report on what you are doing. You are open because you want her to see she can trust you.
Or something. I shouldn't give advices I dunno about the actual situation anything.

Bernd 12/05/2019 (Thu) 23:20:52 [Preview] No.32887 del
Already told. But women don't work with reasons. If she feels bad I'm having orgies with sluts appereantly. I'm very open, it's one of the reasons she loves me I think. I think it's not about me it's about the traumas she lived through in her past.

I still enjoy caring though, when I go to her place she makes me feel like king.

Bernd 12/06/2019 (Fri) 06:36:26 [Preview] No.32889 del
It's not about the reasoning, it's about the hidden message that she has no power over you, she can't tell you what to do and what not.

You want her to stop nagging you.
Well living things stop a behaviour if they get negative feedback and see that what they do is useless, when they see their pursuits not just backfired but were futile.
But living things not just learn to stop things but they learn what to do via positive feedback. In many cases they learn it by trial and error, however with intelligent beings one can present them the the alternative, expected behaviour which leads to result and positive feedback which reinforces the behaviour. This is how training of dogs happens.
So for example after on an occasion when she weren't nagging you, you could make a gesture and tell her she did good. Make her feel pleasant. After a couple of occasion she will seek this pleasantness and she will connect it in her heda that not nagging and feeling good is somehow connected.

Bernd 12/06/2019 (Fri) 06:37:51 [Preview] No.32890 del
>I go to her place she makes me feel like king.
She'll make you fat. You'd better take the habit of jogging. :^)

cont. Bernd 12/06/2019 (Fri) 16:22:35 [Preview] No.32894 del
She pretty much does the same.
She pampers you when you are with her (positive feedback) and nags you when you aren't (negative feedback) to pressure you choosing to give attention to her more.

Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 00:58:57 [Preview] No.32902 del
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>Turkeyball: Early to mid 2019
>Man I sure wish I had a qt gf in my life right now tbh

>Turkeyball: Late 2019
>Man my gf is kinda too clingly. I need some space tbh

No matter what one does, bernds are destined SUFFER Turkeyball. It is the nature of things

>Alternative solution: put some babies into her to keep her occupied.

But you need a good stable job to make that work. And then take care of the kids, put them in a good daycare, good school, plan for their future, pick them up from sports, save money for their vacation trips, make sure they don't hang out with the wrong crowd etc


Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 06:40:03 [Preview] No.32909 del
>But you need a good stable job to make that work...
Putting benis in baniga what is needed. It is known everywhere in the 3rd world.

Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 10:45:53 [Preview] No.32912 del
no child, I hate children.

>So for example after on an occasion when she weren't nagging you, you could make a gesture and tell her she did good
I give her more than enough attention while she's doing good and run away while she's being booby monster.

Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 12:22:37 [Preview] No.32914 del
wrong, you hate the children of others, mainly because their parents are literal cattle. Why not instead rise to the challenge and do a better job than them? Raise children you like.
as far as putting buns in ovens, if you can stand to be in the same room as this girl, that's the green light. Given time even the most perfect roses wither into an ugly brown nub, best to just choose someone you can withstand the presence of and start getting buns in ovens to keep them busy.

Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 12:27:21 [Preview] No.32915 del
>hy not instead rise to the challenge and do a better job than them?
Human are social creatures, I would feel terrible if my carefully raised child is consumed by disgusting majority. Plus I'm kc tire, I have big bonding issues when it comes to children.

Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 16:15:01 [Preview] No.32919 del
>wrong, you hate the children of others, mainly because their parents are literal cattle.
Wow, thats literely me.
Except I don't hate children of others. I don't even hate those kids whose parents failed to raise them... passably, I just can't stand them or to be around them. Now the parents, I think they are total shitheads.
Everyone makes parental mistakes, but some are more excusable than others. Also letting kids to learn by their failures also is a must, so some lack of parenting also necessary, too much control is harmful too.
>Raise children you like.
That's not easy, due the kid has another parent who might have very different ideas how to raise a kid. That's why it is important into whom the man puts that kid.

Do liek Genghis Khan, make as many kids that yours will be the majority.

Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 16:20:16 [Preview] No.32922 del
>make as many kids that yours will be the majority.
not enough pus pus supply

Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 18:54:05 [Preview] No.32927 del
>Putting benis in baniga what is needed. It is known everywhere in the 3rd world.

It's really easy to make kids. Raising them up, not so much

>no child, I hate children.

Maybe let her know about it eventually. If she REALLY likes you, that's what she's going to want from you eventually


Bernd 12/07/2019 (Sat) 22:17:02 [Preview] No.32928 del
she doesn't want children either, just wants long term commitment.

Bernd 12/09/2019 (Mon) 21:35:00 [Preview] No.32975 del
>she doesn't want children either, just wants long term commitment.

Problems weren't then

Bernd 12/26/2019 (Thu) 20:00:38 [Preview] No.33462 del
Huh I thought this was an actual book. Turns out that it's just a meme image from a website


Shame, book looked like fun

Bernd 12/27/2019 (Fri) 07:51:16 [Preview] No.33477 del
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Hi, hello. My flag's hat is on the wrong way, I didn't want to make a thread about it so I thought to post it here. Okay thanks, cheers, bye.

Bernd 12/27/2019 (Fri) 08:00:39 [Preview] No.33478 del
Thank you, we're gonna take it into consideration.

Bernd 12/27/2019 (Fri) 08:44:09 [Preview] No.33480 del
Is it? I checked the flags of every ball when I ripped them. Pretty sure it's correct. Which way would you prefer, the UJ on the right?

Bernd 12/27/2019 (Fri) 08:56:14 [Preview] No.33482 del
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I'm not 100% sure what type of hat this is meant to be but if it's an Australian army hat then it should be turned up on the left side. If it's just a random hat it would not matter but I'm not sure how common it is to wear random hats like that here but with the army hat the badge is on the left side so if it's turned up then it should be turned up on the left.

