kids files http://ekzie.com/dacl2

The bdsm / kink community is so draining. Just very lame normies. No one actually into things, it's literally like facebook braindead bs.

anyone here who is reading?

i finally got around to get a 12 year old ebook reader (for the unbelievable low price of 35€) and it is amazing and life-affirming to me. i had no idea how nice this is and i feel like an idiot for not having found this sooner so i thought i might share the excitement.

the main reason i got this is because with this i can read in direct sunlight comfortably and i am happy to report that this plan has worked out as expected. i can't do that with a phone or laptop because i would have to crank up the brightness all the way which drains the battery quickly and overheat the device, which is already getting hot just from being in the sun.

great little device, i blown away how beautiful the letters look like in the sunlight. this is like a computer made for being used in the sun and i hope this technology keeps improving though seems like progress on it is slow.

i thought the small 6 inch size of the display would be too small but turns out it isn't because there is this wonderful file format called epub that can have the text automatically fit on any size with any desired font-type and font-size. a pleasant surprise among all the technological enshittification!

Hazel AI

Trannnies seriously be like, "No no! My amorphous, malleable, self-described "neuro-atypical" abstract mental model couldn't be confused. It is the hard physical evidence that is wrong!"

"Now bring me my stimmies!"

Here I have my ringless hand! anyhow how can I make my boyfriend love only me. I'm so rat ugly, and hideous compared to the 10/10 onlyfans angels (not morally) he follows on X. When we saw each other I thought maybe he really was loyal, maybe he does think I'm pretty. But no no one does I'm garbage. He says said he'll marry me but then he's responding to these Twitter whores and he's says to then he marry them immediately when the lady's post is like "what would you do if I called you a good boy when you finished" and a picture of her flawless body. I didn't know he was into that women worshipping thing. But he made me feel so protected and cared for I've realized this last year that I really love him, and I recently saw his Twitter and I have this constant knot in my stomach. He's my hope in this world I'm afraid he'll never come back, I feel lied too also. But I just want to see him again but he probably doesn't love me, or even like me anymore. Even if he takes me in again I can't help but feel he'll be thinking about those beautiful girls who by far surpass me. Even the times we where together I think he thought I was ugly but didn't want to be mean, I wish he would tell the truth. I just want to be his, only his fully and truly. I don't deserve him or anyone maybe if he won't love me I can be raped and murdered cause then at least I'll be making someone happy. I only caused him trouble but I just want to see him again so bad. (we have not been able to see each other due to aoc laws ._.)

drones choose to offer nothing but money, but then complain about women being gold diggers.

tldr regeneration

anyone wants to hear about juice fasting? for many years i have been banned for talking about it on various imageboards, only in recent years it has somewhat relaxed.

today has been the first day of what likely is going to be a 40 day juice fast for me. don't confuse this with what most religious people call fasting, those bitches consider it fasting when they only eat in the evening. that's very weak, the religious people are very pampered weak consumers, the kind of people who choose to use the elevator when stairs are available. there are only a few of the strictest religious fanatics who do really hard fasting respectably; stair users.

for me this means i don't eat, i don't drink, all i consume is the fresh juice of fruits. i buy the fruit, wash them, prepare them and then i throw them in the slow juicer. i make the juice fresh. fresh living juice, not this pasteurized dead bullshit from the store. pic related, it is the juicer that i use. it is exceptionally easy to clean, not like the juicers that i started with many years ago.

the reason i am doing this is because juice fasting is the sweet spot for when it comes to self-healing. it is almost as healing as regular fasting with almost none of the discomfort or feeling of low energy. when enough juice is drunk in a day, even weightloss can be prevented. the goal by which i measure the juice fast a success is if i succeed in completely shitting myself empty.

i am already living very healthy so i expect it will not take 40 days but according to legend (which i have reason to believe is valid after years of doing my own experimentation) when the average person does what i do, DESPITE NOT ADDING ANY SOLIDS, SOLIDS WILL CONTINUE TO COME OUT FOR 40 DAYS. the bowel of the average person is so "caked" with undigested matter that the intended function of absorption barely works. almost everyone eats wrong, almost everyone is glued up, i intend to be one of the few who is not glued.

i am willing to answer your questions if you have any.

knew of this chick years back when she was around 15 she was dating and having regular sex with one of her mum's hippy friends who was in his late 50's at the time and when she turned 18 the dude started secretly filming it and posting it all on xhamster till the great porn purge of 2020 there was a huge collection of them on there.

and would love it more than anything if someone here could help me find all of them again