>>167913retard essay time: she did not hit the wall lookswise yet but she hit the cultural wall for a couple years, in a way it feels painful seeing her dancing to that song, it gives such 2010 vibes and her trying to skinwalk her old self. She created the wide appeal for the egirls culture, but she's now grown up detached from the culture and no longer able further evolve it and that's ok. Not sure if it can be even evolved, it's kinda like hip-hop, always branching out but also reverting back to street *niggers doing crime and that's the truest and most respected forms of hiphop, same way with egirls it just always reverts to bpd girls younger than 20 coming up with creative ways to:
- Fight with their single mom/parents
- Inflict Self harm
- Deal with their psychological and body/appearance dysmorphia
Found a girl recently that had a collection of pet leeches she gave names to and she would just let them suck her blood while hiding them from her mom, she believed this helped her lose weight. The other day i found a girl that had an obsession with tigers so she would use her hello kitty branded utility knife to cut herself on her left side of her body so when the wounds heal she would look like the strips on a tigers furr.
There is actually a ton more girls online playing vidya and hanging around on discords nowdays, almost a 1-1 gender ratio, which is a radical shift from pre corona so i feel its about time to make a separation about all those femoids in online spaces now and what e-girl used to mean back in the day.
If you ever go on the pinterests of those skanks in agartha and stuff and you scroll their makeup/style boards you almost always get suggestions/recommendations for hannahowo and belle.
Their faces were never perfect, very far away from the beauty standards, could be described as rat faced from some angles, common brown hair often painted, common brown eyes, but that's "commonality" and imperfections the core appeal of an e-girl, that with enough makeup and childish/gamer props and outfits you can look hot too, and it also appeals to guys because it could be that next door girl they talk on discord and stuff. They are the neutral ground between the classic blonde stacy and the baddie latinamaxxing goth girls, they are the female equivalent of a chuds, awkward white beckies you'd love to fuck because they are just like you.
And I see why there's so many dudes so attached to this archetype, the very presence of this board is a proof to it, a guy prolly committed sudoku over belle in this very thread,
For I also missed out on girls like these, missed out on all young love, distracted by my career and gaming, and i will forever linger and think back to those girls and what could have been.