Bernd 12/27/2019 (Fri) 09:14:10 [Preview] No.33484 del
I think it's some bush hat, the rim can be snapped on both sides. But I dunno what was Slovenia's template he worked after (since Ausball was his work, not mine). Not all the hats are accurate, my shako is also missing some details.

Bernd 12/27/2019 (Fri) 09:42:02 [Preview] No.33485 del
You countries and your highly ornamental dress hats. The British have two official hats, top and porkpie. So simple to draw, simple design but iconic.

Bernd 12/29/2019 (Sun) 19:49:50 [Preview] No.33587 del
For Hungary it's probably because we have no contemporary hat culture, so we have to reach back into the past to find something.

Bernd 12/29/2019 (Sun) 20:13:56 [Preview] No.33594 del
Now that we are at blogging.
The Christmas Special went fine. I'd expected Bernd to represent, well these are just some silly videos and movies, it's nice chat.
I was there late, like half past 2 late night, am sleepy now as fugg.
But went back today and basically I saw everything what we had there more or less.

Bernd 01/02/2020 (Thu) 02:26:56 [Preview] No.33718 del
Where did the military vehicle thread go? I can't find it.

Bernd 01/02/2020 (Thu) 06:23:11 [Preview] No.33721 del
Here you go: >>18192

Bernd 01/09/2020 (Thu) 16:46:41 [Preview] No.33901 del
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We had freezing rain today, I have no idea how I didn't fall, not once. I walked around with a posture like someone who shitted himself tho. Somewhat bent legs and half steps. Fuck.

Bernd 01/10/2020 (Fri) 22:10:00 [Preview] No.33956 del
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Welp, I gave up after not getting good results in Mercedez on my hitchhiking trip to Paraguay, I think I could have done much better, but sadly a rain can be very demoralizing in your efforts.
I got to sleep in Concordia, a city in Entre Rios that is as loud as the capital, and Curuzú Cuatiá in Corrientes. The latter was better, got to set the tent on a public camping spot and talked to a hobo about anything. It got less comfy the second day when spiclets talked to me in their ghetto trash language, and came across another hitchhiker that was a junkie and defended Maduro's Venezuela. The kids also the morning of the next day asked me if I had any drugs, and said that their dad "didn't smoke" but got to prison.
Now I'm relying on Mercedes and used the last amount of cash to cuck out and buy a ticket back home. I know at least next time I'll fare better.
Now back to my shithole home I wish I could just move out but it's not easy, no job no money and my dad wanting me to work for him for fucking free otherwise I'm an asshole makes returning home feel not good
Also nocum 20s is going to be a really fucking hard task
Some photos of a statue in Cuatiá.

Bernd 01/11/2020 (Sat) 09:59:41 [Preview] No.33960 del
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Camping in South America doesn't sound like the safest thing ever. Maybe in remote places, wilderness is better than potential muggers, druggies and kidnappers.
Also cycling might be better than hitchhiking. With a bike you could move somewhat larger pack (I would make a smaller pack with essentials, all time on me or near me, and one/several others with "comfort" items). The problem would still be security.
With working for you dad you could gain XP on that field and maybe you could try to get a job elsewhere with that. Maybe you could learn something online, and than try do jobs there. HTML and CSS isn't hard, I dunno however if that's enough to find some freelance work with that (or how surely get paid, not getting taken advantage of, or not fucked by authorities for tax evasion).

That statue looks like a narrow penis with oversized balls. Here, have a pussy statue in return.

Bernd 01/28/2020 (Tue) 21:08:32 [Preview] No.34323 del
Tending the chan really interferes with my /kc/ time.

Bernd 01/28/2020 (Tue) 23:16:58 [Preview] No.34326 del
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Life is a little better right now. Still working contract roles. Will be earning more in another role soon. Taking a lot of software classes and reading multiple books atm

So back to this post

Igor lost both of his arms due to a wacky and hilarious accident that happened a few months ago. Not sure if you bernds were informed of it.

He's not posting so much in kc anymore but he's active on twitter. I don't know how

Bernd 01/29/2020 (Wed) 18:06:49 [Preview] No.34342 del
I didn't know.
Maybe he uses his nose.

Bernd 02/15/2020 (Sat) 18:58:08 [Preview] No.34404 del
OP pic is borked.

>Is that house that narrow type?
No, it's a full house, not a terrace. Water has gotten into the walls from outside and now all the plaster inside is rotten. I am going to break it off the walls with an SDS drill and re-plaster. Also, some stupid fuck used some sort of tar to stick tiles to the slate floor and I'm having a horrible time getting it off. Stone floors need at least some air so they don't turn damp and shitty.

Bernd 02/15/2020 (Sat) 19:09:20 [Preview] No.34405 del
>OP pic is borked.
Yes it cannot be fixed, since corrupted.
I would replaster and give it a whitewash. Or maybe whitewash first since it has some disinfecting properties. The plaster also should stick since it's the same material (Ca) in it's core. But maybe I'm wrong, never tried.
The place needs constant heating and airing to dry out I think.
>used some sort of tar to stick tiles to the slate floor
It was customary here to tar below the wooden tiles. It prevents shit coming up and rotting from below. If the upper side is kept clean and dry, it's fine for a lifetime and more.
Now we use laminated shit and plastic crap under it. I'm fairly sure a couple of decades and it has to be replaced.

Bernd 02/15/2020 (Sat) 21:09:01 [Preview] No.34409 del
>The place needs constant heating and airing to dry out I think.
The place is a sweat box. The old man blocked off the chimney and all ventilation and just sat by a small gas fire.
The old plaster is actually lime and is completely rotten and it stinks, I'm just smashing it all off for good measure. The rain has gotten in from outside and completely soaked the wall for what must have been years.

>It was customary here to tar below the wooden tiles.
yes, these were wooden tiles. I suspect they were put in at least 30 years ago but they had become rotten in parts. I don't know why but it seemed not to stick properly to certain areas of the slate floor. I don't know if it needs to be hot when applied like with a roof so maybe not applied properly. Fascinating though, I'd never seen anything like it before, I just assumed it was done by some road worker with extra tar.

Bernd 02/16/2020 (Sun) 04:38:37 [Preview] No.34417 del
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Missed you bernds. Glad to see that end/kc/ is back

Bernd 02/16/2020 (Sun) 09:19:17 [Preview] No.34423 del
Well heat you have, then you only need air.
Yeah, in time all the plaster can get deteriorated. He mishandled that house it sounds.
>completely soaked the wall
That needs to be dried out completely before the new plaster, otherwise you won't solve anything.
>were put in at least 30 years ago but they had become rotten in parts
That doesn't sound good. It wasn't cared for. And the house getting more wet with time.
I think the tar needs to be hot, so it sticks to the foundation and to the tiles. It doesn't need to be overly hot tho, just smearable I believe. The base have to be dustless and solid.


Bernd 02/16/2020 (Sun) 10:15:48 [Preview] No.34426 del
Save bunker address in your bookmarks and don't miss a day of serious discussions anymore

Bernd 02/16/2020 (Sun) 19:55:12 [Preview] No.34439 del
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Yeah, looking at the inner wall, there is some rising damp, I think the damp has built up under the tiles and pushed up the walls. Some pics today.

Bernd 02/16/2020 (Sun) 20:04:55 [Preview] No.34440 del
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Should have bought an empty plot and build a house from scratch.

I wanna build one like this. Except a little bigger and modernized, with rooms and amenities.

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what the? I selected three pictures, not one

hah, yes, this has been a dream of mine for many years. I love the turf houses. I had the pleasure of seeing one when I visited Iceland. We have stone ruins here that look fairly simple to throw up. Next time I go see them I will take some pictures. Throwing up stone walls is surprisingly easy, you just have to follow some simple rules.

Bernd 02/16/2020 (Sun) 20:29:55 [Preview] No.34442 del
That floor looks awful. But the work is going so it will be better soon. Probably clear concrete in itself would be better, kek.
How about the wiring? Is it secure in such a soggy house?

Bernd 02/16/2020 (Sun) 20:42:51 [Preview] No.34443 del
>How about the wiring?
Someone is coming to do the gas and electric as that's something I can't do myself without buying certain equipment so it's cheaper to just get someone in. I'm using the sockets alright but half expecting a shock every time I pull a plug.

>Probably clear concrete in itself would be better, kek.
I could completely dig up the floor and put in a new concrete foundation but that is a mega job. Not impossible to do but I will have to dig down about 1ft then fill the floor with hardcore and proper fiber pumped concrete from a truck. If I treat them with care the slate floor should be good enough.

That tar is tough stuff though, scraping it up is a slow process.

Bernd 02/17/2020 (Mon) 09:22:57 [Preview] No.34450 del
I spent the last few days reading Rozen Maiden. The new Manga isn't very impressive, it's basically just like the 2013 anime(well that anime is based on the first half of that manga after all). I can kind of understand why it was never animated and why nobody talks about it. I can't find Rozen Maiden Zero anywhere either.

Bernd 02/17/2020 (Mon) 19:11:23 [Preview] No.34453 del
>That tar is tough stuff
That is.

Bernd 02/17/2020 (Mon) 21:37:44 [Preview] No.34463 del
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I was smashing rotten wood today. Was easier than the tar though.

Bernd 02/18/2020 (Tue) 06:28:02 [Preview] No.34468 del
Eww. You also need some anti-fungal treatment for the house. And now maybe for yourself too.

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>anti-fungal treatment for the house
My anti fungal treatment is ripping the shit out and taking it to the dump. I wear a mask though. Found some more fungus today.

The wall is literally rotting. Those exposed slates are the ORIGINAL lathe and plast! I ran upstairs to check the beams to make sure the rot hadn't moved into the beams but they are fine. So probably 2-3 generations of work there with lime, lathe and plast, cement and finally pink thistle all dumped one on top the other. What a fucking mess.

Bernd 02/18/2020 (Tue) 19:54:36 [Preview] No.34482 del
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Does the house have two square meters of surface you actually can use for the purpose of sleeping, eating, living?

So I would create a loft above the crossbeams. I would divide the downstairs to bathroom (toilet included) - hall - kitchen, upstairs would be a bedroom and a living room/office. Maybe some additional storage space could be gained in the upmost triangle.
The chief problem is making it not feeling cramped. Maybe a 4m by 7m inside space for the downstairs would be enough. Judging by the proportions on the photos, it still would be bigger than the original design.
Maybe I would go further and add the hall "outside" the entrance, or enlarging it in that direction, but that would need a modification of the structure to a T shape. That would add a couple of square meters.
With crampedness height also a factor. I dunno, maybe 220 cm should be a minimum height for the ceiling downstairs. We have a building with about 2m, and feels bearable, but I don's spend much time in there.
Another issue is the windows and natural light coming in (also could add to the cramped feeling if it's not enough).
Third problem is the floor. Gravel is too... outdoorsy for the indoors in case a structure which is built for living and not working. It's only pro that it massages the soles nicely when walking on it barefoot.
Fourth: plumbing and electricity, but that wouldn't be much more different than a "normal" house.
Next one is the heating. Maybe a hearth-like furnace downstairs at the wall opposite the door and a couple of radiators (one in the bathroom, another upstairs - the hot water pipe would go through the kitchen) would be enough.
Not exactly the last one (there's some minor, for example one cannot nail a nail into the stone walls), but probably it's more important than the chief problem: foundation...
Oh, actually the most important: plans usually have to be handed in for an inspection, and get a permit. Not sure they would allow me to build this. I don't know what are the bureaucratic regulations telling about the process.

Bernd 02/18/2020 (Tue) 21:10:47 [Preview] No.34486 del
>Does the house have two square meters of surface you actually can use for the purpose of sleeping, eating, living?
No. In addition, that black tar is apparently actually some sort of bitumen glue used with tiles and whoop dee doo, people used to put asbestos in it. Funny really, before I looked it up I was thinking of brushing and sanding it up which would have thrown all the fibres up in the air for me to breath in. If I breath in enough apparently it can cake my lungs and cause cancer. Fun. So now I need to get some tested.

>toilet included
what sort of toilet? a flushing one? Are you having running water in there?
>Another issue is the windows and natural light coming in
why not have the apex entirely double glazing? most glazing firms here could achieve that for you.
>Maybe a hearth-like furnace downstairs at the wall opposite the door and a couple of radiators (one in the bathroom, another upstairs - the hot water pipe would go through the kitchen) would be enough.
yes, a back boiler, someone I know does this, he has a wood burner in his living room which heats the water in the back which goes through the radiator pipes and taps. in one way bad he has to get a fire going before he can have a bath but good he collects his own wood. However, without gas he has to use an electric oven.
That's the easy part, dig down, dump stone, build on top.

The problem you need to be mindful of is ventilation, those turf roofs retain moisture and those beams can rot meaning you need plenty of air going through there to prevent mold, not so fun in the winter. Though, you could probably get polyethylene sheeting, like used in polytunnels, to go under the turf.

Bernd 02/19/2020 (Wed) 16:54:33 [Preview] No.34499 del
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Yeah, that is carcinogen.
>are you having running water in there?
I would have if I have built one. So yes, flushing toilet. The usual plumbing job, running water both in bathroom and kitchen.

>those turf roofs retain moisture and those beams can rot
Just use tar, dude!

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 10:44:47 [Preview] No.34548 del
Hey bernd, do you ever get that feel like you are going to die soon? I am fat and tired, I gained too much weight over winter and I constantly wake too early with nightmares. The only times I don't feel tired, I feel anxious like my heart wants to pop. Even masturbation just depresses me now so I rarely do it.
Is this what getting old feels like? This sucks!
What do you guys do for fun? Is getting drunk as good as I remember?

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 11:00:10 [Preview] No.34549 del
Fap less.
Don't drink.
Lose weight.
Gain doing sports as hobby while losing weight.
Your life will improve 200%. Your welcome.

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 11:46:52 [Preview] No.34550 del
Yes, that's pretty much what I was hoping to hear. Thank you.

I once gave pretty much same advice to someone, when they kept saying they were tired I gave the "we all feel tired, just push harder." Turns out they had cancer, most likely from eating shit food and drinking energy drinks but still I felt kind of bad. They never brought it up with me but I felt a little guilty.

Anyway, the test results came in and there is some asbestos in the house but not in that tar.
So now I need to spray the asbestos area down with water, take it all away and hoover up all the remains. Then package up the asbestos and take it to the dump.

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 12:03:33 [Preview] No.34551 del
It was still a legit advice despite it came late, you shouldn't have feel bad about it.
I thought btw you were trolling since it's a nobrainer. I also wouldn't have thought you are the house renovating Brit. And now I've no idea which Brit is which. If you are the fait Brit you shouldn't be fat. But there was a cook Brit I dunno where he disappeared. Maybe there's only one Brit with a bunch of alter egos.

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 12:11:04 [Preview] No.34552 del
Don't know about the dying part but I always feel tired(part of that is due to the weather). I'm not sure that it's age, just the I notice these things now but before I would fall asleep while reading or driving and not pay much mind to it(I'm really bad like that, it took me until I was 25 to find out I need glasses).

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 13:42:05 [Preview] No.34553 del
>I thought btw you were trolling since it's a nobrainer
Just griping I guess while feeling really tired and fatty.
No, I think the cook brit was the Scot. Not seen him post since end came back. I am fat though, I normally gain over winter but since my injury last year I am way over where I normally am.
I am many bongs, but I did contribute the country balls.

>I would fall asleep while reading or driving
Oh dog! Feel bad for you. The other day I just slept through to night time but at least I can keep myself awake whilst doing stuff.
Tell me more about the glasses, were your' eyes making you tired?

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 13:52:54 [Preview] No.34555 del
It's not so bad, microsleep I think they call it. I haven't actually crashed into anything yet.

My eyes weren't making me tired but I thought that when I had poor vision because of being tired that it might be my eyes instead so I got tested, I was wrong, it was me being tired but I was also right, I did need glasses.

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 20:54:55 [Preview] No.34562 del
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>Is this what getting old feels like?

No, you just depressed. Getting old is worse

Considering advice, I guess you need to find some entertaining activity first. It may be hard though, especially if you don't really want anything. Drinking isn't solution, so don't even try, because it is fun only when you already ok.

Human being is also pretty complex organism, but most people don't understand it and still live with outdated ideas of "body" and "soul" (or "mind", whatever). But in reality there is no strict differentiation between your body and your mind, i.e. when you have health problems, you'll have mind problems too. So, you can't overcome psychological problems without fixing (at least partially) physical problems. Even proper diet matters.

And visiting a doctor (at least for tests) is always a good thing to do. Maybe it is deficit of some vitamin or functional problem with organs. For example, thyroid problems may lead to depression and tiredness.

Personally, I don't believe that any advice may help though, because advices are generic and obvious. Recipient already knows everything that will be said to him.

Bernd 02/22/2020 (Sat) 23:07:00 [Preview] No.34563 del
>do you ever get that feel like you are going to die soon?
Not too long time ago I had similar feeling, but I cut off energy drinks and after some time heart went back to normal. I'm also trying to self improve which include better diet. Lacking of certain elements in your food might be your problem. If this problem persists especially in winter you might need to supplement yourself with vitamin D.
Try to get proper sleep if you don't do it already. 7-9 hours should be enough. Don't stay up late at night, try to go to sleep and wake up at the same time.
Cut off masturbation entirely. If you feel depressed about it now it's not going to get any better in the future. I felt the same as you and once I started to restrain myself I've noticed I feel better in general.
Doing exercises or getting some move in general is also a great idea. Unless you're construction worker or something, then it won't probably be necessary.
Entertainment is important, just be sure you're not doing something harmful and not too much so that other aspects of your life don't get neglected. Personally I mostly play computer games, read, go for a walk, watch a film. Nothing unusual I think.

How old are you btw?

Bernd 03/04/2020 (Wed) 16:16:37 [Preview] No.34816 del
Had to have some guys come and do my gas pipes. I ended up giving them more money just to say thanks because they took a bunch of shit away for me. They were nice guys but I hated having them there. Wish I could have done it myself but it looked too complicated for me, messing with fittings and a blow torch.

If I am there tomorrow I will take some pics of the progress.

Also there is a secret room I might go exploring for soon. Will post progress.

Thank you guys. I didn't see these. I think it's pretty much, I gained weight over winter and haven't been resting much since doing these renovations. Lugging my fat around as well as doing this extra labour is making me feel shitty. I rarely feel like this though, sometimes when I work weeks without resting in the summer but that's rare. After dinner in the evenings I am often too tired to do training and just fall asleep. I am upping my vitamin C with supplements to try and boost myself and I am having more sugar in my tea as I work to keep me going.
My diet is usually fairly well regulated with rare exceptions, I start my day with porridge, have sandwiches with salad and a fruit for lunch and something fatty and high protein for dinner with vegetables. A peanut butter sandwich and milk before bed but after training.

>How old are you btw?

Bernd 03/04/2020 (Wed) 16:44:20 [Preview] No.34817 del
Wanted to ask how the house is going.
>secret room
Wait. Weren't they just found a forgotten and walled up piece of corridor and a room below the Westminster or wherever?

Bernd 03/04/2020 (Wed) 17:33:23 [Preview] No.34819 del
>Wait. Weren't they just found a forgotten and walled up piece of corridor and a room below the Westminster or wherever?
The truth comes out, I bought Westminster, I'm tired because the renovations are so huge.

Bernd 03/04/2020 (Wed) 20:34:39 [Preview] No.34822 del
WTF! I don't remember posing for any pictures.

Bernd 03/05/2020 (Thu) 06:41:38 [Preview] No.34829 del
So what's your plan on pest control? Politicians can do a lot of damage, best get rid of them.

Bernd 03/05/2020 (Thu) 07:10:43 [Preview] No.34831 del
Well the traditional option is 'bate' boxes. Rub a child sized sex doll down with poison and leave where you suspect a politician will be passing by. The worst part is clearing away the dead. The other option is to find the nest and go in with a shovel, but that gets very messy and they often jump at your face.

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Some more hacking today. The stones were literally wet under the mortar. Will investigate the hidden room later but vid related.

Bernd 03/05/2020 (Thu) 17:24:59 [Preview] No.34836 del
Is that a stone house? Looks like limestone and slate.

Bernd 03/05/2020 (Thu) 17:28:44 [Preview] No.34837 del
Yeah, I watched the vid. It's stone. Preddy dope. That's solid.

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Oh yeah, it's stone, granite mostly with some slate like for the lintels. Stone walls need a certain kind of love but are very solid and very thick. I will be leaving them to dry out some now before plastering.

I went up into the secret room but sadly, no treasure. I had hoped the geezer living here before might have hidden something up there but no. Speaking of the poor old sod though, taking off the wallpaper revealed lots of mould. Think of breathing that in for years, sad.
Also, one of the slate lintels doesn't look too clever so I am going to have to be a bit careful around that area so I don't collapse anything.

Bernd 03/05/2020 (Thu) 19:01:59 [Preview] No.34839 del
weird, don't know why the orientation changed on those.

Bernd 03/05/2020 (Thu) 19:36:23 [Preview] No.34840 del
I'm not sure about granite, but if limestone is used and the mortar is lime, then the wall basically becomes one peace of stone. Back in the days, middle ages and before peeps used this to their advantage, some cliffs with bare rocks were prime targets for fortifications, sometimes they just supplemented the already existing foundation with a couple of stones they quarried a bit away.
>I will be leaving them to dry out some now before plastering.
Yeah, the wheel of the year is turning to warmer seasons, so time will be plenty, it just needs air.
>Speaking of the poor old sod though, taking off the wallpaper revealed lots of mould. Think of breathing that in for years,
He probably didn't give two shits about it. There's some morals in his story for Bernd, I would think.

Bernd 03/30/2020 (Mon) 05:57:00 [Preview] No.35538 del
Fucking daylight saving is killing me.

Bernd 03/30/2020 (Mon) 09:18:36 [Preview] No.35542 del
I think I clogged my toilet accidently (some weird brown paper thing was inside a water jar and decided to drop it and flush it)
hope nothing happens, but I should expect a mess tomorrow

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Time to call a professional. BO where are you when you are needed?

Bernd 03/30/2020 (Mon) 14:58:53 [Preview] No.35550 del
If you flushed and nothing happened then you're probably ok. Next time don't put things in toilet that don't belong there. What the hell even is a water jar?

Bernd 03/30/2020 (Mon) 16:05:58 [Preview] No.35553 del
>What the hell even is a water jar?
A pitcher maybe or a water balloon? Or a simple glass jar?

Bernd 03/30/2020 (Mon) 16:19:05 [Preview] No.35554 del
a simple metal jug, with water in it
sleep depravation got the best of me, at least it's not as bad as the time I threw a yoghurt container down the toilet

Bernd 03/31/2020 (Tue) 21:34:31 [Preview] No.35583 del
>Fucking daylight saving is killing me
RIP bernd

>I threw a yoghurt container down the toilet

y though? Why did you do that lol?

Bernd 04/01/2020 (Wed) 04:30:52 [Preview] No.35593 del
>y though? Why did you do that lol?
I was scared my parents would find out

Bernd 04/01/2020 (Wed) 05:41:57 [Preview] No.35596 del
Yoghurt containers are very embarrassing, I would have done the same.

Bernd 05/22/2020 (Fri) 02:35:03 [Preview] No.36888 del
A few weeks ago, I was waiting in line to order some food. Then a woman flashed her BAGINA at me. In that entire day, all the women around me dressed like whorbs and sloots, with their nipples and their BAGINA markings showing in their yoga attired. Probably not good wifey material tbh

It was a weird day, a few weeks ago

Bernd 05/22/2020 (Fri) 02:57:03 [Preview] No.36889 del
Good Lord. I thought Australia was bad but I have never had that happen. I don't think I ever see nipples either, is that because they don't wear bras in Europe or something? I think I heard that once.

Bernd 05/22/2020 (Fri) 05:54:06 [Preview] No.36893 del
Netherlands is Second Sodom and Gomorrah.

Bernd 05/22/2020 (Fri) 22:00:20 [Preview] No.36903 del

>t. Irish Ex-pat

Bernd 05/23/2020 (Sat) 06:53:11 [Preview] No.36909 del
>>t. Irish Ex-pat
I knew something is funky.

Bernd 05/27/2020 (Wed) 22:30:23 [Preview] No.37020 del
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Right now, I'm just trying to sort out my programmer portfolio. I have around 2 apps that need to be completed before I start job hunting. With one of them that I may plan on releasing for public use, like in an app store or something idk

One needs to have a login option setup along with POST/GET set up working in the page properly

The other just requires a Javascript imprint to paste info onto a page. Not too much work, but I'm having trouble finding the time finishing everything up. Also taking multiple interview coaching and CS courses to get better at everything I do. That plus taking care of myself and finding time to berndpost is a little time consuming ngl

Just do not like my current station in life tbh.

Also managed to complete a fizz-buzz "largely by myself" using only 7 lines of python code. Some people can manage to complete the challenge using 2 lines and even 1, but it's a good start and I feel good doing it tbh

Bernd 05/28/2020 (Thu) 15:45:08 [Preview] No.37038 del
>1 line
Use no whitespace.

Bernd 05/29/2020 (Fri) 02:40:48 [Preview] No.37049 del
>Use no whitespace.

Uhh that's not how it works tbh. It would fuck up the code execution for the program and it would just crash

Bernd 05/29/2020 (Fri) 05:30:13 [Preview] No.37050 del
You sure? Most whitespaces are just cosmetic. Maybe at relatively rigid languages like C it matters. In JS you can write a long worm of code. It will be hard to read but should execute.
Well maybe not all whitespaces, for example writing stuff like variable declarations or function definitions without hitting space between keywords will make the code break (do these count as whitespaces anyway?), but enters after lines aren't necessary.

Bernd 05/29/2020 (Fri) 09:34:58 [Preview] No.37053 del

It depends on language. Most languages allow writing everything in one line almost without whitespaces. But python (as original post says) is not like this, it uses indentation for separation of code blocks, and mostly can't be used for one-liners (except some rare cases).

Bernd 05/29/2020 (Fri) 20:32:36 [Preview] No.37059 del
Like >>37053 said, I mainly use python to code. Haven't tried doing exercises in other languages except MySQL, php and JS. At least for FizzBuzz

u a coders Hungarybernd?

>In JS you can write a long worm of code. It will be hard to read but should execute.

Ahh JS. One of the most divisive languages out there. Some love it, some loathe it to death

Bernd 05/30/2020 (Sat) 07:41:28 [Preview] No.37065 del
Turkbernd contacted us again, he might be ok. Just this problem to post here is unsolved.

As a hobby, learning. For now. I have a long standing superficial familiarity with programming, since I was a kid. Not much real formal training, but some even that.
By myself I looked into C more seriously, liek twice, but haven't did much due to lack of time and other interests, and on that level I haven't found really practical applications for that which would motivate me to do more. JS (and frontend webdev) is better in that question since I use internet and browser every day and there are practical stuff I could do, so feels more rewarding to pursue. Dabbling in other stuff too (get knowing backend and such).
I liek JS, started on CodeAcademy but haven't found it satisfying so went through the MDN tutorials (also often browsing w3schools). And try to read stuff beside, liek there was a good article which showed that using shorthand on many occasion is worse, since many are processed slower than strictly written code, so it might be more convenient for the programmer, but slower for the browser; or why pick getElementByID over querySelector when possible (even if just using the latter all the time could seem - again - more convenient); stuff like that. It can be good if one filters out the crapcode and don't try to copypaste from stackexchange - but even that can be used and read about the stuff peeps write there, could arrive to illuminating conclusions.

Bernd 05/30/2020 (Sat) 15:20:31 [Preview] No.37069 del
Well yes I'm okay, I had to use tor to remind I still exist. I've been staying in home for too long, it was funny to see how normies reacting living like NEETs epic time to live : DDD

Bernd 05/30/2020 (Sat) 15:32:34 [Preview] No.37070 del
So only Tor. That sucks balls, but at least something.
Were we banned in Turkey? You guys have a filter like China or what the Roskomnadzor do in Russia?

Bernd 05/30/2020 (Sat) 15:35:17 [Preview] No.37071 del

Bernd 05/30/2020 (Sat) 15:39:50 [Preview] No.37072 del
Where's your hat? Oh I haven't made one. Actually, quite a lot.

Bernd 05/30/2020 (Sat) 19:53:51 [Preview] No.37073 del
>Turkbernd contacted us again, he might be ok. Just this problem to post here is unsolved.

Glad he's okay tbh. Was missing his bantz

But I didn't know that about you bernd. Programming fun to do tbh. I'm glad you lieks doing it

Bernd 05/31/2020 (Sun) 07:18:41 [Preview] No.37077 del
It's likely Erdo is filtering us. Maybe the Great Sultan didn't enjoyed our Syria threads or sumtin.

Yeah I'm a man of many half-talents.
Now and then I say Hungary is just too damn small, easy to find someone just with following breadcrumbs left behind I'd bet someone do just that, so I try to keep some aspects of my life to myself. Also I might change up stuff in my "stories" as a way of anonymization. I won't make up stuff, I don't lie, but might not tell stuff exactly as it is/was (for example I would call a friend cousin, or a relative acquaintance). Sometimes I tell less (but I never add), in fact I try to tell just enough to make a point, but not more. Occasionally I also let people with their assumptions and not correct them (especially when some troll says I'm this or that).
Maybe I shouldn't be worried, Slovenia doxxed himself on many occasion, don't give a crap, just post whatever he feels like. Much can't happen to me, I'm literal noone, will die poor in obscurity. But perhaps it's just good to spare myself the stress, I know just enough idiots irl not to wish adding more.
I also generally discourage blogposting, can't know who reads and collects info, and how he uses it. A little amount is fine, but shouldn't get used to it so won't blabber out everything carelessly.

Bernd 06/01/2020 (Mon) 01:52:07 [Preview] No.37091 del
>It's likely Erdo is filtering us. Maybe the Great Sultan didn't enjoyed our Syria threads or sumtin.
I thought he'd be honored to have it named after him.

Bernd 06/02/2020 (Tue) 17:58:36 [Preview] No.37125 del
You don't have to give out too many details about yourself bernd.

Bernd 06/02/2020 (Tue) 19:00:57 [Preview] No.37129 del
Everything one writes is another detail about himself.

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 18:01:56 [Preview] No.37974 del
today I decided I like spanish people. rate

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 18:32:24 [Preview] No.37982 del
Your reasoning?

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 18:58:35 [Preview] No.37991 del
sincere people, kinda poor (for eu standarts), have problems with terrorists, medditerranean country basically they're better groomed catholic Türks.

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 19:00:29 [Preview] No.37993 del
Kek. Basically yes. They also have some history with Islam.
And Portugals are Kurds?

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 19:01:26 [Preview] No.37994 del
Huh, we even talked about it, those are the Catalans.
So who is Portugal?

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 19:03:04 [Preview] No.37995 del
>And Portugals are Kurds?
they're central asian turks. everyone assume they're %99 similar and %100 friendly but that's clearly not the case.

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 19:09:18 [Preview] No.37996 del
No, the Portuguese are more like Azeris. Italians are the Central Asian Turks of Spain, and Trojans are the Siberian Turks of Spain.
Aren't Turkey and France supposed to be friends though?

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 19:15:16 [Preview] No.37997 del
that's seems more fitting. I think trojans would be more akin towards xiongu or huns. they are same words in our language but whatever

>Aren't Turkey and France supposed to be friends though?
what makes you say that?

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 19:39:42 [Preview] No.38001 del
>Frenchie crusaders helped the Turks fight Byzantium
>Francis I made an alliance with the Ottomans
>some sultans like Abdul Hamid I were part-French
>the French made up the "Levanitne" community of the empire
>Napoleon may have invaded Ottoman Egypt but he fought the Mamluks and British there more-so than the Turks
>Napoleon later invaded Russia with the Turks

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 19:56:01 [Preview] No.38003 del
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Yes, the women in my town are now in their complete underwear/bikinis walking around town as if nothing. Some have boyfriends who are ok with this for some reason. One had a thong on and you could see her booty butt cheeks flapping up and down when she walked. There were some protests a week ago about something. idk

I'm just looking for another job right now atm not posting so much because of that. I wanna move to another place already smdh

>today I decided I like Spanish people. rate

ruled my cunt for a while/5

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:04:53 [Preview] No.38005 del
>not posting so much because of that
That's okay, Bernd. Find a new job.
>her booty butt cheeks flapping up and down when she walked
Oh lawdy.

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:05:54 [Preview] No.38006 del
Actually, Habsburgs/Burgundians on the Spanish throne ruled your country, and if you go back some time they're basically Romans, the same Romans that ruled your country before the "Spanish" left.
>Yes, the women in my town are now in their complete underwear/bikinis walking around town as if nothing
Als God ooit sliep, Satan schiep Holland...

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:18:50 [Preview] No.38008 del
medieval-late medieval alliances are not relevant, we helped protestants but nobody cares nowadays. france also invaded us after ww1 and armed armenians, so neither of us like each other well enough.

also significant portion of mamluks were Türks, arabs hated them with guts.

it's only ok for beach, no-no for rest of the areas how hard to undestand that?

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:24:26 [Preview] No.38009 del
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I meant to say that it was a protest about something going on in the US. idc about US things REEEEEEEEEEEEE

>Actually, Habsburgs/Burgundians on the Spanish throne ruled your country, and if you go back some time they're basically Romans, the same Romans that ruled your country before the "Spanish" left.

Dutch are so oppressed smdh

>Oh lawdy.
>Als God ooit sliep, Satan schiep Holland...
>it's only ok for beach, no-no for rest of the areas how hard to undestand that?

You can be naked in public daylight in some parts of the Netherlands in some designated areas and even put BENISS IN BAGINA X---DDDD in one of the parks at night. It's legal here

You need to put your safety lights on when using a bicycle in Amsterdam. Remember this bernds

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:29:03 [Preview] No.38010 del
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oh noes sounds too suffering, wanna switch places? :^)

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:33:32 [Preview] No.38011 del
>I meant to say that it was a protest about something going on in the US. idc about US things REEEEEEEEEEEEE
You did create the US along with the English though. In-fact, the US (or at least the northern part) is arguably more Dutch than English, they have Santa Claus/Sinterklaas where they have cookies and milk, their original flag was Dutch, they're called Yankees or "Jan Kees", and their biggest city was once Nieuw Amsterdam. Parliamentary rule (at least the parts of it that are not masonic) is heavily Dutch. The pilgrims actually went to the Netherlands before going to America. The Dutch even helped design a US flag after John Paul Jones crashed there; you're probably closer to the Anglo-Americans than you are to us.
Nah, no hard feelings towards Holland were intentional, we're always friends of course. At least the Frisians managed to be free, if you are one.

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:39:04 [Preview] No.38012 del
I know there are a lot of "private school kids" or wiggers in Denmark, that's for sure.
That's another thing similar to the Frenchies, you guys don't like speaking English that much.

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:46:00 [Preview] No.38013 del
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I will give it some thought and let you know

Turkey's so divided right now. Holy shit. How do people survive it?

>Nah, no hard feelings towards Holland were intentional, we're always friends of course

Nah I'm just meme-ing you bernd. It's cool

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:50:16 [Preview] No.38014 del
It feels like very little turkey burger news gets to burgerland what's going on now?

Bernd 06/21/2020 (Sun) 20:52:03 [Preview] No.38015 del
>How do people survive it?
I honestly don't know, it's a mirarcle that somehow we still exist.

Bernd 06/22/2020 (Mon) 05:36:55 [Preview] No.38018 del
Yeah, what's this divided thing?
Last time they were dividing the borderlands of Syria, and getting into Libya (but Russians were moving in there with the Egyptians on the other side).

Bernd 06/28/2020 (Sun) 19:26:24 [Preview] No.38122 del
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>I honestly don't know, it's a mirarcle that somehow we still exist.

In the most recent kohlzine, there was an article about a Bernd going to Ankara(I thinks?) and seeing a crazy protest happening. Is that common? Have you ever gone to one?

I also had a screencap about another Turkbernd complainings about living there. Dunno I can post it here so you can give your opinion about it

Bernd 06/28/2020 (Sun) 19:29:09 [Preview] No.38124 del
I also got a new lava lamp recently. But it's kinda poor quality so it doesn't work and look so good. I also got a used Keyboard. I can now become an amateur DJ/Soundcloud rapper. FINALLY!

And my CV is currently really shit so I have fix that now smdh

Bernd 06/28/2020 (Sun) 19:34:20 [Preview] No.38125 del
Heh, today I saw Kohl melting down over Kohlzine having twitter.

Bernd 06/28/2020 (Sun) 19:35:25 [Preview] No.38126 del
We need to make an Bernd enterprise to employ struggling Bernds. Argentine wanted some work too.

Bernd 06/28/2020 (Sun) 21:30:14 [Preview] No.38134 del
This plus KC stock trading are good ideas. Just need more bernds to contribute


It's all ogre for them. Never choose a kein over a bernd. You'll regret it

Isn't one of the zine mods here? How's he handling all of this?

sage Bernd 06/28/2020 (Sun) 21:31:36 [Preview] No.38135 del
Okay that thread's ded right now.

kohlneger is still pure shit. I went after 3 months and nothing has changed

Bernd 06/29/2020 (Mon) 05:16:44 [Preview] No.38144 del
There's a zine thread somewhere. Not even far back.

Bernd 07/02/2020 (Thu) 19:07:36 [Preview] No.38285 del
Fugging skeets, I can't do my shit in the garden they buzz around in clouds. And they are weirdly big - not talking about males, but regular blood sucking females - is this a new species here?

Bernd 07/03/2020 (Fri) 07:46:10 [Preview] No.38299 del
Who would've thought that Poland would give me some goals to pursue.

I hired a tutor to teach me polish, so I can apply for Karta Polaka and get on just a 1 year-long path to become a citizen of the EU.

I could've done that long ago, but it somehow hit my head to actually do it just now.

Bernd 07/03/2020 (Fri) 09:41:21 [Preview] No.38308 del
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>Fugging skeets,


Bernd 07/03/2020 (Fri) 10:11:17 [Preview] No.38312 del
I think he is meaning mosquitoes but you can never be all to sure with the slang of the youth today

Bernd 07/03/2020 (Fri) 14:33:01 [Preview] No.38322 del
Yeah I meant skeeters.

Bernd 07/04/2020 (Sat) 07:06:50 [Preview] No.38337 del
When I say "government" I really mean "Satanists" 😏

Bernd 07/05/2020 (Sun) 10:36:07 [Preview] No.38362 del
https://youtube.com/watch?v=XWEEHOKcTnA [Embed]

fascinating documentary😏

Bernd 07/05/2020 (Sun) 13:44:39 [Preview] No.38363 del
Let's chat.

Bernd 07/05/2020 (Sun) 15:03:33 [Preview] No.38365 del
That would fit into the battle thread. Naval engagements are good example for the ease of killing from a distance, against a dehumanized target (they don't fire at people, but ships, through an additional technical filter).

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